Episode 116
Translator : Missme
Editor : Aru
I held my hand and caught my breath. My heart pounded.
It was then.
âHey! Human!â
Bang!
ââ¦..â¦!â
The door of the Oval Office opened with a loud noise. I was so startled that I was trying to get up on the sofa but my elbow slipped and almost fell to the floor.
Fortunately, Ash caught me, so I could avoid falling down.
When I barely straightened my posture and looked up, I saw Gyerg who stormed into the place out of nowhere.
âGy, Gyerg?â
The guard guarding the door was unseemly beaten by the trespasser, and the guard was lying on one side of the hallway.
My posture was straightened, but my expression did not. Unable to hide my embarrassment, I looked at him, and Gyerg exclaimed proudly.
âI found the food to help me recover my mana! Iâd appreciate it if you could prepare it right away.â¦..â
ââ¦â¦.â
ââ¦â¦butâ¦â¦.â
Gyergâs voice soon died down.
ââ¦â¦..â
People learn by experience and memory. It doesnât seem to be any different from being a half-demon.
Subsequently, the voice of the Gyerg, which flowed out, shook dangerously.
âNo wayâ¦â¦. again?â
His grey eyes trembled profusely as if to recall the past.
ââ¦â¦ really?â
ââ¦â¦.â
âNo, you know. Um⦠There. At this point, isnât it hard to say that this is my fault?â
ââ¦â¦â¦â
âSo, what I mean, Iâm sorry I always cover the time and the place! I was wrong! This is my fault! Iâm sorry!â
Gyerg screamed and ran away.
I couldnât see what kind of expression Ash was making, but I saw Gyerg, who made eye contact with Ash, contemplating as if he saw a grim reaper.
Ash picked up a decorative sword on a nearby wall. No matter how I look at it, it seemed clear that he intended to catch and kill the runaway Gyerg.
I stared at it blankly and soon snatched Ashâs collar.
Not because I wanted to save Gerg.
Honestly, I just murdered him deep in my heartâ¦â¦â¦ No, not because of that, but because my other desire has risen.
Now there was something more important than killing Gerg.
Ash turned to me as I pulled the hem. I said the moment I reflected in his golden eyes.
âI canât walk.â
âLydia?â
âI canât put strength into my legs. Itâs hard to stand up. So⦠⦠hug me and give me a hand.â
ââ¦â¦.â
ââ¦â¦to your room.â
Oh, he was surprised.
Iâm sure that Ashâs face now looks surprised.
But I didnât have the time to feel proud that I finally surprised Ash.
I put my arm around Ashâs neck after a while.
When I hugged his body with an unusually impatient hand, I felt that I was running out of time even though I did have enough time.
âThis will be the last time I ask.â
ââ¦â¦..â
âWhen I get out of here, I wonât stop anymore, doesnât it matter?â
A voice barely suppressing the crack asked me.
What did I say? The answer was of course fixed.
ââ¦â¦.. donât dare to stop.â
If you do that, I wonât let it go.
Soon afterwards, I moved to another place, held by Ash. The whole time I walked through the hallway, the sound of my heart seemed to really eat my ears.
***
In life, you may sometimes have a hard time keeping up with reality.
I was dazed with my chin on the table.
âLady.â
ââ¦â¦..â
âLady!â
âUh, eh?â
A close voice woke me up. As I turned around in surprise, Bessie tilted her head.
âWhat do you think? You canât even hear what I said.â
âOh, wellâ¦â
âAre you that happy?â
At that moment, my heart leapt and found its place. I opened my eyes wide and looked at Bessie, but her gaze was on my left hand.
Ah.
âYou said it was a gift from His Excellency? Somehow, itâs also pretty. The jewellery resembles my lady so much.â
âTha, thatâs right.â
âHis Excellency certainly has an eye for this. In comparison, Alexâ¦.â
Bessieâs words somehow suddenly flowed into gossiping about Alex.
I swept my heart with one ear of Bessieâs angry voice complaining about how substandard Alexâs aesthetic sense was.
What I am thinking, Bessie wouldnât know.
â¦â¦â¦.what happened yesterday.
There was something I realized from yesterday.
âIntimacy takes place even during the day.â
Intimacy did not have to be made only at night. It was possible even in broad daylight. And surprisingly, it could have started during the day and ended at night.
After making âintimacyâ (?) yesterday, I fell asleep as if I had passed out until morning.
It was a profound deep sleep. As soon as I opened my eyes in the morning, I knew at once that it went well.
âIâve heard somewhere that if youâre satisfied with that (?) â¦â¦.. I hear you get tired and fall asleep right away..â
ââ¦â¦.â
There was something weird and amazing beyond satisfaction.
I went on to want to hammer my head into the table with great intensity. What the hell I was thinking? Iâm ashamed to die.
I was worried that my face might have turned red, but Bessie suddenly clapped her hands.
âOh, my lady.â
ââ¦..â¦?â
âHis Excellency bought you a ring like this. May I say that His Excellency still cares about my lady like before, right?â
I looked up at Bessieâs innocent face.
She didnât seem to think too deeply about why the ring that Ash had given me as a gift was stuck in my left ring finger.
Although she knew about my origins, she raised me and Ash as siblings for quite some time.
Is that why?
I thought for a moment and answered.
âYesâ¦â¦thatâs right.â
I could have corrected this as an engagement proposal ring, not just a gift, but somehow my mouth couldnât say it easily.
âWhat a relief.â
Bessie snapped my hand as soon as she heard the answer.
When I suddenly wondered what was a relief, Bessie looked into my eyes and said,
âThe former master and his wife passed away like that, but Iâve been really happy that both of you grew up and became two beautiful people.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âI know youâre tired of hearing it so often.â
Bessie gently patted the back of my hand around her.
âIt was my wish to serve you to the end no matter what, and Iâm glad that I can fulfil that wish.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âItâs funny now, but I was actually a little bit worried. Because of the secret you had. But now that thereâs nothing to worry aboutâ¦â¦it really makes me feel better.â
Bessieâs hands were warm.
So I hesitated more. From a while ago, I thought about the words that lingered in my mouth.
I donât want to frighten Bessie too much, but I donât want to fool her either.
Finally, I made up my mind inside, and I started the story.
âBessie. You said your wish was to serve me and Ash for the rest of your life.â
âOf course.â
âYou might be able to do that for Ash, but meâ¦â¦Do I have to leave this house when I get married? What are you going to do then?â
âOh, my.â
Bessie raised her eyes without letting go of my hand.
âYouâre getting married?â
âDonât you think I should?â
Iâm at marriage age and generally, it wouldnât get too strange even if I get married tomorrow.
But Bessie hardened her eyebrows.
âYou donât have to. Thereâs a lot of money in the house so you can spend all your life playing and eating.â
âEven if it doesnât mean thatâ¦â¦ Yes, meeting someone you love can make you want to be together forever under the system of marriage.â
I stuttered without realizing it, but I wonder if Bessie listened to it strangely.
Bessie expanded her eyes round again and then narrowed them thinly.
âWho is it?â
âHuh?â
âWho is it? Which family is it?â
The grasp that held my hand ran into strength.
Bessieâs slender eyes shone sharply. I was embarrassed by her misunderstanding.
âWhat? I meanâ¦â¦.â
âHow old is he? Is he a decent person? Is he the heir of the family? Whatâs his personality like? How does he look? How does he look?â
No, why are you asking me twice about what he looks like?
Why does Sir Davery suddenly come to mind? I tried to clear Bessieâs misunderstanding anyway.
But before that, Bessie followed up the questions first.
âIs he cooler than His Excellency?â
ââ¦â¦what?â
âIs he taller than His Excellency? Is he more handsome than His Excellency? Is he better than His Excellency?â
Now, wait a minute, what the hell are you asking me?
âBessie? What theâ¦â¦.â
âIf not, I will never allow marriage!â
What?
Bessieâs declaration left me speechless.
If my situation was different from what I am now, Betsyâs remarks werenât that different from the meaning of stopping my marriage forever.
âBessie⦠â¦Are you serious?â
âAbsolutely!â
Bessieâs unshakable expression made me speechless again. Look, whoever he is, that means I wonât get marriedâ¦â¦.
All my lifeâ¦â¦
I was coughing in vain. Bessieâs momentum was so enthusiastic that it seemed useless to say that she was a misunderstanding.
Instead, I took a different approach.
âHeâs not cooler than Ash.â
âI knew it. Then heâs outâ¦â¦.â
âBut as cool as Ash. Tall as Ash, as handsome as Ash, and as good as Ash.â
At this time, Bessieâs eyes were the biggest ever.
âWhat do you say?â
The answer was not immediately returned. Bessie was painting her face with blatant consternation and disbelief.
It seems like she was thinking âHow can there be such a person in the world?â.
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