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So let's begin new chapter with the hope that we will soon hit 200k.
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Advika's POV.
When the sun rays fall on my face. I cover my face but then I remember my miku so I stretch my hand to look for him. But I couldn't find him. So I open my eyes. But then this room seems different after two-three minutes I realized that this is not my room and we are at a hotel.
Also I realized then by next week I have to leave my family and my miku because I will get married. I was so happy with the engagement that I didn't realize that to leave with Maan I had to leave my family.
The thought of leaving everyone brought tears to my eyes. I don't want to leave them. What if they won't love me anymore because I love Maan. No no this can't happen. I can't leave without everyone's love, especially Bhai. More tears come out and I can't stop them. I need my bhai. I need to know that he won't stop loving me because I love Maan. Or was going to leave with him. I know he doesn't like Maan.
He even didn't come to check on me yesterday. He always comes to check on me. I know that. Someone knock on the door but I was not able to come out of my bed because of all this thoughts are running in my mind. I don't know what to do now. I don't want to leave my bhai and family nor Maan because I love him as much as my family.
When I didn't open the door , someone entered my room. It was bhai and bhabhi. They looked at me and then at someone else who was going to enter. Bhabhi who so me crying come to me and hugged me and asked,
" What happened, Gudiya, why are you crying?"
But I didn't answer her. But I listened to Bhai speak to the manager saying that I am ok and they will handle further and didn't let anyone else enter. I know why because I am stiil in yesterday nighty.
Bhai come to me sat beside me and said,
" Gudiya your bhabhi is asking something at least tell us what happened why are you crying? Did someone say something to you?"
I nodded in no. But I can't stop myself from crying. Nor I am able to tell him why I am crying. I don't how will he react. When I didn't answer he spoke to bhabhi,
" Do one thing Meera took her to the bathroom and check for any injury and also make her change her clothes."
Bhabhi nodded at bhai and she try to took me out of his embrace which I don't want to so I tightened my hold on him. But they forcefully made me come out of his hold.
" Gudiya baby change your clothes and then we'll talk ok. If we won't go in a few minutes everyone will come including you in law. It's not good to see you in these clothes. So go change. Also get fresh so you will feel better and we can talk about what happened?"
Though I don't want to leave, he is right. So I nodded at him. But I was so emotional and somewhere insecure that I am not able to tell him what I am feeling.
I went inside the bathroom. Bhabhi came with me and gave me clothes. Though I said I am not injured she checked me. Also asked me a number of times about what happened. But I didn't answer. Finally she went out when she realized that I won't answer.
I can listen to their talk from the bathroom. Bhai and bhabhi are so panicked that they explain to everyone what happened when they entered the room.
When I came out Bhai is talking to Maan,
" I am telling you if my sister is crying because if you then I won't leave you. I have already told you that I don't care who you are."
" Are you an idiot or what, Siddharth from the day I met her. I am trying my best to make her happy. Can't you see my efforts? And before you I will kill the person who is behind my Jaan crying"
I just ran to bhai and hugged him again and I decided I won't leave him now. Everyone was present and asked me what happened but I didn't answer. Finally Bhai made me seat on bed and set in front me and asked me in seriously voice,
" Gudiya for now stop being stubborn. I know whenever you feel that answer will not be in your favor then you cry and don't answer why you are crying. So I am telling you one last time that if you won't tell me then nobody will talk to you"
I cry harder and said,
" I⦠know⦠all of⦠you... don't loveâ¦.me... because⦠Iâ¦. loveâ¦..maan..but...bhaiâ¦pleaseâ¦. don't... stop... loving...meâ¦I... won't...able...to leave... withoutâ¦you...allâ¦I...know...you... don't..loveâ¦.me... becauseâ¦.I...love...Maan...but...Bhai...I... really...love...you.
Bhai looked at me with a frown. Then suddenly shouted,
" What the fuck you are saying Gudiya? Who told you all this nonsense?"
" Sid language"
" What language Chachu. Haven't you heard what she is saying?"
Maan came to me and hugged me. And shouted at bhai.
" What are you doing? You are scaring her"
" Don't you dare teach me. First listen to what nonsense she is saying. She is telling us we don't love. I don't understand that how this thought come to her mind"
"I understand what you are saying but please at least let her talk. By shouting you are doing nothing more than scaring her. She must have had some misunderstanding. Try to solve it by talking to her, not shouting."
" Fine asked her what happened?" Bhai asked Maan.
" Jaan say something. Why are you saying all this and did someone say something to you? Tell us how this thought came to your mind?"
Everyone is looking at me. So I just looked down. Bhai came to me.
" Say something. Why are you keeping quiet now?" He said a bit rudely to me.
" Sid behave. Don't be rude."
" Wow, now you also take her side, Meera. Hukum was not enough. And you Gudiya answer me now. Why are you saying all this nonsense?"
" Vo... because.."
" Gudiya stop crying and tell."
" Siddharth, stop it. Why are you being rude?"
" Wow she is over here questioning my love and I can't be a bit rude Meera."
" Please Bhai don't scold Bhabhi. I will answer your question.
Vo I thought like this because you didn't talk to me yesterday whole day. Also you didn't come check if I am ok or not. And also you don't like Maan so I thought you don't love me now."
He took long breath to calm himself and said,
" Seriously you thought all this nonsense because I didn't talk to you the whole day. But will you tell me when I have time? Your engagement decided in so much haste that I was working the whole day. So you can have decorating, lighting, food and everything according to your choice. And about not checking upon you I was coming but Ansh started crying. Meera was already sleeping so I didn't want to disturbed her because she was also helping me the whole day and was tired. So I took Ansh to the garden and spent some time. Once he calmed down and slept I was coming but then Hukum met me and said you are sleeping so I don't want to disturbed you.
And About your love for him you know it's not only him but I would never like any person for you. You know why? Because he will be the reason for you to stay away from. He will take you away from me. So tell me how I can like the person who will take my Gudiya."
Bhabhi support Bhai and said,
" He is right, Gudiya. You thought that He is not having time for you. But that's not the truth baby. He was not having time for himself also. He didn't have his lunch properly because once I arranged a plate for him, the decorator called him and he informed him of some problem. So he came here and didn't return home. You know he didn't have his food because he is arranging everything here. So that your wish can be fulfilled. He didn't even know what he would wear but for your dress he went to a shop which is almost 2 hours away. You know he is not sleeping peacefully because he is taking care of your wadding from the day it decided. Also helping me with Ansh. So it's not right for you to question his love."
I was now feeling guilty for thinking like this. I stand up from my place. He was standing with his face opposite me.
" Bhai please I don't want to hurt you. You know I am so stupid to think like this. But you are always there for me. Always giving me attention so when yesterday you didn't come to me I thought like this. Please forgive me. I won't do something like this again."
He didn't answer me but I have seen him wiping his tears. So I just hugged him. After some time he hugged me . And then kissed my forehead.
" You know Gudiya, this was wrong for you to think like this. You know everyone thinks that Ansh is my first child. But it's not true. For me you are and will always be my first child. I was eight when you were born. When I came to the hospital I saw you were so tiny. you were looking at me with your big eyes. I was so afraid to touch you. But you started to cry. Everyone is trying so you can calm down. But when you didn't. I sat on the bed and asked papa to give you to me. When you come to me you Stop crying and look at me while blinking your eyes. And that kissed your forehead and decided to protect you, love you, care for you. You are very important to me. How can you question my love"
" Please bhai sorry."
He nodded at me.
" You know Gudiya why you always have two chocolates in your bags. When I only give one. Because it was Sid who always kept his chocolate in your bag without knowledge. Because you like them." Chachi said.
" You know before you were born he always played with cars and bikes and other toys like that. But after your birth he always played with soft toys. Because he used to play with you and toys like that can harm you." Papa said and maa nodded to show her support to papa.
" Jaan you know I never liked him because you know I will always feel insecure of him. You know why because from the day I met him I know how much he loves you know I am always afraid that I won't be able to love you as much as he do. Though this is strongly against my liking, I am with him because he really loves you. More than anyone have loved you."
I know I made a mistake so I held my hands and started doing situps and Said sorry every time.
After a while bhai came to me and hugged me saying it's ok. But someone else is very angry with me. I went to Ansh and took him in my arms.
" Babu, are you angry with me?"
He nodded at me.
" You cry, make, papa cry, I no like."
" Ohh Babu I am sorry. I won't make anyone cry from now on. Please forgive me."
But he didn't answer so I said,
" Babu if you forgive me I will love you more not miku"
" Me more no miku "
I nodded at him. He smiled at me and kissed my cheeks. Both of us smiled when I saw someone else glaring at us. But before he can say anything bhabhi spoke,
" Ok now let's go, we still have to take our breakfast before going."
Everyone nodded and went out. But Maan come to me and rub his plam where Ansh has kissed me and then kissed me there only. And glared at Ansh.
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One more thing,
From the time I have Mansion about the Vidhuyt book. Many people said they don't want to read sequel. So let me tell you guys that it won't be a sequel. The only common thing between both the books will be a few characters, nothing more. Because I feel like the character of Abhimaan and Advika will be needed. That book will have the soul journey of Vidhyut about how he feels. How much he suffered. The person who has not read this book will also be able to read that book. Because there won't be any connection, not even in Single chapter. So don't worry. That book will stand Single.
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