(POV Chiharu)
After Chiaki had fed Onii-san rice porridge, we made our way downstairs and gathered around the table in the living room. Chiaki still had a slightly flushed face, which intrigued Chinatsu, as if she were beholding something mysterious. Meanwhile, Chifuyu had a slightly pouting face, keeping her own thoughts hidden.
âWhy didnât you make him go âaah~â and feed him like you promised? You were so confident about it,â Chinatsu asked.
âW-Well⦠I got embarrassed, thatâs why,â Chiaki replied.
âHmm, I see⦠Well, I guess I can understand that it might be a little embarrassing to say âaah~â to someone else. But you did seem to overreact,â Chinatsu remarked.
âI-I donât know why, but it was embarrassing! Letâs just drop this topic! Itâs taboo now!â Chiaki declared, forming a big X shape with her hands in front of her face.
Chinatsu tilted her head slightly, but she decided to grant Chiakiâs wish since there were other things to do now.
âRight⦠Since we have other things to do, I suppose we can drop that topic⦠Well then, letâs think about what else we can do. Letâs see⦠cleaning the bath, doing the laundry⦠tidying up after the Akiâs cooking, and cleaning the toilet⦠Oh, I wonder if it would be a good idea to wipe away Kaito-sanâs sweat tooâ¦?â
âWell then, Iâll take care of cleaning the bath and running the washing machine.â I said.
âIâll handle tidying up after the cooking.â Chiaki decided.
âI see, so thatâs how weâll divide the tasks for Aki and Haru, huh?â
One by one, the roles were assigned. During moments like these, the unity and judgment of us sisters were truly remarkable.
âAs for Chifuyu⦠I can help wipe away Kaito-sanâs sweat, make him an ice pillow, and place a cool towel on his forehead⦠something like that.â Chifuyu added
âI see, that works for Fuyu. Then, should I start the vacuum cleaner?â Chinatsu said.
âAlright, itâs settled! With our unity, weâll help Kaito! Ei, ei, oh!â Chiaki exclaimed.
ââââ¦âââ
ââ¦Hmm, I feel lonelyâ¦â
Chiaki alone chanted âei, ei, oh!â and created an indescribable atmosphere. It seemed that Chiakiâs attempt to change the mood didnât go well this time. Well, there were occasional times like that, when everything didnât go smoothly.
Well, in my case, Chiakiâs actions were just too adorable, and I couldnât help but forget my breathing and reactionâ¦
Afterward, we started moving. Each of us⦠I finished cleaning the bath and poured detergent and fabric softener into the washing machine before switching it on. My work would be done soon.
Curious, I observed my sisters to see how they were doing.
Chinatsu hummed a tune as she vacuumed. The whirring sound of the machine echoed throughout the room. Should I offer to help?
âChinatsu, do you want some help?â
âNo, Iâm fine. Thereâs only one vacuum cleaner.â
âBut we can use it togetherâ¦â
âNo, Iâm fine.â
âI seeâ¦â
Chinatsu seemed to carry a sense of responsibility and pride in her work. There was something different about her expression. I couldnât help but ask.
âYou seem different today. Somethingâs changed.â
âDo you think so?â
âUsually, youâre cute, but today thereâs a dignified charm to your cuteness.â
âR-Really? Iâm not sure⦠But maybe⦠Maybe Iâve finally become able to express my gratitude sincerelyâ¦â
âHuh?â
âOh, well, until now, Iâve been building walls and acting all aloof, trying to hide something⦠No, maybe I still canât completely let my guard down and have a genuine conversation⦠But, um, itâs like⦠Anyway! I want to express my gratitude!â
âI seeâ¦â
âThatâs why I want to do something, to give back! Yes, this! This is what I wanted to say!â
âYouâre amazing.â
When did Chinatsu become such a wonderful person? It almost felt like there were sparkling star effects around her. She aspired to grow as the second sister and wanted to set a good example because she had an older sister and two younger sisters.
Youâve become such an admirable older sisterâ¦
âWell, itâs not like Iâm doing anything particularly amazingâ¦â
âYou are amazing; youâre cool; youâre the best. Onee-chan is about to cryâ¦â
âBut youâre even more amazing than meâ¦â
âReally?â
âYes, you are.â
âThank you~~.â
âAh, okay, okay, just donât cling to me.â
Overwhelmed with joy, I found myself unable to resist embracing Chinatsu, only to be skillfully evaded by her. Without skipping a beat, she resumed her vacuuming as if nothing had happened.
Itâs so lonely⦠I want to hug them every day, but recently, Chinatsu, Chiaki, and even Chifuyu havenât let me do it as much. I canât replenish my sisterly affection.
Well, there will be other opportunities for hugsâ¦
Moving on, I spotted Chiaki at the kitchen sink, diligently washing pots and plates. It appeared she had been closely observing Onii-sanâs cooking, resulting in her remarkable growth. Â I couldnât help but wonder when exactly that happened.
âShall I help you, Chiaki?â
âNah, Iâve got this! I want to do it myself!â
âOh, alrightâ¦â
Chiaki efficiently carried out the cleaning task. I couldnât help but be curious about her earlier reaction. That response, so pure and innocent, even within her already girlish innocence.
Though, for some reason, I could sense thatâ¦.Chiaki still had some growing up to do. It seemed that she hadnât fully matured yet.
âChiaki, how was your conversation with Onii-san earlier?â
âHuh? Uh, no, it was nothing⦠Just the usual, really!â
âYour face seemed a little flushed, thoughâ¦â
âT-Thatâs because I used my fire magic to absorb some heat from Kaito!â
âI seeâ¦â
âY-Yeah⦠and, um, letâs not talk about it anymore⦠Itâs embarrassing.â
âIs it really that embarrassing?â
âY-Yeah. I donât know why, but itâs really, really embarrassingâ¦â
Perhaps Chiaki instinctively sensed something. She was quite sensitive to othersâ feelings, but sometimes insensitive to her own. This might be inevitableâ¦
âWell, then, if anything happens, let me know.â
âGot it!â
Next, I headed to Onii-sanâs room to check on Chifuyu. I climbed up the stairs and peeked into the room. Inside, I saw Chifuyu lying next to Onii-san on the bed, gently wiping his forehead with a towel. She looked worried as she held his hand.
âChifuyu, Iâm fine now⦠Please, let go of me. I donât want you to catch a cold.â
âNo, Iâll stay right here for now.â
âA cold compress or something will be enough⦠Iâll be fine.â
âWhen I catch a cold, I become emotionally vulnerable, so itâs better to have someone with me.â
âBut, you know⦠Iâm an adult.â
âWhether youâre an adult or a child, it doesnât matter. Chifuyu doesnât mind catching your cold. In fact, I hope I do. They say it helps you recover.â
âDonât say things like that⦠If you catch my cold, Iâll⦠Iâll be worried.â
Despite feeling lightheaded, Onii-san managed to have a conversation with Chifuyu, desperately trying to distance her from himself. He didnât want to risk getting her sick by being too close. However, Chifuyu remained steadfast, refusing to budge from her spot and holding his hand.
âChifuyu would stay with you⦠no matter whatâ¦â
âBut, I meanâ¦â
âThen, if I catch a cold because of you, Kaito-san, please take care of Chifuyu.â
âI seeâ¦â
âYes⦠Kaito-san, youâre not that strong⦠I donât want you to be alone⦠because youâre not that strongâ¦â
âAm I weakâ¦? Is that how I appear? â
âWell, sometimes you come across as strong, cool, and wonderfully resilient⦠but occasionally, you seem fragile and delicate⦠I get that kind of feeling.â
ââ¦Iâm sorry for causing you to worry.â
âDonât apologize, please. It just that Chifuyu and the others are always causing trouble; maybe itâs just a cumulative effect⦠Maybe thatâs why todayâ¦â
âThatâs not true. Itâs just a result of my poor health management. So, âplease donât worry like thatâ. Iâm fine now, and it would be bad if you caught anything, so letâs not stay here, okay?â
As Onii-san began to utter those words, Chifuyu tightened her grip on his hand, cutting off his words and expressing her own opinion.
âAfter hearing those words just now, Iâve made up my mind. I wonât leave your side today, Kaito-san. Because, because⦠Even though you tell me not to worry, that you donât need anyone to take care of you⦠Arenât you the one who cares about Chifuyu and the others the most? I understand that we may seem fragile and appear to be in danger. I know you genuinely worry about us. I know that youâre an amazing and strong person, and Chifuyu might not be of much help to you. But at least when youâre feeling weak, let me be the one to support you! Especially in times like these, I want you to rely on me more than anyone else!â
â⦠â
Chifuyu wasnât raising her voice, but through her intense gaze and the firm grip of Onii-sanâs hand, I could sense her strong feelings, stronger than anyone elseâs. And surely, Onii-san must have felt the same way.
Amidst the hazy vision and thoughts caused by the fever, Onii-san wasnât oblivious to Chifuyuâs feelings.
âI see⦠Thank you, Chifuyu⦠But, I still donât want to get you sickâ¦â
ââ¦â
âBut if you do catch a cold, I promise to take care of you more than anyone else and bring you back to your energetic self⦠Can I rely on you just for today?â
âYes, of course!â
âThank you⦠Well then, could you continue holding my hand until I fall asleep?â
âAbsolutely!â
âThank youâ¦â
Onii-san, feeling lightheaded, closed his eyes and, after a few minutes, began to breathe softly, indicating he had fallen asleep.
âKaito-sanâ¦? Have you already fallen asleepâ¦?â
Chifuyu asked Onii-san, but there was no response. It was clear that he was sound asleep.
âKaito-san, Chifuyu⦠Chifuyuâ¦. lovesâ¦youâ¦â
She said it decisively. Instinctively, I clenched my fist tightly. I knew it.
There was no qualification to oppose it, nor was there any reason to do so.
âAh, I finally said it⦠I love you⦠even though Kaito-san is sleepingâ¦â she murmured.
âHeâs probably not awake⦠right?â
âIâll say it again when heâs awake⦠I would be extremely happy if he could respond to Chifuyuâs feelings at that time,â
Surely, she was now practicing her confession. She wanted to devote herself to Onii-san. It was not just pure gratitude but also her own affection that served as the reason.
Thatâs why I couldnât let âthe presentâ go to waste. My feelings couldnât be contained.
In the future, there might be a separation. Our time together as the four of us might be coming to an end. I knew it, I anticipated it, and I prepared myself for it.
But now, with the possibility right before my eyes, my emotions surged uncontrollably. Even though it wasnât certain, even though there was no guarantee of an impending farewell.
I was engulfed in an indescribable whirlpool of emotions.
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(POV Kaito)
I had been restored to health. I am the restored Kaito.
It was not a time for fooling around. Although vague, the fact that all four of them had dedicated themselves to my recovery was imprinted in my mind.
âI have come back to life. Thank you, all four of you.â
âKaito~~, Iâm glad youâre better~~!â Chiaki said.
âThatâs great. Kaito-san, youâve recovered.â
âI didnât do anything specialâ¦â Chinatsu said.
âIâm also happy that Onii-san has gotten better. And Chinatsu worked really hard too.â
âNo, you donât have to say that!â Chinatsu retorted.
âI already know that Chinatsu worked hard. I had been informed about everything by Chiaki.â
Through Chiakiâs account, I learned that each of them had devoted themselves to my well-being in their own unique ways. Reflecting upon my memories, I felt an overwhelming sense of gratitude towards these four girls, who had worked diligently behind the scenes.
âAlright, now that Iâm feeling better, letâs go buy birthday cakes for the four of you right away.â
âYay, sounds great!â
âWell, Kaito-san, since you just recovered from your illness, I think thatâ¦â
âThank you, Chifuyu. However, this is something I want to do. I canât give up on it. Iâve been sleeping a lot, and my calorie intake has been insufficient. By going to buy cakes and celebrating with the four of you, I can also consume some calories. Itâs a win-win situation. Alright, letâs go.â
âYay, count me in! Iâve been wanting to eat a chocolate cake that looks like a tree!â Chiaki said.
âUm, well, Kaito-san⦠Iâve been wanting to try mille-feuilleâ¦â Chinatsu added.
âHey, wait a minute, both Aki-nee and Natsu-nee, Kaito-san has justâ¦â Chifuyu started.
âChifuyu, what do you want to eat?â
âOh, well⦠Iâd like Mont Blanc.â
âAlright, and what about Chiharu?â
âIâmâ¦.fine with anythingâ¦â
âAnything, huh⦠In that case, letâs go with my recommendation. Is that okay?â
âS-sureâ¦â
I wonât let her settle for just anything. Birthday cakes are something special. Letâs also buy a turkey. After all, I want to eat it, too. Itâs a chance to gain some calories as well.
I need to make sure I take in enough nutrition so that I donât catch a cold again. From now on, I should express my opinions and thoughts more freely.
I felt like Chifuyu had mentioned something along those lines⦠It was a vague memory, but I remembered it. This was probably something I shouldnât have overlookedâ¦
â¦However, I also felt like it was somewhat of a habit of mine. It had become a habit of mine to navigate through the year carefully, trying not to hurt the four of them as much as possible. Breaking that habit and starting anew was quite challenging.
But I made a decision in my heart. I would try to approach them more and express what I wanted to say! With that determination, I left home and drove my car.
Very soon, our second year together was about to begin.
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TN: Although this sounds like end of volume, it is not, thereâs a few chapters remaining before the first volume called âfirst yearâ ends. First year meaning, they head spent a year living together.