Chapter 53: Chapter 50

My First Love [COMPLETED]Words: 6985

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I felt like my heart tore into a million pieces.

I couldn't bear it anymore. I slapped him really hard!

His eyes flashed back in shock as he held his cheek.

"Shame on you!", I said with my teary eyes and turned back to leave.

But Luiz pulled me back and tossed me on the bed as if I was weightless.

Oh my god!

Before I could get up he was on top of me.

He fisted my hair and slammed his lips to mine.

It took me a few minutes to realise that he was kissing me.

No it was not a kiss actually. It was a punishment!

He was punishing me for no good reason.

He was thrusting his tongue but i kept my lips tight in order to not let him succeed in his moves.

But what he did next gave me a shock!

He bit my lower lip really hard and my mouth opened in an instant as I gasped out of unbearable pain.

He started exploring my mouth and i was feeling breathless!

It was hurting so much. He was so heavy!

I started struggling under him. But not minding my struggle, he continued to kiss me like a hungry animal.

I had to stop him!

I tried to push him away but, in an instant, he pinned me down.

His mouth never left mine. He did not leave me for very long. He was coaxing me to respond but I didn't. Tears never stopped running down my eyes.

I was running out of breath... and finally he broke the kiss.

"Fuck! Did that Alex make you feel this way? You could have told me atleast once that you are desperate. I would have satisfied you much more than that kid!", he mumbled and kissed me again, thrusting his tongue inside my mouth.

Yuck! He smelled of alcohol.

I felt like my whole world was shattered.

What shall I do to stop this mad man in front of me? Maryam! Yes, her name would stop him.

He finally broke the kiss and started trailing the kisses on my jaw while his other hand was possessively and roughly moving on the area of my cleavage and on the outline of my breast. Finally, his palm was on my inner thigh.

"Luiz stop it! Maryam would hate you for this!", I begged.

In spite of hearing her name he continued what he did. He kissed my jaw and my neck and came back to kiss my lips again.

I turned my face away and screamed my lungs out, "I hate you Luiz! I hate you so much!"

Then he halted near my face and didn't move.

I never wanted to see his face anymore.

I hate him! I really hate him! He thought so cheap about me.

He was breathing heavily.

I felt him move on top of me and sit on the bed.

The next thing I knew was he left the room by slamming the door hard.

I cried.... I cried my heart out by burying my face in the pillow.

He is the only guy I ever loved. He was my first love. I did all that I could. Did he not feel my love anytime? I never desired him. I loved him. But in return this is what he did to me. More than the love it's the respect which is more important and I lost it. How did he think so low of me? Why are people like this in the whole world? I always went back to him in spite of him treating me like a garbage. I cared for him a lot. But in return, he hurt me and broke my heart! This is more than enough! I will leave him forever. I want to run away from him and hide in some corner of the world. I didn't know that there was a monster in him who would treat me this way. I will leave this house.

I quickly changed my dress. I took my small bag which I bought when I came here. I packed my five set of dresses which were brought by my dad before marriage and I took my other things.

Yes, only these things are mine!

I saw the scrap book which I made and I decided to leave it because it was full of him and it would remind me how stupid I was to love a heartless man like him.

I took all my things and decided to leave him a note. I took a pen and a sheet from his study desk and I wrote.

Luiz,

My biggest mistake in my life was to love you with all my heart! I have learnt from my mistake. I loved you and only you. But you are not really worth it! I never cheated you like the way you did to me! God knows that I am innocent.

Sorry to love you.

Goodbye!

I quickly rushed down and went to the gate.

"Mam, its late night and we have orders to not let you go out anywhere this late night.", one of the security men said.

"Please, my sister is sick!", I lied to which I didn't mind.

"Oh but let me call sir once for the permission.", he said.

"He slept off. He was drunk. So, don't bother.", I said.

"Fine mam, then please let me accompany you till your home.", he said.

This guy would never listen!

"Okay.", I said.

I went to my home.

With a heavy heart, I knocked the door by keeping my bag down and Maria opened it.

She looked so weak.

"Bitch you? What are you doing here this late night? Your dad is not home. So just get out!.", she said and was about to shut the door on my face.

"Please let me in.", I pleaded her.

"Why? Did Luiz throw you out of his home? Well he might have. You little piece of shit!", she said.

"Please. I will leave tomorrow morning.", I told.

"Get out! You ruined my daughter's life and how do you think you can stay at my home?", she said and came out of the home.

She fisted my hair and dragged me all the way to the gate and pushed me out. Then she went in again and brought my bag and threw it on my face such that it hurt my forehead.

"Get lost or die. The choice is yours.", she said and closed the gate too.

What in the world have I done to deserve such a punishment? Where will I go now?

I couldn't stop crying.

I will go to my grand mom.

I kept walking to her house that late night. I was scared.

What if something will happen again?

I brushed away my negative thoughts and decided to be brave.

I should protect myself and not depend on anyone!

After I don't know how long, I reached my grand mom's house.

I rang the doorbell twenty times and her care taker opened the door.

Grand mom was behind her in the wheel chair. It can be seen from their faces that they were sleeping.

"Lara? What are you doing here? It's three o'clock in the morning!", she said

I went and hugged her and cried my heart out.

"I don't want to go back to Luiz. He hurt me! He hurt me so much.", I said crying.

"Shh don't cry. We shall discuss everything tomorrow. Let's sleep now. You look so tired.", she said.

"Arrange the room for Lara.", she told her care taker.

After helping my grand mom from the wheel chair to bed. I went to have a glass of water.

When I was having water, I felt like my lips were hurting.

I went to mirror and checked.

My lips were bruised, my neck had two more marks left my him.

I hate you so much Luiz. If at all I will ever face you in my life again, I will kill you!

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