I stroll into Gray Smokeâs sleek lobby, my Birks slapping against the polished marble floor. The floor receptionist gives me a bemused lookâIâm definitely underdressed in board shorts and a faded T-shirt. But hey, thatâs just how I roll.
I might be a silent partner, but I am not about the nine-to-five life. At all. That may be other peopleâs jam, but itâs definitely not mine.
âMr. Cavanaugh,â she greets me with a forced smile. âMr. Ashford and Mr. Harrington are in a meeting.â
I wink at her. âPerfect timing, then.â
Without waiting for a response, I saunter past her desk and head straight for the conference room. Through the glass walls, I can see Cole and Grayson hunched over some papers, looking all serious and important. Boring. So fucking boring.
I burst through the door, grinning as they both jump. âSurprise, boys! Your favorite person is here.â
Coleâs eyes narrow. âChase, what the hell are you doing here?â
âRescuing you from yourselves,â I declare, plopping down in an empty chair and propping my feet up on the expensive mahogany table. Grayson winces, but I ignore him. âYou two have been avoiding the house like itâs ground zero for the zombie apocalypse. Time for an intervention.â
Grayson sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose. âWeâve been busy with work, Chase. Some of us have responsibilities.â
âBlah, blah, blah,â I wave my hand dismissively. âWe both know that is not the reason. Besides, all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy. And you two are duller than a butter knife right now.â
Cole leans back, crossing his arms. âGet to the point, Chase. Some of us have actual work to do.â
I sit up straighter, meeting their gazes. âWeâre doing something fun together. Tomorrow. Non-negotiable.â
They exchange a glance, and I can practically hear the silent argument happening between them. Before they can protest, I add, âOh, and kittenâs coming too.â
That gets their attention. Coleâs jaw tightens, while Graysonâs eyebrows shoot up in surprise.
âTessa?â Grayson asks, his voice carefully neutral. âWhy?â
I shrug, trying to keep my tone light despite the knot forming in my stomach. âWhy not? Sheâs part of our lives now, whether we like it or not. Might as well embrace it.â
âTemporarily,â Greyson grumbles.
âCome on, guys,â I plead, letting a bit of my frustration seep through. âWhen was the last time we just hung out, the three of us? No work, no drama, justâ¦fun?â
A heavy silence falls over the room. I watch as Grayson and Cole share another look, something unspoken passing between them. Finally, Grayson sighs.
âFine,â he concedes. âWhat did you have in mind?â
I grin, bouncing to my feet. âItâs a surprise. Just be ready for anything tomorrow morning.â
âIâll go if spitfire doesnât.â
âSheâs coming,â I snap. âAnd so are you.â
As I saunter out of the conference room, I canât help but feel a mix of excitement and apprehension. Tomorrowâs going to be interesting, thatâs for sure.
We need this. They might see me as spoiled and lazy, but Iâm the glue. Without me, these two would have lost themselves years ago. Itâs why I moved in with Grayson after Sarah died. And itâs why theyâre agreeing to this even when I know they donât want to.
We need this. And Iâm making it happen.
The next morning, Iâm practically vibrating with excitement as I pull the Rover around the driveway. The sunâs barely peeking over the horizon, casting a warm glow on the sleek black SUV. I honk twice, grinning as I see Grayson emerge from the house, looking impeccable as always in his tailored slacks and button-down.
âYouâre chipper,â he grumbles, sliding into the passenger seat.
I wink at him. âItâs gonna be a great day, Gray. Youâll see.â
Cole comes out next, slightly more rumpled but no less grumpy. Tessaâs last, and I canât help but notice how she hesitates before climbing in, her eyes darting between the three of us.
âMorning, sunshine,â I chirp, meeting her gaze in the rearview mirror.
She rolls her eyes, but I catch the hint of a smile. âThis better be good, Chase.â
As we drive, the tension in the car is palpable. I try to lighten the mood with some of my patented Chase charm, but even I can feel it falling flat. Finally, we pull up to the airport, and I watch with amusement as confusion ripples through the group.
Grayson frowns, leaning forward. âChase, what are we doing here? I didnât ready the jet.â
âYou have a jet?â Tessaâs voice is a mix of disbelief and something elseâ¦maybe a touch of awe?
I chuckle, turning off the engine. âWeâre not taking the jet, guys. Come on, adventure awaits!â
As we climb out of the car, I canât help but feel a flutter of nervousness. Iâm taking a big risk here, pushing them all out of their comfort zones. But as I look at their facesâGraysonâs careful mask of indifference, Coleâs poorly hidden curiosity, and Tessaâs wary excitementâI know itâs worth it. These people mean more to me than they realize, and itâs time we started acting like the family we could be.
That includes Tessa. And they need to get on board with that.
We round the corner of the building, and there it isâa massive sign for âSkydive Thrill Seekersâ looming over us. I wave my hands with a flourish and a âta-da!â The reaction is immediate and exactly as I expected.
âAbsolutely not,â Grayson says, his voice flat.
Cole shakes his head vigorously. âNo way in hell, Chase.â
Tessaâs eyes are wide, a mix of fear and excitement dancing in them. âAre you insane?â
I canât help but grin, spreading my arms wide. âCome on, guys! Whereâs your sense of adventure?â
âSafely on the ground,â Cole mutters.
I roll my eyes, adopting my best pouty face. âYouâre all being babies. Itâs perfectly safe!â
Grayson crosses his arms, looking every bit the stern businessman. âChase, this is ridiculous. Weâre leaving.â
âNope!â I declare, grabbing Tessaâs hand and tugging her toward the entrance. âWeâre doing this. Non-negotiable, remember?â
As we approach the door, I can feel the resistance in Tessaâs arm. I turn to face them all, my expression softening. âLook, I promise itâs not what you think. Trust me, okay?â
Thereâs a moment of hesitation, and I hold my breath. Finally, Grayson sighs. âFine. But if I die, Iâm haunting you for eternity.â
I laugh, relief washing over me. âDeal! Now come on, you big scaredy-cats.â
As we step inside, I watch their faces transform from fear to confusion. Instead of parachutes and planes, theyâre greeted by the sight of a massive wind tunnel.
âWelcome to indoor skydiving!â I announce, unable to keep the excitement out of my voice. âAll the thrill, none of the altitude.â
The relief on their faces is palpable, and I canât help but chuckle. We suit up, and I watch as Tessaâs initial apprehension melts into curiosity. Her eyes sparkle as she listens to the instructorâs explanation, her fingers fidgeting with the zipper of her flight suit.
âReady?â I ask, nudging her gently.
She looks at me, a hint of a smile playing on her lips. âAs Iâll ever be, I guess.â
One by one, we take our turns in the wind tunnel. Cole goes first, his usual stoic demeanor cracking as he lets out a whoop of joy. Grayson follows, his movements stiff at first but gradually relaxing into the experience.
Then itâs Tessaâs turn. As she steps into the tunnel, I find myself holding my breath. The wind catches her, lifting her off her feet, and for a moment, she looks terrified. But then something shifts. Her face breaks into a genuine smile, laughter bubbling up from her chest as she floats.
âLook at you go!â I call out, unable to keep the grin off my face.
As I watch her, I feel a strange tightness in my chest. Thereâs a lightness to her that Iâve never seen before. She thinks she hides it, but I catch glimpses of something darker at times. A shadow that flits across her face when she thinks no oneâs looking.
I wish I didnât recognize it, but I do. Itâs the same shadow Iâve seen in Coleâs eyes when he thinks about the past, in Graysonâs when he thinks about his late wife. Itâs a familiar darkness, one that speaks of past pain and carefully guarded secrets.
As Tessa finishes her turn, stumbling out of the tunnel with windswept hair and flushed cheeks, Iâm hit with a sudden realization. I want to know herâ really know her. Not just the sarcastic, tough exterior she shows the world, but the person underneath. The one who laughs freely in a wind tunnel.
I gather Cole and Grayson, the adrenaline from our adventure still buzzing in our veins. Tessaâs gone to freshen up, giving us a moment alone.
âLetâs grab a drink,â I suggest, nodding toward the bar. Because nothing says sanity like drinking and indoor skydiving. âJust us boys.â
They exchange a glance but follow me without protest. The bar is brightly lit, all chrome and red leather. We settle into a corner booth, nursing our drinks.
âAll right, Chase,â Grayson says, his piercing blue eyes fixed on me. âWhatâs on your mind?â
I take a sip of my whiskey, letting the burn ground me. âIâve been thinking about us. About Tessa. Aboutâ¦everything.â
Cole leans forward, his brow furrowed. âWhat do you mean?â
âI mean,â I pause, searching for the right words, âweâve been through a lot together. But lately, it feels like weâre drifting apart.â
The silence that follows is heavy. I can see the guilt in Graysonâs eyes, the tension in Coleâs shoulders.
âI know Iâm not usually the one to get all deep and meaningful,â I continue, âbut I miss us. And I thinkâ¦I think Tessa could be good for us. If we let her in.â
Graysonâs hand tightens around his glass. âChase, you know itâs not that simple.â
âIsnât it?â I challenge, feeling a rare surge of frustration. âWeâre all carrying our own baggage. But maybe itâs time we stopped letting it define us.â
âSheâs temporary, Chase. Her contract is only for the month. And sheâs two weeks into it now.â
âSheâs not temporary. Not for me.â
âChase,â Cole is using that voice he thinks is gentle. âSheâs not like your other flings. Sheâs not going to understand when the luster wears off and you move on to the next shiny thing.â
I try not to flinch at Coleâs words, but damn if they donât sting. I force a smile, hoping it hides the knot tightening in my chest. âWow, Cole, thanks for the vote of confidence. Glad to know you think so highly of me.â
Cole sighs, rubbing a hand over his face. âThatâs not what Iâm saying,â he amends, like heâs trying to be the voice of reason. But all I hear is judgment. âIâm just trying to protect youâfrom yourself, mostly.â
I canât help the bitter laugh that escapes. âRight. Because Iâm such a mess, huh?â I knock back the rest of my drink, the whiskey burning all the way down. âYou think I need protecting? Maybe itâs you two who are too scared to actually let someone in for once.â
Grayson shifts uncomfortably, staring into his glass like it holds all the answers. Iâm tempted to push harder, to force them to see what Iâm saying, but I bite my tongue. Itâs not like they ever take me seriously anyway.
âIâm not like you,â I add, my voice dropping. âIâm not afraid to take a risk. Maybe Tessaâs just a fling to you, but she means something to me.â
Cole shakes his head, looking at me with that pitying expression I hate. âYou always think the next oneâs different, Chase. But itâs the same story every time. You get bored, and you move on.â
My chest tightens, but I wonât give them the satisfaction of seeing how much that hurts. I force a grin, leaning back in the booth. âMaybe Iâm just looking for something worth sticking around for. You ever think of that?â
They donât answer, and the silence feels like a goddamn verdict. I swallow down the frustration, wondering why I even bothered to say anything at all.