LATER THAT DAY, I SLURPED my Ramen noodles in an alleyway sandwiched between the Oracle building and a large concrete parking lot. The place had the uncomfortable scent of stale piss, but it was so deserted, cold, and quiet, I simply couldnât resist. Which was ironic, because it was exactly how Iâd describe Trent. Sans the piss, obviously.
I sucked the last noodle between my lips and threw the plastic bowl into the bin behind me, my stomach full but my heart empty, when I turned around and slammed right into a concrete-strong body too hot to be a wall.
Trent.
âWhat?â I bit out. I wasnât in the mood for his games. Though clearly, it wasnât just about Saturday and Theo and his questions. I simply didnât want to be around the guy who had so much power over me without holding anything hostage, like Jordan. Trent cornered me until my spine pressed against the cool metal of the back elevator leading to Oracle building. Reaching into his pocket, he plucked out a key card and swiped it behind my head, making the elevator ping in delight. The door slid open and I stumbled in, my knees weak. He pushed me the rest of the way until my back was against the wall. The door slid shut. He turned around to punch a floor, then twisted his head to face me again.
âWhatâs going on, Trent? Iâve given you what you want. Why are you here?â I pursed my lips. His face was serious as a heart attack.
âItâs easier that way,â he said, rolling my hair around his fist and tugging it, arching my back. My neck was long and exposed, and he dragged his hot lips across it, making my thighs quiver with anticipation.
âWhatâs easier?â
âNot to talk. Thatâs why Iâm The Mute. When you donât talk, people assume you donât listen. They stop asking you for shit. They start caring less. People love the sound of voices. Theirs and others. Thatâs why they love music. I donât. I donât like music and I donât like people. So I donât say shit. But I never thought it would be like this with Luna.â
The candid revelation caught me off guard. Thatâs why I barely noticed that his hand was already working the buttons of my gray pants. Trent was like a spice. I tasted him everywhere, even though our lips had never touched. Never would, probably. But he still made my mouth water and my eyes burn.
âI need to fuck you,â he groaned into my neck, crowding me to the wall. âThatâs all I can fucking think about, Edie. Your pussy clenching around my cock. I need to fuck you, and itâs fucking with me. With my mind. With my priorities.â
âThen do it,â I moaned, pushing a hand into his slacks and cupping his junk. It was huge, and he was so hard, I actually whimpered. I needed him inside of me, too. I needed him to fill me and make me forget. Forget about Mom, and Jordan leaving, and what I had to do to Trent to protect Theo. Forget that life was mostly a chain of disappointments linking tragedies together.
Trent turned around and pushed a button that made the elevator come to a violent stop. He then scooped me up by the back of my knees, making me wrap my legs around him. He kissed my face for the very first time. Not my lips. My neck and jaw and closed eyes. His straight teeth dragging over my skin teasingly, his tongue darting out for a first taste. I wanted to die in his arms and never come back. I started rubbing him through his briefs, feeling him harden even more against my palm. My panties were so damp, the skin of my sex clung to the fabric.
âPlease,â I hissed.
âPlease what?â
âPlease fuck me,â I choked. I never begged. Never had to. Iâd had very few partners in my eighteen years, but they were all more than willing to get rid of our clothes before Iâd even uttered a word. Not Trent. With him, there was always a push. Then a pull. Then an explosion in-between when we finally happened.
âI donât have a condom,â he said, just as he tugged my pants awkwardly down between us. My legs were still spread and he started rubbing me through my panties. His cock in my hand, my pussy beneath his fingers, it wasnât enough. I wanted more. I wanted everything.
âI need you inside me,â I moaned.
âThat could be arranged.â He smirked, taking a step back and letting me slide down to the floor. My bare knees hit the rough surface, just as his cock sprung out of his white, tight Armani briefs. It was thick, hard, and swollen. He fisted my hair and brought my face to his monstrous dick. I hooked my fingers in the loops of his slacks with one hand and wrapped my fingers around his base with the other, kissing the tip.
âAnd you said that weâre not allowed to kiss,â I deadpanned. His chuckle vibrated through his strong, muscular body. My hunger for him was so carnal, it wasnât even dipped with the usual shame of what I wanted to do. I took as much as I could of him, first coating his cock with my saliva before I sucked it like a lollipop, making sounds I knew were driving him mad while pumping his base with my fist.
âFuck,â he whispered, tugging at my hair harder. I still had my back to the wall, while he stood in the middle of the elevator thrusting himself into my mouth. He stumbled a little, propping one hand against the wall. âWhy do I keep coming back for more of you? What makes you so goddamn irresistible?â
I pumped him faster, sucking him off harder. Then I pressed the tip of my tongue to his slit, feeling the salty taste of his pre-cum and nearly blacking out in pleasure. I wasnât going to answer him.
âFinger yourself,â he commanded, seemingly frustrated with my lack of response. I complied, interested to know where this was going to lead.
Three thuds came from above our heads, like someone had punched the elevator.
âHey! Is anyone there? This is Clint from maintenance.â
âFucking Clint from maintenanceâ¦â Trent muttered, grabbing onto the back of my head and starting to fuck my mouth mercilessly. Tears stung my eyes, threatening to run down as my gag reflex was assaulted with his cock again and again. âShove three fingers into yourself. Let go of my dick. Play with yourself. Iâm close.â
I did as I was told, hearing him moan above me and feeling a little shiver running through my body. We could get caught. We would. Clint was obligated to file a report. I knew that because I spent my days printing and filing forms filled out by maintenance people in the building. And what he was going to say was going to ruin us.
âFuck, Edie, fuck. Donât stop.â
I didnât. Tears were now running down my cheeks as I took all of him in my mouthâin and out, in and outâand I felt him jerking on my flattened tongue.
âIâm coming in your mouth.â Statement, not a request. I nodded.
âAnyone there?â Clint echoed above us, and Trent smashed his fist to the wall.
âTrent Rexroth and Edie Van Der Zee from the fifteenth. Would you mind sending fucking help instead of slamming the door?â he roared. There was a brief silence. I didnât know if Clint was going to get help or try to fix the problem himself.
âEdie,â Trent said, cupping my cheek. âIâm fucking coming.â
In seconds, my mouth was full of warm, thick liquid. All salt and man. Iâd done this before, and I always, always swallowed it down before I let the tang assault my taste buds. Not this time. This time I drank him. He was fine wine and I was addicted. I continued touching myself.
âHoly mother of blowjobs,â he moaned, yanking my hair to make me stand up. I got it. We were running out of time. But I still wanted to finish. My hand was still between my legs when I got up on shaky feet. He pushed me against the wall again.
âI want your ass,â he whispered into my ear. âTell me I can have it this Sunday, and Iâll make you come before fucking Clint arrives.â
âNo.â My voice was gruff from lack of talking. âIâm not even close. Now that I know Clint is comingâ¦â
âClint is not coming, sweetheart,â Trent cut me off, cupping my pussy over my hand and squeezing hard. âYouâre coming. If you give me your word I can ride your sweet ass this weekend.â
âIâve never done anal.â
âI want every hole in your body, Van Der Zee. Hell, I want to create new ones in the process of fucking you.â
I nearly chuckled, but then he placed his fingers on mine and directed me, making me finger myself. I spread my legs as wide as I could, feeling his middle finger caressing my tight hole as he helped me work myself up again.
âYouâre quiet today,â he said, his breath hitching once again.
âThought youâd appreciate it. You donât like talking to people, right?â I propped one of my legs against his waist and he pushed his middle finger into meâtouching my own fingers inside myselfâstoking my arousal before slowly pushing the finger up my ass.
âI hate it when people talk. I like it when you do. Youâre not like the rest. You always have something interesting to say. You hate this shit as much as I do. The fake rich stuff.â
âYou love the fake rich stuff,â I huffed, feeling my lower stomach tickling with an orgasm.
âNope. Just playing the game, my Little Tide.â
âDid you just give me a nickname?â I smirked, feeling the muscles of my tight hole tightening around his finger. It hurt a little, but mostly felt weird. Not weird bad, either. But the kind you needed to get used to in order to enjoy. The way he worked his fingers over mineâ¦that was the real treat.
âBetter than Gidget.â He bit my chin.
âI like Gidget.â
âYou like Little Tide more.â
âNo, I donât.â
âYouâre about to.â He slammed his finger deeper into my ass and I yelped, clinging to his broad shoulders. His lips met my ear and he bit my earlobe, smiling.
I exploded on our fingers. Shattering like never before, in a way that made me doubt Iâd ever be able to piece myself back together. The shivers were so violent and profound, I thought I was going to break into pieces. Knocks sounded from outside.
âHey! Hey! Mr. Rexroth? Itâs Clint. Iâm here with the elevatorâs technician, Steve. Weâre coming to get you. Stay calm.â
Trent looked down at me, smiling. My cheeks were flushedâI could feel them burning and making the tight space hotterâand our fingers were completely soaked with my juices. He eased his finger out of me, and I noticed how my muscles were no longer tight and tense.
âAre you calm now?â Trentâs voice caressed the crown of my head.
âPhysically, yes. But weâre entering danger territory. Iâve never been in waters so deep.â I squeezed my eyes shut, suddenly afraid of being so frank.
âNeither have I, but Iâm a good swimmer. And, Edie? Youâre an excellent surfer.â