Darling slumps and Vane scoops her up easily, cradling her against his chest.
I nudge her beneath the chin and call her name, but sheâs out cold.
âSomething is wrong,â Vane tells me, his eyes black and his voice rumbling.
âI can fucking see that.â
âWhere the fuck is Cherry? Something happened while we were at Hookâs.â
âGive her to me.â
Vaneâs scowl deepens. âFuck off.â He turns his body, holding Darling away from me.
âNow youâre being a possessive prick? Not that long ago, you were telling to fuck off.â
He frowns at me. âIs a man not allowed to change his mind?â
The twinsâ laughter wends into the loft as they enter in through the kitchen. Theyâre telling a story about their grandmother and her cloudberry syrup recipe.
âBoys,â I call.
They come into the loft and look between all three of us still standing there naked.
Bashâs mouth drops open. âYou had a fuck party and didnât wait for us to come home?â
Kas comes to Darling still draped over Vaneâs arms and pushes the damp hair from her eyes. âWhatâs wrong with her?â
âWe donât know,â Vane says. âShe just passed out.â
âGet her to the couch,â Kas orders.
We donât typically follow the orders of banished princes, but Kas knows a thing or two about mortal ailments that he learned from his grandmother.
Vane takes Darling around to the couch and gently lays her in the corner. Kas grabs one of the pillows and tucks it beneath Darlingâs knees, then takes a second and puts it beneath her feet, propping her legs up.
He rests his ear to her chest.
I can hear her heart beating without the nearness. The steady thump-thump.
Her breathing is fine too.
In fact, everything I can hear and sense and see of her tells me sheâs fine.
âIs she sick?â Bash asks and sits on the edge of the low table in the center of the room.
âNo one gets sick on Neverland.â I crouch beside Darling and scan her face.
âDarling isnât technically from Neverland though,â Bash points out. He has a handful of picked cloudberries and he pops one in his mouth. âMaybe we should take her to her mortal realm.â
I sit beside him on the table and steal one of the berries from his hand. âSheâs not leaving my sight.â
âThen what do you want to do?â
The longer sheâs unconscious, the worse I feel. I could pretend we fucked her into fainting, our fragile Darling girl. But sheâs not waking up.
What the fuck is happening?
Nails click on the hardwood floor and a second later, the wolf is back. He looks up at me with what is, , a disapproving glare.
âYou can fuck off too,â I tell him.
He turns away from me and hops up on the couch, nestling into Darlingâs side.
âPan,â Vane coaxes.
âYes, I know.â I run my hand through my hair, considering my options as new heaviness sinks in my chest. Once upon a time, before I lost my shadow, I could alter anything on Neverland. I could make things appear out of thin air.
But heal someone? Far more complicated, not as reliable, and never worth the risk.
My gut twists as the seconds tick by in my head and Darling still doesnât wake.
I could try to heal her if I knew what the fuck was wrong with her. I donât sense anything and thatâs the problem.
In factâ¦there is an odd sort of stillness to her. Even before I had my shadow, I could sense the hum of her nearness, the warmth of her presence.
And now, sheâs just quiet.
I hate desperation.
I hate asking for help even more.
But Iâm not just going to sit on my ass and hope for the best.
Not where Darling is concerned.
I look up at Vane. âGo get Smee,â I tell him. âAnd hurry.â
He doesnât argue. Doesnât hesitate. Heâs dressed and gone in seconds.
Itâs hard to ignore the fast thump of his heart.
Vane is just as anxious as I am.