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He said I was using him.....
That's a tragic thing to say aloud,no,maybe not tragic, maybe just unfair.
We spent every night together,our bodies interwined below cold blankets on the roof, memorizing the pattern in the sky made by our stars.
He told me that the stars were shining so brightly because they were the symbolic of our love....
Love
A bold word, we were scared to use thinking maybe it didn't exist.It was not real....
Maybe it was not.
"Are you angry with me?" I asked him, standing on the bridge we adored together.
"It won't change anything"he said,his voice was not the same I used to cherish,it was something I never wanted to feel,to hear and moreover never from him.
Him,he was the love of my life.....
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