Was the Lord of Perpetia mentally ill? Was she really moved by clinginess, of all things?
âBig brother, this is a chance. Thereâs now a point of merger between my past memories and me. It may only be the start, but I believe Iâll be whole and complete one day and no longer be weird. I wonât bring you trouble anymore, okay?â Feiling expectantly looked at him.
âOf course! Thatâll be great!â Tianming said. Although it had been an accident, it was still a good move. The matters between boys and girls weren't as simple as the Lord of Perpetia thought. For the many intimate moments in the wondersky realm, she had no defenses against it. She couldnât just run because she wanted to.
Tianmingâs cannon fire from Kilostar Capital must have shocked her. Things were off to a good start.
Feiling couldnât possibly swallow up the Lord of Perpetia. They were the same person, so coexistence was the only possibility. Both sides accepting the otherâs memories was the path to becoming complete. Perhaps the Lord of Perpetia had believed that the Soulburn Hall in the wondersky realm was false. As long as her actual body didnât love, she would remain pure. However, it didnât work like that. Sooner or later, the new memories would become unforgettable.
âThen you should leave Primary and quickly return to my side.â Tianming grabbed her shoulders. He decided to be more careful this time and would never give the other personality a chance to escape again.
However, he didnât expect Feiling to shake her head.
âBig brother, Iâll stay here for now.â The emotions in her eyes werenât fake, which meant this was the real Feiling.
âWhy?â
âNow that we have the chance to merge, for the past personality to respect the memories of this life, I need to respect her memories, too,â Feiling said.
âPlease speak clearly and understandably.â
âItâs like this. I believe Iâm related to the Kunlun Realm. The merger has just started, so I donât know exactly what this relationship is, but this entrance may give me access to many primalwings. Those are things that were left behind by my previous life. If I can get them, itâll be very helpful for you in the future,â Feiling seriously said.
âThen Iâll just wait here for you and weâll get them together.â
Feiling shook her head. âIf youâre here, Iâll be slower in sifting through my previous memories as they instinctively reject you. Negative emotions will slow me down. Besides, you have to return to Orderia and save your godfather.â
âIs that how it works?â Tianming still didnât get it.
âBig brother, distance makes the heart grow fonder. Thinking of you may make me complete. For now, with my split personality, bad things may still happen... which worries me. You were even almost assassinated this time. Iâm really afraid of losing you.â Feilingâs eyes reddened as she spoke. Perhaps these were her true thoughtsâshe was afraid.
Her rationality told her that if she could hurt Tianming at any time, she wouldnât be a help to him, but instead a burden. âIâm a sick person, so please let me get well before I return.â She hugged Tianming, looking up at him with teary eyes.
âBut can you get better without me around?â Tianming said.
âYes, because this is mental. Iâve considered it, and maybe longing is the antidote.â
âBut what if you miss me too much?â
âIdiot, we can meet anytime in the wondersky realm.â
Tianming had no reply to that. He looked down at her for a very, very long time. Was what she said what she felt inside? Merging would imply she had to accept all of the Lord of Perpetia as well. There would be a change.
Perhaps Feiling had noticed Tianmingâs thoughts, but she bit her lips. âIâll always be your Lingâer no matter what, or how much time passes. This life and all of my future lives, Iâll love you. As for my past life, when I didnât know you, Iâll try my best to make her love you.â Her grasp was full of strength and her eyes were full of willpower.
âI support Lingâer. Sheâs a gal whoâs pretty, kind, and understanding!â Xian Xian bawled.
âIt isnât that complicated, Lingâer can do it. No one can stop her, including herself,â Ying Huo said.
âMeow,â Meow Meow assented.
âYes!â Lan Huang said.
âVery disgusting,â Yin Chen snorted.
It was quiet. Feiling wanted to leave, but her hands were honest and refused to let go of Tianming. âWhile youâre at Orderia, my mission will be to unveil the secrets of the Kunlun Realm and cure my illness. I also have a presentââ
While she was still speaking, Tianming cut her off with a kiss to the lips, and the not very family-friendly scene made Xian Xian and the rest close their eyes.n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
âHow spicy!â
âA wild pervert is here!â
âA flower stuck in cow dung!â
As the beasts cursed, Tianming finally released her and gently said, âDonât say illness, youâre not sick.â
âYes.â Feiling obediently nodded. She was the one who didnât want to separate the most, but she knew her past life needed space from Tianming.
âWhatâs my present?â Tianming asked.
âSo, you really do only care about the present.â Feiling pouted.
âNonsense, youâre my greatest present.â
âSweet talker. What if you sow your wild oats on Orderia while Iâm not around?â Feiling was worried.
âDonât worry, Lingâer. The five of us are your bodyguards. If he speaks to any girl, Xian Xian will record it down for you,â Xian Xian volunteered.
Tianming felt the pressure.
Feiling said softly, âI fished out the Prime Tower you dropped into the Kunlun Realm. It had found some parts it was missing in the Kunlun Realm, too. Those parts should be at the standard of the grade-nine Grand-Orient Sword. I made the primalwinger overlord send it out to you. Once you get it, return with the Violetcloud Imperium people. Iâll see you again in Soulburn Hall.â¦â Feiling was crying as she spoke. Partings were difficult, but they were an inevitable part of life.
Tianming didnât want this either, but he respected Feilingâs wishes. Forcing her to stay with him wasnât truly caring for her. That said, the Prime Towerâs return didnât bring him any joy. He stood in the snow, watching her as she wordlessly watched him back, the air thick with emotion.
âTime to go.â Feiling squeezed out a smile.
âYes.â
âDo come to Soulburn Hall often. I may just be here waiting for you.â
âOf course.â
âDonât be too emotional.â
âYes.â
Tianming nodded along with her requests. Actually, she didnât really have to do this. It was just an excuse to stay longer and speak more with him.
âSeriously? We have the wondersky realm. You can see each other every day, do you really need to act like youâre parting forever?â Ying Huo ridiculed.
Tianming and Feiling were stunned.
âGood point?â
The two of them laughed.
âIâm leaving, big brother.â
âSee you tomorrow,â Tianming said.
âDonât bring them in.â Feiling winked.
âThose who get it will get it.â
âWhat? Get what? Whatâre you doing here?â Ying Huo said doubtfully.
âThey must be sneaking barbecued meat in here, those selfish fellows!â Xian Xian grit its teeth.
âItâs not meat, they must be sneaking naps!â Meow Meow said.
âNonsense, they must be running around, swimming, and exercising?â Lan Huang said.
âMaybe they⦠are showering.⦠People helping⦠will make⦠you cleaner,â Yin Chen guessed.