My phone is pressed to my ear as I speed through the house, trying to make it out the door in time. Juniperâs voice is a steady presence on the other end, her tone clipped but professional as always. Itâs what I need right nowâsomeone who can cut through the noise of my thoughts and keep me on track.
âJuniper, I need you to push the Markham meeting back by thirty minutes. No, scratch thatâmake it an hour.â
âYes, Mr. Harrington,â Juniperâs eager voice chirps through the speaker. âIâll take care of it right away. Is there anything else you need?â
I suppress a sigh, clenching my jaw. âJust make sure everything else stays on track. I canât afford any more delays today.â
âIâve just confirmed your meetings for the afternoon. Youâve got an hour before the call with Kensington, and Iâve scheduled a call with Elliot Burman for two-thirty. Everythingâs set, Mr. Harrington. Just donât forget to sign off on the new contract before you go in. Itâs urgent.â
âIâll handle it,â I tell her, grabbing my keys off the table by the stairs. My thoughts are racing through the dayâs tasks, prioritizing, organizing, but none of it seems to matter when I canât find the one thing I need: time.
As I reach for the door handle, Iâm stopped by yet another delay.
âMaster Harrington,â Douglas says, his voice as dry as the desert. He stands there, holding a letter in one hand, his brow furrowed. Heâs not one for theatrics, but the stern look on his face immediately gets my attention. âYou might want to see this.â
I take the letter, a sinking feeling in my stomach. My mind is still half on Juniperâs updates, still trying to mentally process everything I need to get done today. But when I glance down at the letter, my heart sinks. Itâs from my neighborâVivienne Smith-Baggington. And the words, written in bold, seem to stare back at me like an accusation.
âDemand for Damages and Formal Complaint: Zeus, the Harrington family dogâ¦â The words on the page blur together, but a few phrases jump out at me: âlawsuitâ, âdamagesâ, and âeuthanasiaâ.
I feel the blood drain from my face. Zeus. Sarahâs dog. The last living connection to my late wife. My mind races, searching for the right thing to do, but all I can muster is a weak, âSarahââ
Douglas hovers uncertainly nearby.
âSir? Are you all right?â
I nod absently, already pulling out my phone. âI need to call my lawyer,â I mutter, more to myself than to Douglas.
As I dial the number, my thoughts drift to Zeus. Heâs been different since Sarah passed, more anxious, more aggressive. But to put him down? It feels like losing her all over again.
âCarter, itâs Grayson Harrington,â I say when my lawyer picks up. âI need your help. Itâs about my dog, Zeus.â Heâs not really my dogâhe was always Sarahâs dog.
I look over at Zeus, lying peacefully near the kitchen, his head resting on his enormous paws. But I know how volatile heâs become. The loss of Sarah broke him just as much as it broke me. And now, it seems like itâs come to a head.
âZeus wasnât unprovoked,â I tell Carter, my voice strained. âBut heâsâ¦heâs not the same. Heâs been unpredictable ever since Sarahââ I cut myself off. I donât need to say her name to know the weight it carries.
Thereâs a pause on the other end of the line, as if Carter is gathering his thoughts. âI understand, but Grayson, we canât risk it. If you canât get Zeus under control, we might have no choice but to put him down. Iâll arrange for a behavioral assessment, but you need to prepare for the worst.â
The words hit me like a punch to the gut. A coldness settles deep in my chest as I stand frozen, the weight of it sinking in. Zeus is the last piece of Sarah I have left. The last connection to her, to everything we had. Losing himâ¦I canât imagine it.
âJustâ¦do what you need to do,â I finally say, my voice rougher than I want it to be. âIâll be in touch.â
I end the call and stand there, feeling the tightness in my chest grow. Zeus doesnât deserve this. But then, neither do I.
I take a deep breath, running a hand through my hair as I finally realize I havenât moved from the spot near the front door. My heart is racing now. Not just for the legal mess Iâm facing, but for Zeus, for everything thatâs slipping through my fingers.
âMaster Harringtonââ
âItâs fine, Douglas. Iâm fine.â
Douglas nods, his usual sharp wit absent, replaced with a rare seriousness. âLet me know if you need anything at all.â
I donât trust myself to say anything more, so I simply give him a terse nod. I take a deep breath, straightening my tie and smoothing down my suit jacket. Itâs going to be a long day, but Iâve faced worse. At least, thatâs what I tell myself as I reach for the door handle, bracing for whatever new challenge awaits me on the other side.
But when I get in my car, and my hands grip the steering wheel, something in me justâ¦crumbles. The tears threaten to rise, but I push them down. I canât afford to break down. I have a meeting to get to, a business to run. I canât let thisâthis goddamn dogâdestroy everything Iâve worked so hard to build.
But if I lose him, whatâs left?
I grip the steering wheel tightly, my knuckles turning white as I stare blankly through the windshield.
I try to start the car, but my hands are shaking too much to turn the key. The weight of what just happened crashes down on me, and I let out a shaky breath.
âDamn it,â I whisper, closing my eyes. âSarah, what am I supposed to do?â
All I can see is Sarah laughing as Zeus chased his tail in the backyard, the three of us curled up on the couch during movie nights, Zeus comforting me in the days after Sarahâs funeral.
âI canât lose you too, buddy,â I say, my voice thick with emotion. âYouâre all I have left of her.â
The engine hums beneath me, and for a moment, I just sit there, unable to move. My heart is still pounding, a frantic rhythm that matches my thoughts. I donât know how to face the day anymore, how to face the people who depend on me when I can barely hold it together myself.
I close my eyes for a moment, taking in a deep breath, steadying myself. I need to find a way to keep moving, even when it feels like everything is falling apart.
With shaking hands, I pull out of the driveway.