CAMILLA SWALLOWED HARD;Â her focus fixed to the demon prince, who was gazing back without an ounce of emotion on his face.
She hadnât realized how often Envy had started looking at her with fire until it was replaced by ice. Perhaps sheâd underestimated the control he had over his sin.
She certainly hadnât expected reaction from a simple trip to the steam room.
Envy had to be well aware that there was nothing romantic involved with a trip to the spa, a place of relaxation Lo had told her was one of the jewels of his kingdom. Disrobing didnât automatically equal sex. Being aroused and acting on it were two very different things.
After the story heâd shared, did he truly expect her to run off with his brother?
She and Envy might not have any sort of relationship, but she wouldnât be heartless.
Even if she just overheard the last part of his conversation with Lo.
âUnless steam rooms are entirely different in this realm, copulation was not an option, you do realize that, correct?â she asked. âOut of respect for you, I would not have come back to this room to find Lo if it had been.â
His expression turned thunderous.
âHow very thoughtful indeed, knowing that you would have gone to find my brother, Miss Antonius.â
âYou know full well thatâs not what I meant. Why are you behaving like this?â
âIâm the one whoâs behaving oddly?â he asked. âYou seem quite at home here. In the Seven Circles, the Sin Corridor. My brotherâs House. Why are you so at ease around demons? Do you not find strange? I certainly do. What are you hiding, Camilla?â
âYou cannot honestly be annoyed that might have a secret. You. The Prince of Secrets. Why not tell me about the prize youâre after? If youâd like to have an open and honest conversation, weâll start there.â
She folded her arms across her chest, waiting. If he gave her one secret, sheâd return the favor. But he would never get something without sharing in equal measure. If she caved now, it would set up a disastrous dynamic where he expected her to give while he withheld.
Sure enough, the demon remained stubbornly silent.
âI didnât think so.â She was frustrated beyond measure now. âSince this conversation is traveling down an avenue Iâm sure youâll regret, I am removing myself from it.â
Camilla headed for her suite, and Envy had the audacity to follow her into her private bedchamber.
She whirled on him, truly annoyed. âWhat are you doing?â
âYou wish to relax. I can assist.â
âHow are you proposing to do that?â
âTake off your clothes, put on the robe. Iâll rub your back down with oils.â
âAnd you are altruistic that youâre offering to do it for me without ulterior motives?â She laughed humorlessly. âTell me, what exactly were you and Lo discussing before I entered the room?â
Envy scrutinized her.
âEavesdropping is unbecoming.â
âSo is scheming.â She smiled sweetly. âIf you have a question, asking is usually the easiest route. Donât you tire of all the plotting?â
He looked at her as if she were an alien species.
âYou hate the Fae so much, yet you play just as many games, Your Highness.â
âMostly just the royal Unseelieâs,â he interjected, a poor attempt to break the tension.
admission didnât help at all.
âWhat is the second thing Lennox took from you? Is that what makes this game worth winning at any cost?â
âIt doesnât matter.â
Camilla shook her head.
âYou are so tangled in Fae and the game that you cannot see straight anymore. Of course that matters. You withhold information, tell me half-truths and partial stories, yet demand I lay myself bare at your feet whenever you wish me to. And you give nothing in return.â
She waited for him to say something, to share one small piece of himself. Instead, she saw his expression shutter, saw the mask slip back into place.
For once, she stuck with brutal honesty. âItâs clear youâve been hurt. That youâre angry. I suspect it all stems from whatever else Lennox took from you. But youâll have to forgive those whoâve hurt you and forgive yourself above all. Or else youâll keep carving yourself open, bleeding yourself dry. And I canât imagine thatâs pleasant for an immortal.â
âThey donât deserve forgiveness.â
âItâs not for .â She threw her hands up in exasperation. âThey will never care. They probably donât even remember. Itâs for you. Itâs for your brothers, your court. And itâs for me.â
She brushed past him and closed the door to her room.
Camilla would find a way for them both to win the game, and then sheâd go back to her quiet little life in Waverly Green, no matter how difficult that might prove to be now.