Episode 141
Translator : Missme
Editor : Aru
Someone watching me? What did he mean by âwatching meâ?
I stopped worrying for a moment and blinked.
Gyerg lowered his voice.
âYou never thought it was weird?â
âWhat?â
âRemember. When you got back from the outing, you didnât even say anything, but the Duke himself was out to see you off. On his own.â
âItâs obvious that you left without telling where you were going, but the Duke knew where you were and followed you.â
âAnd?â
âAnd sometimes, you find some human who made mistakes to you, without the presence of the Duke, to suddenly get injured.â
The previous two were yes, and I donât feel strange about that, but the last one was like shooting to my head.
A name just popped out of my mouth.
âInner Seacomert. What happened on his wrist was because of Ash?â
âYes!â
As if Gyerg had been waiting, he immediately affirmed it.
His voice was elevated as if he was a God.
âThe Duke did it by ordering his men. Why would he do that? Itâs simple because that guy just grabbed your wrist. Then hereâs the problem. How did the Duke know that?â
âYouâ¦â¦.â
I frowned at Gyergâs words. Gyerg pulled the corners of his mouth and laughed.
âYou understand what Iâm saying?â
âThat meansâ¦â¦..â
At the moment, some realization flooded in and I was speechless.
Gyerg added a deeper smile to his face as he saw me unable to speak.
âYeah, thatâs itââ
âMy surprise!â
â-What?â
Gyerg exclaimed, startled by my sudden cry.
I clenched my fist. My fist trembled with the shock of surging like a wave.
âMy surprise! That means it wasnât a surprise!â
If Ash knew that Inner Seacomert grabbed my wrist on the street that day, it means that he also knew that I stopped by the jewellery store that day.
Argh! I stretched my fist and grabbed my head.
Oh, my God, that! Like that! I was caught in vain!
Gyerg grabbed my head and looked at me in embarrassment.
âWhat are you talking about? What did you say?
âYou donât have to know.â
I waved my hand. The sound of pain came out.
So thatâs how I was discovered. The surprise wasnât a surprise anymore, even before it started, right?
This is driving me crazy. My cheeks glowed with anger.
I flapped my hands and blew the wind to my face.
Gyergâs expression becomes weird.
âHuman.â
âWhy?â
âIâm asking just in case, you understand me right?â
Of course. I understand, so Iâm doing this.
I stopped fanning my hands and sighed. Then, while I was at it, I arranged Gyergâs words.
âYeah, so what you mean is Ash ordered his man to watch me outside. When heâs not with me. Right?â
âThatâs rightâ¦.â¦.â
Although perfectly arranged, Gyergâs voice was tingling.
Whatâs wrong with him?
Does he want me to thank him? Because he told me everything I didnât know?
That would take some time to think about it.
When I thought so, Gyerg went on.
âNo, somethingâs not right. Human, are you shocked? Youâre shocked, arenât you?
Who is this half-demon making fun of? I opened my mouth because I was dumbfounded.
So what is the whole mess I just showed him if it isnât a shocking look?
I frowned on one of my eyes, choosing the curse to pour out on him, and suddenly stopped.
Wait a minute.
I kept my eyes on him. When I looked at Gerg, I saw some expectations on Gyergâs face.
Expectation?
Oh, I see.
I let go of my frown and grinned at Gyerg. Gyerg looked suspicious for a moment.
âIf itâs a shock, are you talking about a shock like this?â
âWhat?â
I clasped the hem of my dress and wrinkle it. Then I said in a shaky voice.
âNo way, how could he do that? Itâs creeping me, to keep an eye on me without telling meâ¦â¦â¦!â
ââ¦â¦.â
âThis is what you anticipated, isnât it?â
It was a short but great one-person play. It was good acting. I was satisfied and unfolded the crumpled dress.
In time, Gyergâs expression crumpled instead.
âYou, what are you?
âWhat do you mean?â
âDid you know?â
âWhat? About what did you tell me earlier?â
âYes.â
âI wouldnât have listened to you like this if I had known.â
And at that time, it wouldnât have been possible to buy a ring while revealing everything around me to him.
Itâs in the past, but Iâm getting emotional again. I calmed down thinking of the Lamaze breathing method.
Gyerg looked as if he couldnât understand at all.
âThen what is it?â
âWhat?â
âYou, you look so fine hearing that the Duke kept an eye on you. Is this my misunderstanding?â
âItâs not a misunderstanding. You saw it right away.â
âWhy? Why is everything okay?â
Gyerg looked stuffy. He raised his voice at me.
âHow come youâre okay, usuallyâ¦â¦.â
Then, he asked me what I thought, with his face twisted.
âDid you like that? Enjoying being watched?â
âWhat? No.â
What the hell is this half-demon talking about?
He is suddenly putting a personâs taste in danger. Iâm sorry, but I donât have that kind of hobby.
But I can see why heâs saying that. I thought for a moment and opened my mouth.
âIâll tell you one thing. Iâm more self-objectifying than it looks.â
ââ¦â¦?â
âIn other words, I know myself pretty well. What this means is that Iâm not sure if I would have acted differently from Ash when I was in the same situation.â
ââ¦â¦.!â
âDo you understand?â
Since weâre not going to see each other soon anyway, I was especially kind.
Gyergâs eyes opened one big step at a time. Soon after that, his whole expression changed subtly.
Whatâs that look? Oh, I think I know.
Thatâs a sick face.
âBoth of you humanâ¦â¦â¦.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âSame things! Hey, this human and that human really are a pair one! They said that typical humans meet each other!â
âThank you.â
âOh, my God, Iâm so sick of it that Iâm going to get out of here! I donât want to see you anymore, so Iâll go out on my own.â
Gyerg was so heated up on his own that he tore the air off and disappeared.
I suddenly thought while looking at the corridor that had become unnaturally quiet.
âWas it dumped?â
At first glance, such assumptions were made.
Gyerg, looks like someone who got kicked out of contacting his ex-girlfriend or crush when he followed Ash last time?
I think the ex-girlfriend cause would look naturally more possible. Like saying to his girlfriend âare you sleeping?â and then heard the cold answer, âGet out.â
So, if that anger was the cause he showed such abnormal behaviour.
âOhâ¦â¦..â
I think thatâs so possible.
I thought it would be a good reason, but unfortunately, the person who would check the answer had already disappeared from the seat.
***
ââ¦â¦â¦Thatâs what happened.â
Ash, who was listening to my story silently, raised his eyes and made eye contact with me.
His golden eyes, which naturally caught the eye, reflected the light in five colours like glass beads.
I looked into the eyes and soon put my hands together to cover Ashâs eyes.
No, these eyes are too strong. I donât have to watch it.
âDo you have anything to say to me?â
I spoke in a voice that gave me a lot of strength.
Ash answered without removing my blindfolded hand.
âFrom now on, if anything happens outside, call them. Iâll order them to jump out like a dog if you say âcome outâ.â
âReally? How many people are there in total? â¦.â¦Itâs notâ¦!â
This isnât it! I didnât even look at it, but I tend to go over it on my own.
I opened my mouth by lashing myself into the ground, which almost got swept away easily.
âIs that important now? The point is that you did it without telling me. Howâs that possible?â
How did you do that? you expose me buying a ring so poorly!
Ouch. Ash was silent for a moment at my voice mixed with injustice. Then he asked.
âAre you angry?â
I removed the hand that was covering Ashâs eyes.
Then I looked at Ashâs long, neat eyelashes, his cutting nose, and his eyes, which I wanted to swim in before spitted out the answer.
âNo.â
Thatâs impossible. How can I get mad at him?
Even after holding a thousand years of anger, the moment I see this face, it will be released like a lie.
Furthermore, I had no anger to be resolved in the first place. Itâs not because Iâm angry that Iâm coming all the way to the oval office and questioning Ash.
Rather, well, honestly speaking, itâs embarrassing.
These feelings are expressing the embarrassment, shame, and self-doubt that come from the fact that the ambitious surprise was not a surprise at all.
But even that seems to have already gone overboard. I canât believe itâs not this easy to even be mean nor grumpy.
Phew. This is all because of his face.
What did he eat to become handsome like this? Why is he so handsome? Does he have any conscience at that?
I rubbed at Ashâs white, smooth cheeks, then I took my hands off and grumbled.
âSay it right. You werenât surprised at all when I took out a bouquet of flowers and a ring. You were very calm, werenât you?
âI admit I wasnât surprised, butâ¦â¦.â
Ash held my hand which was falling from my cheek and kissed my palm. I shuddered at the sudden touch.
âI need to argue against the fact that I was calm.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âI was happy. Very.â
âI was crazily like it.â
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