I drum my fingers on the worn wooden table, my eyes darting between the walkway and the clock on my phone. The smell of freshly brewed coffee mingles with the musty scent of old textbooks, creating that distinct university atmosphere. I canât help but grin, thinking about how Tessaâs determination brought her here.
Tessa is getting her degree in animal studies with the intent of eventually going to vet school. Itâs a dream sheâs had since she was a little girl, and sheâs making it happen.
She has a class that ran a little late today, but thatâs okay. It gives me time to sit and reflectâa habit Iâve picked up since we all started building this life together.
I hadnât completely slowed downâ¦I donât think I have that in me. But Iâd learned to take a step back and focus on the important things. Tessa taught me that. She made me better, made me want to be better.
âAnother refill, Chase?â asks the barista, eyeing my empty mug.
I shake my head. âNah, Iâm good. Just waiting for my wife.â
As if on cue, I catch sight of her. Tessa, walking toward me with her backpack slung over one shoulder, her face alight with a smile that chases away every shadow thatâs ever haunted her.
God, sheâs beautiful. Relaxed. Happy. She still carries that darkness, buried deep beneath the surface, but it doesnât rule her anymore. And that is due in part to the little kitten growing inside of her.
I stand as she approaches, unable to keep the grin off my face. Her hand brushes her belly, where the soft swell of her growing bump is starting to show. Our kitten.
Tessa laughs when she sees me, rolling her eyes like sheâs saying, Youâre grinning like a fool again. I donât care. I am a foolâfor her, for our family, for this life weâre building together.
I lean down and kiss her, pouring every bit of my love into it. Her hand comes up to rest on my chest, warm and steady, anchoring me.
âLetâs head home,â I say, brushing a strand of hair from her face.
When we walk through the front door, chaos greets us in the best way. Zeus and Lulu are quick to say hello. Beyond that, weâre greeted with the sound of bickeringâ¦and banging.
I share an amused glance with Tessa before we make our way to the nursery. Grayson and Cole are there, arguing over the instruction manual for the latest piece of baby furniture. Graysonâs precise, perfectionist side is at war with Coleâs letâs-wing-it energy.
Theyâre surrounded by what looks like a hundred pieces ofâ¦something. A crib, maybe? Or a changing table? Itâs hard to tell. Coleâs usually perfectly styled hair is sticking up in all directions, while Graysonâs tailored shirt is wrinkled and untucked.
âNo, no, that piece goes there,â Grayson insists, pointing at a metal rod in Coleâs hand.
Cole glares at him. âIâm telling you, it doesnât fit. Look at the instructions!â
âGentlemen, gentlemen,â Douglasâs dry voice cuts in from the corner where heâs lounging in an armchair. âPerhaps if you stopped trying to assert your masculinity through furniture assembly and actually read the manual, we might see some progress before the child graduates college.â
The moment Tessa walks in, everything stops. Both Grayson and Cole abandon their tools and manuals, rushing to her side like sheâs the center of their universeâwhich, of course, she is.
âTessa!â Graysonâs usually composed voice is tinged with excitement. âHow was your day? Are you feeling all right?â
Coleâs right behind him, his eyes scanning her from head to toe. âDo you need anything? Water? A snack? Maybe you should sit down.â
I watch as Tessaâs eyes widen slightly, caught off guard by their sudden barrage of attention. But thereâs a softness in her expression that wasnât there when we first met, a vulnerability she allows only with us.
âIâm fine, really,â she says, her voice a mix of exasperation and fondness. âIt was just a regular day at school. No need to fuss.â
But Graysonâs already guiding her to the armchair, gently nudging Douglas out of the way. âNonsense. You should rest. Cole, get her some water.â
I lean against the doorframe, watching the scene unfold. Itâs moments like these that make my heart swellâseeing how much they care, how they orbit around her like sheâs their sun.
Tessa looks over at me, rolling her eyes playfully, but I can see the contentment beneath her mock annoyance. As she sinks into the chair, enveloped by Grayson and Coleâs attention, she lets out a small, satisfied sigh.
That sound. Thatâs what gets me every time. Itâs like watching a flower unfurl in the sun, seeing her let down her guard and justâ¦be. I love her fierceness, her independence, but this? This is special.
I stand off to the side, taking it all inâthe love, the warmth, the ridiculousness of our family. Itâs loud and messy and everything Iâve ever wanted.
Grayson hands her a pillow, Cole tucks a blanket around her, and Douglas makes some comment about how theyâre smothering herâonly to be ignored, as usual.
I join them, sitting on the edge of the couch and placing my hand over hers. âYou good?â I ask, my voice low.
She nods, her smile so soft it makes my chest ache. âIâm better than good.â
And I believe her.
Weâre all on the edge of something newâsomething we donât fully understand yet. But Iâm not scared. Not even a little. Grayson and Cole have been stockpiling baby books, furniture, and advice like itâs a survival mission. But me?
Iâm just excited for the adventure.
Iâm determined to be the best version of me I can be for this family. But my path isnât about long hours in an office or some prestigious career. No, Iâm going to be a stay-at-home dad. And the thought fills me with more joy than I ever thought possible.
This is our life. Full of love and laughter and the occasional furniture-building disaster. And as Tessa sits there, surrounded by all of us, her hand resting lightly on her bump, I know one thing for sure:
Itâs perfect.