in 11:11, I wished I die
because I can't take this anymore
I am not sure I can survive a day without you
the thought of others beside you, breaks me more
the thought of others being on the place that I should've been, shatters my heart
the thought of you being happier with her, powdered my soul
it just hurts a lot that I can't be with you
because I don't deserve you
11:11, I will love you from afar
11:11, I wish I just die this instant
11:11, I wish you just kill me