ãHah. Too naive, Hinami.ã
Sunday, 3 P.M.
The time at which the riajuus would be out with their friends doing things like karaoke, bowling, or shopping, deepening their bonds of friendship.
As for me, I was alone in my room, muttering to myself as I tightly held a controller while facing a television screen.
As expected of Lifeâs number one jaku-chara. I maintain that unpleasantness in everything I do even at times like these.
ãThatâs right, dowwwn you go.ã
The character that I had blown off the stage as I carried out the undisguised kimo-ota act of talking to myself out loud was none other than Hinamiâs ninja character, Found.
And currently displayed on the television screen was of course none other than Attack Families, also known as AtaFami.
ãFu-fu-fu, that was refreshing.ã
With this it was my win. The result showed up on the screen.
Up against the schoolâs perfect heroine Hinami Aoi ââ well, to me she was the up-and-coming super gamer NO NAME ââ I had yet to lose a round. Today we had played ten rounds. If we were talking about the grand total up to now, we had probably played around fifty rounds. In other words, fifty wins, zero losses. The image of her frustrated face floated across my mind.
Well, when it comes to the battlefield known as ãLifeã, Iâm the one with no wins, though.
A message from Hinami Aoi arrived through the chat function.
ãIf youâre still not tired, one more battle.ã
Within that short message, I could sense HinamiâsãI want to winãtenacity as well as her ãIf youâre tired, even if I win that wonât make me happyãstoicness, and spontaneously raised the corners of my mouth into a smile.
ãYouâve got a lot of nerve. Looks like your spirit hasnât broken yet.ã
As I happily breathed out a sigh at Hinamiâs never-changing attitude, I thought back to what had happened the day before, when I had gone to see a movie with Hinami after our meeting at an Italian restaurant in Kitayono.
For now, what I can say is that it wasnât supposed to be like this.
ãHmmm. Donât you think that by doing that, youâre saying a bit too much and sound slightly sarcastic?ã
ãS-sarcastic, huh.ã
It was afternoon in a month of June that was gradually getting hotter. The halfway point of the cheerfulness of spring changing into the heat of summer.
I was seated together with Hinami Aoi in an open-air cafe located on the first floor of a shopping mall.
ãDonât do it like that, try saying the same thing but in a way that seems a bit more honest.ã
The sharp-tongued perfect heroine currently draped in something made from the type of refreshing-to-look-at fabric one might find sold at MUJI [1] or the like, elegantly rested her chin in her hands as she gave me instructions.
As the âstrong in AtaFamiâ but âniwaka gamer in Lifeâ nanashi, I had no choice but to respond obediently.
ãUh, right. In the second half, that scene with the heroines when they jumped out of the car with guns at the ready was rather impressiveâ¦â¦ã
However, I had just one thing in mind.
ãNope, try again. Youâve still got that habit of speaking like itâs an explanation. Say it with more feeling.ã
ãFeeling, huhâ¦â¦That scene with the heroines! When they jumped out of the car!ã
Right, it wasnât supposed to be like this!
ãWell, that wasnât too bad, but you would do well to move your hands a bit more. In a way that isnât too exaggerated.ã
Although it is true that I had intended to summon all the courage I could muster and invite her out like this.
After leaving the movie theatre together with Hinami, myãAfter watching a movie with a girl, what kind of impression will liven things up the most!? ï½Contents and Tone Editionï½ãtraining had begun in earnest.
ãM-move my hands? â¦â¦That scene with the heroines! When they jumped out of the car like this! â¦â¦Wait, thatâs besides the point. Um, look, Hinami.ã
ãWhat?ã
I briefly stopped talking, shifted my gaze to Hinami, then gave voice to the issue that had been weighing on my mind.
ãWas the reason you accepted my movie invitation, uh, so that you could give me this lesson?ã
Hinami slowly blinked twice.
ãWell, of course? Was there any other reason to watch it?ã
I breathed a sigh at that excessively isnât-that-obvious tone of voice.
ãâ¦â¦I guess youâre right.ã
To say that was like her, well, it was just like her, but still, what is this really.
And so, after I had said those scathing words to Konno Erika, after the delicate changes in the seemingly unchanged classroom atmosphere that had followed, after the slightest of changes in my internal thoughts, and so on. After experiencing all that, in the end I had invited Hinami Aoi to see a movieââwhich was all well and good, but even that had only ended up being treated in its entirety as subject matter for the usual riajuu lesson. As expected of Hinami-san, it looks like ordinary methods wonât work. Also, as expected of me, it looks like my growth isnât quite there yet.
Well, even if I say that? Hadnât my previous impression of her having a bad personality and excessive self-confidence changed to one of thinking that she was amazing after all, and was basically someone I might be able to respect? Thatâs why even though this turned out to be more of a lesson than something resembling a date, it shouldnât really be too much of a shock; on the contrary, I actually think itâs wholesome, right? I mean, wonât it be of use to me in the future?
ãâ¦â¦Heyy.ã
ãAh. â¦â¦Wh-what?ã
ãWhat do you mean, âwhatâ? Are you listening to what Iâm saying?ã
Approaching me without a momentâs hesitation, Hinamiâs large pupils collide with my line of sight. Her swaying hair gently brushes against my cheek, feeling slightly ticklish. C-close, too close.
ãS, sorry! Could you repeat it?ã
I instinctively avert my eyes. Ah, but thatâs simply because Iâm still not used to making eye contact with people, the same as always.
ãLook. Right now weâre having a lesson about what to do when giving your impressions. You do understand that once weâre done with this, weâll be starting on the lesson on how to back-channel when the girl gives her impressions, right? Hurry up and get a passing mark so we can move on.ã
ãS, seriously?ã
ãOf course. Alright, next up isâ¦â¦ã
Due to Hinami-sanâs usual Spartan ways, I had been left without the initiative. Finding that frustrating, I decided to attempt the following proposition.
ãBefore that, I want to check something. Hinami, are you free tomorrow?ã
ãHaa? Where did that come from? Look, Iâve got all sorts of things to do. As if Iâd have the time to keep you company for two days in a row, reallyâ¦â¦ã
ãAtaFami.ã
ãEh?ã
Hinami looked at me, her pupils seeming to shine in anticipation. She really is easy to understand when it comes to AtaFami.
ãLetâs try a first to ten rounds in Atafami. How about it?ã
ãâ¦â¦Bring it on.ã
As expected of Hinami, one AtaFami invitation and she would readily get on board.
Then came Sunday. I won ten rounds and felt much better. Hm? Arenât I kind of catching Hinamiâs bad personality here?