One bite, then another.
The crisp texture of the almonds wasnât bad.
Before he realized it, the entire florentine had disappeared into Rickâs stomach.
ââ¦Guess Iâll just call it an appetizer.â
Still, maybe it was the sugar.
The gloom from witnessing Maria giving a gift to Arthur had somewhat subsided.
Though the sight of her hands trembling nervously and Arthurâs hands shaking even more as he accepted the gift, followed by her bright smile, was something he knew heâd never forget.
Rick leaned back against the bench with a deep sigh.
âI knew it all along. Maria loves someone elseâ¦â
He already knew about her unforgettable first love and that sheâd reunited with him here.
Their feelings seemed mutual, and for that, he was genuinely happy for her.
But.
âWhat am I even doing in this city?â
There had only been one reason Rick followed Maria to the capital, even volunteering to be her guard knight.
To protect Maria.
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It was only natural.
He was born out of someoneâs filthy desires and lack of responsibility, and he grew up nourished by violence and scorn.
Heâd believed he was destined to live forever in the swamp of the world.
But then, Rick Ray found a woman as pure as a lotus flower.
Maria Meyer.
Even under her uncleâs discrimination, she remained steadfast, and she could inspire even the servants who subtly looked down on her.
Rick had grown close to her under the guise of being a diligent worker. It wasnât a relationship where they could ever reveal their true selves to each other, but that was fine. Maria deserved happiness, untainted by anything unclean.
When her journey to the capital was decided, Rick stayed up all night, confronting his own twisted feelings.
If it was for Maria, he would do anything.
â¦Which meant that if he did nothing, his feelings were meaningless.
âOtherwise, Iâm just some creep ogling the young lady.â
So, he resolved to go to the capital.
A powerless beauty like Maria would be easy prey for the predators of high society. Sheâd be a plaything for the men and gossip fodder for the women.
Anyone who dared sully Maria, Rick would quietly eliminate.
That resolve held firm.
â¦At least, for the first part of the season.
That spring, the day Maria participated in some botanical gardenâs opening event, Rick had secretly followed her.
As expected, Maria hadnât done anything wrong, yet sheâd become the target of peopleâs gossip.
Rick had been contemplating creating an "accident" involving a spooked horse to trample some of the trash around her when someone shifted the focus of the crowd.
From criticizing Maria to betting on the future of the couple.
âIt was Doris Redfield.â
Not the most wholesome shift, but it was better than Maria being bashed, and the topic had changed naturally.
It was something Rick couldnât have done.
After that, Maria inexplicably became friends with Doris. Rick had been consumed by guilt for not immediately congratulating her on her new friendship.
âI prepared everything I could to protect Maria, but⦠none of it matters.â
Weapons, information about the capitalâheâd even joined the Sacred Salon. The initiation fee had been steep, but he didnât care.
Heâd gone as far as to find a legitimate way to follow her to the hunting tournament, certain that some scoundrel would use the noisy outdoor event as an excuse to try something.
But this was the reality.
Maria, enjoying life in the capital, despite its ups and downs.
And Rick Ray, who couldnât dedicate himself to her anywhere.
If Arthur became Mariaâs pillar of support, Rickâs presence would become even more meaningless to her.
âWhat am I⦠Whatâs my purpose in this placeâ¦?â
Rick stared blankly at his empty hands.
The hands that had once swung a sword, determined to protect someone.
Now, they smelled sweet.
ââ¦Doris Redfield. Sheâs annoying.â
But maybe because of the sugar, he felt a faint warmth somewhere in his stomach.
***
Back at the banquet hall, the timing was perfect as a waltz began to play.
The first pair to dance in the center was the First Prince and Princess.
They appeared to be in their mid-thirties, executing only the necessary steps with the precision of overworked civil servants at a local weekend festival.
The surrounding atmosphere, however, was lively. Especially for the couples.
One lady, who had been in the countessâs ballroom earlier, was now whispering intimately with a man she had met in the meantime.
âShall we head out during the next song?â
âOf course. By the way, my lady, in the letter you gave me earlier, you mentioned you werenât very good at dancing.â
âYes⦠You read it already? Do you think Iâll embarrass you, Sir?â
âNot at all. Being your support on the dance floor would be the greatest joy.â
So fresh and warmâ¦
As the second song began, couples eagerly flooded the dance floor. I took a seat in a spacious spot and leisurely started my second round of snacks.
Meanwhile, my sister dominated the impromptu dance hall.
âHow many songs is she going to dance to? How does she have the stamina for this?â
The most impressive part was that she changed partners every time.
She only danced with unclaimed men, but people were starting to cast sidelong glances at her. Even someone nearby muttered under their breath.
âThis is her last year in society, isnât it? Is that why sheâs so desperate?â
âDesperate? She looks like sheâs given up.â
No, my sister simply loves dancing.
Fewer men approached her for dances now, so I thought she might finally take a breakâ¦
Until someone stepped in front of her and bowed.
A brief gasp rippled through the crowd, loud enough to almost drown out the music.
Of course.
âThat guyâs the Second Prince, isnât he?â
A minor character in the original story. All I remember is that he was pretty obnoxious.
Oh, and one more thing.
âThere was some drama with his marriage.â
That wasnât in the novel, though.
I remembered someone shouting this during my first visit to the Sacred Salon:
âHere it is! Letâs talk about the Second Princeâs marriage prospects! Will it work out?â
Apparently, his rocky engagement had been called off.
âBut why is he bothering my sister?â
Surely, heâs heard of her reputation. Can he handle it? Or does he have some ulterior motive?
My sister seemed surprised by the unexpected dance proposal. As she tilted her head, her red hair cascaded over her shoulders like waves, captivating everyoneâs attention with her mermaid-like beauty.
After a brief moment of hesitation, my sister saidâ
âGladly, Your Highness Percival.â
She accepted the dance.
The Second Prince didnât seem particularly pleased. He led her naturally, like he was retrieving a misplaced item.
âSo, his name is Percival.â
It seems the royal sons, both direct and collateral, were named after the Knights of the Round Table.
Percival danced with the same polished precision as his older brother. My sister, on the other handâ¦
â...!â
Stepped on his foot with flair.
She whispered an apology, but her expression was anything but remorseful.
Come on, Percival. You can still smile, right?
My sister said something to him, probably prying into his intentions. Percival just nodded or shook his head vaguely, keeping his answers noncommittal.
And then, another stompâSMACK!
My sisterâs foot came down on his again, unwavering.
Percivalâs polite façade cracked, his gaze turning slightly angry as he glared at her.
But my sister wasnât one to be intimidated.
She smiled, bright and wide, a perfect crescent.
Yep, thatâs what madness looks like.
Percivalâs gaze slowly drifted elsewhere. Oh, man, what a loss of face.
âWhatever scheme he had, itâs not my problem.â
Natalie can handle herself.
My immediate concern isâ¦
âWhether I can still marry Tristan if the story doesnât follow the original plot.â
At a glance, things seemed fine.
Arthur and Maria were on track for their happily ever after.
Tristan, while once a troublemaker, now treated me decently, even thoughtfully.
âHe doesnât even pine for Maria anymore.â
If things continued like this, there wouldnât be a problem.
If I could be sure of a happy ending, maybe I could open my heart to Tristan a little more.
â¦Maybe even as a real fiancé, human to human.
As I mused, the dance neared its final measures.
The sheet music fluttered to its last page before the score was closed.
The Crown Princess called out.
âI hope you all had a wonderful evening!â
Applause broke out, and people began to scatter.
My family gathered near the exit.
Father was thoroughly drunk. Mother, youâre not getting that fox this year either.
âHic! Girls, someone⦠help meâ¦â
Both my sister and I dodged his outstretched hand. Instead, one of the event staff came over to escort him back to our tent.
My sister turned to me, clearly uninterested in our father.
âDoris. I told you to dance if thereâs an orchestra.â
âI canât dance with other men when I have a fiancé.â
âThen drag your fiancé here.â
âHis Highness injured himself while managing the hunting grounds. He canât dance.â
âSo what? Sit him down and dance with someone else.â
âDonât you think you live life a bit too recklessly, sister?â
âWhat of it? Letâs head in.â
She pulled me along by the shoulder. I walked beside her for a while but eventually stopped.
âIâm going to check on His Highness and see if heâs okay.â
âYouâre sweet. Send him my regards. Tell him, âI hope you recover soon and get your sister a fox.â He wonât believe the first part, but maybe the second.â
âIâll pretend I didnât hear that.â
Before leaving, she whispered in my ear.
âIf heâs in no condition to give you a prize, let me know. Iâll give you one of mine.â
â...Thank you.â
Really, itâs hard to tell if sheâs kind or just conniving.
My feet naturally led me toward the royal infirmary.
Of course, the royal infirmary was on the opposite end of the noisy banquet hall, meaning my legs would get a workout.
On the way, people were already retreating to their tents, wrapping up their day. Some of the more diligent tents had already extinguished their lights, and the area grew dark quickly.
It was a little scary.
No one in their right mind would try anything in the middle of a hunting tournament full of armed people, butâ¦
âThere was alcohol at the banquet earlier.â
If Iâm unlucky, a drunk might cause trouble.
Should I head back to the tent and ask a maid to accompany me?
Just as I turned, hesitatingâ
ââ¦Huh?â
I spotted a silhouette I recognized.
Dressed inappropriately for this place, at this time.