I push open the heavy oak door to my home, Juniper trailing behind me with her ever-present tablet. The familiar scent of leather and wood polish greets me, a comforting constant in my life.
âAnd donât forget to reschedule the meeting with the board for next Tuesday,â I say, running through my mental checklist. âWe need to have those quarterly reports finalized beforeââ
A flash of movement outside the French doors catches my eye, stopping me mid-sentence. I turn, drawn to the scene unfolding on my back lawn.
Tessaâs lithe figure moves with purpose, her black cherry-colored hair a vibrant streak against the lush green grass. Sheâs working with Zeus, guiding him through what looks like obedience training. Her hands move in swift, confident gestures, and even from here, I can see the intensity in her eyes.
âMr. Harrington?â Juniperâs voice fades into the background as I watch, transfixed.
Chase is sprawled on a lounge chair nearby, his tattoo-covered arms folded behind his head. He calls out something I canât quite hear, but it makes Tessa throw her head back in laughter. The sound carries faintly through the glass, light and carefree.
I feel a twinge in my chest. When was the last time I laughed like that?
âShould I add anything else to your schedule for tomorrow?â Juniper asks again, her pen poised over her tablet.
I blink, tearing my gaze away from the window. âNo. Thank you.â
As she nods, I canât help but glance back outside. Tessaâs kneeling now, scratching Zeus behind the ears, her smile soft and genuine. For a moment, Iâm struck by how natural she looks there, in my backyard, with Sarahâs dog.
I shake my head, trying to clear the unexpected warmth blooming in my chest. Thereâs work to be done, after all. Always more work.
I turn away from the window, my jaw clenching as I try to push away the conflicting emotions. âJuniper, letâs head to my office. I need to dictate a few emails before we wrap up for the day.â
As we climb the stairs, I canât help but think about Chaseâs constant reminders to âswitch offâ when I get home. But how can I? Thereâs always another deal to close, another client to impress.
âMr. Harrington,â Juniper says, her heels clicking on the hardwood floor, âabout the Hendricks accountââ
âRight,â I nod, pushing open the door to my home office. âWe need to draft a response to their latest proposal. Take this down. âWhile we appreciate your enthusiasmâ¦â
I settle into my leather chair, the familiar creak grounding me as I continue dictating. The words flow easily, years of practice making this second nature. But part of me canât help wondering what it would be like to be out there instead, laughing in the sun without a care in the world.
I pause mid-sentence, rubbing the back of my neck. âJuniper, do you ever feel like youâre missing out on something?â
She looks up from her tablet, surprise flickering across her face. âSir?â
I wave a hand dismissively. âNever mind. Where were we?â
As I resume dictating, I canât shake the image of Tessaâs smile, or the pang of envy I felt watching Chase with her. But this is who I am, isnât it? Grayson Harrington, always working, always striving. Itâs whatâs made me successful. Itâs what Sarah loved about me.
Isnât it?
âGrayson?â Tessaâs voice carries up the stairs, interrupting my train of thought.
I lean back in my chair, calling out, âIâm in the office. Come on up.â
Moments later, Tessa appears in the doorway, her hair windswept from being outside. Her green-blue eyes sparkle with determination, and I brace myself for whatever sheâs about to say.
âWe need to talk about Zeus,â she says, striding into the room with purpose.
I resist the urge to sigh. âCanât it wait? Iâm in the middle ofââ
âNo, it canât,â Tessa cuts me off, her tone leaving no room for argument. âYou need to be part of his training, Grayson. Zeus needs to see you as an authority figure too.â
I wave my hand dismissively, turning back to my computer. âIâm sure youâre doing a great job. I trust your expertise.â
âThatâs not the point,â she insists, planting her hands on my desk and leaning forward. The scent of grass and fresh air clings to her, a stark contrast to the stuffy office air. âZeus needs to bond with you. Youâre his owner.â
Her words hit me like a punch to the gut. Sarahâs face flashes in my mind, and I swallow hard. âIâm notâI canât replace Sarah.â
Tessaâs expression softens slightly. âNo oneâs asking you to. But Zeus needs stability, and that includes you.â
I pinch the bridge of my nose, feeling a headache coming on. Part of me wants to argue, to dive back into work where everything makes sense. But I canât ignore the determined look in Tessaâs eyes or the truth in her words.
Before I can respond to Tessa, Juniper interjects, her voice sharp and cold. âMr. Harrington canât just rearrange his entire schedule because you demand it, Miss Morrow. He has important matters to attend to.â
I glance between the two women, feeling the tension crackle in the air. Juniperâs posture is rigid, her fingers clenched tightly around her tablet. Tessa, on the other hand, stands her ground, her chin tilted up defiantly.
âThis is important,â Tessa counters, her eyes never leaving mine. âZeusâs well-being affects everyone in this household.â
I rub my temples, the headache intensifying. âJuniper,â I say, my voice weary, âI think weâre done for the day. You can head home.â
Juniperâs eyes widen in disbelief. âBut sir, we havenât finishedââ
âWeâll pick it up tomorrow,â I interrupt, holding up a hand. âThank you for your work today.â
As Juniper gathers her things, I catch the look of dismay on her face. It tugs at me, but I push the guilt aside. I need to focus on one problem at a time.
Juniper pauses at the door, shooting Tessa a withering glare. I expect Tessa to react, but she merely stands there, unfazed, her attention still on me.
âZeus needs you, Grayson,â Tessa says once weâre alone, her voice softer but no less insistent. âIf heâs going to succeed in his training, he needs to see you as part of his pack.â
I lean back in my chair, conflicted. Part of me wants to retreat into work, but another partâa part Iâve been ignoring for too longâknows sheâs right.
âWhat exactly do you want me to do?â I ask, my resolve weakening.
âI just need you to be part of the training. I can direct you every step of the way for now, but you need to be present.â
I let out a heavy sigh, feeling the weight of responsibility settle on my shoulders. âFine,â I concede, pushing away from my desk. âLet me change into something more suitable.â
As I slip into a pair of well-worn jeans and a comfortable T-shirt, I canât help but wonder how Iâve let myself get so caught up in work that Iâve neglected other important aspects of my life. The soft cotton against my skin feels like a small rebellion against the stuffy confines of my suit.
I make my way downstairs and out to the back lawn, the late afternoon sun warming my face. Tessaâs waiting for me, her dark cherry hair glinting in the golden light. But my momentary peace evaporates when I spot Chase lounging nearby, his presence an unwelcome surprise.
âThought youâd left,â I mutter, unable to keep the irritation from my voice.
Chaseâs lips curl into that infuriating smirk of his. âAnd miss all the fun? Not a chance, old man.â
I shoot him a look that could curdle milk, but he just shrugs it off with his typical nonchalance. Then, to my disbelief, he saunters over to Tessa and pulls her into a deep, sensuous kiss. His eyes never leave mine, a clear challenge in their depths.
âGood luck with your training,â Chase murmurs to Tessa as he pulls away, but his gaze is still locked on me. âDonât let the grumpy bear work you too hard.â
As he strolls off, whistling, I clench my fists at my sides. âWas that really necessary?â I growl at him, hating the jealousy that burns in my gut.
Tessa raises an eyebrow, her expression unreadable. âFocus, Grayson. Weâre here for Zeus, remember?â
I take a deep breath, trying to push aside my irritation. Tessaâs right. This is about Zeus, about Sarah. I need to focus.
âAll right,â I say, tapping my fingers against my thigh. âWhatâs the plan?â
Tessaâs eyes light up, her passion for her work evident. âFirst things first, we need to establish you as the pack leader. Zeus needs to see you as his new authority figure.â
She gestures to where Zeus is lying in the shade of a large oak tree, his ears perked in our direction.
âHow exactly do we do that?â I ask, eyeing the German Shepherd warily.
âBody language is key,â Tessa explains, demonstrating a confident posture. âStand tall, shoulders back. Project calm authority.â
I mimic her stance, feeling a bit foolish. âLike this?â
She nods approvingly. âGood. Now, weâll start with some basic commands. But remember, itâs not just about the words. Itâs about the energy youâre projecting. Mostly, though, itâs about how you feel. He can feel everything youâre feeling, Grayson.â
As we begin, I canât help but feel out of my depth. Zeus watches us with intelligent eyes, and I swear I can see skepticism in them.
âSit,â I command, trying to sound authoritative.
Zeus tilts his head, clearly unimpressed.
âMore conviction,â Tessa urges. âHe needs to believe youâre in charge. Make sure youâre using the voice and hand commands together.â
She demonstrates the motion for sit again and I nod then take a deep breath, channeling my boardroom presence. âZeus, sit.â
This time, after a momentâs hesitation, Zeus complies. A small victory, but it feels monumental.
âGood boy,â I say, surprised by the warmth in my voice.
As we continue, I find myself struggling. Itâs harder than I expected, requiring a different kind of focus than Iâm used to. But every time I consider giving up, I think of Sarah. Of how much she loved this dog. And I push on.