Everyone turned to look at me as if they had been waiting.
Wow, no pressure at all.
âItâs okay, youâve got this.â
I was a good librarian, wasnât I?
And most importantlyâthis world doesnât have customer feedback forms!
âIs this your first hunting tournament, everyone? Raise your hand if this is your first time⦠And how about your second time?â
Most of the ladies at the tea party raised their hands within the first two tries. As expected, they were novices.
Not that Iâm any differentâthis is my first hunting tournament too!
Ha. Ha. Ha.
But in the service industry, you canât afford to look like a rookie. Customers might be forgiving of a beginner, but theyâre also more likely to wonder, âDid I really receive proper service?â
So, I asked in a confident tone, as though Iâd participated in a hundred hunting tournaments before.
âFor those of you here for the first time, you must be feeling both nervous and excited. Now, let me ask you somethingâdid you all prepare gifts for your hunters?â
The younger ladies began to open up, one by one.
âI was too shy to give oneâ¦â
âThey turned me downâ¦â
âI want to give it to someone whoâll at least bring me back a rabbit, but I donât even know who to choose!â
Their varied stories sparked a wave of empathy and camaraderie as they exchanged glances. âYou too? Me too!â
Observing this, I mentally organized the common traits of the group.
They were mostly in their early twenties. Their main goal this social season was to find a suitable husband. But few of them had clear ideas about marriage or romance.
So, a program that catered to their interests would beâ¦
Letâs start with some bait.
âNot everything goes as planned, but imagination is free, isnât it? What kind of gift would you like to receive today?â
âUmâ¦â
âLetâs be honest. Donât worry about the âQueen of the Huntâ title. Personally, Iâd like a live rabbit. Just one soft kiss on its fluffy fur before letting it go.â
The group, who had likely been imagining stags or wolves as hunting prizes, seemed taken aback by my unexpected preference.
Maria, however, nodded immediately.
âThatâs true. Honestly, I wouldnât want a dead animal either. Iâd happily accept meat as a gift, but⦠celebrating in front of a deer carcass would feel a little strange.â
âI get that. Even if itâs contradictory, itâs understandable,â someone else agreed, nodding.
âIf I had to choose, Iâd like to receive just the antlers. Theyâre beautiful, arenât they?â
âI prefer feathers! Why donât they release birds instead of just four-legged animals?â
âActually, Iâd like a bouquet. Iâm not interested in animalsâ¦â
âYou like flowers? Did you see the lavender blooming in the outer garden earlier?â
The atmosphere had clearly shifted from earlier, when gossiping about others was the only entertainment.
Now, as everyone shared their preferences, they began to exchange glances with those who had similar tastes. The mood was warming up.
Seizing the moment, I sent one of the maids on an errand.
The maid looked flustered.
âTo the event headquarters? Should I just hand this over?â
âTell them the fiancée of Prince Tristan sent you. Say itâs for the participantsâ entertainment. If they need more assurance, tell them Iâll draft a proposal myself.â
âA⦠proposal?â
âActually, just ask for it politely. Oh, and on your way, see if you can find out where my sister and the Countess are.â
âUnderstood!â
The maid dashed off toward the headquarters.
While she was gone, I called over another maid and instructed her to rearrange the tables.
âPlace the tea foods on both sides and the center. Clear this section, and bring a few chairs over there.â
Though puzzled, the maids followed my directions without question.
Before long, the first maid returned with the requested items.
âIâm back, my lady! They said they had plenty to spare and just handed it over.â
The box she brought contained writing utensils, paper, and colored chalk.
Iâd guessed the organizers would have an abundance of these supplies to record hunting results like trophies, counts, and rankings.
And Iâd been rightâthey had extras.
âRoyal events like this are always generously budgeted to avoid any embarrassing shortages.â
Plus, event planners often use up surplus funds on non-essential items to avoid next yearâs budget being cut.
No way theyâd skimp on something as basic as pens and paper for an event of this scale.
The supplies were ready.
Then the maid shared the most important update.
âLady Natalie dragged the Countess to another tea table, and theyâve started arguing. It doesnât look like theyâll be back anytime soon.â
ââ¦I see. Thank you.â
My sister never ceases to exceed expectations.
Have fun while youâre at it.
I stood before the group, sensing that the excitement over the gift topic was starting to wane.
Recalling the program Iâd once run for waiting parents at the library, I smiled.
âI believe everyoneâs had a lively conversation about gifts. But isnât it a bit of a waste to stop at just imagining the gifts?â
I slid a blank sheet of paper across the table.
âHow about we imagine what happens after youâve received your gift?â
âHuh?â
âFor example, one of you mentioned wanting deer antlers earlier. What would you like to do with them?â
The lady who had spoken before paused to think, then answered, âIâd place them on a table⦠in the sitting room, arranged with flowers as a centerpiece.â
âThat sounds lovely. Do you already have flowers in mind to go with them?â
âPink peonies! Big ones that would make guests gasp in admiration.â
âJust imagining it, your sitting room seems wonderful. I bet youâve even decided on the tablecloth color already.â
The lady nodded, smiling as I stepped back to address the group.
âToday, the one giving us a gift might very well become our future spouse. Of course, we need to consider if theyâre the right person for us, but I also think itâs worth asking ourselves: what kind of life do I envision sharing with them?â
âOhâ¦â
âAnd once youâve pictured that life, why not turn it into a gift of your own? Write your hunter a letter describing that vision. Ask them if they think they could love it too.â
Several ladiesâ eyes lit up with interest.
âIf you havenât already given them your gift, consider including the letter. It might be a way to find out if youâre truly compatible.â
âWow, yes!â
âOf course, you could also keep it as a memento, a reflection of your own thoughts. So why not spend this sunny afternoon creating something memorable?â
I handed out paper to everyone and placed the pens and other writing tools in the center of the table within easy reach.
The ladies hesitated at first, holding their pens uncertainly. But soon, the soft scratching of pen against paper filled the air like a soothing ASMR soundtrack as they immersed themselves in their letters.
Some wrote, while others doodled or sketched.
Watching them, I allowed myself a small sigh of relief.
âI think I managed to handle this situation.â
The scene reminded me of my days in the childrenâs reading room.
Most of the parents who visited the library were women in their 40s, primary caregivers deeply interested in their childrenâs reading education.
If we had designed programs for them, something like âEducational Workshops for Parentsâ might seem logical, butâ¦
âThat would only make things more stressful.â
Parents would feel pressured to âlearn properly for their kidsâ sake,â while the instructors would feel the weight of judgment.
I just wanted everyone to be comfortable.
So, what we offered was a chance for them to express their own tastes.
âWhat did you enjoy reading as a student?â
At first, people hesitated, mentioning classics from school or bestsellers.
Thatâs when Iâd throw in a popular romance novel.
âI loved this back in the day. Anyone else?â
People would nod, one by one, and then start opening up.
âI loved Julia Quinn.â
âI read Flowers in the Attic in secret, away from my mom.â
âThe Silence of the Lambs was my favoriteâ¦â
People love talking about what they love.
And if you take it a step further, they want to share it with someone.
Now, the ladies were filling their papers with thoughts of the gifts they loved, imagining their future husbands and lovers.
Just an hour ago, their faces had been tight with tension, but now they were relaxed. Some even smiledâsmiles so warm they made me happy just watching them.
Maria leaned closer and whispered, âYouâre amazing, Doris. How did you come up with this?â
âI didnât want us to go back to gossiping and sniping at each other. So, I thought hard about what to do.â
Think hard, act harder.
Thatâs what being a librarian was all about.
People often think librarians just lend books and organize shelves.
But we do everythingâlike employees at a small business.@@novelbin@@
We face performance pressure if lending numbers drop, plan events to attract visitors, hire speakers, prepare lectures, manage budgets, and even design promotional posters.
âThough I wasnât great at postersâI just slapped text on a white background.â
At least I donât have to wrestle with illustration software anymore.
â¦That thought reminded me of something I still needed to do.
A letter. A gift.
âShould I write Tristan a letter too?â
I couldnât just hand him an embroidered handkerchief and call it a day.
A letter might be cliché, but itâs not like I could suddenly embroider a masterpiece or steal someone elseâs gift for him.
âThis will have to do.â
Iâll just rely on some generic phrasesâ¦
But the moment I picked up the pen,
ââ¦What should I write?â
A wave of pressure hit me.