Episode 89
Translator : Missme
Editor : Aru
Itâs now clear that everything Iâve been through in the forest is not a dream, but a reality.
Then it was also true that the enchanted cloth in that luggage bag in the forest gathered countless monsters.
âItâs just a guess yet.â
However, in the context, it must have been the enchanted cloth. He would be like that because no matter how much I looked at, it was difficult to doubt other things in that luggage bag.
Think about it. Did the compass call the monsters? Or a maidâs uniform? Or a fake I.D.?
âDoes that make sense?â
The enchanted cloth makes the most sense. This was the only thing that was most plausible.
I brought my luggage bag and opened it.
A piece of light blue fabric with a distinct presence between the odds and ends has complicated the mood.
It would be nice if I could check it.
Itâs a simple way to check. I can take the enchanted cloth to the place where there are a few monsters.
âBut itâs easier said than done, the monster is not a local dog, and that time was the first time Iâve seen the monster in this life.â
Monsters were rare creatures that ordinary people would never see in their lifetime.
Except, of course, those who live in the South.
Because of the monster attack there, they have to see the monster every few years, even if they donât want to.
Come to think of it, the southern forest was called the monsterâs nest instead of its original name because no one knew how many monsters there were.
âIf I go there and check it out, Iâll find out for sure.â
Of course, itâs too far and too dangerous to try in reality.
If Iâd rather go than the Southern Forest, the Northern Forest where Iâve recently encountered a monsterâ¦â¦.
âHold onâ
I hesitated to think that far.
The Southern Forest?
âI feel like Iâm forgetting somethingâ¦â¦the monster subjugation!â
I remembered. I bounced off my luggage bag and stood up from my seat.
Ash, what the hell did you do with the subjugation?
Considering the distance from here to the south, it could never have been finished already.
âDonât tell me, he just threw it awayâ¦â¦â¦.â
I was embarrassed by the late realization and hurried out of bed.
Then I opened the door to go to Ash, and there was an unexpected face in the hallway.
âLady.â
I took a slight pause in the opponentâs calm mid-low voice and opened my mouth.
ââ¦â¦Sir.â
The subtle discomfort made my expression dimmed.
âWhere are you going?â
I shut the door behind my back with my red hands, as if I had suddenly lost my place to go.
Then I answered with a vague stare somewhere in the air, not to Sir Davery.
âItâs⦠itâs Ash.â
It was not easy for me to look straight at Sir Davery.
The reason is not different.
âBecause Iâm guiltyâ¦â¦â¦â
Before I left the mansion, I had asked Sir Davery to be taken away and sent him away on a fake errand.
Then this was the first time we faced each other properly. I saw him last night, but it was so crowded and just for a short moment.
If you are not tormented and embarrassed by remorse in this situation, I couldnât be called human. The guilt in my heart was beating me with great excitement.
âLetâs avoid him slowly.â
I wondered if he knew that I was eagerly avoiding his eyes with a sinnerâs heart.
âOkay, then Iâll take you there.â
âYou donât have to.â
I exclaimed in astonishment.
My voice rose unknowingly at the thought of walking down the hall with this torturous and agonizing heartache. Oh, but did I say it too loud? I added as an excuse.
âSo I mean, well, I donât want to bother you.â
âIt doesnât bother me much.â
âNo, Iâm bothering you. You canât bother doing something you donât have to do.â
âWhat do you mean something I donât have to do?â
I could feel Sir Daveryâs gaze while I was avoiding him while staring at me â corrected my words.
âThis is my job. Isnât that right? To assist you anytime, anywhere.â
ââ¦â¦â
âEven though I was abandoned at an important moment because of a lack of sincerity.â
âOh! No!â
An inner scream broke out at Sir Daveryâs last words. I held my hand forward and stirred it hurriedly.
âNo! It wasnât a lack of sincerity, it was rather too muchâ¦I mean, since youâre working so hard⦠Itâsâ¦â¦.â
The gibberish that I donât know what Iâm saying was finally put together in one word.
â⦠Iâm sorry.â
Yeah, there was something else he wanted to say to me. I connected in a husky voice.
âItâs my fault.â
âI didnât mean to hear your apology.â
âLies.â
Eventually, you were abandoned or something like that. But I swallowed the rebuttal because I was in a position where I did nothing well.
Sir Davery said as if he had read my mind.
âIâm telling you, I donât think you did anything wrong to me.â
ââ¦â¦â
âSweet gentle cooking boy was in a place that was harder to find than I thought, and the meringue cookies I had obtained had to be shocked and grieved only to realize that I was deceived, but I donât think my lady is responsible for anything.â
âIâd rather if you swear openly.â
I thought Iâd be much more comfortable.
Sir Davery heard my honest voice and soon gave me an airy laugh.
âJust kidding. Iâm really fine. So you donât have to worry about it anymore.â
ââ¦â¦..â
âIâll just stand here and take you to the place where you were going, and keep doing my job. By the way, is your ankle okay?â
Sir Davery said he would help if walking was inconvenient. I glanced down at my right ankle, tightly bandaged, and shook my head.
âIf I walk slowly, thereâs no problem.â
âThen Iâll keep the pace slowly.â
ââ¦â¦ thank you. But Sir.â
Sir Davery tried to take the lead and turned this way. I hesitated and brought up the words.
âAre you not angry?â
âDo I have to be angry?â
âNo, itâsâ¦â¦ in a way that I deceived youâ¦Itâs⦠itâs.â
I tried hard to find the right word, but it eventually popped out.
Sir Davery, the man I was fooled, laughed his head off.
âItâs common in every epic story that a rich lady ostracizes a guard to move freely. I understand if you think like that. Frankly speaking, I think weâre not enough of the ones who are just being left out.â
âDonât say that. Because I feel more guilty.â
âI didnât mean that. The point is that I donât want to blame you. Please think so.â
I could tell it was true. I listened to Sir Daveryâs calm voice, which stuck in my ear, and then took my step off my seat.
Then I said,
âSir Daveryâ¦â¦Itâs your heart is bigger than it looks.â
I think it would be better if I could take out âthan it looksâ.
âThis is hard, this is the first time Iâve seen you become honest like this. â
âIâll change it. I think I hated you a little, my lady.â
My steps became light. After exchanging puns, as usual, I felt a lot of awkwardness in my guiltiness.
How long did we walk so light but slow? Sir Davery suddenly took the lead.
âBut next timeâ¦.â
ââ¦â¦?â
âIf a similar situation comes again, Iâd like you to take me with you then. Iâll follow you.â
It wonât happen again, a similar situation. I already promised I wonât do that again by beating Bessyâs and my fingers twice.
But instead of bringing it up, I put another question in my mouth.
Because, Sir Doverâs words,âI will follow,â felt strange.
âSir Davery is Ashâs man.â
âYes.â
âBut youâre going to follow me? Even if I left Ash and ran away?â
Of course, that wonât happen even if I die and go back to life again.
âYes.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âAfter speaking, itâs a little weird for me to say.â
âYou know that, but why do you still say it?â
âI know. Well, Iâve been with you for a while, and now you seem to like my master. I didnât know I was such a weak-minded person.â
âWhat is it?â
There was a silly laugh. It sounded funnier because I knew it was nonsense.
Sir Daveryâs loyalty to Ash was extraordinary. Everyone in the mansion knew it. Of course, me too.
If Ash asks him to die, then he will follow his will to jump in front of him and cut himself with his own sword.
I answered lightly in a manner that dealt with the joke.
âWell, thatâs good. Iâve been walking around with Sir Davery all the time, and youâre like a man of my own.â
ââ¦..â
âIf this happens again, then Iâll take you without leaving you out. What do you say, itâs an honour, right?â
Sir Davery had no answer. The silence that had fallen in a single moment seemed unusually quiet.
What is this? I got the rhythm right, so itâs embarrassing.
The moment I thought so, the answer came back.
âYes, itâs an honour. From the bottom of my heart.â
At this time Sir Davery was walking half a step ahead of me.
So I couldnât see his face from my position.
What kind of facial expression will he have? I suddenly heard such a question, but I was suffering from a subtle internal conflict because it didnât seem to be enough to check it out.
Meanwhile, Sir Davery changed the subject.
âBy the way, Iâm glad youâre walking smoothly.â