Laughter rings through the dining room, loud and familiar, as Mom wipes at the corner of her eye.
âOh, I forgot just how much I missed having you around, Madison.â
Mads shakes her head, grinning as she spears a piece of fajita chicken with her fork. The way her eyes crinkle at the corners when sheâs trying not to laugh makes something warm unfurl in my chest.
âI still donât think it was that funny.â
Dad chuckles, setting his glass down. âMadison, you just admitted you thought turtles were a type of fish until you were twelve. Thatâs absolutely hilarious.â
I smirk, nudging her knee under the table. âIs that why you kept asking if they needed gills to breathe? Thought you were about to try CPR on a sea turtle, Mads.â
She groans, covering her face with her hands. âI said basically a fish. Thatâs different.â
âItâs really not.â I smirk, nudging her knee under the table. âHave you tried that bridge to Hawaii yet?â
She peeks at me through her fingers before throwing a tortilla at my chest.
Mom gasps, my dad trying his best not to choke on his drink through another laugh. âMadison Blake! Not at my table.â
âYeah, Madison. Where are your manners?â I snicker as Mads groans, sinking deeper into her seat. I grin as I toss the tortilla back onto my plate, completely unbothered. âSome things never change.â
The conversation flows effortlessly from there, bouncing between old memories, food, and childhood horror stories, courtesy of my parents.
I watch Madison relax more with each passing minute. The tension she carried when we first arrived has melted away, that little dimple appearing in her left cheek when she smiles too wide.
Eventually, Dad leans forward, his tone shifting just slightly. âAlright, son, letâs talk football. Howâs the season going?â
I grab my drink, taking a slow sip before answering. âItâs solid. Teamâs clicking, my numbers are good, and if we keep playing the way we are, weâve got a real shot at making a deep run.â
Dad nods approvingly. âAnd the draft?â
I glance at Madison for half a second before looking back at him. Her posture has changed, almost imperceptiblyâshoulders slightly more rigid, that invisible wall beginning to form again.
âStill projecting me in the first round.â
Mom hums, reaching for her glass of wine. âAny idea where?â
I exhale, shifting slightly. âA lot of East Coast teams seem to be the most interested.â
The table quiets for a second, the weight of it settling over us.
âThatâs far from home,â Mom finally says, setting her glass down gently.
I nod, my jaw tightening slightly. âYeah.â
I donât miss the way Madisonâs fingers toy with her cardigan sleeve, her eyes cast down like sheâs deep in thought. My mom doesnât linger there, quick to move the discussion along.
âSo, Madison, how are your classes going?â she asks while Iâm mid drink, almost choking on my water as I start laughing.
Madison shoots daggers my way before she turns back towards my mom.
âWell, as I said, some things never change and math is once again kicking my ass.â She hangs her head, the loose strand of hair thatâs escaped her clip falling forward to frame her face. âI still donât understand why itâs a requirement for me to pass that class when I will literally never use it a day in my life.â
âYou never know when youâll need to use the elimination method.â I smirk, sending her a wink.
âThe only time Iâll need it is when I am eliminating you.â She smiles sweetly, giving a flash of the fiery spirit thatâs always challenged me. My dad chuckles under his breath.
âSome things never change indeed.â He stands before starting to collect his and my momâs plates, heading back towards the kitchen.
Mom watches Dad head into the kitchen before turning her attention back to us, smiling warmly. âYou two have time to stay for dessert?â
Before I can respond, Madison whips her head toward me, eyes wide, bottom lip slightly jutted out in the most ridiculous attempt at puppy-dog eyes Iâve ever seen.
I raise a brow. âMadsâ ââ
She clutches my arm dramatically, her fingers warm through the fabric of my sleeve. âJaxon. Itâs dessert.â
I snort, shaking my head. âYou donât even know what it is yet.â
She scoffs, turning back toward my mom. âIt doesnât matter. I already know itâs going to be amazing.â
Mom laughs, standing. âWell, lucky for you, I made my famous chocolate lava cakes.â
Madison gasps like she just won the lottery, spinning back toward me. Her face lights up, eyes bright with excitement that makes my heart stutter.
âIf you say no, I will actually eliminate you.â
I exhale through my nose, shaking my head as I lean back in my chair. âGuess weâre staying, then.â
She grins victoriously, settling back into her seat like she just secured the biggest win of her life.
Mom heads into the kitchen, humming under her breath, and I glance at Madison, my smirk still in place. âYou know, the puppy eyes were a little much.â
She shrugs, completely unapologetic. âHey, they worked, didnât they?â
I roll my eyes, but I canât help but smile. The truth is, Iâve never been able to say no to her and I probably never will.
Mom hugs Madison like she doesnât want to let go, squeezing her so tight, I half expect Mads to yelp.
âPromise me you wonât be a stranger, sweetheart,â Mom says, pulling back just enough to cup Madisonâs face between her hands. âI mean it. I expect to see you here more often.â
Madison smiles, but thereâs something softer about it, something almost hesitant. âI promise.â
Mom studies her for a second longer before nodding, seemingly satisfied, and finally lets her go.
Dad claps me on the shoulder. âProud of you, son. Keep your head straight, and donât let those scouts mess with you too much.â
I nod. âYeah. Thanks, Dad.â
He gives Madison one last warm smile before stepping back onto the porch with Mom. âDrive safe, you two.â
With that, we head to the car, and once weâre on the road, the quiet settles between us. Not uncomfortable, not awkwardâjust heavy, like thereâs more lingering in the air than either of us wants to name.
I drum my fingers against the wheel. âYou wanna make any stops before we head back?â
I donât know why I ask it, not really.
Or maybe I do.
Because the only place that would make sense for her to want to stop is the cemetery just outside of townâthe one where her mom is buried.
Madison is quiet for a long moment, her fingers playing with the hem of her cardigan. Then, softly, she shakes her head. âNo.â
I nod, not pushing. âAlright.â
The rest of the drive back is quiet, though not in a bad wayâjust in that comfortable kind of silence that settles between two people who donât need to fill the space.
She fell asleep about twenty minutes ago, somewhere between flipping through my playlist and mumbling about how unfair it is that I have âobjectively good tasteâ in music.
Now, sheâs curled up slightly, her face relaxed in sleep, her cardigan slipping off her shoulder just enough to reveal the strap of her tank top, the scars there picking up the light differently than the rest of the smooth skin. I shouldnât be looking. Shouldnât be thinking about how soft she looks, how different from the stubborn, sharp-tongued version of her that keeps me on my toes.
But I do.
I pull into her apartment complex and kill the engine, a thought cementing itself in my mind:
I need more of this, more time with her.
More of her.
I exhale, adjusting my grip on the wheel.
My schedule is insane. Between practices, film, workouts, and traveling for games, my time is already stretched too thin. But sitting here, with her beside me, Iâm not sure Iâll ever get enough of it. Of her.
I reach over, brushing my knuckles lightly against her knee.
âMads.â
She stirs, her eyelashes fluttering before her gaze lifts to mine, hazy with sleep.
âWeâre here?â she murmurs, voice thick, still caught in the in-between.
âYeah,â I say, quieter than I mean to. I donât want to break the quiet spell around us.
âDamn, that was quick.â She yawns, stretching slightly, her back arching just enough to make her shirt shift. The movement is small, unintentional, but I feel it everywhere.
I clear my throat. âThatâs what happens when you sleep the whole way, Sleeping Beauty.â
She lets out a soft laugh, then fumbles for her seatbelt before I step out and walk around the car, opening her door.
She blinks up at me, then takes my offered hand, her fingers curling around mine as she lets me pull her up. And just like that, that tensionâthe thing thatâs been building between usâis back. Itâs thick. Heavy. It wraps around us like a second skin, making every little movement feel important.
I should let go of her hand.
I should, but I donât.
Her breath catches slightly, her fingers twitching in mine before she quickly pulls away, rubbing her hands over her arms.
I follow her up the walkway to her apartment, the night air cool but not nearly enough to settle the heat simmering under my skin. I feel her beside me, aware of her every step, the way sheâs keeping just a little too much space between us, like she feels it too.
When we finally reach her door, she turns to me, and for a second, we justâ¦stand there.
Watching. Waiting.
Her lips part like she wants to say something, but nothing comes out. Her fingers tighten around the edges of her cardigan, her weight shifting from one foot to the other.
Sheâs nervous.
âThanks for taking me, Jax,â she finally says, her voice softer than usual, more careful.
I swallow, my pulse thrumming a little harder than it should as I take a step closer to her. âThanks for coming.â
She nods once, then looks down, exhaling through her nose like sheâs trying to steady herself. I step closer to her, not knowing exactly how far to push tonight. The need to kiss her, to finally kiss her, is starting to overpower any other thoughts in my mind.
Bringing my hand up, I tuck a stray strand of hair behind her ear. Her breathing is unsteady, her lips barely parted, and I swear, I can feel the warmth of her exhale against my jaw.
My other hand twitches at my sides, aching to reach out and thread both hands into her hair, to kiss the ever loving shit out of her perfect lips.
As if she can hear my thoughts, her eyes flick down to my mouthâjust for a second.
Itâs barely anything, but itâs also everything. I shift slightly, my chest brushing against hers, the warmth of her body seeping into mine like itâs meant to be there.
She doesnât move away, doesnât stop me.
Thatâs the moment I know.
She wants this too.
The realization crashes over me, stealing my breath, sending a surge of want, deep and undeniable, roaring through my veins.
Iâm about to close that last inch when the door to her apartment flies open.
âWell, hell to the ooo, what do we have here?â Lylaâs voice is pure mischief, and I donât even have time to react before Madison jumps away from me like she just got caught doing something illegal.
Her face burns red. âNothing! Goodnight! Bye!â
She flees inside before I can even process what the hell just happened. I blink, my chest still tight, my pulse still pounding from the moment that was so close to happening.
Lyla leans against the doorframe, spoon hanging out of her mouth, a pint of ice cream tucked in her arm, eyes practically dancing with amusement.
She takes the spoon out with a smirk. âDamn. So close.â
I exhale, running a hand down my face. âYou really have the worst timing.â
âOr maybe the best,â she quips, taking another bite.
I shake my head, stepping back. âGo eat your ice cream, Lyla.â
She winks. âSee you around, Montgomery.â
And just like that, the door swings shut.
I stand there for a second, my head still spinning. My jaw clenches, my hands flexing at my sides as I let out a slow breath.
That was way too close.
Even so, as I turn back toward my car, all I can think about is the way Madison looked at me before the door opened.