weekendâwhich is good because Iâm really not in the mood for fake insouciance and forced socialising. Instead, my friends and I head off campus and into London for a night of hard drinking in one of Sohoâs most exclusive bars.
Lucaâs personal chauffeur drives us from Spearcrest in a black limousine, and we start drinking the moment the limousine door closes on us. From the looks of things, Iâm not the only one whose sorely in need of drowning my problems: Sev looks restless and irritated, shadows gathering under his eyes, Iakovâs knuckles are red raw with bruisingâreally living up to his nickname âKnucklesââand thereâs a brand new cut in his eyebrow, and Zachary, normally the most measured and mature one of us all, is moody and monosyllabic.
Only Luca appears amused and relaxedâbut thatâs probably because Luca is a psychopath incapable of real human emotion.
âWhat a glum assortment you all make tonight,â he sneers, leaning back against the white leather seats. âNot girl problems, surely?â
None of us reply. We all sip our drinks and winceâwe made a deal tonight was going to be a liquor night, and the burn is real.
Luca laughs.
âReally?
of you?â He raises his cup towards Zachary. âEven the Bishop?â
âI donât want to talk about Theodora,â Zach snaps.
Thereâs a moment of silence in the limousine. Finally, my bad mood cracks. I grin at Zach. âI hate to tell you this, Zach, but nobody mentioned Theodora.â
Iakov bursts out laughing, startling everyone.
âFucking hell,â he says in his deep voice, rubbing his hand across his buzzcut. âZach is turning into you, Sev. Bringing up his girl at every opportunity he can.â
âSheâs not my girl,â Sev immediately retorts, glaring at Iakov. âAnd I didnât start itâEvanâs been going on about Sophie non-stop for the past five years.â
âExcept that at least youâre engaged to your girl,â Luca cackles like the fucking cartoon villain he is. âEvan couldnât get Sophie if he was the last man on earth and her only chance at survival was to get fucked.â
I glare at him, but bite down on a retort.
In spite of Sophieâs assumption that I would immediately run back to my friends to tell them about my so-called conquest, Iâve not told a single one of them. Not even Zachânot even about the kiss at the party.
Because no matter what Sophie thinks, this isnât a conquestâa , as she put it.
And whatever is between us is just between us, and thatâs exactly how I want to keep it.
So I keep my mouth shut, and spend the rest of the trip into London listening to others rant about their problems. By the time we get to the club, weâre all a little bit fuckedâapart from Luca, but thatâs because itâs actually pretty hard to tell the difference between drunk Luca and sober Luca, since heâs a cold-blooded serpent regardless.
We settle in a private booth with a bottle of the most expensive liquor in the houseâon the house, of course, courtesy of Lucaâs dad.
Sevâs already a mess, his pale cheeks flushed, his black hair falling over his eyes like some anguished prince. Heâs gesturing wildly with his glass in his hand, amber liquor splashing over his fingers, forcing us to come up with a plan to make his own fiancée (the fiancée he allegedly hates) jealous.
Iâm not sure exactly what his end goal is, or what heâs hoping to achieve, but French logic seems to be quite different to normal person logic, so I donât question it.
Then, Sev says something that makes me perk up in my seat.
âShe doesnât get to just fucking sweep away my existence. Iâm a Young fucking King of Spearcrestâitâs time to remind her sheâs nothing more than a subject. Sheâll fucking bow down to me even if I have to force her to.â
He might be talking about his little French fiancée, but thereâs truth in his words.
Somehow, in the coldness of Sophieâs disdain and in the heat of fucking her, Iâve forgotten who I am. Not some lovesick puppy, not some nobody to be swept aside in favour of some other guy.
Iâm Evan Knightâa Young fucking King.
And Sophie Sutton is nothing more than a subject.
whole week to finally get her alone again. Iâm leaving Mr Houghtonâs office after begging him for a deadline extension when I spot her.
My entire body goes into alert, vividly aware, as if a bolt of electricity has just zapped through me. I freeze, watching as she peers through the window into an empty classroom before going in.
I follow her, closing the door quietly behind me, pressing my back to the wooden pane. Sheâs in her immaculate uniform, her hair loose on her shoulders, brown and glossy as chocolate pudding. She rifles through the bookshelves at the back of the room, gathering an armful of books. Then she turns around and jumps, dropping two books. Her eyes go wide and her cheeks go red so quickly itâs almost endearing enough to pacify me.
Almost.
âYou havenât been coming to our tutoring sessions.â
She frowns. âI thought we had a deal.â
I raise an eyebrow. âWe a deal. Iâve changed my mind.â
Now the blush darkens. Itâs easy to tell the difference between Sophieâs blush of embarrassment and her blush of anger, because her blush of anger is redder, and her eyes have a fierce spark in them that make her look a bit feral, and her hands clench into fists.
âYou donât get to just change your mind.â
âI get I want.â
Itâs the truth.
Almost.
âYouâll have to learn sooner or later that this isnât the way the world works,â she says coldly. âYou get whatever money buys you, but it doesnât mean you get whatever you want.â
âIn this case it does.â
Her nostrils flare as she inhales sharply. âHavenât you already gotten what you want?â
Her anger is almost a presence in the room, a monster rearing itselfâbut the monster of my jealousy and desire is far more powerful.
âI want you to resume tutoring me. Starting this week.â
âIâm not coming to your house,â she bites out.
âWhy? Because youâre afraid youâre going to have to run away from it if you kiss me by accident again? Because youâre going to beg me to fuck you and then pretend you did it because you hate me?â
She canât quite stop her shock and embarrassment at my words from registering, but she recovers quickly, straightening herself up. âIâve already apologised for what happened on Christmas Eve.â
So she wants to pretend yesterday didnât happen? I shouldnât even be surprised. She really a fucking coward.
âI donât give a shit. I neither want nor need your apologies.â
She glares at me. âThen what do you need?â
âI need you to get over what happened and just do what youâre supposed to do, which is .â
âYou donât need tutoring sessions!â she exclaims, her hoarse voice even hoarser in her anger. âYou donât even tutoring sessions!â
âMr Houghton says that he was impressed with my effort in the exam and that the sessions are clearly helping. I have an essay already overdue and more mock exams coming up next month. So yes, I do need those sessions, and even if I didnât, I still them.â
Even can hear the arrogance in my voice. But the way she thinks so low of me makes me want to double down on everything she hates about me. No matter how little she thinks of me, I can always be worse. If she treats me like a dog then Iâll become a wolf. If she treats me like Iâm evil then Iâll become the devil himself.
Her eyes glitter as she glares at me. Sheâs breathing hard, her cheeks are flushed with furyâshe looks in her anger almost exactly the same way she looks when sheâs turned on.
Blood rushes to my cock.
âWhy are you doing this?â She speaks lower now, not just angry, but strangled with frustration. âYou know I need this job.â
I know only too well. The memory of that cupcake, her laughter, her gaze lingering after that stupid goddamn guy has been playing in an infuriating loop in my head since last Tuesday.
âFuck your job. Iâll pay you for the sessions if thatâs what you want.â
She recoils. âI donât want your money.â
Her voice is icy, and pure hatred is on her face. I know Iâve offended her, possibly hurt her. But at this point, it doesnât feel like Iâm attacking her. It just feels like Iâm retaliating.
âIsnât that the reason you need that stupid job?â I sneer. âFor the ? Because thatâs the one thing your nice uniform and clever brains can never get you? Well, I have money, I can pay you. I can pay you far more than you make at that place, too. It can be our new deal. You need the money, so I help you with that, and I need to pass the class, so you teach me.â
We stare at each other across the room. Sheâs completely silent for a moment, and I canât help but wonder whatâs going through her mind. Is she tempted? Iâm sure she would be tempted if her job was only for the money. But Iâm not making her choose between her job and me.
Iâm making her choose between that guy and me.
âLet me tell you something,â she says finally, her voice deathly quiet.
She picks up the books she dropped earlier, holding the pile closer to her chest, and crosses the room to stand in front of me. She gathers herself up with unshakable dignity and looks me straight in the eyes.
âI would rather jump from the top of the clock tower than ever take a penny from you.â
I shrug. âThis is exactly why poor people stay poor: they donât know a good deal when they see one. So since you wonât tutor me for money, Sutton, then I guess youâre just going to tutor me for free.â
Her nostrils flare and her jaw twitches. Her anger and hatred are palpable, like waves of liquid heat pulsing out of her and brushing against me. Now sheâs closer, I can smell that addictive fragrance, the sweetness of warm caramel. I clench my fists, glad my hands are in my pockets so she canât see how much sheâs affecting me.
Sheâs close enough to touch, but I donât want to just touch her. I want to grab her, pin her to the door and fuck her until sheâs filling the room with the raspy, breathless sound of her moans.
The adrenaline pumping through me, mixed with her magnetic proximity and the intensity of my desire, makes my blood burn and my cock achingly hard. But Sophieâs eyes are fixed on mine, and the heat of my desire melts away against the ice of her gaze.
âRead my lips, Evan.
. No, Iâm not going to tutor you for free, or for money. No, Iâm not going to tutor you at all. Itâs a strange little word, isnât it? Iâm sure youâve never heard it before. Well, let it be the last thing I teach you.
. It means this time, you donât get what you want. Now . Iâm late for my next lesson.â
She tries to storm past me, but I catch her by her arm, stopping her. I take her face in my hand, forcing her to look up at meâthe same way I did when I fucked her. She meets my gaze with defiance, like sheâs not afraid.
âLet me clarify something for you, Sutton.â I speak slowly, enunciating every word. âWhile you and I are in Spearcrest, you belong to . You have from the moment you stepped foot hereâand you will until the day you leave. You can fight me, you can fuck meâyou can do whatever you please. But no matter what you choose to do, you remain .â
She pulls away from me with a sneer. âYou donât me, Evan. You might be a so-called fucking of Spearcrest, but if you grow up and look around you, youâll realise that means nothing at all. You have no power over me.â
I hold her gaze, but she doesnât look away, doesnât relent. I can tell she means it; sheâs not going to break this time. Sheâs putting up a fight, just as I thought she would.
But thatâs fine. Two can play this game.
âWeâll fucking see, Sutton.â
I move aside and let her leave. And then I go straight to the office of Mr Shawcross, our Head of Year, and officially report Sophie for having a job.