I couldnât stop thinking.
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Grandfell, what were your final words?
I had been practically dragged back aboard the Iron Castle Ship and returned to reality. While I was chasing after Bael and Pride, it seemed a lot had been happening on this side as well.
Rustle.
The first thing that caught my eye upon returning to the Magic Towerâs office was a parchment. It was a reply from Marcelo, and even before I read it, I found myself gulping nervously.
After all, I had never given Marcelo any instructions.
I muttered to myself.
âIf it wasnât me, then it mustâve been you.â
I had no idea when Grandfell had issued such orders behind my back, but it was clear he had known everything in advance.
The anomalous malice that would spread across the Arcana Continent and reality. The havoc the evil dragons would wreak. Even the Magic Towerâs capacity to hold back those rampaging dragons during the special conference.
And now I realized, you must have also known this:
That the special conference had been organized solely to keep you here.
The thought alone was enough to send shivers down my spine.
âCould you actually see the future?â
I whispered softly.
âIf so, then you must have foreseen this version of me too.â
The silence in the room was deafening.
[Status abnormality, âPossessionâ has been dispelled.]
That was the message that marked the biggest change since Grandfell had left me.
If you were here, Grandfell, youâd be smugly overconfident, and I would have immediately told you to stop showing off.
But now, that banter was impossible.
Because you were gone.
I picked up a quill.
The sensation of holding it solely with my own will felt foreign, even strange.
âDamn.â
It took ruining several sheets of parchment before I could finally compose a proper reply.
Yet even now, I hesitated to send it out as confidently as you would have.
Because I am not you. Iâm far from perfect.
What if I made a spelling mistake? Was my tone too formal or too stiff?
I needed to double-check everything.
âThis shouldâve been your reply to write, not mine.â
It was you, Grandfell, who had predicted and prepared for this situation.
I was merely a substitute, someone left to pick up the pieces in your absence.
With that realization, a bitter thought crossed my mind:
This responsibility feels so alien. After all, Iâm just an ordinary person. Holding a quill pen and writing replies like this?
âThey must all be worried sick about me.â
My long hair, now black instead of silver, shimmered faintly in the dim light.
Thatâs right.
With the end of your possession, my hair had reverted to its original black colorâmy true hair as Lee Hoyeol.
I stared at the mirror.
ââ¦I look so different.â
Everything else remained the same:
[Name: Grandfell Caudi Arpheus Romeo]
[Title: Last Adventurer, Noble One, Transcendent, Dark Dragon, Celestial, Master of the Ten Thrones, Great Master of Anomalies, Savior of the Shadows, Light]
[Class: Demon Hunter]
[Level: 1,115]
[Attributes]
Strength: 250 / Agility: 249 / Magic: 1,061 / Luck: 20 / Aesthetic Sense: Superior / Tenacity: 50 / Charm: Present / ???: Present
[Points Available: 0]
Even the status window, its details, the items I was equipped with, and the [Waiting for Dawn Jacket] draped over my shoulders were unchanged.
âWho knew a hair color could make such a difference?â
The silver hair that symbolized the Caudi family was gone, leaving only my plain black hair.
If this were a clichéd fantasy story, it would be the trope where the protagonistâs power waxes and wanes based on their hair color.
I gazed at my reflection for a long moment.
âIf I had to describe this face in one wordâ¦â
âItâs like your face without all the intensity, Grandfell.â
If you were here, youâd probably say something like:
âYour aesthetic sense must be failing you.â
But you werenât here in the Magic Towerâs office.
The proof lay in the neat and orderly tea set on the desk in front of me.
I reached out for one of the perfectly aligned tea bags of green tea.
âIf you were here, youâd have brewed a cup the moment we returned.â
There was no longer any trace of you in Seoul, the land of anomalies that could only be protected because of you. Nor were you in Antonium, the empireâs capital that stood firm thanks to the efforts of your followers.
Yes, Grandfell.
You left meâchose to descend into the Demon Worldâto escape.
âThe more I think about it, the more bitter it feels.â
Iâve never clung to anyone like this before.
You know this, donât you?
My relationships with people were shaped by the traumas of my past. Youâre the first person Iâve ever tried to stop from leaving.
âYouâre truly heartless.â
Now that youâve left, and Iâm alone, I canât help but thinkâmaybe appealing to emotions wasnât the answer. Maybe invoking rules and procedures wouldâve been better.
ââ¦â
Itâs not as though I donât have other reasons to be overwhelmed.
âSeriously, this is a disaster.ân/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
Just look at the pile of work on my desk!
To try and hold onto you, I escalated my responsibilitiesânot just as the head of the special conference but also as the Chief of the Tower.
And it wasnât just the Magic Tower.
In the Yusra Kingdom, there were bound to be stacks of parchments and AAU-related documents waiting for me as well.
With a sigh, I sank into my chair and muttered.
âYou know⦠I still donât understand.â
Your actions, Grandfell.
I thought I had grasped about 70% of them, and that felt like an accomplishment.
But truly, youâ¦!
Even as I sulk like this, thereâs no response.
Which leaves me no choice but to have a one-sided conversation with the ticking clock.
Tick.
âWhat could it all mean?â
Tick.
âThe conversation you and Bael had in the consciousness space.â
Tick.
âThe smile you gave.â
Tick.
âThe last words you left behind.â
âI donât know.â
I couldnât understand your words, Grandfell. How could I? Thereâs an unfathomable gulf between us now that youâre completely separated from me.
âIs this how everyone else felt?â
Is this what itâs like to face those cryptic, mosaic-like messages as a player?
It feels like Iâm finally undergoing some mirror therapy, coming face-to-face with myself.
It makes sense, though, that I wouldnât understand anything right now.
If I had been able to fully understand you, Grandfell, you would never have left me in the first place.
But you know this too, donât you?
You saw it for yourself in the end.
âIâm a worse person than you think, am I?â
Even so.
Iâm not giving up.
I recalled the last words you left behind.
âIâll interpret those âfour charactersâ however I want.â
So I whispered to myself.
âFine. Iâll âsave you,â Grandfell.â
That was my interpretation of your final words.
ââSave me.ââ
Some might argue, how could Grandfell, who chose to descend into the Demon World of his own will, have said such a thing?
And to them, Iâd reply shamelessly.
âIf you didnât want this, you shouldâve said it clearly.â
You deliberately made it cryptic, so how I interpret and act on it is my decision, Grandfellâ¦!
If you donât like it, then show yourself right now.
Tick.
I waited for an answer, but of course, there was none.
Still, perhaps because I had made a bold decision, my heart felt a little lighter.
I even allowed myself a sly smileâone Grandfell would never make.
âAfter all, a covenant must always be upheld, right? Isnât that so, Grandfell?â
Iâll go to the Demon World and save you, Grandfell!
As I set this lofty goal, the steps I needed to take began to crystallize in my mind like a series of quests. But I couldnât ignore the burdens I had in the present either.
If I were being honestâ¦!
âIâd love to dump all of this on someone else and walk away.â
But thatâs not an option.
Because Grandfell would return one day.
I chuckled softly.
âIâll keep things just the way you left them, for you.â
Iâll maintain the image you painstakingly built, for as long as I possibly can. With that resolve, I caught a glimpse of my reflectionâof my black hair.
âRight, I should consider your aesthetics too.â
If you end up disliking this body and refuse to return, Iâd have nothing to say in my defense.
I let out a deep sigh.
âMan, what a world we live in.â
The day the taunts of those pesky adversaries turned out to be right had come at last.
ââHoyeol, that hair dye suits you. Whereâd you get it done?â
With a bitter chuckle, I began my exploration into the peculiar.
If I had the delivery sent to the Magic Tower, someone would notice right away, so it had to go to my apartment instead.
After finalizing my order, I typed into the search bar:
[Search: Bleaching kit]
Good, letâs get it with express shipping if possible.
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Crystal Hall.
ââ¦Donât you think his hair looks a bit dry?â
A murmur from someone in the crowd.
âCertainly.â
Jesse Heinness.
Sitting alone in the audience, she gazed at Hoyeol, who had appeared on the stage.
Contrary to the rumors, the Chiefâs hair still glimmered with its radiant silver hue. However, as the voice had pointed out, its luster seemed duller than usual. The cone hat on her head twitched slightly.
However, as the voice suggested, its luster seemed diminished.
Her cone hat tilted slightly.
-Itâs amusing hearing you talk about hair, Jesse.
ââ¦Excuse me?â
-Sitting atop your head gives me the best vantage to judge your hairâs state. And trust me, youâre hardly in a position to critique othersâ hair. Why, even now, your poorly dried strands look like a birdâs nest.
Jesse flinched, hurriedly pulling off her cone hat.
âEnough! Thatâs not whatâs important right now!â
While it was true that the Chiefâs hair seemed unusually dull today, it wasnât surprising given what he must have endured. Before the hat could retort, Jesse quickly continued.
âEither way, itâs a relief. Truly.â
It wasnât just Jesse; everyone in Crystal Hall seemed to let out a collective sigh of relief.
âMy lord.â
Even Marcelo, who had locked eyes with Hoyeol from the stage, was no exception.
Marcelo struggled to find the words.
The day the Chief returned to the Magic Tower just a few days ago.
Marcelo would never forget the sight of Hoyeol that day. Even setting aside the black hair, Hoyeol had radiated an overwhelming sense of emptiness, as though he had lost something immeasurable.
But nowâ
âYouâve worked hard, Tower Master Marcelo.â
In this moment, that emptiness was nowhere to be found.
Neither Hoyeolâs tone nor his gaze showed any difference from before.
Marcelo, holding back his emotion, responded.
âNo, thank you, Chief Lee.â
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Marcelo then stepped back from the podium and continued to observe Hoyeol.
The summary of the special conference was the Chiefâs responsibility.
Even without it being said aloud, everyone knew why Hoyeol had appeared in the Crystal Hall.
At last, under the full attention of the room, Hoyeol began to speak.
His voice was the same as always.
Or rather, it was almost the same. To be precise, it was subtly differentâso subtle that no one noticed. No one except the speaker himself.
Truly.
A chill ran down his spine.
Goosebumps.
How in the worldâ
âFrom this moment, we shall commence the summary of the special conference.â
The fact that Iâm speaking like this of my own free willâ¦
Grandfell.
When you return, we need to talk.
Seriously.