in 11:11, I wished I could just erase myself in you
I am only making things harder for you
I am only making things hurt you
I am only making you uncomfortable
I am only making things complicated
I am only making things worse
I want to erase all traces of me
but I can't
and so I endure all of this
will continue living a life of suffering from the wounds I inflicted to you
by continue existing unwillingly
just a mere thought of you breaking makes me shattered to tiny pieces
11:11, I wanted to go
11:11, but I can't seem to move
11:11, I know I should
11:11, I don't know where to start