Left Hanging
For third period PE we had track and field exercise. We ran around the perimeter of the school building in the hot weather.
After changing in the boyâs locker room, students entered the school building through the elevator entrance.
At that moment, I saw a group of girls coming from the gymnasium.
I heard that today their gymnastics was indoors. I wondered how their class went. Girls-only classes were like a holy ground for boys.
(No! I donât have the time to think about that, but⦠Isnât right now a good time?)
We hadnât been able to talk properly since this morning, and since Takane-san didnât look at her phone between classes, I havenât had the chance to talk to her unless in person. However, thereâs also the possible case that Takane-san leaves the group and comes hereâ
Just when I thought it was ridiculous, Takane-san, who had noticed my presence, walked towards me.
She was naturally separated from the flow of people going from the hallway to the cafeteria, so she didnât stand out. I raised my hand towards Takane-san, thinking that now we can talk naturally.
âAh, itâs Nagisen after all. Have you just finished physical education? We just finished ours too.â
âNa-Nakano. We just finished tooâ¦â
âTakane-san, whatâs wrong?â
ââ¦Yes, Iâm coming.â
She was approached by a girl in the same class, probably still standing out when she came over here. It was a chance for us to talk, but under the circumstances, it was not an option.
âBoth Nozomi-chan and Kiri-chan were really amazing. We planned to make a creative dance next time. They were the leader of the group and pulled everyone along.â
âIs that soâ¦? What about Nakano-san?â
âWeâre doing it at Nozomi-chanâs place. Ah⦠Sorry! Just now, Nozomi-chan and Nagisen wereâ¦â
âN-No. Itâs okay.â
âIâm sorry, I couldnât read the air⦠I got it. Next time, Iâll cooperate so that you and Takane-san can be alone together.â (T/N: Itâs back to Takane-san again⦠Damn this author.)
âYou donât need to worry so much.â
In a sense, Nakano-san had blocked Takane-san â but I was not angry, I was honestly grateful.
In order for Takane-san and I to have time alone at school, it would be better if some of the girls knew what was going on. If Nakano-san could be one of them â wasnât that convenient?
At the end of the fourth period, after greeting the teacher and sitting down, Takane-san casually handed me a note.
âPlease wait for me in the cafeteriaâ, it said. We had confirmed with each other that we would bring bentos, and the plan was to have lunch together.
I was a bit nervous because we had barely talked up to this point, but I got up from my seat and left the classroom first. Takadera and Ogishima had said they were going to buy something, so I wished them good luck and sent them off.
When I arrived at the cafeteria, there was a line of students ordering set menus and lunches. With that by my side, I went out to the terrace. Everyone seemed to prefer the indoor seating, but it was only sparsely filled.
(I feel like Iâm being watched for a while now⦠Is it just my imagination?)
After a while, I somehow got that feeling from the hallway again. I had an argument with a senior member of the tennis club, and I wondered if there was a chance that I could get into another problem with him â but, well, thatâs for another time.
I sat down at my usual seat and placed my bento on the table. Then, my vision suddenly darkened.
It was someoneâs shadow. I thought that someone was trying to sit near here, but the person didnât seem to move.
âExcuse me.â
ââ¦What?â
The girl who approached me seemed to be a first-year student, and she seemed to be in a different class. We were not in the same middle school, so it was a complete first meeting.
Her shoulder-length hair is slightly curled with playful tips, giving her a bit of a gyaru look â Her slit eyes were sharp, and she was a different type from Nakano-san, even though they were of the same gal type.
I wondered what this girl, who was clearly a people person, wanted from me. Maybe she had made up her mind to sit here and wanted me to leave?
âIf youâre going to use this seat here, then⦠No, Iâd rather be here if I can.â
âYou were the one who went home with Takane-san from class A, werenât you?â
â!â¦â
I had not considered the possibility of a Takane-sanâs acquaintance knowing at all. And the way she was looking at me was sharp.
We went home together more than once, so I was not sure when she knew. Either way, it meant she saw me and Takane-san going home together.
âMy name is Hina Sakai, and I was in the same junior high school as Takane-san. She was the student council president and I was the vice president.â
âThen I guess that means you and Takane-san are friends.â
âF-Friends isâ¦um⦠I mean, I admire her. Anyway, what about it? You were the one who went home with Takane-san, right?â
I didnât know if I should answer this now â if I could, I would like to discuss it with Takane-san first, but the quickest way to explain why we were going home together was to say that Takane-san was my girlfriend.
But I felt that saying that would somehow shock Sakai-san. She might seem feisty, but when she said she admired Takane-san, I could sense her delicacy.
âI donât know when Sakai-san saw it, but it was probably me with Takane-san.â
âI knew it. â¦Iâm glad I didnât get the wrong guy.â
âWhat do you want from me?â
âThatâsâ¦â
When I asked her, Sakai-san seemed a little lost, as if it was something she was reluctant to say when it came down to it.
âSorry to keep you waiting, Nagito-san⦠Ahâ¦â
Finally, Takane-san came along. When Sakai-san saw Takane-san, she freaked out and looked somewhat uncomfortable.
âU-Um⦠Ta-Takane-sanâ¦â
âItâs been a while. Have you gotten used to class, Sakai-san?â
âYes, um⦠Iâve made friends, Iâve run for class committee, and Iâm getting by.â
âI see. I also became a member of the library committee. I became a member of the reading club as well.â
ââ¦Not a member of the class committee, and in the reading club as well?â
âYes. Because I thought Iâd done my tennis in middle school.â
Takane-san said clearly. Sakai-sanâs profile looked somewhat forlorn.
âTakane-san⦠Do you have any plans to join the student council?â
âI have to do my work as a library committee member, and I also have club activities to attend to.â
âIf youâre in the reading club, there should be plenty of time. Besides, I heard that even if you are a member of the reading club, if you are recommended by the student council, you can come in and out of the student council office to receive training as candidatesâ¦â
Sakai-sanâs voice was full of passion. From seeing the look in her eyes, I could sense what she had come here for.
Sakai-san probably thought that Takane-san would join the student council in high school. It didnât turn out that way, and she came to find out the truth behind that â or so I thought.
I thought itâs kind of sad to imagine that she saw us leaving and didnât talk to us.
âSakai-san, are you going to join the student council?â
âY-Yes. I plan to run for election in my sophomore year, but I hope to start as secretary or treasurer in the second semester of this year. So, you too, Takane-san, canâ¦â
ââ¦Iâm sorry, but Iâm not considering joining the student council at this time.â
âIs..that soâ¦?â
Sakai-san looked at me. Not a reproachful look, but somewhat apologetic â but at the end, I was sure she glared at me a little, and then bailed out to Takane-san and went away.
âIs she Takane-sanâs friend from junior high school?â
âUm⦠We were in the student council together, but we never hung out or anything like that.â
âIs that so? I had an image of her as someone who wouldnât be involved in student council or something. Appearances can be deceiving.â
âIn junior high school, she said she liked the gap between being flashy and serious.â
Thatâs â I guess thatâs something you didnât talk about very often unless you have a casual relationship.
âShe was a bright person and helped me a lot. Even by herself, I think she has the ability to pull everyone along well that she could be student council president.â
âTakane-san, how was it being on the student council with Sakai-san?â
âThatâsâ¦â
Takane-san seemed to be thinking about it a bit. If Takane-san had decided to do something different in high school than what she did in middle school, and I thought thatâs a good thing.
Still, when I saw Takane-san and Sakai-san talking, I thought that Takane-san would never decide not to join the student council â even though it was her choice that should have the highest priority.
ââ¦I, with Nagito-san as much as possibleâ¦â (T/N: Demnit, proving herself again why sheâs the best girl in the series, AFTER RURU-NEE!!!!)
âAh, thereâs Takane-san. Kiri-chan, Takane-san is there!â
âââ¦!?ââ
Takane-san looked at me with a âwhat should I doâ look. I wondered if it was âwhat shall I doâ because itâs Takane-san. In any case, I felt that it would be bad if it became widely known that we were dating at the moment. (T/N: Since Takane is prim and proper.)
Before Yamaguchi-san, who called out to Takane-san, came over here, Takane-san greeted her. It was before Yamaguchi-san could see me.
âTakane=san, were you with anyone?â
ââ¦N-No, I was alone.â
âI see. Thatâs good. Iâve got Kiri-chan and the others over there, why donât you come? Nakano-san is there, too.â
âYes, Iâm sorry to bother you.â
Takane-san glanced back at me when she saw Yamaguchi-san starting to walk away â she had her puppy-dog eyes that made my heart flutter when she looked at me like that.
Still, it was inevitable that this would happen, so Takane-san gave a small nod and joined Asatani-san and her group.
(Takane-san was really like a puppy⦠Now, Iâm left hanging again.)
I was the kind of person who wanted to have spare time during lunch break, so I was going to indulge myself and start eating my lunch as it was. Then, the image of Ruru-nee when we were making lunch together in the morning flashed through my mind.
âOnee-chan made egg rolls with all her energy, so please share it with Nozo-chan. Why donât you ask her to âahhnâ you too?â
She was a sister who had a lot to say, but that kind of lover-like time was an opportunity for another time.
Ruru-neeâs egg rolls had cheese in them today, a taste I fondly remember. After school was the time to be with Takane-san â I thought as I chewed on my white rice.
At the same time, however, the unthinkable thought that what happened twice might happen three times also came to mind, and I couldnât help but shake my head.
I knew this might seem questionable and I knew I shouldnât be thinking this â but I didnât have enough of Takane-san. I didnât think I couldnât talk this much even though I was sitting next to her.
I wasnât brave enough to let it naturally permeate in the class that we were dating â and as I was agonizing over it, I got a message.
[Iâm sorry, Nagi-kun, but when Yamaguchi-san suggested inviting Takane-san, I couldnât say no.]
[Nagisen, I tried to turn the tide somehow, but I shouldnât tell them that you two were alone in the cafeteria, should I?]
They both apologized to me â I guess they both knew that I was meeting up with Takane-san. That made me feel embarrassed.
I replied to both of them that they didnât need to worry about it. Since both Asatani-san and Nakano-san were keeping the secret, there was no choice but to call it force majeure.
I was not sure if itâs necessary to go to such lengths to hide it, but itâs just that I was embarrassed about it. But since we were still in the beginning of our relationship, I would like to think that this would change as we get used to each other.