Dante slammed his fist into my jaw. My head snapped back, and the taste of copper filled my mouth.
It shouldâve hurt, but adrenaline blunted the impact. I shook it off and returned his hit with one of my own. The vicious hook caught him high on the chest, eliciting a pained grunt.
Perspiration coated my face and torso. Weâd been at it for over an hour. My muscles screamed with agony, and the scent of blood, sweat, and testosterone clogged my nostrils. Once my adrenaline crashed, I was going to be out for at least a day.
Iâd worry about that later. For now, I narrowed my focus onto beating Dante and off of a certain meeting in London. Neither the current CEO nor the candidates were allowed in the room during deliberations, so I was flying blind until the election committee announced their decision.
I landed another punch on Danteâs cheek; he caught me in the ribs.
Again and again, the familiar rhythm of our jabs and hooks was almost enough to drive the vote to the back of my mind.
Almost.
âYou couldâve saved yourself the torture of waiting if youâd used what I gave you,â he panted, dodging an uppercut. âI literally delivered the position to you on a silver platter. Or in a manila envelope, if weâre being technical.â
It was the first time heâd acknowledged sending Christianâs Christmas âgift.â
âI told you, I donât need to stoop to blackmail.â The thought of using the information had crossed my mind after the photos of me and Isabella first surfaced, but Iâd dismissed it as quickly as it came.
Resorting to blackmail was the same as admitting defeat. It meant I wasnât good enough to win on my own.
âItâs not blackmail. Itâs insurance.â Blood leaked out of a cut on Danteâs brow, and the beginnings of a bruise darkened his jaw.
Vivian was going to give me hell later for the battered condition Iâd return her husband in, but I doubted I looked much better. Todayâs session was a cathartically brutal one.
âFunny. Thatâs exactly what Harper said.â
âAnd heâs right.â Dante paused with a grimace. âDonât tell him I said that. Bastardâs ego would shoot through the fucking roof.â
I snorted. âI would think youâd be against blackmail, given what happened with Vivianâs father.â
His face darkened at the mention of his father-in-law. âIn certain situations, yes,â he said. âBut it also proves astonishingly effective in the short term. You just have to be smart enough to preempt the long-term consequences.â
Or I could bypass it and not have any long-term consequences to begin with.
Before I could respond, my phoneâs ringtone blared through the sweat-drenched air and sucked the levity out of the room.
Our movements stilled. The air evacuated from my lungs as I zeroed in on the bench where Iâd placed my phone.
It could be a telemarketer, my assistant calling with a question, or a dozen other possibilities, but my gut told me it wasnât.
It was eleven in the morning here, which meant it was near the end of the workday in London. Perfect timing for a CEO announcement.
My heart pounded hard enough to drown out the ringtone. A metallic taste welled on my tongue, flooding me with equal parts anticipation and foreboding.
After everythingâthe schemes, the scandals, the setbacksâthis was it. The moment of truth.
âKai.â
Danteâs low voice pulled my attention back to him. His eyes were fixed on something over my shoulder, and I followed his gaze to the exit.
An anchor dragged my stomach straight to the boxing ringâs black canvas floor. A low buzz filled my ears.
Isabella stood next to the door, her chest heaving with quick breaths. I didnât know how she got in, but I knew why she was here. It was written all over her face.
Iâd lost the vote.
The silence was deafening.
Dante had muttered an excuse about meeting Vivian for lunch and made a quick exit, leaving me and Kai alone in the boxing gym.
He stood still as stone in the middle of the ring. Sweat gleamed on his bare torso and dampened his hair, making him look like a warrior fresh from battle.
Iâd caught the tail end of his match with Dante. It was my first time seeing Kai box, and itâd taken my breath away. The precision, the power, the lethal graceâit was like watching a master execute a beautifully choreographed dance.
If I were here for any other reason, I wouldâve savored the experience, but all I felt was an icy ball of dread in the pit of my stomach.
âWho?â Kaiâs face and voice were wiped clean of emotion.
I swallowed past the tightness in my throat. âSomeone named Russell Burton?â
He reacted then. A tiny jerk of his shoulders, followed by a dark, burning realization in his eyes.
The name had surprised him.
I waited for a bigger reactionâa curse, a rant, that would indicate his acknowledgment of what happened. Instead, he stepped down from the ring, wiped his face with a towel, and unscrewed the cap of his water bottle. If it werenât for his tightly controlled movements and the tension cording his neck, I wouldâve thought he hadnât heard me.
I walked toward him with the caution of a hiker approaching a rattlesnake.
When I saw the news about Russellâs selection, my stomach had pitched like I was the one whoâd lost. I couldnât imagine how Kai mustâve felt. This was family. His company. His legacy.
A sympathetic Alessandra gave me the day off. Sheâd gotten ahold of Dominic and somehow convinced him to get me access to Valhalla, where I knew Kai was boxing with Dante.
I didnât know what to do or how I could help, but I just wanted to be here for him.
âMaybe itâs a mistake,â I ventured. Iâd rushed here as soon as I could and hadnât read the article in its entirety. âMaybe theyââ
âItâs not a mistake.â Kai sounded eerily calm. He looked up, his skin stretched tight over his cheekbones. The uneven rise and fall of his chest betrayed his masked emotions.
My heart wrenched. âKaiââ
He crushed the rest of my words between our mouths. The kiss was so sudden, so unexpected, that I stumbled back a step before I caught myself.
Weâd kissed before, many times. Sweet, scorching, hungry, languorousâ¦the nature of our embraces ebbed and flowed depending on our moods, but heâd never kissed me like . Hands tangling in my hair, teeth scraping across my lips, muscles vibrating with coiled energy. Desperate and feverish, like he was drowning and I was his only lifeline.
Pieces of his stony mask clattered to the floor around us. Emotions poured through the jagged cracks, dragging my hands to his shoulders, his teeth down my neck, and his fist around the hem of my skirt.
Kai yanked it up and backed me against the boxing ring at the same time. A tear of silk, a rustle of clothing, and then he was inside me, fucking me with an intensity that had me gasping for breath. My body shook with the force of each thrust, and I scrabbled for a hold on something, anything, that could ground me while we worked out his anger together.
A symphony of grunts, cries, and the slap of flesh against flesh echoed in the otherwise empty room. One hand fisted his hair while the other clutched at the ring ropes above me. Weâd had rough sex before, but this wasnât sex. It was a catharsis.
Hard. Urgent. Unforgiving.
Still, it didnât take long before pleasure overtook my senses. One more thrust, and my orgasm detonated, rippling through my body in a series of shudders and aftershocks.
Kai came soon after me, biting out a harsh âFuckâ as his cum dripped down my thigh.
We held each other for a moment, our breaths ragged in the silence. Languid warmth flooded my veins, but it was tempered by the knot in my throat.
When Kai lifted his head again, his eyes were filled with remorse. The knot tightened. âIsaâ¦â
I didnât have to ask for the reason behind his guilt.
âItâs okay,â I reassured him. âIâm on the pill.â He wasnât the only one whoâd gotten carried away. The thought of condoms hadnât even crossed my mind until now.
âI shouldnât have⦠I didnâtâ¦â He wiped a hand over his face. âFuck,â he repeated. His gaze swept over me, lingering on my neck and chest. I looked down and winced when I saw the hickeys marking my skin. âAre you okay?â
âMore than okay, if my orgasm was anything to go by,â I quipped, hoping to erase his frown. It didnât work. My mouth softened with fresh worry. Now that my post-sex high was fading, the severity of the situation returned in full force. âI should ask you the same question.â
It was a stupid question because he wasnât okay. Heâd just lost control of his familyâs company. But I had no experience dealing with issues like that, and I would rather he talk about it than pretend everything was fine. Iâd learned from experience that bottling things up only led to more problems in the future.
Kaiâs throat bobbed. âRussell Burton.â
My heart split at the numb disbelief in his voice. âYeah,â I said softly.
I didnât know who Russell was, but I hated him more than anything else in the world right now. No, correction: I hated the more than anything else. I hope they all choked on their bad decisions and ugly corporate pens.
Kai didnât cry, shout, or say another word, but when he buried his face in my neck and my arms wrapped around his back, I felt the intensity of his pain like it was my own. It reverberated through my body, strangling my lungs and stinging my eyes. He was always so cool and composed that seeing him break apart, even a little, ignited a raw ache that punched me straight through the heart.
I wished I had the power to turn back time or knock some sense into the voting committee. Since I couldnât and there was nothing I could say that would make things better, I simply held him and let him grieve.