The human heart, much like a vessel for food, has its limits in containing emotions.
Jaeheeâs heart was no exception.
When it felt like it was about to burst, overflowing with emotion, he decided to quench his thirst.
If he wanted to see her, heâd see her.
âCan I set up a tent in the garden?â
âA tent? Why all of a sudden?â
âThe room feels suffocating.â
âYou have the entire third floor to yourself, and itâs suffocating? Itâs not like your room doesnât have windows...â
âNever mind. Iâll take care of it.â
âNo, no. Donât get hurt messing around. Iâll buy one and set it up for you,â Professor Seo Seongyeok replied enthusiastically to his sonâs unexpected request, which was accompanied by a photo of a glamping tent.
But since he didnât have the final say in the household, he quietly sought permission from his wife.
âJaeheeâs asking to set up a tent in the gardenâ¦â
âLet him. It can be his little hideout.â
âBut what if itâs dangerous?â
âDangerous how? Itâs not like we have bears in the garden.â
âItâll be summer soon, though. What if thereâs heavy rain?â
âThen buy a sturdy one that wonât collapse. And if it floods, just pull it out.â
Unlike her overly cautious husband, Woo Ilhwa, the ultimate decision-maker of the Hyesung household, was a decisive and strong-willed woman. She was also a rather intimidating wife.
âAlright, Iâll get a durable one, honey.â
âAnd donât try to set it up yourself. Leave it to the staff.â
âI was going to do that anyway.â
Once granted approval, Professor Seo enthusiastically purchased a tent designed to withstand even the fiercest storms.
The installation was left to the house staff, but the location was Jaeheeâs choice.
âWhy by the annex? Iâd feel better if it were in the center of the garden.â
âI prefer the corner.â
âOur puppy, make sure to sleep in your room at night. And donât stay out late.â
âGot it.â
Disregarding his parentsâ concerns, Jaehee achieved exactly what he wanted.
He was pleasedânot because of the tentâs impressive features, complete with a beam screen, but because of its proximity to the annex, particularly the second-floor window that likely belonged to Lee Suinâs room.
âI can see it clearly.â
Although the dark garden revealed only the window, the slight closeness in distance between their otherwise separated lives brought him joy.
Perhaps it would increase the chances of running into her.
Maybe Suin would come to him.
âWhat are you peeking at like a stray cat?â
It didnât even take an hour for that hope to materialize.
While he was away fetching his laptop, Suin appeared, lingering curiously outside his tent.
âIf youâre here to look around, come inside.â
Excitement bubbled up within him.
Just sharing the same space as Suin was exhilarating.
His heart raced at the thought of their voices mingling and their gazes meeting.
âGive it.â
âWhat?â
âYour hand.â
Suin was caring, even when she acted bluntly or indifferently. She wouldnât overlook the scratches on his hand, no matter how theyâd occurred.
She had even brought ointment, meticulously applying it to his injuries.
âWhat if the wound gets infected? You do know that inflammation is worse than the actual wound, right?â
The feeling was entirely different from when they were children.
The ointment stung, but it didnât hurt.
Each soft and delicate touch sent a fiery thrill through his body.
âFight if you want, but at least clean up your mess afterward. Donât let gossip tarnish Hyesungâs reputation.â
Even her nagging sounded seductive.
Every time her rosy lips moved, desire stirred within him.
He wanted to kiss her.
A kiss.
A kiss...
Gradually, his body stiffened.
The overwhelming, uncontrollable impulse finally elicited a physical reaction.
In his absent-minded state, he made a grave mistake.
âItâs up.â
âYou perverted bastard!â
Thwack!
Suin hit himârightfully so.
Heâd been fully prepared to accept her blows without complaint. But Suin, being the generous person she was, chose to ignore the incident instead.
Even so, the sheer level of disregard she showed was almost unbearable.
***
"Lee Suin, Iâm sorry about yesterday."
Jaehee apologized the next day, and the day after that.
"Iâm sorry, Lee Suin."@@novelbin@@
But Suin, steadfast as ever, didnât even acknowledge his repeated apologies. She regarded him as though he were utterly shameless and refused to engage.
"Hey, I said Iâm sorry!"
Jaehee was not a man known for his patience.
What began as an apology soon morphed into irritation, and not long after, it escalated into anger.
There was a trigger, of course.
It was the rumor that Suin was only kind to Baek Ihyun, compounded by the whispers that the two of them might be dating.
"Lee Suin is cold to most guys."
"Except for Senior Baek Ihyunâsheâs friendly with him."
"Thatâs because Baek Ihyun is smart. Lee Suin only hangs out with guys who are her equals."
"Theyâre probably dating in secret."
The kids gossiped freely, but the truth was, Suin wasnât particularly close to anyone.
In reality, she didnât have the luxury of investing her time in such things.
With her dream of becoming a news anchor, everything from her school records to her assignments and exams required her full focus. On top of that, she was the vice president of the student council, leaving her with barely any free time.
She ignored trivial-minded peopleâincluding Seo Jaeheeâbecause she didnât want to waste her energy. Baek Ihyun, as the student council president, was simply someone she had to work closely with.
She was merely fulfilling her responsibilities.
"Hey, Baek Ihyun. Letâs talk."
But Jaehee didnât understand that.
Seeing her with Baek Ihyun ignited his jealousy. Whenever they walked home together, he would inevitably intervene.
"Seo Jaehee, if youâve got something to say, say it to me."
Suin, ever the pragmatist, often tried to avoid unnecessary conflict by addressing Jaehee first.
That only annoyed him more.
"Hey, you wonât even accept my apology, but youâre all friendly with Baek Ihyun? Are you two dating?"
"...â¦"
"Answer me."
"What do you want me to say? What if I am?"
"Then Iâll kill Baek Ihyun."
Suin, on the other hand, found Jaehee insufferable.
Her frustration stemmed partly from the pressure of the approaching college entrance exams and partly from the stark contrast between her relentless efforts and Jaeheeâs carefree attitude.
"Youâre so... leisurely."
Irritated by how different their circumstances were, Suin turned and walked away briskly.
In a flash, Jaehee grabbed the ponytail she had tied neatly behind her head.
"Ow!"
"Why are you avoiding the question?"
When Suin stopped in her tracks, Jaehee took it a step further, wrapping her ponytail around a high tree branch and pulling it tight to keep her in place.
"What are you doing!"
"Not letting you go until you give me a straight answer."
"Let me go!"
"Just say youâre not dating him."
Now a prisoner of the tree, Suin struggled and flailed, but Jaehee stubbornly held his ground.
Kids passing by after school giggled at the scene.
"Fine! Weâre not dating! Iâm not dating him!"
Seething with frustration, Suin finally surrendered. Only then did Jaehee let her go, a smug grin spreading across his face.
"No one but me is allowed."
The next day.
"Whoa, Suin, your hair..."
Suin arrived at school with her waist-length hair cut into a chic bob.
Her friends, who had witnessed the scene from the day before, were left speechless.
"Lee Suin doesnât back down, does she?"
That day.
Jaehee thought Suin looked stunning with her short hair.
No one could pull off a bob like she did.
Smitten all over again, Jaehee waited at the Hyesung estate entrance for Suin to return from her evening academy classes.
"Lee Suin."
He stepped into her path with an eager smile.
"Ah!"
Suinâs eyes widened in surprise.
At first, he thought it was because he had startled her by appearing out of nowhere. But then, without warning, she pushed against his chest with both hands.
"What are youâ"
"Shh."
Before he could finish, Suin covered his mouth with her small hand and pulled him into the grove of trees lining the driveway. She whispered urgently.
"What the hell have you been doing?"
"...?"
Jaehee tilted his head, puzzled.
"You idiot! Donât you get it? Seo Jaehee isnât here!"
Loud voices rang out from beyond the trees.
"Thatâs strange. I couldâve sworn I saw him hanging around here just now..."
Low murmurs and shifting shadows passed nearby.
Ah.
Jaehee finally understood the situation.
A few days ago, he had beaten up a kid who was gossiping about Suin. Now, it seemed that kid had gathered his friends and come for payback.
âStay quiet.â
Suin mouthed the words silently, her small frame shielding him as best as she could.
Jaehee looked down at her intently.
She was doing everything she could to protect him, making herself a shield to ensure he wouldnât get dragged into the fight.
Her pale face, now even paler with anxiety, struck a chord deep within him.
"Theyâre gone. I guess they gave up."
And in that moment, Jaehee realized something.
The chaotic emotions heâd been grappling with all this timeâthe jealousy, possessiveness, and obsessionâwerenât just about wanting to own her.
"Lee Suin."
He liked her.
Noâ
It was more than that.
"I love you."