First of all I want to thank my readers, Who supported me. I was really upset after receiving that message. The only thought that came to my mind was about you all. I know only all of you can give me a true opinion.
And I am very happy that all of you are liking my story and also supporting my way of character. Even male can be weak sometimes. And it's not wrong.
Many of you said that I should continue the way I am writing. So let me tell you I am not going to change any character or story line. If all of you have felt same as her then I have decided to stop writing but not to change. But I don't need to do that as all of you are my supporters.
Once again thank you for supporting me and sorry if I was Harsh yesterday.
So let's start from we leftâ¦
Advika's POV.
Yesterday's date with Maan was very good. I never thought that someone would make me feel so happy. When I went downstairs everyone was talking about something. From the look on their faces I can say that something serious was going on.
Then I found out that today Maan's family is going to come. Then papa said they must be here to talk about Marriage as Maan already said Bhai that he wants to marry me. I was nervous about what I would answer but then Papa said I can do whatever I want and he will support me.
He also said that even If I like him. I should say yes. Because whatever happened in past. But he still feels that he is good for me. Bhai also said that,
" You know Gudiya, I don't like him. But still can't deny that he is a good match for you."
I tried to call Maan. But he didn't pick my call. He is so bad. Let once our marriage fix. I will show him that what happens if he doesn't pick my call.
But before they come. One of my college friend called me and asked for help from me. She is at work and can't go to her brother's school and there is some problem. She doesn't have parents. So we all other friends help them as she has to work and also manage with other things. So I agreed that if there is a problem I will go so she doesn't have to worry and leave her work. Otherwise her salary will be cut.
So went to her brother's school. And met the principal and solved the problem. After that when I was returning I met Arya. I was happy to meet her. But whatever she said was not something I was expecting. I try to make her understand but she didn't listen to me.
Finally after making my decision I went home. I went directly to my room so nobody would ask me any questions. When both of our families were happy about Our marriage, I said I don't want to marry.
Rathore went back to their home as papa said that we should talk about this later. After that papa asked,
" Gudiya Why did you refuse, don't you like him? I thought you liked him."
Before I can say anything Bhabhi said,
" I am sure papa, she likes him. But I can't understand why she refused. Gudiya if there is some problem you should tell us not like this you should refused"
" Gudiya your bhabhi is right" Bhai supported Bhabhi.
" Papa, I said what I wanted to say. Now I am going to my room."
Papa was going to ask me further questions but Chachi stopped him,
" Bhai sahab let her take some time. We can discuss this later. Go Gudiya"
Thank God Chachi stopped papa. Because if he would have asked further questions. I wouldn't be able to continue with my lie.
I was setting in my room when Chachi entered with ice- cream.
" Look Gudiya what I have brought for you"
" I don't want it."
" At least have one scoop. You know if your chachu comes to know he won't let me have it. Please have it with me. "
I nodded at her. I know she is lying. Whenever I am upset she always bring ice cream to lift my mood. She handed me cup. We started having. Suddenly she asked,
" Won't you tell your secret partner what happened?"
I nodded in no. And continue having my Ice cream. She put her bowl beside me and hugged me.
" I know something happened also that you won't tell us. But what about Hukum? You know he will come here and will ask for an answer then what will you do?"
That is when I realized that he will not leave this matter like this. But I can't tell him. So I have to make up some story.
But when he comes I am not able to say anything. His eyes was telling that he is hurt. Also in flow I didn't realized what I am saying and that is when I hurt him. Which I never wanted to do.
He left the place. Bhai asked me what I have said,
" Gudiya, that was not right. Haven't you seen how much he loves you? You have the right to hurt him. Even if you don't want to marry him."
Tears started flowing in my eyes. Never even in my dreams I wanted to hurt him. But I did. And I did it in the most brutal way. But what I have said to him is paining more me than it is paining him.
Everyone is telling me something but my Mind was only replying the words which I have said to him. But I know if I hadn't said that to him then he would have never left without an answer. Which I can't tell him.
I was still standing and crying. Just then someone entered. I saw the person. I know who he is. But to my suprise Bhai also recognised him.
" Vidhyut come."
Bhai asked him to come. But to everyone's surprise he directly come to me and said,
" Don't tell me that you refused marry him."
" Vidhyut, how do you know all this?" Bhai inquired.
" Arav called me and informed me about him being angry and this can only be the reason."
" Yes she did"
" Fuck. How can you take her seriously, Advika. You should have talked to him. Before making any decision."
" What are you saying Vidhyut? Talk clearly."
" Sid I will tell you everything but for now please Advika come with me and talk with Abhimaan. You will get all your answer "
He looked at Bhai and said if you want you can also come.
" No I won't go to him"
" Advika Don't be stubborn and come just talk with him"
" How do you know all this"
" I will tell you later but now please come, his anger is something dangerous not only for Everyone else but for him also. "
" But sheâ¦"
Before I can continue Maa come to me and said,
" Gudiya if you have refused him because someone has said something then you did very wrong beta. In our relationship we should never listen to someone."
" Yes, Gudiya your maa is saying truth if this is the case then you should talk to him." Papa supported maa.
" Look your parents are also supporting me now please come with me"
I looked at him and nodded. Bhai also decided to come.
But before we can even step out of the house. Vidhyut's phone rang. His expression changed. He looked at me and then closed his eyes. Maybe he is calming himself.
" I'll be there in a few minutes"Â he said on call and cut it. He looked at me,
" This is What I was saying, Advika. He met with an accident. "
His words made my head spin. I hold on bhai. And cried harder,
" This is all my fault Bhai, My fault."
But Vidhyut said to,
" It's not your fault. We both are unlucky in terms of love. I thought he got someone. But how can I forget that they won't let him leave in peace "
" Vidhyut I don't think this is time to talk all this please let's go. " Bhai said.
I want to say so many things but words didn't come out of my mouth. This is all because of me. He was so good to me. But what I did to him.
We reached the hospital. All the Rathore are present there. As soon as they saw me. They got angry. His mother and Choti ma were the most. They started asking questions to him also get angry with him. But he never left my hand also took stand for me.
" Vidhyut Why did you bring her here? This is all because of her. Now he is in the hospital."
" I am not answerable to you Mrs. Rathore."
" Vidhyut bhai if this was a different case. We would never support Badi maa. But today she is correct."
" You don't know anything, Devang doesn't interfere."
" Vidhyut you are answerable to me now answer me. What is she doing here?"
" You know me Choti ma. I won't support someone who is wrong. So understand she is not at fault"
" Why are you taking his side? What is she to you?"
" Don't put words in the wrong way. She is like a sister to me. And remember everyone is not like you Mrs. Rathore."
" Whatever, she won't meet my son."
" I will see who will stop her."
" I will"
" Choti maa I do respect you but still I have to go against you. And I will go against you. Because it's about Abhimaan. So i want care who is against me."
He argued with all of them. That is when the nurse came and informed us that he woke up. So he took my hand and took me inside with him.
When Abhimaan asked him for whom he was arguing. He didn't reply but encouraged me to come forward.
I looked at Abhimaan and couldn't control myself. I run to him and hugged him. After a few minutes I realized that he was not hugging me. So I broke a hug.
" Won't you Hug me?"
I asked, looking at him. To which he replied that,
" We only hug people whom we love and Nobody loves me and wants me. So I won't hug anyone. I don't need a hug."
" Please I am sorry you can shout at me. Be angry with me. But don't please say like this. Please hug me."
"No I don't want to."
" Abhimaan don't be harsh. at least let her talk."Â Vidhyut Bhai tried to support me.
" Why are you taking her side ?"
" Because I know the truth. Will you tell him Advika or should I tell."
I look down.
" Fine if you won't. I will tell. I don't care about anyone except him. So I will do that."
He looked at Abhimaan and said,
" Let me tell you â¦
Hope you like this update.
And what will Advika do to gain forgiveness? And will Abhimaan forgive her?
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