"Do they think Iâm the kind of person who can be won over with sweets or something? Seriously!"
"Is it so hard to at least ask, âAre you okay? Were you surprised? How have you been?â Is basic decency or manners too much to expect? Just one or the other wouldâve sufficed!"
Heâs never exactly been a model of decency, but heâs gotten worse since the hunting competition.
I think I know why.
Itâs probably because I asked, âHey, do you⦠like me?â
We were fine as long as we stuck to our roles as fiancés, but bringing up emotions mustâve annoyed him.
His newly frosty demeanor screams, Donât forget this is just a business relationship.
â¦But if thatâs the case, he shouldnât have kissed me!
Just thinking about it again made my irritation flare up. I wanted to kick a palace wall.@@novelbin@@
And then, out of nowhere, a coquettish laugh broke the silence.
âAhaha! Your Highness, donât say things like that. Youâll make me expect too much.â
âIâm saying it because I want you to expect it. No matter how much you look forward to it, it still wonât compare to the splendor of the stage youâll stand on that day.â
âItâs not just my stage, though. The other ladies⦠no, wait, weâre still talking! If youâre going to be like this, Iâll just leave!â
Followed by exaggerated kissing soundsâloud and deliberateâand her sugary, lilting voice that didnât sound like she had any intention of actually leaving. Whoever they were, they were the kind of people I had no desire to ever associate with.
This is a public place, isnât it? Historically, the palace wasnât just the royal familyâs residence; it also served as an educational and social hub for the nobility.
I decided to ignore them and move on as quickly as possible.
âHaha, gotcha!â
âOh, Your Highness! Youâre only quick when itâs something like this!â
...And then, right in front of me, a nauseatingly affectionate couple burst out of a tearoom, blocking my way.
I didnât recognize the woman.
The man, however, was the Second PrinceâPercival.
So much for pretending I didnât see them.
Under Percivalâs sharp, flickering gaze, I gave him an awkward curtsy.
âYour Highness, I hope this day finds you well.â
ââ¦Ah. Youâre a daughter of the Redfield family, arenât you?â
âYes, Doris Redfield, the third daughter.â
âRight, the youngest one with the ridiculously beautiful sister!â
Percival snapped his fingers. His dismissive tone was irritating enough, but did he have to phrase it like that?
This coming from the man who danced with my sister during the hunting competition!
The woman nestled against Percivalâs side and playfully poked his chest.
âYour Highness, is it really proper to talk about other beauties in front of me? Iâm not sure I can allow it.â
âAh, but such beauty is like a natural disaster. Havenât you seen it yourself? Surely, you can let it slide just this once?â
âHonestly! Is this really the time for that kind of talk?â
No, this isnât the time for you two to be disgusting in front of me either.
As my patience steadily dwindled, Percival finally turned his attention back to me.
Hurry up and either end this conversation or excuse yourself! I canât just leave while youâre standing here!
âDid you come to visit my brother?â
âYes, Your Highness. I was relieved to see him in good health.â
âWe were surprised too. With talent like that, it seems like he wouldâve been better off being born into a mercenary family rather than the royal one.â
ââ¦â
âIâm joking. You can laugh.â
Of course, I didnât laugh.
Percival, unbothered, gave the woman a nudge toward the tearoom. She giggled as she walked back inside.
âDoris Redfield. Is your sister doing well?â
âYes, she is in good health, Your Highness.â
âThatâs good to hear. Do both of you sing at all?â
âSing?â
âThereâs talk of holding this summerâs charity event as a concert. Naturally, the front row should be filled with young ladies, donât you think? Itâd be a good opportunity for you.â
Good opportunity, my foot! Iâm suddenly reminded of the library director who suggested our librarians dress up and perform pop dances because we were âso pretty.â The mere thought gave me chills.
â¦But this is a different context. Calm down.
After all, noblewomen in this era genuinely used performances like plays or choirs to raise money at charity events.
âWell, Iâm not very skilled, but Iâll ask my sister.â
âDo you really need to ask? Doesnât Natalie love any event that lets her stand out?â
No, she doesnât.
Let me make that perfectly clear.
Natalie doesnât love events that make her stand out. She loves events she can control. Thereâs a big difference.
But I canât exactly tell the prince that.
âIâm not sure, Your Highness. There are many things even sisters donât know about one another.â
âTrue. Even between brothers, thereâs much we donât know. Like the moment one of them suddenly reveals an unexpected talent.â
âHaha⦠I suppose Iâll just have to rely on my sister.â
âPlease do. And what you saw todayââ
ââwas nothing but Your Highnesses.â
âI like that answer. Farewell, then.â
Percival gave me an insufferable wink before returning to the tearoom. Through the closed door, I could still hear the womanâs shrill laughter.
âDid you enjoy chatting with a cute young lady?â
âEnjoy? Hardly. Iâd rather spend my time watching your performance.â
âYou canât stop me from practicing and then complain about wanting to see me performâ¦!â
For the love of all things holy, can these two just stop?
I quickened my pace, desperate to escape the lingering echoes of their voices.
Of course, I told my sister everything.
âYou danced with the Second Prince at the hunting competition, right? Just so you know, if he starts courting you, be cautious.â
Grace replied without hesitation.
âAny man who approaches me is 95% trash, so I never had any expectations for their character, dear sister.â
ââ¦â
âRemember this: life is all about choosing the prettiest trash.â
âI donât want trash at all, thoughâ¦â
âMost humans are trash, dear.â
Thatâs⦠a bit too cynical, donât you think?
But then she handed me a cake, seemingly prepared just for me, and I quickly shut up and focused on eating.
After the hunting competition, my parents had very mixed feelings about our results.
Grace, at least, returned as the queen of the event, exactly as theyâd hoped.
âNatalie, so who was the man who brought you the most game?â
âI donât know. I just told them to leave it and get lost.â
â...â
âYou said all I needed was the laurel wreath, didnât you? Why?â
If I were a parent, Iâd be pulling my hair out too.
Unable to take it anymore, I told my parents that Natalie had danced with the Second Prince. Their reaction? Even more lukewarm than before.
âNow, of all times?â
âI heard his previous engagement fell through because of a mistake on his part⦠Suddenly looking for a fiancée domestically doesnât exactly scream promising.â
From what Iâve gathered, the Second Princeâs reputation in high society is more flash than substance. Sure, heâd offer a stable life, but thatâs about the extent of his appeal.
What bothered me, though, was:
âStill, for Natalie, even a scandal involving him would be more than she deserves.â
The fact that my parents seemed to hold that jerk in higher regard than my sister.
Meanwhile, the way they looked at me grew more complicated.
âThe prince hunted a monster and dedicated it to you?â
âIt wasnât a dedication!â
âOh, donât be silly. Itâs all in how you frame it!â
I had expected them to scold me for clinging to someone so disconnected from the Blue Atrium, but it seemed the rumors of him taking on a monster had started to shift his reputation.
Of course, there were still clear limits to that.
âEven so, donât shut the door on other opportunities. Nothingâs set in stone yet.â
What other opportunities? No oneâs going to suddenly start paying attention to Doris Redfield, whoâs gone unnoticed for over twenty years.
Especially not with a fiancé like that.
The thought of it made me furious, so I stabbed my fork into the cake and ate aggressively while my sister spoke up.
âAre you planning to participate if the charity concert happens?â
âNo, absolutely not.â
âYouâre quick to answer. But if the Crown Princess attends, you might not have a choice.â
âEven though Iâm just a fiancée?â
âOf course. If, as you say, the engagement doesnât fall apart, thereâs only one outcome.â
â...â
She wasnât wrong.
Iâm one of the people involved in this engagement, but I have the least say in it.
And the other person involvedâTristanâhas no feelings for me and is simply enduring it.
This engagement is going to end in marriage.
No matter how much that prince despises me, heâll marry me.
Knowing that is the only reason Iâm enduring all of this.
But do I really have to keep pretending everythingâs fine and smiling at someone who, when I visit out of courtesy, blatantly shows how much he dislikes me by putting on some empty tea-drinking act?
A wave of sadness suddenly welled up inside me.
And thenâ¦
âWait a minute, Doris! Are you crying?â
âWhat? Ah, no, no, Iâm not!â
âYour eyes are already brimming with tears. Donât lie! Drop the fork!â
My sister snatched the fork from my hand and grabbed my hands tightly.
âDoris Redfield. Look me in the eyes.â
âYesâ¦â
âBe honest with me.â
With her fiery, stunning eyes locked on mine, she asked:
âIs there a problem with your engagement?â