Chapter 30: Chapter 30: Not a competition!

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Lou's POV:

I came back to the beach with Maya right behind me. This time, I was wearing something nice, finally! Maya gave me her wrap up turquoise bikini, the good thing is, it was really pretty and the bottom part covered my bum nicely.

As I stepped on the sand of the beautiful beach, ready to finally swim, I was stopped by Ryan.

"What the fuck are you wearing?" He asked furiously, looking my body up and down. Even if he was furious, I could clearly see that his eyes held lust in them!

"A swimsuit." I replied reluctantly while Maya snickered behind me.

"It's one of yours isn't it?" Ryan spat at Maya which made her stop her giggles and nod in submission.

"Change, now." He ordered me but hell if I will! In fact, I stood in my grounds and looked at him with a challenging glare while crossing my arms over my chest, which involuntarily made my breasts pop a little.

'Bad move.'

"Make me." I said sternly looking directly in his eyes full of rage.

"Oh believe me I can make you, even if I'm the one who's going to change you with my own hands." He rumbled dangerously which made me shut up. I didn't see that coming...

'Well that's straight forward don't you think? At least take us on a date first you big asshole!'

"She threw the swimsuit you bought for her." Maya interrupted our staring as she felt the tension between us.

"She what?" He asked unable to believe what she clearly said.

"She threw-"

"I heard what you said! How could you throw it? It's the only thing protecting your body from these perverts!" He groaned while looking back at me.

"These perverts are your pack mates. Last time I checked they did nothing but show me respect!" I said while putting my hands on my hips in a stubborn way.

"Yeah? Well what about the others? They wouldn't mind staring at a goddess, now would they?" He growled as his stare got more intense.

His response truly shut me up. I didn't know how to answer, not because I was speechless of his compliment, but because I was shocked of how blind the mate bond was making him.

"Yo guys! We're gonna play some volley ball, wanna join?" Simon said as he came closer with a huge cheerful smile on his face.

'Rescued by stupid Simon huh?' Hey! He's not stupid. He's just oblivious. 'Oh admit it, he is!' A little, but aren't we all?

"Yeah sure." I told him before anyone else could answer. Simon looked at me but as soon as he realized I changed into Maya's bikini, his smile faded away and he kept staring at me. What was wrong?

"Wow..."He mumbled which caused Maya to explode in laughter and Ryan to smack the back of his head.

"Oh my god! You just can't contain yourself, can you?" I asked as I approached Simon ready to kneel down on the floor to examine his head, but Ryan lifted me up by the waist and held me in the air not letting me come closer to him.

"HE FUCKING CHECKED YOU OUT THAT'S WHAT HE DID!" He yelled as I froze in his arms.

"I fucking meant to say that Lorraine looked just like her but whatever!" Simon said, his attitude on the verge of taking over. Maya suddenly stopped laughing and me and Ryan looked puzzled. I looked just like who exactly?

"THEO, BRING ME SOME FUCKING CLOTHES!" He suddenly ordered as Theo nodded and brought me a skirt and a sleeveless shirt. Ryan didn't think twice and dressed me himself, not even hesitating a bit.

And here I was, all covered up again.

'It's also funny seeing Theo take all that crap from Ryan. Theo is Ryan's little bitch.' It's absolutely no time for jokes!

"Now we can play!" Ryan announced while shooting Simon a death glare as he got up on his feet. I was furious.

"Alright I'm captain, who's gonna be the other one?" Ryan asked with a grin as all of the werewolves who formed a circle around him took a step back, including Theo, Maya and Simon.

"I'm up." I said proudly with a smirk on my face.

"Fuck no!" He retorted to which I rolled my eyes.

"Believe me you don't wanna do this Lou." Simon whispered in my ear, but judging from everyone who nodded, they all heard him.

"Well I just did, and you're gonna help me." I told him back.

"I- what?" He asked shocked as his eyes widened in fear.

"It's okay," I said a little confidently, "I like a little competition."

"It's not a competition if I always win, sweetheart." Ryan said which shattered all my hopes and made me swallow a big quantity of saliva in my mouth. Still I refused to show him I was scared.

"We'll see about that, sweetheart." I imitated his tone when I said the word sweetheart which made me earn a glare from him.

I don't know what I'm getting myself into, but I sure hope it won't please Ryan. He definitely needs to be taught a lesson.

My team consisted of Maya, Simon, Tyler and Louis, while Ryan's team consisted of Theo, John, Matt and Katherine, who by the way, are a new couple and wanted to join us.

As soon as the game started, Ryan was not even playing fair! His shots were very strong and they were hurting some of my teammates, let alone hurting me!

He suddenly shot the ball so hard that it smashed Tyler's face which caused his nose to make a cracking sound and bleed.

"RUBBER DUCKY RUBBER DUCKY! One rubber ducky down! Abort mission, I repeat Abort mission!" Simon started screaming in panic as he ran in circles around the spot he was standing seconds ago, his arms were raised in the air in fear.

"Stop fucking screaming and help us you fucking idiot!" Maya shouted at him but it was to no avail. He was still screaming and running around like an idiot!

"Yeah Simon. What's with the rubber ducky thing anyway?" I asked him while rushing to kneel down in front of Tyler's body and help him just as Maya was doing.

"What? Please! Rubber ducky is life you uncultured swine!" He responded but as soon as he finished, he continued running around.

"Fucking help us Simon!" Maya roared which probably put some sense into him as he came closer and started helping  Tyler.

"Don't worry Luna, I'm okay thanks to my quick healing, I'm gonna be able to play again in no time!" Tyler managed to say through his bloody face.

"What the fuck are you saying? I'm pretty sure I heard a nose being broken, go to your room and rest Tyler!" Maya said and helped him stand up so he can sit on a chair and rest as Simon went to bring some ice.

I suddenly got up, furious of what just happened and went straight to a grinning Ryan. What's gotten into him?

"I can't believe what you just did! You couldn't have thrown the ball less harder? Are you trying to kill us?" I asked desperate to know what he was actually thinking.

"I don't have to." He answered mysteriously.

"Unbelievable! You're just...unbelievable!" I said as I threw my arms in the air in a desperate way, "I'm a little hot, aren't you?" I said rather harshly through gritted teeth and took off my clothes. I stood there proud that I was only wearing Maya's bikini, while Ryan was fuming and growling.

I ran back to where Tyler was and helped my friends.

Oh game on Ryan.

***

It didn't take you too much to know who won and who lost. We were drowning in our own misery while Ryan and his team were celebrating their victory. I must admit, we weren't good enough to play against them.

I went towards my bag to take out my bottle of water, I rummaged through my stuff but didn't find it. That's when I remembered I gave it to Tyler because he needed some water. I was about to go inside the hotel and buy a new bottle of water when Ryan stepped in front of me and threw a big shirt over my head so I was now wearing it.

"What the h-" I almost said but he shoved his bottle in my face.

"Here take it." He said sincerely as I took it and opened it. I took the first gulp and let satisfaction roam over my body. I was thirsty as heck I didn't even notice I drank half of it!

"Indirect kiss!" John shouted as he started laughing while Ryan shot him a threatening glare.

What does he me-

I suddenly spat all the water that was in my mouth as realization hit me. It was indeed Ryan's bottle, which means he actually used it before me.

EWWW! My mouth must be filled with bacteria and bad germs by now! I need to sanitize it immediately!

'Mmmmhhhhmmmm...' My conscience smirked.

Ryan looked at me, his eyes filled with hurt. What the hell did I do? He's the one who's supposed to feel guilty for giving me his used bottle, not me.

'Why do you feel guilty then?' What? I don't know...'I do.' Oh please, do enlighten me! 'Lou, darling! It's for me to know, and for you to find out.'

***

We stayed at the beach all day, swimming and tanning ourselves. The best part is that I managed to tan myself and take off the big shirt Ryan made me wear earlier, without him noticing.

The bad part is, I slept under the sun for God knows how long and now. Well now my back is burned and it's painful as hell.

We were now heading to our rooms, as soon as Ryan opened our bedroom door I went to the bathroom and showered. When I finished it was his turn to shower.

I took advantage of his absence to lift the back of my shirt and apply some lotion on my burned back. Well at least I tried...

I was trying to apply the cold lotion while suffering at the same time when suddenly the bathroom door opened, revealing a half naked Ryan. He had a towel wrapped around his waist while his abs were displayed in front of me as droplets of water from his wet hair fell on his strong newly tanned chest.

I have to admit, at this point I was drooling, and also...wet.

My shirt was still lifted exposing my stomach and back, which made it very easy to notice how burned it was.

"What the fuck happened to your back?" He asked as he rushed to my side and held the shirt up even more but I clutched it from the front so my breasts won't show.

"Lorraine! What happened?" He asked, his voice so broken and his eyes roaming over my red back.

"I-I got sunburned..." I admitted ashamed.

"Ho-...Did you fucking take the shirt off?" He asked hoping for me to say no, but I didn't say anything and looked at the sheets of the bed which we were now sitting on.

I couldn't dare look at him for many reasons. One, I was ashamed of myself, two, he only had a towel on his waist and I'm pretty sure if he's sitting leg crossed on the bed right behind me, I might see something scary.

'Scary huh? Are you insinuating it scary because it's length scares you? Because it sure as fuck scares the shit outta me!' Ugh you nasty little...I can't believe you said that! Now I won't be able to erase all these thoughts you put in my head! 'Girl that's all you, not me.'

"That's the second reason I made you wear a shirt, to not get a sunburn. What were you thinking?" He accused as he snatched the lotion from my hands.

"Here, let me do this." He said as he started applying the cold liquid on my back. His big hands were spreading the lotion very slowly and his breath was fanning over my neck which made it very difficult for me to not get turned on, but I eventually did.

And boy did he sense it!

He growled lowly as his face came closer by every second to my neck. I was at peace and utterly comforted by the miracle his hands could do!

'Those are not the only miracles they can do!'

I wasn't myself in the moment. I was kind of attracted to him, like magnets. And I layed my back further until his lips touched the skin of my neck sending sparks to my body.

My grip on my shirt was long gone, and his hands were now roaming freely under the shirt. He moved his hands like a professional on my stomach and hesitated to raise them up into my chest area. He eventually placed his hand between my breasts, not touching them, and started rubbing his thumb in a circular movement on my collarbone.

His lips were leaving open mouthed kisses on my neck which set me on fire. They moved to my jawline and then to my right cheek until they touched the corner of my mouth. Taking no more time I moved my face and our lips connected immediately...

We kissed, and it was passionate, very sweet and kind at the beginning but it eventually turned to more as we both couldn't stop.

What is he doing to me?

He moved so he was on top of me and his towel was long gone. He was fully naked, ON TOP OF ME!

If I don't stop this now I might do something I'll regret!

"No! Oh my god! I can't believe you did this!" I said as I pushed him away from me after I regained all my senses. But yet here I was, accusing him for something he didn't do.

"What? What did I do?" He asked with a confused expression on his face while I threw the towel on his lap to hide...something.

"You took advantage of me!" I snapped at him with a hurt expression on my face.

"What? You kissed me! And I thought you wanted this." He said as his expression showed he was hurt too.

"I would never take advantage of y-you!" His voice cracked a little at the end as tears threatened to fall but he blinked them away as fast as he could. I guess he imagined how awful it would be if someone took advantage of me.

"I would never Lorraine!" He said as he approached me to hug me but I stepped back.

His features were showing he was now broken, not hurt but broken...And it's all because of me.

"I'm sorry, I can't be around you, not tonight at least." I mumbled as I stood up and took the pillow from the bed and headed to the couch placed at the corner of the room.

"Of course not! You're sleeping with me!" He said as he got up and wrapped the towel around his waist properly.

"No Ryan please. Just for tonight." I insisted while we stared at each other for a moment before he sighed.

"Then I'm sleeping on the couch. Take the bed and get as much sleep as you can, I can't tolerate to see you tired...or sad." He mumbled the last part before taking the pillow that was in my hand and searching in his bag for a pair of boxers.

"And by the way, whatever I did to hurt you, I'm sorry..." He said as he wore the boxers from under the towel and went to the couch.

I should be the one who's supposed to say sorry, not him. I was the one at fault because I led him on when I certainly knew how horny he was and how much he tried to not show it because he respected me! He never took advantage of me because he never touched me, in the censored areas at least! But when he had the opportunity to do so because he thought I accepted him, he could have but he never did.

"I respect you too much to force you without your free will." His words repeated in my head like a hurricane. He is a gentleman after all, and he would never touch me until I tell him that I accept him.

'I'm pretty sure he's waiting impatiently to hear those words coming from your mouth, which by now is making me wonder, why haven't you told him yet?' Tell him what? 'God! You're so oblivious to your own feelings.'

I headed towards the bed and covered myself with the sheets before throwing a glance at him. There he was, laying down on the couch staring back at me.

"I'm not going anywhere." He whispered before closing his eyes, one of the most beautiful but heartbroken smile was plastered on his gorgeous face. Him, Ryan, never ceased to make my heart melt.

I turned around and closed my eyes, but I was unable to fall asleep. The only question that I don't know the answer to was replaying itself in my head, over and over again.

I obviously like him but, were my feelings towards him real or they were the result of the mate bond?

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Hello my beautiful readers! How are you all doing today?

School has started three days ago and I'm not happy at all! Like Lou and her team, I'm also drowning in my misery!

I have to finish the story before my exams start, which will be impossible! And I also have to finish The Vampire Diaries Which is more than impossible seeing as I'm still in season four. If you haven't watched it I highly recommend you to do so because it's the best series I've ever watched and I'm in love with it!

I'm team Damon by the way ;) I mean how can you not be? He's been carved by God himself! That smirk of his never failed to make me melt!

Which team are you if you're watching the series?

Tell me what you think of this chapter because there's plenty more humor to come, but with humor comes drama and problems right? ;p

Anyway, see you in the next chapter my adorable readers.

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-Your fabulous author. XOXO