Dear God, what was I thinking?
I wasnât. Thatâs the problem.
Just like the other times Iâve seen Dario, I was practically mesmerized by the man. The pull coming from him is impossible to ignore.
The moment he touched me, I knew it would be hard to deny him anything, and when he kissed me, I was overcome with searing desire.
Holy shit, was I overcome.
If Iâm not careful, Iâm going to fall hard and fast for my boss, and that would be disastrous. People like him donât mix with people like me. His kind uses my kind to climb to the top and disposes of us like trash when theyâre done with us.
Still.
God, when he kissed me. When I felt his rock-hard cock through the luxurious fabric of his pants. The man is packing, and I know it will hurt the first time heâs inside me. When I inhaled breath after breath of his addictive scent.
It was all so intoxicating I didnât know whether I was coming or going.
Stop it, Eden!
He almost caught you tonight. You need the money a hell of a lot more than you need a quick fuck that wonât mean a thing.
It might turn out to be the best fuck of your life, but it wonât pay the bills.
When I went to the studio, I thought heâd already left. I even waited fifteen minutes to make sure it was safe.
Iâve been trying to avoid him, but at this rate, Iâll have to give up my stolen thirty minutes in the studio.
While I continue to vacuum the auditorium, my thoughts turn away from what Iâm going to do to avoid Dario to how it felt kissing him.
The firm strokes of his tongue.
Feeling his breath on my lips.
His strong fingers gripping the back of my neck.
His solid body pressed against mine.
His hard cockâ¦
Hot dammmmnnnnnn.
Sucking in a deep breath, I shove the memory down so I can focus on getting my work done, but with the taste of Dario lingering in my mouth, itâs impossible.
I shouldâve let him fuck me. At least then I wouldnât feel so needy right now.
I let out a snort and shake my head at myself.
Wiping down a table, I glance through the window at the rain pouring down outside.
The diner is quiet, and when Iâm done, I walk to the counter and get myself a cup of coffee.
âSylvia said we can have yesterdayâs pie,â Sherrie says. âPour me coffee while I cut two slices for us.â
âOkay.â I take a seat at the counter, and when Sherrie places the apple pie in front of me, I take a bite.
âSo, whatâs news in your life?â she asks when she comes to sit next to me.
Sherrie and I have worked the longest at Benâs Burgers. Sheâs one of the strongest and most beautiful people I know. Whenever life deals her a blow, she hits back twice as hard.
âNot much.â I lick stray crumbs off my lips, then admit, âYou know I work the night shift over at La Rosa Opera Ballet, right?â
âYeah.â
âThe owner isâ¦â I let out a dreamy sigh, âhot as fuck.â
Her eyebrows lift as she gives me a curious look. âOoooh.â
I canât stop from grinning like an idiot when I admit, âWe kissed.â
Sherrie grabs my forearm as she leans closer for the juicy news. âAnd? How was it? Are you dating?â
Letting out a chuckle, I reply, âThe kiss was amazing, but no, weâre not dating. We never will. Iâm actually avoiding him.â
âWhy?â She shakes her head at me. âYou should go for it.â
I give her an incredulous look. âHeâs filthy rich, and Iâm dirt poor.â
âSo?â
I let out a sigh as I tear the apple pie apart with my fork. âHeâs my boss, and I canât risk losing the income.â
Her shoulders slump, and reaching for her mug, she mutters, âThat sucks.â
âYeah.â I eat some more of the pie before asking, âHow are things in your life?â
âMuch better. Tanner finally pulled his head out of his ass and got a job.â
âThatâs amazing.â I give her a happy grin. âIâm glad things are looking up for you.â
Someone coming into the diner draws our attention, and when I see itâs Mandy, I shoot up from the stool Iâm sitting on.
âGet out, Mandy,â I order while walking toward her.
âIs that how you treat your mother?â she mutters, not as drunk or high as she usually is.
Her black hair is a ratty mess, and sheâs filthy. God only knows when she last had a bath.
She slides into a booth, then says, âAfter all Iâve done for you.â
âYou havenât done shit for me,â I say with a burst of unbelievable laughter. âGet out. This is my workplace.â
She lifts her chin and digs crumbled notes and coins out of her pocket. âIâm a paying customer.â
Ugh. This woman is unbearable.
âIâll take her order,â Sherrie says.
I shoot a scalding glare at Mandy before I give Sherrie a grateful look. âThanks. I owe you.â
As I walk away, Mandy says, âStop locking me out of the apartment. I live there, too.â
My temper flares as I spin around on my heel. âThe hell you do! I pay the bills.â
âWeâre family,â she argues. âIf it werenât for me, you wouldnât even be alive.â
âJesus,â I huff, throwing my arms wide at my sides. âI donât owe you anything for giving birth to me, and being related by blood doesnât mean shit.â Pointing a finger at her, my words are clipped as I say, âStay away from my apartment, and the next time you steal my stuff, Iâm calling the cops.â
Mandy jumps to her feet and pokes her finger against my chest. âYou wouldnât dare.â
Leaning closer until I can smell the stale booze on her breath, I say, âI will. Get the fuck out of my life.â
âThatâs enough,â Sylviaâs voice suddenly lashes over us. âJaden, throw Mandy out,â she orders the cook, who could easily double as a bouncer.
âIâve got money,â Mandy argues, and when she tries to take a seat at the booth again, Jaden grabs her by the arm and hauls her out of the diner.
Sylvia gives me a stern look. âDonât bring your personal shit into my diner.â
Even though I feel it wasnât my fault, I nod and begin to wipe off the booth where Mandyâs filthy ass sat.
I keep glancing through the window at where Mandy is leaning against the wall beneath an awning. She should take a long walk in the rain. At least, it would wash the dirt off her.