Thursday, homeroom time after class. As the teacher had said beforehand, the orientation for next week was explained.
âThe schedule is for three days and two nights. On the first day we will walk around the area and do a campfire. On the second day, we will go orienteering as a group, and you will go to a desired historical site.â
Yamaguchi-san got a list of the group members from the teacher and wrote it on the blackboard. Takane-san and I were in different groups â Nakano-san and Watanabe-san were in Takane-sanâs group, and Takadera and Ogishima were the boys in that group.
I wondered which group I would be in â as I casually looked at the blackboard, I noticed something.
My name and Asatani-sanâs name were not on the list. Yamaguchi-san started writing the names for the last group â and then, our names were listed.
Kiri Asatani, Nagito Senda. These names were included together in a group of two boys and three girls.
âSince there are more girls in our class, Senda-kun and Sato-kun, Iâm sorry, but is it okay with you two being in the group with the least boys and more girls?â
âYes, Iâm fine with it.â
âIâm okay with it too.â
Sato-san, a class committee member, turned to me and made a gesture to fix his glasses. He seemed to be saying hello. I knew he was a dependable guy, as I have seen him in class.
When Asatani-san looked at me, she showed her right hand moving with a crunch, but I didnât know what that meant. All I could tell was that she was, dare I say, cute.
âIt seems Nagito-san is in the same group as Asatani-san.â
âAh, yeah⦠But only during orienteering.â
This was not the time to be making excuses like that â I made up my mind to look at Takane-san, then,
âTakane-san, weâre in the same group. Take care of me.â
âPlease take care of me too, Watanabe-san.â
Watanabe-san, who was sitting in front of me, turned around and was having a friendly conversation with Takane-san. Looking at her profile, Takane-san didnât seem to be bothered by anything.
âThis group will cruise a set course, and when they reach the destination, they will have a short walk around and then take the bus back to the camp. Youâre allowed to take your phones with you, so if you see a nice view you can take a picture, although weâve asked for a photographer so we can get a commemorative photo.â
The homeroom came to an end after the groupâs presentation. The members of the same group started gathering, so I joined Sato-kun and headed for Asatani-sanâs side of the room.
âSenda-kun, Sato-kun, take care of me, okay?â
âYeah, take care of me too. Senda-kun has good physical strength, so Iâm sure weâll be able to get around orienteering quickly.â
âYeah, Iâll take good care of that, but⦠Course-wise, it looks pretty tight.â
âWhen I get tired, Iâll ask Senda-kun to give me a piggyback ride, since heâs very strong.â
âKiri-chan, youâre so bold⦠Then what about me and Ina-chan?â
âHow about if I give Sayu a piggyback ride? Having two class committee members together is like having a strong group, isnât it?â
Yamaguchi-san was called âSayuâ because her first name was âSayukaâ. The fact that Asatani-san and her two friends were in the same group was also a result of the lottery.
Still, I never thought Asatani-san would ask me to give her a piggyback ride â Was that possible with the distance we have as friends?
But next week, it looked like it was going to rain in Hakone.
âWill next weekâs forecast be correct?â
âI heard that the weather in the mountains changes easily. Should I bring a raincoat or something just in case?â
âIf it rains, wonât we have to call it off?â
While the three girls were chatting politely, I looked at the information distributed earlier and confirmed that orienteering will be held no matter if it rains or shines, but may be canceled if the weather gets rough.
âI have to watch the whole class, so I might leave the group if something happens. Senda-kun, will you be okay?â
âI guess weâll just have to make do then and there.â
âThatâs very kind of you to say.â
You never know what the weather will be like until the day of the orienteering event. The forecast may be wrong and the weather may be fine.
On the first day in Hakone, the entire class went to a shrine near the camp and cooked a pot of rice together. Since I had cooked rice in a rice cooker during a forest trip in junior high school, I did not make any major mistakes, and the curry I cooked at the same time was also very good.
During the campfire at night, the starry sky was beautiful. I thought at the time that the weather forecast would be wrong and that tomorrow would be sunny â But it was not.
The morning of the second day was slightly cloudy, and the air was cool, as typical of the highlands. The starting point was a parking lot in the mountains. After being transported by a bus from the camp, we were briefed and then set off one by one for orienteering.
All first-year classes were divided into two groups, each starting at a different point. The first grade classes were divided into two groups: A and C, E, and B, D, and F. The first grade classes were gathered at the starting point. Among the 100 or so students, I could see Sakai-san.
âClass C, group 6 is on its way out, so our class is next. If anything goes wrong, call right away, and stay on the course.â
âSensei, what if it rains on the way?â
âThe forecast says it wonât be too strong, but the weather is too unpredictable⦠If it looks like itâs going to get stronger, you can wait for the weather to calm down in a safe place, or make other decisions accordingly for each group.â
Orienteering courses were open to the public, and there were people who conducted maintenance, so any unforeseen problems could be dealt with without problems.
âNow, itâs time to go. Has everyone done their prep work?â
âIâve heard that stretching before exercises is kind of counterproductive.â
âItâs quite cold. Senda-kun, your winter jacket looks warm.â
âWell, maybe itâll get hotter as we move.â
Inagawa-san picked at the fabric of my winter jacket â I wonder if the fact that Yamaguchi-san and Inagawa-san were friends in the same middle school as Asatani-san had affected the distance between them.
Asatani-san was also looking a little cold â In another group, Takane-san was well prepared for the hike. Even in her gym clothes, she looked dignified.
When our eyes met, Takane-san smiled and waved her hand. Asatani-san noticed and waved back, and Nakano-san, who was with Takane-san, stomped her feet to warm her body.
Takane-san and the other two groups left first. Takadera and Ogishima, who were in the same group, were walking while talking with the other boy, but were warned by the teacher to line up and walk quickly.
âThen itâs time for the last group to get going.â
âYes, see you there, Sensei.â
âSensei will be following you on the same course, so if you stop, Sensei will catch up with you.â
Sato-kun greeted the teacher and took the lead. Yamaguchi-san, Asatani-san, and Inagawa-san followed, and I was the last in line.
âSenda-kun, follow us properly, okay?â
âY-Yeah⦠Of course.â
This level of mountain trail would not be too challenging, but it was best to be on your toes.
After walking for a while, the line broke and the three girls started walking side by side talking. I looked around and wondered what Takane-sanâs group was doing.
About an hour after departure, the group that left first had an accident. Sato-kun and Yamaguchi-san had to stand by for first aid. They had worn ill-fitting shoes and were unable to walk due to shoe sores.
Asatani-san told Inagawa-san, who was concerned about leaving Yamaguchi-san behind, to âstay with Sayu-chanâ â That meant,
âIf we pick up the pace now, will we be able to catch up with Takane-san and the others in front?â
Asatani-san and I were walking alone on a mountain path. Asatani-san seemed to have plenty of energy, but she looked a little cold as the temperature hardly rose.
âI donât think we should change pace, but Iâm worried about the weather.â
âI wonder if itâll start raining.â
âIt feels like itâs getting darker, so Iâm not surprised itâs going to rain anytime soon.â
âAh, I see. Iâm âKiri,â so maybe Iâm a rain woman?â (T/N: The kanji for âKiriâ means Foggy.)
âI donât think so. It was a beautiful sunny day for the radio recording.â
âAh, I see⦠Yes, it was really sunny that day. I was wearing a disguise, so I was hot and heavy. Nagi-kun, you looked so cool in your outfit then.â
Asatani-san became talkative. After that, however, she stopped talking, and we walked along the mountain path in silence for a while.
ââ¦Nagi-kun, that dayâ¦-ryâ
In a very quiet voice, Asatani-san said. It sounded like she was saying âIâm sorry,â and if so, what was it for?
âThat time⦠You meanâ¦â
âJust as I was about to ask that, I heard a zap from the entire surrounding forest.
Heavy rain. I took my rain gear out of my knapsack, but before I could put it on, I was soaked â They say mountain weather changed easily, but I didnât expect it to be as bad as it was.
âItâs raining⦠And itâs raining really hard!â
âThis is bad⦠Letâs take shelter from the rain somewhere and make it through. As I recall, there was a sign earlier that saidâ¦â
âNagi-kun, isnât that where weâre supposed to take a break?â
âAh! Letâs hurry over there. Asatani-san, watch your step!â
We ran together to a roof. The circular roof, which seemed to be a rest area, was not that big, and we could still feel the wind when we were under it â But it was better than continuing on the mountain road.
âIt seemed fine earlier, but it seems weâre in trouble now⦠Ah~â¦â
Asatani-san was not in a bad mood, she said happily â But when she heard a rumbling sound from the sky, her cheerful expression clouded over.
âAsatani-san, may I ask if youâreâ¦â
âI-Iâm fine. Iâm just, you know, Iâm not good with thunder. But arenât we all?â
âThatâs certainlyâ¦not something Iâm good with either.â
ââ¦What should we do? If we wait, will it stopâ¦?â
It was raining so hard it was pounding off the roof, and the mist was so thick you couldnât even see a little further.
I wondered if Takane-san was okay. Looking at the map, there was a place where we could take shelter from the rain, so the group that went ahead of us would probably be in that area.
ââ¦Aachoo!â
At that moment, Asatani-san sneezed. She tried to make it sound as quiet as possible, but when I noticed it, she turned red in the face.
ââ¦Nagi-kun, can I ask you to turn around for a minute?â
âAh, yeahâ¦â
âYou should drain your wet clothes too, Nagi-kun. Otherwise, you will lose your body heat.â
That said, there was only so much we could do here. I took off my winter jacket and wiped my wet gym clothes with a towel â With my back to Asatani-san, of course.
ââ¦Hmmâ¦?â
I could hear Asatani-sanâs breathing so clearly that it almost drowned out the sound of the rain. I could hear it so clearly.
To distract myself, I looked out the rain-slickened roof.
ââ¦I think this towel is a little small. Nagi-kun, you can look over here now.â
âAsatani-san, I have another towel you can use.â
I held out a towel behind my back. Asatani-san seemed a little hesitant, but after a while she accepted it.
âThanks, Nagi-kun⦠This towel smells great.â
Thereâs nothing better than a good smell, though â But the thought of Asatani-san using my towel from my household was unsettling to say the least.
ââ¦Aachoo!â
Asatani-san sneezed again. After all, it must be cold in this low temperature, even if she just used a towel to absorb the water from her wet clothes.
ââ¦S-Sorry, Iâm fine, I wiped up properly.â
âAsatani-san, um⦠You better avoid catching a cold. Here, can you use this?âI took off my top jersey and offered it to Asatani-san.
There was no way she would want to wear such a thing. It was no wonder she would refuse â But Asatani-san mustnât catch a cold.
ââ¦Nagi-kun will catch a cold, wonât he?â
âIâm fine, Iâm pretty warm with just a winter jacket.â
âNo, you need to keep yourself properly warm. Iâm fine, so Nagi-kun, youâ¦â
Asatani-san reached out to return the jersey I had offered her â At that moment, there were several flashes around the area and a delayed sound of thunder.
ââ¦.!!!â
For a moment, I didnât know what had happened.
Asatani-san, startled by the thunder, was holding on to my chest. Or more like she was clinging to me.
Would this have happened if I hadnât tried to lend her my jersey? Well, sheâs afraid of thunderstorms, so she had no choice, but did I really think she had no choice? A thought went through my head that had nowhere else to go.
ââ¦Sorry.â
In a small voice, Asatani-san said. It was just a spur of the moment thing, and it could be because she wasnât afraid of thunder. Before I could ask her that, I noticed that something was wrong with her.
Asatani-san kept her grip on my clothes. Her body was shaking a little and her eyes seemed to be moist as she looked up at my face.
Sheâs not crying. It was the rain. I told myself- But it didnât bring me any comfort I thought I would get.
ââ¦Why are we always in the rain?â
What was Asatani-san talking about? Memories that I thought I had sunken deep surfaced with irrepressible clarity.
The first time we promised to go out together, it was also raining in Shibuya that day.
Asatani-san did not show up at the appointed place. I thought at the time that her sudden inability to come was something she could do nothing about.
Was it this kind of ânothing we could do about itâ that made Asatani-san give up on me? Or was that irrelevant? And she just felt she couldnât go out with me, and thatâs all there was to it?
Now I could ask. I also have a desire to find out what happened that day.
âBut wasnât that a betrayal to Takane-san?
If we were âfriends,â there was no need for me to know. What happened while I thought I was dating Asatani-san had to be forgotten, even if only gradually.
âToday⦠How did Nagi-kun feel about being in the same group with me todayâ¦?â
ââ¦To tell you the truth, I was a little surprised. I didnât know it was even possible.â
âWas it because you didnât want to be in the same group as me?â
âThatâs not true. I donât think that at all.â
Saying this just sounded like an excuse. I couldnât believe that itâs so hard not to feel anything when you were in a group with your âex-girlfriendâ.
Even though we ended up doing nothing that was typical of two people in a relationship. Even if Asatani-san said she was my âex-girlfriendâ, there were not enough events between us to support thatâ
ââ¦Look at me and tell me.â
ââ¦â¦â
I was unable to make eye contact. As if she could see my inner thoughts, Asatani-san said that.
I couldnât come up with any words. All I could do was just look back at Asatani-san who kept looking up at me.
â⦠Kidding. Nagi-kun, you seem to be pushing yourself, so Iâm a little concerned.â
âOf course notâ¦â
It was easy to say âno problemâ. But that lie should not be told to a âfriendâ.
ââ¦Sorry. I might have been pushing myself a bit. Itâs hard to stay in the same group with Asatani-san and remain the same.â
ââ¦Me too. I thought it would be better if Takane-san was with us. But Sayu-chan and Ina-chan are both my important friends.â
âIs there something you want to talk about with Takane-sanâ¦?â
âMhmm, not that.â
Then why? â Before I could say so, Asatani-san lowered her eyes.
She told me to look at her, but she looked away. Was it because she was trying to say something that couldnât be easily said?
âIf Nagi-kun and Takane-san are together, Iâ¦â
âAt that moment, I heard a vibrating sound coming from my knapsack. There was an incoming call on my phone.
ââ¦Itâs okay.â
I moved away from Asatani-san and checked my phone. It was Takane-san who called me.
âYes, hello, this is Senda.â
[Hello, this is Takane. Nagito-san, is the heavy rain okay?]
âYeah, Iâm fine. Is Takane-san okay?â
[Yes, Iâm at a rest stop on the hiking trail. Itâs also a shelter in case of an emergency.]
âGood. What about Nakano-san, Takadera and the others?â
[We got caught in the rain on the way here, so now weâre drinking something hot to keep us warm.]
âTakane-san, donât let your body get cold.â
[â¦Yes. Nagito-san, are you with Asatani-san and the others?â]
âRight now, Asatani-san and I are taking shelter from the rain. On the way, we were separated from the rest of the group members⦠But donât worry, weâll be there when the rain eases offââ
ââOi! Kiri-chan! Senda-kun!â
This voice â It was Inagawa-san, who was supposed to be with Yamaguchi-san and the others. Other voices that sounded like teachers could also be heard.
[Nagito-san, is there something wrong?]
âAh, the teachers are here. Thank you for calling me, Takane-san. I feel much more relieved.â
[Yes⦠Nagito-san, please be careful.]
When I hung up the phone, Asatani-san, who had been looking at me the whole time, smiled. It seemed to me that Asatani-san was affirming that I spoke honestly about the situation.
The rain had eased a bit while we were under the roof. A car was parked at a distance â I guess thatâs how they transported people who had shoe sores.
âThe thunderstorms have subsided a bit, so letâs go a little further down the road to the rest stop and stay there. I hear some of the other kids in the class are there too.â
âYes, thank you.â
Asatani-san did not move immediately, but looked at us. She still looked a little cold â We should move before she caught a cold.
âAsatani-san, letâs go.â
ââ¦Yeah.â
We rode in a car arranged by an orienteering course maintenance contractor and traveled by car off the walking mountain road.
It was a little disappointing that we could not finish the course by the regular route, but the weather condition didnât leave us much choice.
âKiri-chan, your hands are getting really cold. Iâll warm them up for you.â
âThank you, Ina-chan.â
âSenda-kun, Iâm glad you could join us safely. Still, you moved around more than I thought you would.â
âI thought Iâd get an early start on the weather. Iâm glad you found us.â
While talking with Sato-kun, we arrived at the rest area where the other groups were taking shelter. As we got out of the car and entered the building, Takadera and Ogishima ran up to me, and for some reason we ended up high-fiving â Was it an exaggeration to say that we were glad each of us were safe?
Asatani-san raised her hand towards Takane-san and approached her. Takane-san also raised her hand in return, and they seemed to be talking about something together.
âNagisen, how was it with you and Kiri-chan? â¦Joking, I donât mean to tease you, but this is quite serious.â
âWe had to go on our own for some reasons, and we got caught in a rainstorm, but weâre both fine.â
âAh, youâre very calm. Does that mean I have nothing to worry about?â
âItâs not every day in orienteering that you have to worry about something like that.â
âThere was thunder and lightning, didnât you get scared?â
ââ¦â¦â
âAhaha, youâre so flustered. We didnât have that problem, but we got pretty wet on the way here. We were all talking about how we wanted to get in the hot springs as soon as possible.â
After a brief conversation with me, Nakano-san went to Takane-san and Asatani-san.
âSenda, Iâm really glad to see you alive again.â
âBad weather in the mountains can be a bit of a nerve-wracking experience, even when you think youâre going to be okay.â
âWeâre going out for Golden Week and I was thinking what would happen to us if we had lost youâ¦â
âTakadera is the one who said that, not me.â
These two were tough, I thought to myself, while impressed in a strange way. Perhaps my reaction was strange, but Takadera and Ogishima looked doubtful.