While we wait for the Dark One to return with the pirate, Peter Pan paces the loft and I busy myself in the kitchen even if our dysfunctional family breakfast is now up in the air.
Keeping my hands occupied is just the distraction I need. Iâve always loved being in the kitchen. Itâs about the only thing I inherited from my mother, though she never actually loved it.
When she was lecturing Kas and I about our duties and our roles as crowned princes of the fae court, she would remind us of where she came from and the sacrifices she made to get to where she was.
And when she would find me in the kitchen helping the staff measure and pour and stir for an upcoming dinner, she would practically pop a rib.
There may have been common fae blood in her veins, but she wanted to pretend that working with our hands was now beneath us.
Nani was queen long before Tinker Bell was and Nani worked with her hands until the day she died.
âYou worried about Darling?â Kas asks as he pulls himself up on the counter behind me.
I scoop flour out of the canister. âNot really. I think if something were really wrong, Pan or Vane would know it.â
âYou think weâre mistreating her?â he asks next.
âOh definitely.â
He snorts. âWeâre all depraved assholes. Sheâs probably better off without us.â
I look at my twin over my shoulder. Heâs still shirtless. We usually are. Thereâs just something about feeling the sun and the Neverland ocean breeze on your bare skin thatâll make you hate clothes real quick.
Plus I look better shirtless.
âSpeak for yourself,â I tell Kas. âI think sheâs better with me.â
He snorts again and rolls his eyes and then tosses a cloudberry into the air, catching it with his open mouth a second later.
âYou give any more thought to what weâll do if we reclaim our throne?â
I crack open an egg and the white beads through the split. âThe fae has always expected the royal line to reside in court and marry and work really fucking hard at banging out an heir.â
âYep.â
âIâm actually surprised our dear sister hasnât married yet.â
âShe always did go her own way.â
It makes me wonder what she wants out of all this. Sheâs doing what she thinks is expected of her, and yet she is shirking all of the traditional roles of a queen.
With the ingredients in the clay bowl, I grab one of the wooden spoons from the drawer and start mixing. âCan you imagine all four of us living in the fae palace with our Darling queen?â
Kas and I look at one another.
, my brother says in our language.
âDonât even fucking think about it,â Pan says from the doorway.
Thereâs a drink in his hand. He upends the glass and drains the liquor. âButâ¦â he adds and breathes around the heat of the drink. âThis is no royal home.â His gaze goes distant. âWe could build her a new one. A castle fit for a queen.â
âThree kings and a Dark One?â Kas says behind me. We can all hear the sarcasm in his voice.
, I tell him.
Pan leans against the door frame, his eyes on Darling still on the couch in the next room. âI always dreamed of a united Neverland.â He looks down at the empty glass in his hand and turns it this way and that, catching the sunlight. âIs that a ridiculous notion?â When he lifts his gaze again, his blue eyes are trained on us.
He understood our language that time.
Has he always?
Or is it the return of his shadow?
âNo more fighting and conniving amongst ourselves?â Kas says. âIt does sound like a dream.â
Pan nods. âA Neverland dream. One I never wish to wake from.â
Just then the front door bangs open. It creaks on its broken hinges.
I leave the pancake batter behind and my twin follows me as I follow Pan into the loft.
Vane and Smee are just coming up the stairs.
âIâm shocked he talked you into it, Smee,â I say.
Sheâs wearing a gauzy sleeveless shirt with several buttons undone from the collar exposing the odd emblem she has tattooed on her chest. Her locs are tied up on the top of her head and held back with a strip of cloth the color of firecracker flowers.
Smee ignores me and comes around the couch and kneels beside our Darling girl. Balder opens his eyes to her but clearly doesnât view her as a threat. In fact, his tail wags like heâs happy to see her.
âHow long has she been out?â Smee asks.
âAbout a half hour,â Pan answers.
Smee peels back one of Darlingâs eyelids and checks her pupils. Then she runs her fingers over Darlingâs neck, then her shoulders.
âWhat were you doing?â she asks as she continues her check.
Darling is still naked but Pan covered her with a blanket. Heâs dressed again.
âIs that relevant?â Vane asks.
Smee looks over her shoulder at him as he stands, brooding, beyond the couch, arms crossed.
Iâm not sure if he was more of a prick when he hated Darling or now when heâs clearly falling for her.
Smee pulls a small vial from the pocket of her trousers.
âWhat is that?â Pan asks.
âSmelling salts,â Smee answers. âPotent, safe, but effective. Do I have your permission to try it?â
Pan inhales and gives her a nod.
Smee uncorks the top and puts the vial beneath Darlingâs nose.