I stand in the doorway of Graysonâs office, watching him stare at the wall like it holds the secrets of the universe. His broad shoulders are tense, his jaw clenched tight. I clear my throat, hoping to catch his attention, but he doesnât even blink.
âHey, Gray. Earth to Grayson,â I call out, my voice echoing in the silent room.
Finally, he turns his head slightly, his dark eyes unfocused. âChase,â he says, his voice low and gravelly. âGo away.â
I canât help but feel a pang of hurt at his dismissal. This isnât like him. Sure, Graysonâs always been the serious oneâand, yes, he has been emotionally stunted since he lost Sarahâbut heâs never shut me out like this before.
âCome on, man,â I try again, taking a step into the office. âWhatâs going on? I saw you with Tessa, Grayson.â
Graysonâs gaze drifts back to the wall, and itâs like Iâve ceased to exist again. The ticking of the clock on his desk seems to grow louder with each passing second of silence.
I run a hand through my hair, frustration building. âFine,â I mutter. âIf you wonât talk to me, maybe youâll talk to Cole.â
Without waiting for a response, I turn on my heel and stride out of the office. My footsteps echo through the hallway as I make my way to Coleâs office, determination fueling each step.
I find Cole hunched over his desk, typing furiously on his laptop. He looks up as I burst in, his eyebrows raised in question.
âWe need to talk to Grayson,â I say, grabbing his arm and pulling him to his feet.
âWhat? Chase, Iâm in the middle of something,â Cole protests, but Iâm already dragging him out the door.
âTrust me,â I say, guiding him down the hallway. âSomethingâs up with Grayson, and we need to figure out what it is.â
Do I leave out the fact that this is more of an intervention than a friendly chat? Maybe.
As we approach Graysonâs office, I feel Coleâs reluctance, but I know this is something that has to happen. Grayson canât do this alone.
I take a deep breath as we enter the room, and the tension in the air is thick, like a fog rolling in. I steel myself, preparing to say what needs to be said.
âAll right, enough is enough,â I declare, my voice firm, cutting through the stillness. âWe all want Tessa, and itâs time we do something about it before we lose her for good.â
Graysonâs head snaps up, his eyes finally focusing on us. The intensity in his gaze is almost unnerving. Cole, on the other hand, lets out a dramatic sigh and rolls his eyes.
âThe girlâs good for sex and nothing else,â he drawls, his tone dripping with disdain.
My blood boils. My fists clench at my sides as a surge of anger rushes through me. I whirl on him, my voice low and dangerous. âDonât you dare talk about her like that,â I growl, the words tasting like acid in my mouth.
Cole just shrugs, completely unfazed. His words cut deeper than they should, because I know heâs using them to deflect. Itâs his defense mechanismâpush people away before they can hurt him. But that doesnât make it okay.
I take a steadying breath, trying to calm the storm inside. âLook, I know weâre all scared of getting hurtââ
âNot scared.â
ââBut Tessaâ¦sheâs different. Sheâs special. And if we donât act soon, we might lose our chance with her.â
The room falls silent, the weight of the words hanging in the air. I can see the internal struggle in Graysonâs eyes, his usual stoic demeanor slipping just enough to let me see the uncertainty. Heâs stuck in the past, not ready to move on just yet. But I can see the way he feels about Tessaâeven if he doesnât want to feel anything for her.
As for Cole, heâs still deflecting, arms crossed, eyes narrowed.
I glance at Grayson, watching as his fingers absently toy with his wedding band, twisting it around and around. Itâs a habit Iâve seen before, a tell that betrays the depth of his pain.
âGray,â I begin, but he doesnât react. His mind is somewhere far beyond us, lost in memories of a life that no longer exists. Itâs like heâs retreated into himself, leaving just an empty shell in that expensive leather chair.
Cole, however, isnât done. He leans forward, his voice sharp. âYou want to talk about Tessa? Fine. Letâs talk about her,â he says, his eyes narrowing. âSheâs worked her ass off to get where she is. Started from nothing and clawed her way up. And you think sheâs going to settle for someone like you?â
His words hit me like a punch to the gut. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
The punch lands in my gut, and I stagger back a step. âWhat the hell does that mean?â I bite out, trying to keep my voice even.
âIt means,â Cole continues, his lip curling into a sneer, âthat youâve never had to struggle for anything. Not a job, not a relationship, nothing. Whenâs the last time you actually worked for something, Chase? Really worked?â
I open my mouth to argue, but the words die in my throat. Because as much as I hate to admit it, thereâs a kernel of truth in what heâs saying. Iâve never had to struggle the way Tessa has. The way Cole has.
âYou donât know what youâre talking about,â I manage finally, but it sounds weak even to my own ears.
Cole scoffs. âDonât I? Face it, Chase. Youâre not in her league.â
I glance at Grayson, hoping for some support, but heâs still lost in his own world, his fingers absentmindedly spinning that damn ring. I feel my frustration flare, but I try to keep it under control.
I run a hand through my hair, trying to gather my thoughts. Coleâs words sting, but I know heâs just lashing out. He doesnât want to confront his feelings for Tessa, so heâs deflecting all of it onto me.
âYou think I donât know how amazing she is?â I say, my voice low but intense. âHow strong and passionate andâ¦incredible? Itâs not just the sexâthough that is mind-blowing. Itâs her.â
I canât help the smile that tugs at my lips as I think of Tessaâs fierce determination, the way she lights up when she talks about her animal rescues. But then the smile fades, replaced by the gnawing feeling in my gut.
âThereâs something holding her back, though,â I admit. âSomething in her past. I can feel it.â
Coleâs eyebrows raise slightly, a flicker of interest breaking through his hard exterior.
I continue, âShe feels our connection, I know she does. But sheâs scared. And maybeâ¦â I swallow hard, hating to give voice to my doubts. âMaybe youâre right. Maybe Iâm not enough for her.â
The office feels suffocating suddenly. I walk to the window, pressing my forehead against the cool glass. The estate sprawls below, reminding me of how small I feel in this moment.
âIâve never had to work for anything,â I whisper, more to myself than to Cole or Grayson. âBut for her? Iâd do anything.â
I turn back to face them, my heart pounding with a sudden rush of determination. âOkay, then put me to work,â I declare, my voice stronger now. âI have a stake in the company, donât I? Give me a job to do.â
Cole scoffs, crossing his arms. âYou? Work? Thatâll be the day.â
I ignore him, focusing on Grayson instead. Heâs still spinning that damn wedding ring, lost in his own world. I snap my fingers in front of his face.
âHey, Gray. Earth to Grayson. Iâm serious here.â
He blinks, finally meeting my eyes. âChase, you donât know the first thing about running a business.â
âSo teach me,â I counter, leaning forward on his desk. âIâm a quick study.â
I canât help but think of Tessa, of how she lights up when she talks about her dreams. I want to be worthy of that light. I want to prove I can be more than just the lazy playboy Iâve always been.
âLook,â I continue, âI know Iâve beenâ¦well, me. But Iâm ready to step up. To prove I can be more than just the fuckboy.â
Cole snorts from the corner. âIâll believe it when I see it.â
I spin to face him, frustration bubbling up. âWhatâs your problem, man? You want me to be better, but when I try, you shoot me down. Make up your mind.â
Coleâs still looking at me like he canât believe what heâs hearing. Hell, maybe I canât either. But Iâm not backing down. Not this time.
âIâll believe it when I see it,â Cole repeats, his voice colder than before.
I grind my teeth together. But before I can snap back, Grayson finally speaks.
âEnough,â he says, his voice low but firm, cutting through the tension like a knife. âBoth of you.â
We both fall silent, and for the first time in what feels like forever, Grayson actually looks at us. His eyes are heavy with exhaustion, but thereâs something else there too. A flicker ofâ¦hope, maybe? Itâs barely noticeable, but I catch it.
âIâve lost my wife, Chase. Iâve lost her, and Iâve been trying to bury that for three fucking years.â He leans back in his chair, eyes flicking to his wedding ring again. The way he does it makes my stomach twist. âI donât know if I can do thisâ¦this with Tessa. I donât know if I can open myself up to that again.â
Graysonâs voice cracks slightly at the end, and itâs like the air in the room vanishes. Iâm used to seeing Grayson as this solid wall, the guy who never flinches, never shows weakness. But in that moment, heâs just a manâour manâstanding on the edge of something heâs terrified of.
I take a deep breath, walking over to the desk and placing a hand on it. âGrayâ¦youâre not alone in this. Not anymore. Tessaâs not Sarah, man. Sheâs not going to replace her, but she might be the first step you need to take to feel something again. And you do, Grayson. I saw you with her. You feel something.â
Iâm not sure where those words come from, but they feel true. I look over at Cole, whoâs still standing near the door, arms crossed. His eyes are hard, but thereâs something else in them too. Something that tells me heâs heard meâhe just doesnât want to admit it yet.
âYou know,â I continue, trying to keep my voice calm despite the growing frustration, âweâve all been through shit. You with Sarah, me withââ I stop, because thatâs a whole other can of worms Iâm not ready to open, and I donât think Coleâs interested in hearing it anyway. âBut Tessaâ¦sheâs real. Sheâs here. And we canât keep pushing her away.â
âIâm not the one pushing her away. Neither are you,â Cole grumbles.
Graysonâs face twitches, like heâs about to argue, but then he just sighs, a long, tired sound. He runs a hand through his hair, looking older than he did just a few minutes ago.
âIâm scared,â he admits, barely above a whisper. âI donât know if Iâm ready for this. For her. None of us are ready. Thatâs the point.â
I run my hands through my hair again and take a step forward, my eyes steady on Grayson. âYou think weâre all lining up to take a shot at Tessa because weâre all perfect? Because sheâs perfect? Because weâve got everything figured out? No. Weâre doing it because we know what it feels like to lose somethingâor someoneâworth fighting for. And weâre not letting her go without a damn fight.â
Thereâs a pause. A heavy, suffocating silence.
Grayson looks from me to Cole, his eyes searching. Itâs like heâs weighing the truth of what weâre saying. Finally, he exhales slowly, his gaze returning to the ring on his finger, spinning it once again.
âI donât know if I canâ¦I donât know if I can love her the way she deserves,â Grayson admits, and it stings more than I expected it to.
âThen try, Gray,â I say, my voice quieter now. âYou owe it to her. And hell, you owe it to yourself.â
Grayson looks at me, really looks at me, for the first time since we walked in. And I can see it in his eyes. That flicker of something breaking free.
Cole clears his throat, breaking the moment, and looks at me with that damn smirk. âYou act like weâre the ones pushing her away. Weâre not. If you recall, youâve spent all week moping like a little bitch because she turned you down.â
âSheâs scared. We just need to show her thereâs nothing to be scared of.â
âIâm not showing her shit. I donât want her. Itâs sex, nothing more.â
âThatâs bullshit and you know it. Now whoâs scared?â
Grayson chuckles, the sound rough and strained, but itâs there. A crack in the armor.
Iâm not letting her go without a fight. I love her.