The past three days have been absolute torture.
They stopped the medication keeping Mariya in an induced coma, and said sheâd wake up when sheâs ready.
Itâs been eight hours already.
The only saving grace is that Uncle Alexei got Mariya moved to a private suite where a nurse watches her around the clock.
I havenât left her side since she was brought to this room, my gaze constantly checking for any sign of movement.
If thereâs a hell, this is what it will be like.
Wake up, amore mio.
I kiss the back of her left hand, then stare at her face again.
Viktor comes into the room. âLetâs talk outside. Iâve found something.â
Just as I rise to my feet, Mariyaâs fingers twitch in mine. My eyes snap back to her face, and the relief of seeing her eyelashes flutter is so fucking intense that I sink back down in the chair.
âSweetheart?â Aunt Bella coos.
I lean closer to Mariya. âCan you hear us?â
Slowly, she blinks. Her lips part, then her features contort with pain.
I dart back up and lean over her. âMariya.â
She gasps, and tears start to sneak from her eyes. Her sight seems to focus on my face, then she groans, âHurts.â
My head snaps to the nurse, whoâs moved closer to check the vital signs on the machines. âGive her something.â
âDonât worry, Mrs. Cotroni. Youâll feel relief soon,â the nurse assures Mariya.
My attention turns back to my wifeâs face, and I watch as she becomes drowsy. Her eyes meet mine right before they close.
Fuck. The painkillers knocked her out.
âSleep is the best thing for her,â the nurse reminds us.
Knowing thereâs nothing I can do, I follow Viktor out into the hallway. âPlease give me good news.â
âWeâre dealing with two different syndicates.â
I frown at my friend. âWhat the hell?â
âItâs the reason weâve been all over the place. Word is, whoever takes you down gets the seat of power for Europe.â
I give Viktor an incredulous look. âAre you kidding me?â
He shakes his head. âAll of this is because of a fucking game between two gangs.â
A fucking game to see who can kill me first. What the ever-loving fuck?
âThis is insane,â I mutter.
âAt least now we know what weâre dealing with.â Viktorâs phone starts ringing, and when he checks it, he hands it to me. âFor the love of God, talk to Nikolas. The man is worried about you.â
I take the device and answer, âItâs Luca.â
âHow are you holding up?â He lets out a sigh. âStupid question.â Then the head of the Greek mafia lays into me. âWhy didnât you call a meeting? The Priesthood is supposed to stand united during attacks. And why the fuck didnât you tell me you got married?â
I wait for him to take a breath, then reply, âThe wedding happened fast, and I havenât had time to call a meeting.â
âIâve called Liam and Gabriel. Weâre all coming to LA.â
My heart warms, hearing they want to support me. Creating the Priesthood was one of the best things Iâve done in my life. At first, it was to maintain peace between the Greeks, the Irish, the Turkish, and us, but with time it became a brotherhood.
Not wanting them to travel while thereâs no real plan in place, I say, âI have no idea how long it will take to deal with this problem, and Iâm preoccupied with Mariya right now.â
âYou donât have to fucking keep us company. Just let us help you. Youâve been there for every single one of us. Itâs time for us to stand united behind you.â
Knowing nothing I say will change Nikolasâ mind, I mutter, âFine.â
âLuca, youâre the head of the Priesthood. If you fall, we all go down with you. Weâll see you tomorrow,â Nikolas says.
âOkay.â I take a deep breath. âThanks. I appreciate the support.â
We end the call, and I hand the device back to Viktor, stating, âI shouldâve made you the head of the Priesthood.â
He chuckles, then asks, âHow long will Mariya be out for?â
I walk back into the room and check with the nurse, then tell Viktor, âAnything from four to eight hours.â
âThatâs enough time to get you showered and fed. Letâs go.â I hesitate for a moment, and it has Viktor throwing his arm around my shoulders. âCome on. Youâre going to need your strength.â
I spend the drive home checking all my messages, and the moment I walk into the apartment, it doesnât feel like home.
Thatâs because your home is lying in a hospital bed.
âShower while I fix you something to eat,â Viktor says.
I head upstairs, and walking into the closet, I stop and stare at Mariyaâs clothes. I take hold of a silk blouse and press it to my face, so I can inhale her scent.
It has a calming effect on me.
I strip out of my suit, and walking into the bathroom, I open the faucets in the shower. When I step beneath the spray, I brace my hands on the tiled wall and bow my head so the water can hit the back of my neck, where the muscles are tightly coiled.
I close my eyes and let the memories of the three days I had with Mariya fill my thoughts.
Fuck, Iâd give anything to have a fight with her right now because it would mean she didnât get kidnapped and tortured.
It would mean sheâs healthy and not in a fuck-ton of pain.
Christ, I wish I could turn back time.
My thoughts turn to the two gangs. The stupid fuckers have no idea what kind of hell theyâve unleashed on themselves.
Letting out a sigh, I wash my body. My actions are automatic as I go through my routine, my mind constantly jumping between Mariya and the gangs.
Once Iâm dressed in a clean suit and I come down the stairs, Viktor points at a plate with grilled cheese sandwiches. âEat up.â
âI see you also canât cook for shit,â I taunt him. I take a seat at the island and pull the plate closer.
âYeah, but I can take you out in seconds,â he mutters as he stares at his phone.
âWhat are you looking at?â
âFootage of Rosalie destroying her bedroom again.â
âHow long do you plan on keeping her locked up?â Viktor knows Iâm not happy with him taking the Sicilian girl. When he just shrugs, I ask, âYou donât think sheâs suffered enough. We killed her family. Let her go.â
His eyes snap to mine. âAnd then what? Like you said, we wiped out her family. Rosalie has nowhere to go, Luca. Iâm keeping her because I fucking care. Iâm not about to throw her out on the street at the age of eighteen with nowhere to go. That would be fucking cruel. With time sheâll realize Iâm only trying to help.â
âI donât think thatâs going to happen. Put yourself in her shoes. If someone took out your family, would you ever trust a single thing they do for you?â
âIâm done talking about this,â he growls.
Weâve had this conversation before, and it always ends with Viktor shutting it down.
Letting out a sigh, I eat the grilled cheese sandwiches just to fucking please him so I can get back to the hospital.
Viktor tucks his phone away, then locks eyes with me. âI just want to take care of her. Please leave it at that.â
I nod and finish the food. âLetâs go. I need to get back to my wife.â
When we step into the elevator, Viktor glances at me. âIâm glad you married Mariya.â
âYeah?â
âShe will need someone like you to get through this.â
âSomeone like me?â I ask.
âYeah, a man who never backs down from a challenge.â
I smile at my friend. âI donât consider Mariya challenging.â
âIâm pretty sure youâre the only man alive who would say that,â he chuckles.
âI love her stubbornness.â
When the elevator doors slide open, Viktor pats me on the back. âLike I said, Iâm glad sheâs got you.â