Chapter 35: 11:11:35

11:11Words: 678

in 11:11, I asked God, “why do I deserve this?”

whenever I try to forget and move forward and make things better

I would always get mocked or tormented

I'm trying to make it up to you

but you keep pushing me away

I'm trying to reach out your hand

but you keep pulling away

I don't know what to do anymore

but I keep hoping

I keep dreaming

I keep wishing

I still love you so I'll continue putting up with you

I'll continue to suffer for you

I'll take it all because that's all is left for me to do

11:11, I still wish to be with you

11:11, but I am not good for you

11:11, for you, I'm just nothing anymore

11:11, but I still I wanna be with you

11:11, but I hope for nothing