in 11:11, I wished I just let him think of whatever he wants to think
I don't wanna defend my case anymore, if no one's really listening
I don't want to protect myself anymore, if no one really wants me to
I begged once for you to stay
but I guess I made the biggest mistake
it only prolonged your pain, suffering, torture, and seething rage
I made a huge mistake of forcing you to be with me
when you no longer want to
I'm sorry if that's all I am to you
a disappointment, a huge regret
but if I'm given a chance to change something and never to see you again
I'll just choose this, even if it hurts me big
11:11, I still wished for him to see me
11:11, I still hoped for him to hear me
11:11, I still wanna be with you but you don't want me to