Even my mother, who had always treated Tristan like an unwelcome necessity, couldnât reject him now. With a slightly bewildered expression, she nodded.
âOf courseââ
âExcuse me.â
Tristan extended his arm as if to escort me. A silent instruction to place my hand there.
His voice was urgent, yet he followed the formalities with perfect elegance. As expected of a prince.
Still, this situation was oddly amusing.
Feeling like I was playing a role, I placed my right hand on his arm.
âYes, Your Highness. I would be honored.â
ââ¦â
Tristan didnât move immediately. Instead, he stared at my hand on his sleeve for a long moment, as if something fascinating had just happened.
What? Was I funny or something?
âYour Highness?â
ââ¦Letâs go.â
âWhere are weâah, wait, too fast!â
I take back what I thought earlierâabout him being all graceful and composed! He strode forward so quickly that when he must have decided I wasnât keeping up fast enough, he just grabbed me by the waist and carried me along.
At this point, it wasnât an escort, it was straight-up transportation!
This ridiculous pace only stopped when we reached a door at the end of a quiet, empty corridor.
Had he dragged me too far?
âYour Highness? This place isâ¦â
âThe end of the hallway for the event hall.â
I can see that.
âAnd what exactly did you need to tell me that required dragging me all the way here?â
âWell⦠first of all, I enjoyed the performance. Especially the well-timed script revisions, which really shone.â
âThank you!â
It was a compliment that genuinely made me happy.
As my expression brightened, he smiled briefly before continuing.
âThe original script was already oozing with outdated clichés just from the titles alone. But the way you slowly built up the themes through the first two songs, then exploded into satire with the thirdâthat was brilliant.â
âThatâs the best compliment Iâve heard all night.â
âYour singing was beautiful as well. I appreciated how you didnât push your voice beyond its natural range and instead focused on conveying the lyrics and nuances with weight. But more than anything, I just found your voice beautiful.â
âYouâre flattering me too much.â
How many times was he going to call my voice beautiful? It was getting overwhelming.
I knew my singing ability was nothing extraordinaryâmore like someone who had ignored music classes for years and then got suddenly volunteered for an office choir competition.
Of course, I had practiced, so I wasnât bad. But this much praise still felt excessive.
That said⦠even if it was over the top, it wasnât unpleasant.
As I smiled slightly, Tristan spoke again.
âAnd even after collapsing⦠you got back up and walked. Gracefully.â
ââ¦â
âYou recovered quickly. No doubt, your usual eating habits played a major role in helping you overcome that crisis.â
Was this the âYouâre good at breathingâ tier of compliments?
It was ridiculous.
But for some reason, I wasnât annoyed.
Because the way Tristan looked at meâcompletely serious, almost earnestâmade it clear he meant what he was saying.
If he was just teasing me, he wouldnât be putting this much effort into sounding sincere.
It was like he was reaching into the depths of his mind, grabbing every compliment he could find, and offering them all to me.
Honestly, considering his personality, it wasnât surprising that he had zero natural talent for giving heartfelt praise.
Still⦠thanks.
More than anything, I genuinely appreciated the compliment about my script revisions.
I waited until I was sure he had exhausted all the âI tried really hard to prepare good wordsâ compliments before speaking.
âThank you. You really noticed a lot today.â
âItâs not just today.â
âWhat?â
âIâve been watching all along. The things you always do. And the things you showed me for the first time today. All of them were beautiful. It took me too long to say it, but I wanted to now.â
ââ¦â
Tristan had always spoken without hesitation, his words striking down like hammers.
But now, his voice stuttered slightlyâlike a cart rattling over uneven ground.
And it wasnât just his voice that faltered at the last word.
For a brief moment, my heart did too.
âDoris Redfield.â
âYesâ¦?â
âToday, you played a proud and haughty lady on stage. I have a request for you to continue acting.â
âWhat kind of acting?â
âThe role of my fiancée.â
Acting.
Fiancée.
The two words echoed in my head.
Wait. Was this one of those nonsense fake engagement setups? Like pretending to stay engaged for some stupid reason, only to eventually break it off?
Thatâs a classic plotline for a terrible male lead in a reincarnation or transmigration novel! And even in those, itâs the heroine who usually suggests itânot the male lead!
âYour Highness. Are you sayingâ¦â
Thankfully, Tristan did not break new ground in being a garbage human being.
âWe havenât exactly lived like normal fiancés. No casual meals, no strolls, not even exchanging letters. â¦Because of me.â
ââ¦I canât deny that.â
âI want to change that.â
âWhat?â
âI want to attend parties with you. Go on walks by the lake. Maybe even take a trip to the countryside for a picnic. Things weâve never really done together.â
ââ¦â
âIt might feel burdensome at first. But for this entire season, I want you by my side. So that everyone will be able to see that you are my lady.â
He grasped my hand tightly. The pressure tingled through my fingertips like a static shock.
âYour Highness. Acting as your fiancéeââ
âItâs an excuse. A way to force something thatâs been broken for too long back into place.â
ââ¦â
âI donât care if I seem pathetic. Even if itâs just an actâ¦â
ââ¦It doesnât need to be an act.â
My heart, which had plummeted at the thought of a fake engagement, finally settled back into place.
It was okay.
âI am your fiancée. Now and always.â
âDoris⦠Thank you.â
He murmured the words as he reached out with his left hand and grasped my right arm.
The bouquet I had been clutching felt like it would slip from my grip, but Tristan didnât even glance at it. His eyes were fixed solely on me.
I had always thought of his blue eyes as like gemstones.
But now, they looked like an ocean, vast and consuming.
âIn truth, I knew you would answer like that.â
âYour Highnessâ¦â
âThis engagement only needs to last through this season. Because after that, the only thing left is the conclusion that all betrothed couples must reach.â
The conclusion of an engagement.
Marriage.
Of course.
But somehow, the words finally felt real.
Marriage meant that his life would be bound to mine.
More than anything, it meant I had to accept the emotions reflected in his eyes.
Even though I wasnât entirely sure what those emotions were.
He called many sides of me beautifulâ¦
But did that mean it was love?
Right now, he looked like a child, desperate to keep hold of his favorite toy.
My body trembled slightly. A strange fear gripped me.
And yet, the biggest problem wasnât my hesitation.
It was thatâdespite my doubts and uncertaintyâ
I couldnât bring myself to push his hand away.
Between us, the bouquet I held was slowly being crushed. The mingling scent of countless flowers overwhelmed my senses.
My mind felt hazy.
But even if every petal crumpled under the pressure of our hands, right now, Iâ
"Ahem!"
A sudden cough echoed down the corridor.
I immediately stepped back from Tristan.
But he let go only brieflyâthen, as if by instinct, reached out again and grabbed my wrist.
âYour Highness! Someoneâs coming!â
ââ¦Is there a problem with me standing here with my fiancée?â
âThis is different!â
As we bickered in hushed voices, the approaching footsteps never hesitated, turning the corner without a single pause.
Thankfully, it was someone even Tristan had to show respect to.
The Crown Princess.
She smiled at me.
âSo this is where the leading lady was hiding. I was just about to gather the ladies for a tea breakâcare to join me?â
âYes, yes!â
âAnd Prince Tristanâ¦â
ââ¦I was just offering to carry my fiancéeâs flowers.â
âHow thoughtful. Then I leave it to you, Your Highness.â
In the end, Tristan had to gather all the bouquets I had been holding.
What had been an armful for me fit neatly into one of his arms.
âIâll have them sent to the Redfield estate by tonight.â
âThank you.â
âIâll be adding the most beautiful bouquet to the collectionâso look for my letter inside.â
Tristan whispered the words into my ear before stepping back.
I felt my face heat up all over again and quickly rushed to the Crown Princessâs side.
She spoke leisurely.
âThis performance was well-handled. I truly appreciate it. Itâs something I could only say to you directly, but since I had entrusted the event to Prince Percival, I couldnât interfere too openly.â
âIâm just relieved that you enjoyed it.â
âI always assumed you were just a quiet lady. But youâre quite talented. I look forward to seeing what you bring to the royal family.â
ââ¦Y-yes!â@@novelbin@@
Being recognized by a superior was genuinely gratifying.
If I let go of my attachment to following the original novelâs plot, it seemed like everything was falling into place.
I had earned my own merits.
Tristan was looking at me alone.
Butâ¦
Is this really okay?
Especially Tristan.
The brownish pollen dust that had rubbed onto my dress from the crushed bouquetâ
Somehow, it felt like a flashing red warning light.
Just what is it that you feel for me?