I can sense the wolfâs destination immediately.
At my side, Bash says, âMaybe we shouldââ
But Iâm not listening and Iâm sure as fuck not waiting.
I bend my knees and push off Neverland earth with all the urgency of a mortal jet plane.
I take to the air in less than a second and Iâm breaking the sound barrier not long after that.
The trees rattle beneath the force of my flight.
Thereâs no time to revel in being midair again.
Panic has my heart thudding in my ears and the blood rushing through my veins.
The wolf is after the house.
I am after the wolf.
When I land outside the treehouse, I find the front door shredded, nothing but splinters, and bile races up my throat.
âDarling!â
I shove what remains of the front door in and it bangs against the wall.
Wet paw prints cross the foyer and disappear up the stairs.
âDarling!â
Some of the Lost Boys shuffle from their rooms scrubbing at their eyes.
âPan, what is it?â one of them asks.
âDarling!â I shout again and donât bother with the stairs.
I hear a yelp from the loft, then a growl, and the parakeets take flight from the tree in a rolling wave.
When I land outside Darlingâs bedroom, I smell the muskiness of the wolfâs pelt.
A female voice is quivering with fear from the inside.
I slam the door in and find Cherry cowering in the corner of the room and the wolf standing on the end of Darlingâs bed snarling at me.
Darling is tucked on her side beneath the thin sheet, fast asleep.
I edge closer. The wolf lets out a warning growl.
I may not speak the same languageâ
âbut I know he can sense intention, especially mine. If it comes down to the wolf or Darling, I know what my choice will be.
He needs to know it too.
A warning is a warning.
âOut,â I tell him.
But he gives me one more snarl and then turns a circle on the bed and curls into Darlingâs side, his eyes open and trained on me, daring me to come nearer.
What the fuck is going on?
âCherry,â I say.
She lets out a strangled little cry. Sheâs shaking like a leaf.
âCherry, are you all right?â
She gulps down a breath and then wipes at her nose. âIâm fine. Iâm okay. Iâmââ But her eyes are bloodshot, and it gives me reason to wonder if sheâs been crying much longer than the last few minutes.
Everything is wrong.
Nothing feels right.
But I canât be sure it isnât the shadow realigning itself and muddying my intuition.
âIs Darling okay?â I ask next.
Cherry audibly swallows and uses the wall to bring herself upright. âSheâsâ¦Iâ¦â
Vane barrels into the room behind me and rushes to the bed, but the wolf issues another rumble from his chest and Vane comes to a stop.
âWhat the fuck is going on?â he asks. âWhy is the wolf in Winnieâs bed?â
âI donât know,â I answer. âYou have as much information as I do.â
He gives me a look like Iâm being an asshole. âOkay, then why is she sleeping in her bed? I specifically told her to go to your tomb. Cherry, why the is she sleeping in her bed?â
Cherryâs eyes glaze over again and she shakes her head, lower lip trembling.
âCherry!â Vane shouts.
âI donât know!â she yells back and then closes her eyes, purging more tears.
âHey,â I tell him. âGo have a drink.â
He scowls at me and his eyes go black again. âSomething is wrong.â
His shadowâs voice vibrates in his throat and the wolf lifts his head in interest.
I grab Vane by the shoulder. He will no longer be a match for me so I have no fear of his retaliation. And what a fucking liberation.
âGo have a drink.
.â
He gives me one more icy look, black eyes glinting, before shoving through the twins who are hovering by the door.
âWell this is unexpected.â Bash edges around me. The wolf rests his head on his massive front paws.
âCareful, brother,â Kas says.
âI know what Iâm doing,â Bash argues.
âYou say that now but must I remind youââ
âNo you must not,â Bash says.
ââof the time you tried wrestling with a wolf and the wolf tried eating your stupid fucking face?â
âItâs okay, boy.â Bash takes another step. Iâm having a hard time deciding who should get my attentionâWinnie or the wolf.
How the hell is she still sleeping with all this commotion?
Bash gets a foot away from the bed and holds out his hand so the wolf can smell him. âSee?â Bash says. âIâm one of the good ones.â
Kas snorts.
When the wolf seems satisfied with the prince, Bash pats the wolfâs head and then gives him a scratch behind the ear.
âFriends?â Bash brings his other hand around to scrub at the wolfâs ruff.
Cherry tries to use our distraction with the animal as a means to duck out of the room, but I snatch her by the wrist and wrench her back.
âAhhhhhhh,â she breathes out as my grip tightens around her arm.
âWhy is Winnie in her bed and not in my tomb?â I ask her.
She swallows. Licks her lips, flutters her eyelashes. Sheâs having a hard time catching her breath. âMaybe because she was tired.â
I narrow my eyes and feel a swell of something old and familiar.
Itâs that same knowing feeling gnawing in the back of my head.
Cherry is lying.
But why would she lie about something like this?
I look past the twins to Darling again, her chest rising and falling with even breaths.
Something is different about the energy in the room and I canât tell if itâs the wolf, my shadow, or the twins gleeful excitement.
âIs Darling okay?â I ask again and then soften my voice. âTell me, Cherry.â
Her shoulders rock with a shiver.
She and I look down at her arms at the same time and I notice sheâs peppered in bruises and scrapes.
âWhere did these come from?â
âA parakeet got trapped in my room.â
Another lie.
â
ââ
âPan,â Bash says.
âWhat?â I snap.
When I turn to him, I find Darling curling an arm around the wolfâs neck. She nuzzles into him and breathes in deep. âIâm okay,â she answers, but her voice is faraway and sleepy.
Some of my panic ebbs out.
To Cherry, I say, âStay in the house until I need you. Understood?â
âOf course,â she answers and when I drop her arm, she is gone in an instant.
The twins step back so I can go to the bedside. The wolf seems fine with me approaching now. âAre you awake, Darling?â I ask.
She looks the same. The same coarse, dark hair. The same swell of red lips, the same fan of dark lashes over pale skin.
She looks the same but she does not feel the same but the wolf is making it hard to figure out why.
His energy is everywhere, his wildness permeating the air.
âDarling?â I try again when she doesnât answer.
âHmmm?â
âYou promise youâre all right?â
She breathes in the wolfâs smell and seems completely unaware that sheâs snuggled into his side.
âI promise.â
I want to rouse her. I want to hold her. I want to tell her I got my shadow back and see the excitement play across her face.
But she is so content.
For now, that must be enough.
âCome find me when you wake,â I tell her.
âOkay.â
She settles back into sleep.
I look over at the wolf, his head turned toward me, blue eyes on me. âSheâs mine. Do you understand me, wolf?
.â
He growls in this throat, but lets it fade out before settling his head again.
Beyond Darlingâs room, the sky is turning pale blue with the rising sun.
âStay by her side,â I tell the twins. âCall for me if anything changes and I will be here.â
The twins give me a nod before Bash settles into the wingback and Kas pulls himself up onto the windowsill.
Satisfied that Darling has a new protector, it would seem, and two fae princes to look over her, I leave her bedroom and head out into the wet morning air.