Spotty sleep and dark dreams kept Clara on edge. She caught herself stress eating, even slipping out of bed in the middle of the night to devour Ring Dings or MoonPies.
She couldnât seem to stop.
What difference did a few more pounds make if she left this life for the next? A martyr for the cause.
She told herself if called home, sheâd go joyfully, but fear slithered inside her like snakes. Satanâs symbol doing the work to make her doubt and fear.
So what if she ate a pint of Cherry Garcia on her break? She needed the relief.
She couldnât share her fear and doubts with Sam. His love for her, his need to protect her would overwhelm him. Then she would be responsible for turning him away from the mission, away from Godâs will.
If she spent time on her knees weeping and praying to have the burden lifted from her, she was human, just a woman with flaws and weaknesses.
Sheâd seen it herself, countless times, that desperation to live another day, even another hour no matter the pain or debilitating illness.
Some made peace with death, even embraced it. But most, she knew, denied, struggled, and cursed their fate to the last breath.
She would not allow herself to be one of the most.
So she took a day, then another and another, drawing out the time, telling herself she only took that time to prepare for the mission, and for her own acceptance.
This life, another gift, deserved appreciation and respect. She took time to savor the call of a bird, the bloom of a wildflower, the feel of Samâs hands on her body, the taste of ice cream on her tongue.
If called homeâand it remained ifâwould she still know the scent of a rose, the feel of a summer breeze? Would her beloved grandmother, her dear husband greet her, guide her through the gates and into glory?
None of the stories theyâd collected fully answered those questions.
If the witch took her life, she would have those answers.
On a day Sam picked up an extra shift, she put on her good makeup, curled her hair, put on the blouse Sam had bought her in Aruba.
He said the ocean blue brought out her pretty eyes.
When she felt she looked her best, she set up the camera, and hit record.
She smiled.
âHey, doll. Like they say in the movies, if youâre watching this, Iâve gone to glory. I donât want you to grieve too much, but know Iâm sorry, so sorry to leave you. I know we were meant to find each other for our higher purpose, but beyond that, you brought me so much happiness. And fun, too. We sure did have some fun.â
She had to pause, fight off the tears.
âI loved cooking for you, and you never failed to show you appreciated it. You brought me the pleasures of the flesh, and made me feel, every day, like a whole woman. You gave me my first airplane ride, my first look at an ocean on that trip to Aruba.
âAnd so much more, Sam. So much more.â
As she felt her strength rising, she took a breath.
âIâd hoped to surprise you with a trip to the Outer Banks. And thatâs just what Iâll do if thereâs no need for you to see any of this. But if there is a need, if that witch disguised as a human woman ends my life, I need you to heed what Iâm saying. Donât let grief hold you back. Donât let sorrow blind you to what must be done.â
She shifted, leaned closer to the camera as the fire in her belly kindled again.
âYou must continue the work. There are four more on the list, and youâll pray for guidance and choose the one to take first, to hear their story, then to let go. When those four are sent home, youâll find more.
âThere are so many more, doll. So many who made that journey to eternal rest who were robbed of their peace, pulled back by the pride of man. Sending them back must be your lifeâs work now. Iâm counting on you.â
She smiled again.
âI know I can. Youâve never let me down. The ones weâve saved, Sam, well, theyâre a drop in the bucket. I know you canât save them all, like I know youâll have to find someone to help you as you helped me. I feel for certain youâll know that someone when they cross your path. Itâll be meant, as you and I were meant.
âSam, Iâve spent time conflicted on what we need to do next. Iâve fought my war on doubt and fear, and Iâve come to accept. And Iâve come to know how weâll go about taking Terrance Brown and the witch Sloan Cooper. Iâm going to talk to you about that soon, and weâve got more preparations to make, but Iâve felt the spirit come into me on this, and I know weâll prevail. If the cost of it is my life, you need to know Iâm willing. Doesnât mean weâll make it easy for her, but if thatâs whatâs meant, Iâm ready for my eternal reward.â
She pressed a finger to her lips, kissed it, then blew it toward the camera. âI love you. I know in my heart, in my soul, that when your time comes, Iâll be there to take your hand and guide you. Iâll be there for your homecoming, doll.â
It took her time to transfer the recording to a disk. Sam usually handled that. But she did the job, labeled it.
She hid the disk in her underwear drawer, then put the camera and tripod away.
It settled her, she realized. Sheâd fix Sam a snack for when he got home. The man liked his nachos, and heâd have earned a beer.
Though tired from her own shift, and the stress and effort of the recording, she browned up some ground beef, chopped onions, jalapeños, a tomato, got out a jar of the cheese he liked.
When he walked in, she started putting it together for him.
âWhew, babe! What a day. I expected youâd turn in early and get some rest. But here you are.â
He came up behind her, hugged, and she drew in his scent. Just a little sweaty after a double shift.
âI didnât want you to go to bed hungry.â
âI sure appreciate it. I barely had time for two bites on my dinner break. We lost Mrs. Witner today, and damned if they didnât zap her back. That poor woman. I donât think sheâs for us, though, babe. Eighty-nine and fragile as glass. I expect sheâll just move on in her sleep soon enough. Sweet woman. Always has a smile ready.â
Clara set the plate of nachos in the microwave for a spin, and got him a beer. She poured herself a glass of apple wine because she found it more soothing.
âThey oughta be horsewhipped for dragging that poor old dear back. Sit on down, doll. Thatâs what I want to talk to you about.â
âHorsewhipping?â he said with a grin.
âAbout half the time I wish that was the mission given to us. I know Iâve spent a lot more time than usual on whatâs to come next.â
âI know itâs troubled you. I wish I had a way to lift that trouble.â
âI had to work through it.â
She took the plate out, set it on the table with a couple of paper napkins.
âAnd I have. The planâs come to me. Itâs different than before, but it has to be.â
âNo way around that.â He pried out a loaded nacho, said: âMmm-mmm!â
âWeâll be taking him firstâand that time has to be decided careful. Sheâll hear about it right quick, being in the same town and all. Weâll take him, bring him here, and keep him sedated.â
Puzzled, Sam swigged some beer. âYou donât want his story?â
âWeâll get it. Thatâs why the timingâs so important, doll. We canât wait more than a day or two before going for her. We have to bring her back here, so thatâs more preparation.â
She sipped her wine as she fought off a craving for a couple of MoonPies.
âProtection from her evil for certain, but weâre going to need another hospital bed, the straps. Iâm not worried about a monitor and all that for her, but weâll need more tubing.â
Thoughtfully, she sipped her wine. âWe donât use her blood, Sam. Itâs tainted. We burn it.â
He nodded, ate. âAre you sure the strapsâll hold her?â
âYou know I donât think much of the Papists, doll, but weâll take a page from their book, get us some holy water, a crucifix, and weâre going to salt a circle around her bed.
âNow, Iâm hoping thatâs going to work, like Iâm hoping we can take her when she doesnât have the gun. But if thatâs not how it works outâ¦â
She rose, went to a kitchen drawer, and took out the Colt her father, and her grandfather before him, had used to shoot vermin.
âClara!â Shock, and the excitement that rose with it, shined in his eyes. âBabe! Youâve always said no, big-time no, to using guns.â
âSheâs not like the others, Sam, not fully a human being but at least part demon. Weâre sending her to Hell, and she knows it. We canât know what she might do.â
And Clara had had dreams. Visions? She couldnât be sure, but in them, the witch aimed a gun at her and fired, over and over again.
âIt stays here when we take Terrance Brown. But when we go for her, we take the syringe and we take this. We use whatever we need to use. This here is a Colt Single Action Army revolver. It was my grandpappyâs. Youâre going to practice with it, and when the time comes, youâll carry it.â
She set it on the table between them, and sat.
âI was going to surprise you with a trip to the beach, down in North Carolina.â
âBabe!â
âBut, Sam, weâre going to have to take some time off real soon, a good week or more, to make sure we know where and when. He wonât be different, but like I said, we have to move on her right after, so we have to know.â
She lifted her wine again. âHereâs how I think weâll need to do it all.â
Sloan opened the door to her mother.
âMom, you donât have to knock.â
âThen next time, I wonât.â She moved in for a quick hug.
âWant a cold drink? I made some iced tea. Itâs almost warm enough to sit on the front porch. If I had chairs to sit on out there.â
âThatâs exactly why Iâm here.â Elsie pulled out her phone, swiped. âI was out picking up some new piecesânew-old piecesâfor one of the rentals, and saw these.â
Sloan angled her head, looked at the screen and the vintage metal chair on it.
âThey have two,â Elsie continued, âand they just made me think of your front porch. Do you hate it?â
âI donât.â
âIf you really donât, maybe you want to go by and take a look. I know the rosy pink wonât work, but you could paint them a deep coral, even red. Theyâre in excellent shape and priced to sell. So I asked Deke to put a hold them. Just in case.â
âCoral,â Sloan murmured.
âYouâre more than handy enough to take care of that. And they have some nice little tables. You need small-scale. Youâd want something on the other side of the porch for balance. Maybe a plant stand or a small glider or porch swing.â
âI was going to look for chairs, then I didnât take the time. These would work great.â
âIf youâre not too busy, you could come with me, drop these pieces off at Hideaway, then go back to Dekeâs. Iâve got the truck.â
She hadnât finished her Saturday routine, and when she had, sheâd planned to settle in her office, go over the missing investigation from the beginning.
But.
âLet me grab my purse and a jacket.â
âYouâre doing such a good job on this house, Sloan.â As she waited, Elsie looked around. âIâm so happy you found a place that makes you happy. And Dreaâs going to look at another house today. Drea and Theo. Iâm so grateful to have both my girls close. Happy and close.â
Swinging on a jacket, Sloan walked out with her.
âTell me whatâs next for you.â
âI think the patio.â Sloan climbed in the passenger side. âMight as well finish the exterior and have the rest of the spring and summer to enjoy it. Which meansâ¦â
âPatio furniture.â Elsie wiggled her shoulders, rubbed her hands together. âOh, boy! Jackpot Saturday for me!â
As she pulled out, turned, a car slipped in behind them.
âA pretty little patio scaled to the house, then youâve got enough yard for a birdbath, maybe a bench.â
âNash is in love with me.â
Sloan didnât know why she just blurted it out that way. Maybe because it stayed nestled inside her like a secret since heâd told her.
âYes, baby, I know.â
âHow do you know? He only told me a couple nights ago.â
âBecause I love you, too, and Iâve got eyes. I knew he was ⦠smittenâs not the right word for Nash. Theo, but not Nash. I knew he was intrigued and attracted right off. And like Theo with Drea, the smitten and intrigued went deeper.â
âIâve got eyes. Iâve got really good, observant eyes, and I didnât see it.â
Elsieâs smile spread slow and warm. âBecause you had a blind spot from being in love with him. Heâs a good man, and God, he suits you.â
âYou think?â
âI donât have to think when I know. Theo and Drea, theyâll be giddy for a while, keep walking a foot above the ground. Then theyâll come down and make a good life together. You and Nash have your feet planted. Youâre one-step-at-a-time people. Drea and Theo are leap-right-in.â
She made the turn around the lake, then into the parking slab of the rental.
âIt didnât give you a little hmmm? Drea, Theo, me, Nash?â
âItâs nice and tidy, isnât it?â Elsie said, and made Sloan laugh.
By the time she got out, the trailing car had continued on. She helped Elsie carry in the new-old pieces, and carry out what her mother decided to replace.
âNow the fun begins,â Elsie declared, and drove into town. âSpringâs settling in. Still too soon to plantâbut not for pansies. A pretty pot of pansies would look so good on your porch.â
âYouâre going to have it decorated before I can blink.â
âWell, if you get the chairs, I could help you prep them, paint them. If you buy a pot and pansies ⦠I havenât spent a Saturday afternoon with my girl in ages.â
âI think the chairs are a given. So paint, pot and pansies, and a Saturday afternoon with my mom it is.â
âThe nurseryâs closest.â
And there, Sloan found a pot that picked up the deep blue of her door, and turned to put it in the cart with the pansies.
âHey, Sloan. Ms. Elsie.â
âHallie.â Sloan put the pansies in the cart and went in for a hug.
âLooks like yâall are doing the same as me.â Hallie Reeder, tall, lithe, with a wide-brimmed hat over her fountain of curls, chose her own flat. âSpring feverâs got me.â
âYou look great.â
âI feel the same. The weddingâs coming right up.â She hunched her shoulders in a self-hug. âPart of me canât wait, and the other partâs worried thereâs not enough time to get everything done. So Iâm taking a day to plant flowers, and take some over to Diane.â
âShe sent me a picture of the baby. Justin James Blakleyâs adorable.â
âHow are they doing?â Elsie asked. âThe new family.â
âMama and Daddy arenât getting a lot of sleep, but theyâre as happy as happy gets. Iâm taking over some flowers so I have an excuse to cuddle JJ awhile. Terry tells me donât get any ideas yet,â she said with a grin, âbut Iâve already got them.â
She hesitated, then loaded another flat. âSpring fever,â she repeated. âAnd I might as well keep busy since Terryâs working a double.â
âI hit the Seabreeze for takeout every couple weeks,â Sloan told her. âTheyâre lucky to have him.â
âThat man can cook. Itâs so good to have you home, Sloan. Itâs nice to run into a friend over flowers.â
âIt really is.â
âAnd youâve got the best gardener in the Rest with you. I know you had a hand in the town pots, Ms. Elsie. Theyâre just beautiful.â
âThereâs plenty of spring fever to go around.â
âAnd Iâm going to put mine to good use. Itâs wonderful to see both of you. Sloan, weâve got to have a serious catch-up soon.â
âWeâll make a point of it.â
When Hallie rolled her cart away, Elsie turned to Sloan. âYou really should. Have yourself a girlsâ night, baby.â
âYouâre right. I havenât made time, but I will. Iâll see when Dianeâs comfortable leaving the baby for a couple hours, and weâll do that serious catch-up all around.â
When she stepped back to her cart, she saw the woman, pink floppy hat, sunglasses, browsing the garden statues. And the tall man beside her, a cap over his short twists.
âI saw them in town.â
âWhat?â Elsie walked around a stone urn. âI can use this. Your father will groan, but I can use this.â
âThat couple over there. Do you see them?â
âWho?â When Elsie turned, they walked in the opposite direction.
âThe woman in the pink hat, man in the red cap. I saw them in town the other day.â
âHoney, people will shop around, wander about.â
âYeah, but ⦠I still couldnât see her face. Iâd place her if I did. Iâd know where Iâd seen her before if I saw her face.â
Focused on the stone urn, Elsie answered absently. âThey could be locals, could be on vacation. Either way, it wouldnât be strange to see them around town.â
âNo.â
But where else? Sloan wondered. Somewhere not here.
âShe saw us again,â Clara murmured.
âAnd weâre just poking around like a couple dozen other people. Donât you worry, babe.â
âI wonât. Itâs good weâre getting more looks at her, too. And we know it wasnât meant for us to try for her today. We donât have the other anyway.â
Clara groped for Samâs hand. âAnother sign, doll. The woman who hugged her, talked to herâs the woman who did CPR on Terrance Brown. The one who helped bring him back when God called him with lightning.â
âI know it, babe. We found her picture on the internet. Maybe theyâre doing the Devilâs work together. Maybe sheâs another witch.â
âCanât say for sure, but itâs another sign. Still, todayâs not the day.â
âBut soon.â
âSoon, doll. Letâs go on home.â
Sloan spent the day with her mother and enjoyed every minute.
As the chairs driedâand coral hit that markâDrea and Theo drove up. And Drea scrambled out.
âYou have to come see the house!â
Elsie pushed back the cap she kept in her truck. âIs it the house.â
âWe really think so.â Drea gripped Theoâs hand when he stepped up beside her. âIt needs a little work, but we wanted that. Itâll be more ours that way. But we want everyone to see. We texted Dad, and he said you were over here together. We texted Nash, and heâs going to meet us there. Can you come now?â
âWell, the chairs have to dry,â Elsie said.
âOh, sorry. Theyâre great. Theyâll be perfect. Oh, and you have pansies. A plant stand with a pot of pansies. This is what we want, too. To do the things that make it home.â
âGive us five minutes to clean this up,â Sloan told her. âWeâll follow you over.â
Sloan gave another glance back as she climbed in the truck with her mother. Sheâd give the chairs, and the little table sheâd painted navy, another coat. And on Sunday, at some point, sheâd sit down and drink some iced tea.
âYouâre a good sister.â
âIâll take the credit, but I want to see the house. Unless we find serious issues, which I doubt, theyâre going to make an offer on it.â
âI doubt the serious, too. They both know what to look for. This is the first one theyâve looked at that excited them.â
It took one look for Sloan to see why. The two-story Craftsman-style house said friendly and tucked itself into a pretty neighborhood with greening lawns, greening trees, and the rise of the hills behind.
âCanât you just imagine watching sunsets from the back deck? And you can see,â Drea continued, âthey updated this level. Opened it up, really updated the kitchen. I love the white cabinets, and the dreamy blue on the island.â
âThe basementâs unfinished. Weâll fix that, right, bro?â
Nash nodded absently at Theo as he wandered. âYeah, weâll fix that.â
âYouâll see when we go upstairs, the main suiteâs good-sized. Two other bedrooms, and a full bath. The en suite in the main needs a serious update.â
Dean glanced back at Drea. âWeâll fix that, too. I want to take a look downstairs.â
He headed off with Nash and Theo.
âThereâs a perfect space for an office over here. Theo said I could take that, and heâd put his downstairs. And maybeâ¦â
Sloan listened with half an ear as she took her own tour, made her own judgments.
She wandered upânice, sturdy stairs and railing, and knew immediately Drea would soon pore over paint samples. And yes, tile samples, fixtures, lighting for the en suite.
She ran up the estimated cost in her head as she toured, and knew her father and Nash would do the same.
She walked back down. âWhen do you settle?â
Dreaâs ponytail swung as she bounced. âYou like it? You really like it?â
âItâs you so I love it. Iâll love it more when youâre finished with it.â
âThey said if we make an offer tonight, and itâs accepted, weâd settle by mid-May. We can waive a house inspection because, hello, thatâs happening right now. And most of the work would be done before the wedding. But I donât care if it takes longer because I just knew when we saw it.â
âLike you knew the dress,â Elsie said.
âYes! I see us here, Mom. In the house, in the yard. I seeâI might as well tell you weâre going to start trying for a baby as soon as we say I do. Weâre both ready.â
âOh, honey.â Elsie folded her in. âYouâre going to make me cry.â
As she hugged back, they heard the men coming upstairs. And Sloan actually heard Drea inhale and hold her breath.
âSolid,â Dean said, then held up a hand. âNot finished yet. Weâre going to take a look outside, then upstairs, the attic space.â
âThe roofâs three years old,â Theo began as they went out the atrium doors to the deck.
When theyâd finished, Dean nodded. âSolid. Good, solid house. To do what you want downstairs, up in that bathroom, the painting youâre going to end up wantingâand knowing Dreaâs got her motherâs taste for those things? Add another fifty, and prepare for sixty.â
âYou didnât factor Theoâs taste,â Nash put in. âIâd make it sixty and prepare for seventy-five.â
âYou want this place?â Dean asked his daughter.
âOh yes, I do. We do.â
âMake your offer. Weâll help with the down payment.â
âOh, but I canââ
Dean cut Theo off with a look. âItâs what we do.â
âThank you. I ⦠thank you.â
âLetâs do it now, Theo. Letâs call and make the offer right now.â
âYouâre buying a house,â Nash said, and Theo grinned.
âWeâre buying a house.â
âThen Iâm buying dinner. Dean, Elsie, itâs something to celebrate.â
âIt is.â Elsie looked down at herself, then spread her hands. âBut Iâm in my Saturday run-around clothes.â
âYouâre beautiful,â he said simply. âLetâs make it Ricardoâs. Weâre probably going to be noisy.â
They made plenty of noise over pizza and pasta. No one seemed to mind. In fact, Nash noted how many people dropped by the table to have a word with the Coopers. It didnât surprise him. He found himself a little surprised when more than one breezed by to greet him, greet Theo.
When Theoâs phone signaled, he picked it up from the table.
âItâs Reena. Itâs the Realtor.â
Elsie pointed at him. âDonât even think about taking it outside.â
âRight. Okay, here goes. Hey, Reena.â He held the phone between his ear and Dreaâs.
It only took a look at their faces to know, so Nash gave their server the signal.
âYeah, yeah. This is great. This is everything. We will. Thatâs perfect. Okay. Thanks.â
âThank you!â Drea added as her eyes filled.
Theo set down the phone. âWe got the house.â
As he and Drea wrapped around each other, people at nearby tables clapped. The manager brought out a bottle of champagne, trailed by the server with a tray of flutes.
âWowâ was all Theo could manage. âWow.â
âCongratulations, Drea,â Charlene, the managerâand one of Sloanâs former running matesâpopped the cork. âCongratulations, Theo. Weâve all been waiting for the good news. Your brother had us get a bottle chilled.â
âI figured first-time homeowners canât celebrate without champagne. And,â Nash added, ânow I get to kick you out in a few weeks. Over to you, Dean,â he said as the server poured the glasses.
âItâs your champagne.â
Nash shook his head. âOver to you.â
âAll right then.â Dean took a minute, lifted his glass with one hand, took his wifeâs hand in the other. âA house is just a building. Itâs the people in it, what they bring to it and each other, that make a home. Youâre making a home. Hereâs to many happy years in your home.â
âDad.â Drea wiped at tears. âYou and Mom, and Sloan, too. You showed me how.â
Theo looked at Nash. âI wouldnât be here without you.â
âStop.â
âItâs true. I wouldnât be here without you, just like Drea wouldnât be here without Dean and Elsie and Sloan. Soâand it means a lot to me to be able to say this. Hereâs to our family.â
When Elsie began to weep, Dean put an arm around her shoulders, kissed the top of her head.
âItâs fine,â Sloan told Theo. âShe does that.â She reached her glass over the table to tap it to Theoâs. âTo our family.â