After saying this, little Lea bounced up and down, leading her mom outside by the hand.
Only Ellinor and Marlinie were left in the hospital room, exchanging awkward glances.
Marlinie was the first to break the silence. Her voice was incredibly gentle as she smiled and said, âEllinor, you probably⦠donât remember me, do you?â
Ellinor simply stared at her mother, not saying a word.
Marlinie sighed in self-reproach. âIâm the one who should apologize. Iâve left you alone all these years and only found you now⦠Iâm sorryâ¦â
Ellinor watched as her motherâs tears fell. Her own eyes reddened as she stared at the bandage on her motherâs forearm, asking, âHow did you get hurt? Is it serious?â
Marlinie was taken aback. She looked down at her own wound and shook her head. âNo, itâs nothing too serious.â
Ellinor looked into her motherâs eyes. Her emotions were a complicated mix of bitterness and love. She was no longer a child, so it seemed she couldnât just throw herself into her motherâs arms anymore.
âTwo days ago, when Bertha invited me to come see you, why didnât you show up? Were you hiding from me?â Ellinorâs voice was trembling slightly.
Marlinie quickly shook her head. âNo, no! Ellinor, how could I hide from you?! I just felt too ashamed to face you. I havenât been the mother I should have been, so I didnât know how to face you.â
Ellinorâs eyes reddened even more. âThen why⦠why did you leave me alone back then? Why didnât you ever come back for me? Iâve been waiting for you this whole time!â
Tears streamed down Marlinieâs face. âI didnât mean to⦠Back then, someone was trying to kill me, and I thought it would be too dangerous to keep you with me, so I temporarily left you with Arnold for safety.
Later, I went looking for you! I really did! But Arnold told me⦠told me you had died! He even gave me an urn of ashes. I thought⦠I thought you were goneâ¦â
Ellinor knew it. She knew she was not an abandoned child. She knew her mother would never abandon her.
All these years she had refused to believe she was abandoned, so she never gave up on finding her mother.
Today, finally, she saw her mother and received answers.
Having found the answer, Ellinor somewhat awkwardly held her motherâs hand. âSo, who was trying to kill you back then?â
Facing this question, Marlinieâs face paled even more. She seemed to be avoiding it.
Ellinor, however, had an idea. âWas it the Howards? Were they trying to kill you?â
Marlinieâs eyes were bloodshot. She slowly choked out, âEllinor, actually, the Howards were targeting me, not you. You shouldnât care aboutâ¦â
Ellinor held her motherâs hand tightly. âAt this point, does it matter whether the Howards were targeting you or me? Theyâre the reason we were separated!â
Marlinie took a deep breath. âI donât want to judge others, but donât count your brother with them. He shouldnât be with them. He cares about you a lot.â
Ellinor scoffed. âTo me, thereâs no difference.â
Marlinie didnât want to pass the grudges of the older generation onto her children. âEllinor, your brother was still a child back then. He had his limitations, so we canât blame him.â
Ellinor looked at her mother. âYou donât want me to settle the score with the Howards?â
Marlinie gave her a bitter smile. âWhat score to settle? Itâs been so many years; I donât want to bring up those things anymore. I came back this time because Bertha told me she saw someone who looked a lot like my daughter. Now that Iâve found you, Iâll leave this place again and let the past be the past.â
Ellinor frowned. âLeave this place? You⦠youâre leaving me again?â