While Iâm walking around the diner, refilling coffee wherever I see an empty cup, I keep thinking itâs insane that I agreed to a date with Dario.
Yep. Totally insane.
So much could go wrong.
He could find out Iâm a janitor at his company and fire my ass.
He could find out Iâm poorer than a church mouse, and that wonât look good for his image.
He could find out I have a drug addict leech for a mother. That will definitely have him dumping my ass if we ever make it past the first date.
Iâve thought about canceling but can never bring myself to do it.
When I place the coffee pot back on the counter, my phone begins to ring in my pocket. I dig it out, and seeing Darioâs name, surprise rushes through me.
Walking to Sherrie, I say, âIâm just taking a quick break. Five minutes.â
âOkay.â
I accept the call as I rush through the kitchen and out the back into an alley. âHi.â
âYou answered,â Dario says, sounding surprised.
âAhhâ¦wasnât I supposed to?â
He lets out a chuckle that vibrates through my ear, sending a wave of tingles over my body.
âHow are you?â he asks.
âGood.â I glance up and down the alley before toeing the little step by the backdoor with the tip of my sneaker. âAnd you?â
âIâm doing great.â
I hear him breathing, and it makes a weird fluttering erupt in my stomach.
This is crazy. How can a man affect me just by breathing?
âWhere are you?â Dario asks.
âAt work.â
âWhereâs work?â
I push my free hand into the back pocket of my jeans. âNot telling you.â
âOkay. What do you do for a living?â
I let out a chuckle. âNot telling you.â
This time, his voice is deep and dripping with sex when he asks, âWhat are you willing to tell me?â
My mind races as I search for something to share, and my shoulders slump a little as I say, âI donât come from a rich family.â
âOkay?â
He sounds puzzled, and it has me explaining, âI heard you have money, and people with money usually move in certain circles. I just want you to know I donât fit in with that crowd.â
âI donât fit in with that crowd either,â he says, which draws an incredulous-sounding chuckle from me. âYou donât believe me,â he states the obvious.
âIt doesnât matter what I believe.â
âEden!â I hear Sylvia call from inside.
âI have to go.â
Not waiting for Dario to respond, I end the call and rush back into the kitchen.
When Sylvia sees me, she gives me a look filled with warning. âGet your ass back out there. Sherrie and Destiny canât handle your section as well as their own.â
âSorry,â I mutter as I rush past her, and when I see how busy itâs gotten, I feel bad for taking the call.
We stay busy for the next two hours, and by the time I take off my apron, Iâm dead on my feet.
Ugh, all I want to do is go to bed, but I have to rush over to Midtown if I donât want to be late for my night shift at the ballet company.
I grab the meatloaf and vegetables I asked Jaden to prepare when I started my shift, and walking to the door, I say, âSee you tomorrow.â
âDonât come in for the morning shift,â Sylvia says as I pass by the counter where sheâs cashing up.
I stop dead in my tracks. âWhy?â
âBecause I have to give some of the other girls extra shifts. Everyone needs money around the holidays.â
Weâre all in the same boat, struggling to survive another day.
Nodding, I leave the diner while my mind does calculation after calculation.
Shit, I need the extra money, or itâs going to be one hell of a cold and long winter with no heat.
Taking the subway to Midtown, I keep worrying about finances, which is nothing new. Iâll just have to find a third job somewhere.
When I get off the subway, I donât pay attention to my surroundings as I walk to work.
Suddenly, someone grabs my bag, and before I even register the sting across my shoulder, a man sets off with it.
âHey!â I yell as I run after the asshole. âGive back my bag!â
When I realize heâs faster than me, I stop, yank off my sneaker and throw it at him. The shoe whacks the man against his back, but it doesnât stop him from disappearing around a corner.
âFucking asshole!â I shout at the top of my lungs. âI hope you die, you shit-eating pig.â
Iâm so angry my body is a trembling mess as I walk to where my sneaker is lying on the sidewalk.
After I pick it up and slip it back onto my foot, I realize people are staring at me, and it has me snapping, âWhat the hell are you all looking at? The showâs over.â
Pulling my cell phone out of my pocket, I look up the number for my bank and call them so they can put a hold on my account in case the asshole tries to use my card to steal the meager funds I have.
I walk to work, thinking about everything I have to replace, which upsets me even more.
Today sucks so bad!
When I get close to the ballet company, I glance around to make sure I donât see Darioâs car, and not seeing it parked anywhere, I walk into the building.
âHi, Quincy,â I say as I stop by his desk. âSome asshole just stole my bag.â
âThat sucks,â he mutters. âStafford is on a warpath, so you better get to work.â
âThanks for the heads up,â I mumble before heading to the back, where the staffâs lockers are.
As I pull on my apron, my phone starts to ring, and I quickly dig it out of my pocket.
Seeing Tyroneâs name, I answer, âHey, whatâs up?â
âTwo men were sniffing around your apartment and asking about Mandy.â
Sinking down in a crouching position, I rub my palm over my forehead. âThe bitch. Iâm going to kill her when I see her again.â
âNot if they get to her first. These men meant business, baby girl. Be careful when you come and go.â
âI will.â
We end the call, and I sit flat on my ass on the cold tiles as a hopeless feeling fills my chest. Thereâs a lot I can endure, but today is starting to get the better of me.
Just as my luck would have it, the door opens, and Mrs. Stafford catches me sitting on the floor.
I quickly climb to my feet, but itâs too late.
She levels me with an angry look. âI donât pay you to sit around doing nothing.â
âYes, maâam.â
âBring a mop. One of the girls vomited.â
Jesus, why do you hate me so much?