A Puppyâs Sense of Distance (2)
âTakane-san, letâs go. Iâll go a little faster, okay?â
ââ¦Yes, Senda-kun.â
âAh, Takane-san, sheâs going!â
âIf sheâs in a hurry, letâs just stop. Maybe she already decided on a club.â
âAh⦠a once in a fifty year gem is gone just like thatâ¦â
I shook off the voice chasing from behind and stepped out of the hallway. We were in the schoolâs second building facing the library.
We were at the entrance of the room for the reading club â When I said âvisitâ, I pretty much already knew what I was signing up for since I had already checked out the club activities in the admission bookmarks.
âYesterday⦠I came here to clean, but today, Iâll be observing the club. The reading club is a modest club, and I think it suits me.â
âItâs hard for me to find time to read books if I donât make a conscious effort to do so. I think it would be worthwhile to join the reading club.â
Was there even a better comment than what Takane-san just said that affirmed the activity of a reading club?
ââ¦Since theyâre in the middle of club activities, letâs go in quietly.â
Takane-san made a gesture of putting her index finger on her lips. I smiled and nodded, opening the library door, and we went inside.
âSo, since the light music club is also taking the same space as the music club, weâll be having our meetings in the library.â
âI see, then maybe we can do some things together again, just like in middle school. Letâs do something together for the school festival!â
âYui-chan is the same as ever, always thinking about the school festival.â
âEhehe, itâs embarrassing.â
âNo, Iâm complimenting you, but I think itâs too early to rejoice.â
Takane-san and I looked at each other as we heard the voice. Thinking it wasnât possible, I went around the bookshelf near the entrance and found that Nakano-san was at the table by the window.
At the far end of the room, there was Asatani-san. I knew it was her by just hearing the voice, but when I really saw her, I was stunned.
âWell, Iâd better get going.â
âAh⦠Ki-Kiri-chan, why not stay a little longer?â
âI canât, Iâm a little pressed for time. Sorry.â
Asatani-san gently refused Nakano-sanâs request to stay, smiled at us, and left the library.
âItâs a pity. Itâs been a long time since weâve had a chance to talk together.â
âNakano-san⦠and Asatani-san⦠being in the library, that meansâ¦â
âKiri-chan joined the light music club. She said sheâd appreciate it if she could use the library for meetings. Ah, Iâll make sure our meetings donât overlap when weâre doing book club activities, so donât worry.â
âNakano-san, did you join the reading club? And the other club members areâ¦?â
âWe donât have club activities today, theyâll be held once a week. The form to join the club should be sent to the clubâs advisor, Kobayashi-sensei, who is also the librarian here. Nagisen-Senda-kun, are you joining the reading club?â
âYeah, Iâm planning on joiningâ¦â
âI see, I see. I kind of guessed but I was right after all. Once you join the reading club, itâs addictive, right?â
âNo, thatâs not the case⦠is it?â
âAhaha, which one is it? For me, Iâve already found that my soul is attached to this promised land.â
Nakano-sanâs attitude was completely different depending on the person sheâs talking to â She was a little bit of a chuunibyou when it came to me. She seemed to think that I was the type of person who enjoyed that kind of thing. Although I couldnât deny that, I was a little embarrassed in front of Takane-san.
ââ¦Ah, Ta-Takane-san. What are you doing in such a remote placeâ¦?â
âN-No, itâs on the same school groundsâ¦â
âWhat a sincere tsukkomi⦠If itâs Takane-san, I wouldnât complain even if I were to be argued out in court.â
âAh⦠I came here to observe the club. If no members are here, I can put it on hold.â
âNagise-Senda-kun, you still go to the gym, right? Then the reading club is just right for you, you have to join. If you move your body any more, youâll break, okay?â
Nakano-san had sent me a message earlier asking about which club I would join, but I hadnât said anything.
However, when I finally showed up, Nakano-san didnât seem to be pleased. She had always been a bit aloof, and I could never seem to grasp her.
âDo you go to the gym, Senda-kun?â
âYes, yes, he can move his body well actually. He and his sister have been going to the gym since they were kids to strengthen their bodies and minds.â
âThatâs an exaggerationâ¦â
âTo strengthen the body and mind⦠Although it doesnât compare to Senda-kun, I used to learn a little martial arts myself. Itâs embarrassing to admitâ¦â
âEh, Takane-san⦠What happened with Nagisen?â
âAh, no, no⦠When I was in trouble, Senda-kun helped me.â
Nakano-san looked at me, but I didnât know what to say either â Takane-san was just telling the truth, but I couldnât help but feel embarrassed when she said it like that.
âNagisen, youâre acting so cool again⦠So, have you guys decided to join the club or not?â
âEh?â
I couldnât help but make a voice. I looked back at Takane-san who was one step behind me â She smiled and then nodded.
I knew that Takane-san was having a hard time with her lessons and that she was drawing a lot of attention from various places at school. Knowing this situation, I just assumed that if she were to join the club, there would be some special reason for it.
âIâm also joining the reading club.â
âRe-Reallyâ¦? Takane-san in the reading club, that means weâre gonna be in the same club? Can that even happen?â
For a moment, I couldnât say anything to Nakano-san, because half of me felt the same way she did.
ââ¦Senda-kun, Is it okay if I join you?â
ââ¦Ye-Yeah, of course itâs okay.â
âThank you very much. Letâs go register for the club on the way home⦠Ah, excuse me.â
Takane-san noticed something and walked out of the library â There was a vibrating sound, so it seemed that she had received a phone call.
Seeing that I was left behind, Nakano-san crossed her arms â Her chest was on her arms. I thought I heard her say before that it was a habit because standing all the time makes it heavy. I wasnât trying to hear it, but I did.
ââ¦Nagisen does it when he has to, doesnât he⦠I knew it.â
âI knew itâ¦? I wonder if my image is not biased.â
âIâm complimenting you, of course. But I heard that Takane-san was the student council president at her middle school and the ace of the tennis club. I wonder if itâs really okay for her to be in the reading clubâ¦â
ââ¦I think itâs okay. Itâs up to her to choose which club she wants to join.â
ââ¦Ahâ¦â
After noticing what I just said, I had a feeling of déjà vu.
âYeah, I guess thatâs right. Sheâs free to choose whichever club she wants to join. Even though Takane-san and I are in different parts of life, we can deepen our friendship through club activities.â
âYou really admire Takane-san, donât youâ¦?â
âIâve always admired people who have something that I donât. Even Kiri-chan â Ah, thatâs right! Nagisen, do you have a minute?â
Nakano-san took something out of the breast pocket of her uniform and showed it to me. It seemed to be a ticket of some kind.
âParticipation ticket for the public radio recording by Noarin. I got some to give out to my friends, but I donât know if I can go. Nagisen, youâll go if I give you one, right?â
Public recording on the radio by Kiritani Noa. As Asatani-san said during the lunch break, it would be held on an upcoming holiday.
The time to apply was over during spring break. I had applied online, but I didnât get the ticket.
âIf you can make it, Iâll give this to you.â
Forcibly, Nakano-san slipped the ticket into my pocket. Even if I had the ticket, I couldnât go. Before I could take it out, Takane-san came back. I guessed Nakano-san noticed that because she quickly pulled herself away from me.
âIâm sorry to have kept you waiting. Is everything all right, you two?â
âI was just talking with Nagisen about how I wanted to be friends with Takane-san from here on out. Ah, Iâm going to go back to calling him by his nickname, since thatâs what Iâm most used to.â
âYes⦠You donât have to be so nervous, please relax.â
When Takane-san soothed her, Nakano-san seemed to be deeply moved. I wondered if her admiration for Takane-san was growing even more â Even my heart wwas moved whenever I was with Takane-san and saw a new side of her.
Thatâs why I had to return this ticket to Nakano-san. I couldnât go see Asatani-sanâs radio show â I shouldnât.
âWell then⦠You two, the form to join the club is in the staff room. Fill it and you can give it to the advisor. Takane-san, please take care of Nagisen for me.â
âWhat are you going to do, Nakano-san?â
âIâve still got some things to do here. Nagisen, let me know if you find any more interesting books. Iâll tell you about the interesting books in the library.â
Perhaps Nakano-san sensed that I was trying to return the ticket, as she didnât let me talk about it.
Originally, I was a fan of Asatani-san â âKiritani Noaâ. Thatâs one of the reasons why I started talking to Nakano-san. She was also a fan of Asatani-san as an entertainer.
Nakano-san hadnât heard about me from Asatani-san. Even if I got close to Takane-san, and even if she came to observe the club with me, I believed that this was still compatible with being a fan of âKiritani Noaâ.
âMaybe itâs possible. Since Asatani-san said she would support me and Takane-san, supporting Asatani-san as an entertainer would be like giving something back.
As I walked along with various thoughts, I came to a corridor. The sun was already beginning to set, and the setting sun was a little dazzling to see.
ââ¦Nagito-san, are you angry that I kept it a secret until we got to the libraryâ¦?â
âThatâs not the case. I was surprised, but being in the same club isâ¦â
Both I and Takane-san stopped. Takane-san was waiting â I couldnât say I was embarrassed anymore.
ââ¦Iâm so glad. I just wonder if itâs really okay.â
ââ¦Is-Is that soâ¦?â
âYeah. Takane-san is a great person, and I thought I havenât worked hard enough to be with youâ¦â
ââ¦No, thatâs me.â
Takane-san took my hand â She was probably nervous and her hand was cold.
âIâm always thinking about how we can be together, even when it comes to club activities⦠I also decided to be part of the library committee in case we canât be in the same club together.â
I thought that the reason why Takane-san, who was not a member of the class committee, chose to be a member of the library committee was because she felt a sense of responsibility to hold some kind of position.
âBut she just wanted to be with me, even though the contact between the library committee and the reading club may be very little in reality.
ââ¦I-Iâm sorry. I said that one-sidedly. Thatâs heavy⦠isnât it?â
ââ¦Takane-san has done so much, so itâs my turn to do my best. But, itâs frustrating since I canât think of anything I can do at the momentâ¦â
If there was anything I could do right now, it was to warm her hand, which was pleasantly cold.
ââ¦Nagito-san has a high body temperature. Itâs warm.â
âTakane-san, I wonder if youâre the type of person who has cold hands but warm hearts.â
âIs-Is that soâ¦? Iâm always showing my childish side to Nagito-sanâ¦â
If that was only in front of me, Takane-san could show me as much as she wanted.
Another student came to the corridor, and we immediately let go. We started walking as if nothing had happened. And again, Takane-san grabbed me by the hem of my uniform.
I was still embarrassed to walk next to her, but eventually I would. With that thought in mind, the two of us went down the stairs at dusk.
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