Chapter 13: Chapter 13: what if she was right?

His and only his...Words: 12373

Lou's POV:

I turned around to see Ryan, soaking wet, in only a towel wrapped around his waist, exposing his muscles, abs, delicious V-line and fortunately hiding the rest that I just wasn't ready to see again. I also noticed he had those sexy veins that popped out on his arms, not all men had them and boy if this wasn't hot!

He ogled me while he walked slowly towards me, I was frozen and couldn't focus on anything. Until I realized that my grip on the towel was becoming loose and that's when it dropped, exposing me completely in front of him.

I did NOT do that on purpose!

It was his time to freeze now...

I screamed as I sat down pulling my legs to my chest wrapping my arms around them and hiding my face between my knees, trying to hide whatever there needs to be hidden from him. I didn't say a word, I was so embarrassed, he saw me naked for the love of god!

HOLY SHIT HE SAW ME NAKED!

"Here, take this." He said huskily while removing his towel from his waist standing there in his naked glory not even ashamed or embarrassed. He wrapped the towel around me and mumbled something like "I need to take a fucking cold shower again..." Before leaving to enter the bathroom he just got out of a minute ago.

Why was he going to take another shower? He was clean.

I suddenly stood up and wrapped the towel around my body securing it this time and picked up my towel that laid on the floor. I can't believe this happened to me! I then rushed inside my room and closed the door behind me before leaning my back on it and sliding down to sit on the floor. Completely humiliated might I add.

After a while of sitting on the floor and thinking of this horrible day, I got up and chose a pair of grey underwear. They were all laced for god's sake. It doesn't even hide my private parts since some of them are see through. What the hell! But I didn't have a choice, they were the only things I had.

I wore my underwear and opened the closet door to search if I had any clothes I could wear before Ryan would see me again...But I was wrong, the universe doesn't seem to be on my side anymore!

I stood there in my underwear, my back was facing my bedroom door and I placed my hands on my hips just looking through the empty closet, hoping to find a shirt.

Until Ryan entered my room in only his boxers, and something very big under it. His body was not wet like earlier and this time he was drying his hair with a towel. He froze when he saw me, again...

I turned around, pretty much aware of the awkwardness of the situation and pulled my hands immediately to my chest, covering my invisible breasts.

"WHAT THE HELL? DIDN'T ANYONE TEACH YOU HOW TO KNOCK BEFORE YOU ENTER SOMEONE'S ROOM?" I yelled at him still in shock of what happened earlier.

"WELL NO ONE TOLD YOU TO STAY IN THAT SEXY UNDERWEAR! And besides, it's my house so I'm allowed to do whatever the fuck I want in here." He said the last part calmly to me while starting to walk towards me.

"You better keep a good distance between us you jerk!" Wow I never thought I'd say that, but I just did, and believe me it was a huge mistake because what happened next was not expected.

"You didn't just say that to me Sunshine." What's with the nickname?

"Sunshine? What's next? Rainbow?" I said mocking him and I soon regretted it when I saw him taking huge strides towards me, he was fuming, not angry, fuming.

I ran to the closet and before he could come in too I closed the door right in his face. I held the door handle to prevent it from opening, but who was I kidding? He was a man, a muscular man, so obviously he was stronger than me. And the fact that he's a werewolf does not help me at all.

He opened the door harshly which made me slam to his naked chest, since I was still holding the handle. This action made us both fall, me on top of him and my boobs pressed up on his hands because he held them to catch me. What the hell is up with these awkward situations that always happen to me?

"I quiet like this position what about you sunshine?" Ryan asked this time mocking me.

"Of course you do, you're a sick pervert." I joked trying to get off of him, but he switched our positions so I was now under him.

"I'm not a pervert! I wouldn't dare push you to do something you don't want to do."

"Yeah right, like giving me no choice but to sleep in your bedroom, in the same bed as you!" I said sarcastically now under him. I tried to wiggle my way out from his grip but I suddenly felt something between my thighs and froze.

"If you don't stop moving I'll do you right now." He said in a very husky tone while I saw his eyes darken and change slowly into yellow. I swallowed hard before freaking out...

"OH FUCK NO! THAT'S IT!" I pushed him with my legs and got up immediately trying to escape the room but as usual, he caught me and threw me over his shoulder like I didn't weight a pound.

"I enjoy this view Lorraine, do you like yours?" He declared and I could imagine the huge grin on his beautiful face. Even though I don't like him, I'm not gonna lie he still was one of the most sexy guys on the planet and why not enjoy this handsomeness a little bit?

'Remember Lou, he's still a beast.' Oh yeah that's right! I shall never forget that he's a monster.

Suddenly I felt a huge burn on my butt cheek. Did he just slap my ass?

"Ow! You little shit! You did not just do that!" I yelled at him trying to free myself from his grasp. All I wanted to do now was search for something to protect myself with.

'You better search for your dignity too while you're at it.' Oh shut up, I didn't do anything wrong or dirty. 'Yet...'

"Feel free to slap me too if you want." He laughed while giving my other butt cheek a squeeze.That was basically sexual assault.

"Oh I will." I said as I raised my hand and aimed my slap at his cheek, but he caught it with his free hand and squeezed my smaller one.

"Nice try, Angel." He said with a low almost scary voice.

The bigger problem is that his hands were so big, they were big and warm.

'Ooooh! Everything in him is big then!' Oh you dirty dirty Lou! I scolded myself at these thoughts I was having.

"Stop touching me, you really can't keep your hands to yourself can you?"

"It's difficult when you're not wearing anything and looking sexy. And the worst part is, you're not even putting an effort in it." What was he talking about? Me, sexy? I was the complete opposite of sexy!

My cheeks turned a deep red color and I just hope he wouldn't notice. He laughed at my quietness and began walking.

I blushed even harder when I sensed his hand on my thigh. His soft touch sent sparks and tingles through my body.

He took me outside the room and into another one, which I'm guessing was his room. His room was really big. It was also plain white and grey, the sheets on the bed were a darker shade of grey from the walls, his furniture was a dark colored wood. He had a little balcony in which a thick branch of a tree from outside didn't find any difficulty in reaching it. My escape! I thought to myself. The room also had a huge TV and a walk-in closet that was as big as the room! There was even a little sitting area with a table, a couch and some chairs.

I looked around me before being placed gently on the bed, Ryan locked the door of his bedroom and went inside his closet.

'Oh shoot! What is he planning on doing to me?' Suddenly all the thoughts of the red room in fifty shades of grey came flooding through my mind, he was probably searching for the tools to torture me.

'Well...We couldn't say it was torture since Anastasia liked it, a lot...' But I wasn't ready to try anything like that.

Those thoughts were surprisingly turning me on, I needed to stop or I would squirm in my underwear!

One thing's for sure though, I know he's not gonna hurt me because if he wanted me dead I'd already be dead! Besides, I always had the feeling that he would never hurt me so let's hope for the best.

"Can you fucking stop being turned on for a second? It's already difficult for me to hide my erection whenever you're around." He said from the closet. OH GOD HE CAN SMELL ME ?

At his words my nipples became hard, and I rushed to the bathroom to hide myself.

"Lorraine I warned you." He growled lowly, but I slammed the bathroom door before he could get out of the closet.

"Fuck." I heard him mumble.

After a moment to calm myself down, I walked out and found him facing the bathroom door, he looked at me like I would look at a desert and gave me a white shirt, which was over-sized on me, and some black shorts. I am not gonna lie, the shorts were actually too big.

I turned around, my back now facing him and wore the shirt which arrived mid thigh and put on the shorts, and yes they were going below my knees and at any moment they might fall off. To be honest the shirt was enough since it was like a dress on me, but I wasn't risking anything seeing that I'm going to sleep with that jerk standing behind me obviously checking my ass out.

Before I could turn around I felt two hands wrapped around my waist, he buried his face in my neck and just...smelled me. It was really relaxing, he was so damn warm! I was so comfortable between his arms when I suddenly pushed him away.

"You keep your hands to yourself buddy." I said pointing at him. I really regretted pushing him away from me because I immediately felt cold and missed his warm amazing touch.

"What if I don't want to?" He said smirking and gave me a wink.

"Oh hell no! You are not going to rape me when I'm sleeping!" I said making my way to the door when he instantly wrapped his muscular arms around my waist and pulled me closer to his bare chest.

"Who said anything about rape? Why do you think I'm going to hurt you Angel, I would never hurt you!" He said softly and with worry in his voice while caressing my damp hair. Believe me, another part of me was already wet by now.

"Ugh, not again." He whispered when I suddenly felt a huge budge on my lower back. I didn't want to imagine what it was, but I already knew...And it didn't even help at all. He huffed and got his thing away from me.

"I care about you too much to hurt you, and I respect you too much to have sex with you without your free will...I would never do anything to you without your consent." He whispered softly in my ear which sent shivers down my spine.

He was so warm and hot it was humanly impossible!

"It's not like I'd accept doing anything with you anyways." I said coldly towards his chest.

'Way to go in ruining the wonderful moment Lou!' Oh shut up! It's not like we had a moment in the first place, and besides, I don't like him...

"Believe me, you'll give in and stop resisting your feelings Sunshine."

"Not in your dreams."

"Actually I do dream that and it's gonna happen!"

"Yeah right. Do you also dream of having sex with me?" Stop provoking him and making it worse Lou!

"You're too innocent to know what goes on in my dreams Sweetheart." I wish I never asked.

With that said he lifted me up and layed me in bed, he spooned me making my back touch his chest. He wrapped his arm around my waist making it lay between my two breasts, there was a huge gap there believe me. And he started playing with my still damp hair. Ryan buried his face in the crook of my neck and started smelling it slowly.

"Why do you do that?" I asked curiously.

"Why do I do what?" He mumbled which made his breath touch my neck resulting in me getting goosebumps.

"Why do you always smell me?"

"Your smell is absolutely delicious, it relaxes me everytime I bury my face in your neck, and besides, it's right where I'm going to mark you one day." He said softly.

WHAT? MARK ME? NOT ON MY WATCH! I DID NOT AGREE TO THAT AT ALL! ACTUALLY I DID NOT AGREE TO ANY OF THAT SHIT...

"What do you mean mark me?" I asked astonished. So all the stories I read at 3 am on wattpad were real? I knew what he meant by mark me and boy, was I scared? I was petrified. But what mostly is worrying me is that, the girl always falls for her 'mate', will this happen to me?

'Oh but Lou I think it already had!' My second voice said in a sing-song tone. Great, she had to come in the wrong moments to tease me.

But what if she was right?

"Don't worry about it, now sleep." He said calmly and I could sense he was really relaxed whenever he smelled me, he was drifting off to sleep and so was I. With this very comfortable position, I fell asleep in his muscular arms.