The floor polisherâs handle vibrates in my grip while I stare at nothing in particular.
The past twenty-four hours have left me feeling rattled. First, I lost the morning shift at the diner, then my bag was stolen. I had to clean up puke and got scolded, time and time again, by Mrs. Stafford.
I agreed to dance for Dario because I needed to ease the stress bearing down on my shoulders, but I didnât plan to have sex with him. That just kind of happened.
I was so wrapped up in the moment that I didnât stop to think about what I was doing.
I wouldnât classify it as a one-night stand, and even if it was, it wouldnât be my first.
But I was reckless. We didnât use protection, and although Iâm on birth control, I should be more careful of catching an STD.
Iâm sure Darioâs clean, and out of everything I have to worry about, an STD isnât at the top of my list. To ease some of my stress, I pull my phone out and send him a message.
Eden: Are you clean, or should I get checked out?
Not even a minute later, my phone vibrates.
Dario: Iâm clean. Are you on birth control?
Eden: Yes.
Dario: Iâll make sure to carry condoms for the next time.
A chuckle escapes me.
Eden: You assume there will be a next time.
Dario: You blew my mind. There will definitely be a secondâ¦thirdâ¦fourthâ¦fifthâ¦etc.
Eden: It all depends on how the date goes.
Dario: Then Iâll just have to impress you.
After messaging Dario, I feel a little better, and while I do my work, I keep replaying the night over and over in my mind.
The sex was hot and emotional, which is something I havenât experienced before. Iâm used to quick fucks with men who donât care whether I orgasm.
Jesus, Dario didnât even have to try. Just having him inside me was enough to make me come.
I can still feel his hands roaming my body. I can still taste him. I can still smell his scent on me.
And now Iâm getting hot and bothered again.
With a smile playing around my mouth, I keep thinking about Dario until Iâm done with my work. After putting away the cleaning cart and equipment, I go to the locker room, where I take off the apron and cap.
I check my locker for my bag only to remember it was stolen.
Shit.
My apartmentâs keys were in the bag.
I slam the locker shut, and as I walk to the exit, I realize I donât have money for the subway.
Feeling miserable, I stop by Quincyâs desk and say, âI hate asking, but can I borrow ten dollars? Iâll pay you back tonight.â
âSure.â He digs the bill out of his wallet, and I take it with a grateful smile.
âBe careful on your way home.â He says the same thing every morning because the streets arenât the safest at two am.
âI will,â I reply, shooting him a smile. âThanks for the money.â I walk to the side door and wait for Quincy to buzz me out.
A blast of chilly air slaps me right in the face, and I huddle into my coat as I walk in the direction of the subway.
Now that Iâve left work, the bubble I was caught in pops, and I realize how stupid I was to have sex with Dario. Iâm not so sure going on a date with him will be a good idea.
What if he wants more, and things get serious between us? What if he finds out Iâm nothing but a poor girl from the wrong side of the city?
I seriously doubt heâs going to want to keep seeing me. Things like that only happen in the movies.
But maybe�
I shake my head, and glancing up and down the street, I quickly cross to the other side before I take the steps down to the subway.
Even though itâs two-thirty in the morning, there are still people around. Everyone looks tired, and it makes the atmosphere somber.
It takes another forty-five minutes before I reach my apartment, and knowing the window by the fire escape is nailed shut, I have no choice but to wake up Tyrone.
I head into the building, and as I take the stairs up, I dial Tyroneâs number.
His voice is groggy with sleep as he answers, âWhat happened? Are you okay?â
âIâm fine. My bag was stolen, and I canât get into my apartment. Can I crash on your couch?â
âOf course.â
Just as I reach the third floor, Tyroneâs front door opens, and I walk inside. I wait for him to lock behind us before I move closer and plant my head against his chest while wrapping my arms around him.
âI need a hug,â I mutter as tears threaten to overwhelm me.
Iâm so tired.
Tyrone rubs a comforting hand up and down my back for a while before he says, âGet some sleep, baby girl. When the hardware store opens, Iâll get a new lock for your door and change it.â
Pulling away, I force a smile to my face. âThanks, Tyrone. I donât know what Iâd do without you.â
A fatherly smile curves his lips up. âLuckily for you, youâll never have to find out. I plan on sticking around for a long time.â
âYou better.â
I walk to the couch and kick off my sneakers before lying down. A few seconds later, Tyrone places two blankets over me.
He presses a kiss to the side of my head, then murmurs, âGet some sleep.â
When he walks back to his bedroom, I say, âTyrone.â
âYeah?â
âI love you.â
âLove you too, baby girl.â
When I see Yukhaejang, the restaurant where Iâm meeting Dario, I stop walking.
I glance up and down the street for the R8 Iâve seen him drive, but the car isnât parked anywhere.
Pulling my phone out, I check the time. Itâs almost six, but thereâs no way Iâm going into the restaurant only to be stood up.
I wait a few minutes, and when six comes and goes and thereâs no sign of Darioâs car, a weird feeling sinks into my stomach.
I walk closer to the restaurant, and just to be sure heâs not here, I glance through the window.
When I donât see Dario, I realize how much I was looking forward to the date.
Ugh. I even put on a skirt and stockings for the man. The heels on my feet are uncomfortable, and it makes me feel angry that I went through all this trouble to look pretty for the date.
Turning around, I walk back in the direction of the subway while sending him a text.
Eden: You couldâve saved me the trouble and just canceled instead of standing me up.
Iâm surprised when I see him read the message immediately, and I stop walking.
Not even a second later, my phone starts ringing.
âHi,â I mutter.
âCare to explain the message you sent?â
Hearing his deep voice sends tingles rushing over my body.
âItâs already twenty past six, and youâre not here.â
âI am. Where are you?â
Shocked, I swing around and start walking back to the restaurant while saying, âI didnât see your car, and you werenât sitting at any of the tables.â
âWhere are you?â he asks again.
âA block away from the restaurant.â
Dario hangs up on me, and tucking the device back into my pocket, I canât keep from smiling because he didnât stood me up.
A couple of seconds later, Dario comes out of the restaurant and glances up and down the street. When his eyes land on me, he doesnât wait but walks toward me.
Every step he takes is filled with determination, and it makes a kaleidoscope of butterflies erupt in my stomach.
Unlike the suit he usually wears, heâs dressed in a pair of faded black jeans and a dark gray sweater that looks expensive but cozy.
As soon as heâs in hearing distance, I say, âSorry, I thought you ditched me.â
Without a word, his arm slips around my lower back. Iâm tugged flush with his chest, and his mouth crushes against mine.
All I can do is grab hold of his biceps while he kisses the ever-loving shit out of me.
Itâs so intense I forget about the people around us and donât hear the sounds of the city.
When he breaks the kiss, he pulls back until our eyes lock. He brings a hand to my face, and his thumb brushes over my bottom lip.
It takes me a moment to catch my bearings, then I ask, âWhat was that for?â
âJust want to make sure thereâs no misunderstanding between us. I want to get to know you better, and one fuck isnât enough for me.â
I love the intensity coming off him, and I canât stop a smile from forming around my lips. âOkay.â
Dario takes hold of my hand and leads me to the restaurant. When we walk inside, I glance around the place, thinking it looks expensive.
Then again, everythingâs expensive to me.
When he takes me to a private room, I understand why I didnât see him sitting at any of the tables. It almost feels like Iâve stepped into a bamboo forest with soft, warm lights coming from lanterns.
âItâs pretty.â
âIâm glad you like it,â Dario murmurs as he pulls a chair out for me.
A server comes in and smiles at me. âCan I take your coat, maâam?â
Wow. Fancy.
I shrug out of my coat and hand it to him.
When I sit down, Darioâs eyes drift over me with a look that tells me he appreciates what heâs seeing.
âYou look beautiful.â
I glance at my skirt and pantyhose, glad I didnât wear jeans, as I say, âThank you.â
The server comes to pour two glasses of what I assume is champagne before leaving the room and shutting the door behind him.
I turn my attention to Dario and catch him staring at me.
Suddenly feeling awkward, I mutter, âSoooâ¦here we are.â
A sexy grin curves the corner of his mouth. âHere we are.â
âHave you eaten here before?â I ask to make conversation.
He nods as he answers, âMy friend is the owner. Sheâs also one of the best chefs, so prepare yourself for an award-winning meal.â He pauses for a moment before saying, âI hope you donât mind, but I already placed the order for the signature dish.â
âOhâ¦I donât mind.â
God, I hope it isnât prawns or some kind of shellfish. That shit gives me the creeps.
âWhat did you do yesterday?â he asks.
âI worked.â I can see he wants to ask what I do for a living, so I add, âIâm a waitress at a diner.â
âIs it one of those thatâs open twenty-four-seven?â he asks.
Shit. Friday night, I told him I had to get back to work , which is probably why heâs asking the question.
Hating that I have to lie, I nod.
Thereâs a pause in the conversation, then Dario says, âTell me about yourself.â
And just like that, I hit a blank. I canât come up with something interesting to say, so I ask, âWhat do you want to know?â
âDo you have siblings? Whatâs your family dynamic like?â
Letting out a chuckle, I pick up the glass and take a sip of the bubbly liquid thatâs the best alcohol Iâve ever tasted.
âWow. This tastes good.â
âIâm going to assume by the chuckle that you feel uncomfortable talking about your family.â
âYeah. Itâs not my favorite topic.â I take another sip, then say, âI have no idea who my father is and my motherâ¦letâs just say we donât get along at all.â
My tongue darts out to collect the drops on my lips, then I ask, âWhat about you?â
Dario inhales deeply, then says, âI lost my parents at a young age.â
âIâm sorry,â I murmur. âDo you have any other family?â
He nods, but not telling me about them, he changes the subject by asking, âHave you always loved dancing?â
I shrug as I think about how to answer him.
âItâs a nice hobby that helps me deal with stress.â
âJust a hobby? Why didnât you pursue a career as a dancer?â
âGod, I could never do that. Iâve seen the pressure the ballerinas are under. That shitâs not for me. Iâve only danced in front of two people. My neighborâ¦and you.â
A frown instantly forms on his forehead. âYour neighbor?â
A soft smile spreads over my face. âTyrone. Heâs like a father to me.â
Memories of the past pop into my head, drawing a happy chuckle from me.
âWhen I was younger, I used to put on little shows for him, and he would cheer and clap as if it was the best performance heâs ever seen.â
The door opens, and the conversation is paused while the server brings in our food.
So far, the date is going better than I expected. Hopefully, I donât screw things up because Iâm enjoying it.