ENVYâS RAGE BALANCEDÂ on a knifeâs edge, one step away from razing the whole Wild Court. A vast dichotomy split inside him, separating two warring halves directly down the middle.
One side was betrayal made flesh. Cold, unyielding.
An ancient hurt that knew no beginning and no ending. It was a snarling, two-headed beast that wanted to strike out, inflict pain. Tear and gorge and decimate. Like the wolves inked onto his skin, the monsters he kept on a tight leash wanted retribution.
Camilla had played the ultimate game, and heâd had no idea.
The other side was worried. Protective. Champing at the bit to see Camilla, to wrench her free of this court of nightmares. Her true home. With her true family.
That side worried him the most. It was cold but in a different way. The icy precision of calculation. Of plotting. And for once, it had nothing to do with game strategy.
The Chalice of Memoria would be delivered soon; then he was expected to leave the Wild Court.
He leave.
He should never look back, never spare another moment of his existence thinking of the deceitful Fae. This had been the worst game of all. Heâd fallen for the lie.
But Camilla⦠it wasnât as easy as it should be to walk away from her.
How much sheâd known, how deeply sheâd been involved in the game remained to be seen. Envy wanted to jump to conclusions, toss her in with the rest of her deplorable family. But he hadnât sensed any duplicity in her. She hadnât wanted to paint the Hexed Throne.
Had refused him time and again. All part of her strategy, or genuine?
âGodsâ blood.â
This was what happened when someone mixed pleasure with what should only be business. Envy couldnât tell if his sentimentality, his cursed for the artist, colored his perception. Made him seek good when there wasnât any.
Camilla was Unseelie. Daughter of the king and queen of dark Fae. Even with her magic bound, she possessed the ability to paint new worlds. There was no telling how powerful she was now that Lennox had obliterated the glamour mark and sheâd regained her full magic.
Envy snorted. No wonder sheâd been so confident the night sheâd tempted him to massage her. She knew he wouldnât find a glamour mark under her hairline.
Had regaining her true form been her ultimate goal? Had she finally agreed to help Envy so she could be restored to her full power? It would be tempting and understandable.
Perhaps heâd been a means to an end for her. A passing fancy.
That thought rankled. For centuries heâd been the one to leave lovers wanting more. Now those tables had not just been turned but had been upended on him.
But⦠her lust, her passion, that hadnât been fake. He sensed how much she wanted him, knew it had nothing to do with any sort of revenge for her family. That was real.
It was also part of her true nature.
âFuck.â He ran a hand through his hair.
He wasnât sure whether she was his enemy or not.
Her thoughâ¦
Envy put his fist through the wall, then yanked it out, watching the wound bleed before slowly stitching itself together.
Lennox was a master at chaos, feeding off it and the passion it stirred in those who devolved into the lowest common denominator when provoked.
Envy refused to spiral. He would not fuel that prickâs magic here.
He sat on the edge of the bed, forcing his mind to still, to think clearly. This was just another puzzle to solve. And he already had a good portion of the pieces. If he removed all emotion from it, he should be able to put everything together accurately.
âFacts,â he reminded himself. âList the facts.â
Lennox was Camillaâs biological father. But she had not called him that. Heâd seen the love she had for Pierre when she spoke of him, the pride in his studio and its secret passages and entries. Saw the hurt when sheâd recalled his death. He had not sensed any lies.
Envy was starting to think that Lennoxâs inclusion of her had less to do with taunting Envy than with Lennoxâs luring Camilla back to the Wild Court. She was one of the four Unseelie heirs; maybe her father wanted her to rule over one of the smaller courts. Or maybe he was just pissed off that her mother had stolen his trinket and wanted it back.
âNot my court. Not my problem,â Envy muttered to himself.
to himself.
Camilla must have known. Must have figured out what her father was truly after. Yet sheâd continued to help Envy, had come all the way to the Fae realm, knowing what lay in store for her, knowing how much Envy hated Unseelie royalty.
Though that wasnât out of the goodness of her heart, as heâd just found out. The Hexed Throne had stolen her talent, driving her to follow the game until it ended. A detail Camilla shared. One more Unseelie royal playing him for a fool.
Devil below. Heâd fucked an Unseelie princess on his throne.
A sworn enemy, hated beyond anything, him in court.
And Envy liked it. That was what needled him the most. He couldnât even pretend that he hadnât considered giving everything up, damning his whole circle, because heâd gone and gotten addicted to the clever, wonderful female whoâd stood up to him time and again.
No wonder her passion was endless. It was her nature, seeking emotions that were large, feeding her own power.
That didnât quite sit truthfully, though.
Logic told him that what theyâd shared was real. The hurt he felt⦠that was also real.
A soft knock had him yanking the door open, ready to either kiss or killâ
âWolf.â
The Faeâs eyes glittered darkly. âExpecting someone else?â
âGet the fuck out.â
Wolf folded his arms across his chest, staring down his nose at Envy.
The look was pure Fae arrogance.
Envy thought about punching it off his face, feeling the satisfying crunch of bone.
âI donât like you,â Wolf said simply. Envy gave him a dark look. âI do like Camilla. I like her heart. Her creativity. And I love that sound she makes right before she comes.â
Envyâs jaw locked, his hand curling at his side. If he struck Wolf, Lennox might hold off on delivering his prize.
His court. He had to think only of saving his court now.
âGet to the point, Wolf.â
âI want her. I go after what I want. With gusto.â Wolfâs gaze flared. âBut she seems to want you. Personally, I think sheâll get over it. Once upon a time, she liked me, too. When youâre gone, Iâll still be here. Comforting her.â
Envy silently counted backward. Focusing on his failing demons. On the monstrosity of his court. On the way it would feel to have Wolfâs blood spilling across his fist.
âAnd when she wants me to, Iâll be right back in her bed. Pleasuring her.â
Envy went to slam the door in the Fae prickâs face, but Wolf shoved his boot over the threshold, blocking him from doing so. There a satisfying crunch, though.
âWould you like me to set up a parade?â Envy asked.
âWhen you walk out of this court,â Wolf said, âI want you to think about what youâre leaving behind. Who. And then I want you to remember that there are others who are far less foolish, who wonât simply walk away when things get hard and arenât a perfect fairy tale anymore.â
âAny other words of wisdom?â
âIf you hurt my princess,â Wolf quietly growled, âIâll hunt you down, demon.â
â
princess?â Envyâs sin ignited. âCamilla will never be your anything, Fae.â
âAh, but Iâll always be her first.â Wolfâs expression turned mocking. âAnd now her father wants us together again. Who am I to deny the king? He suggested I escort her down to court, then take her in front of them. Remind her what fun we used to have.â
A thin sheet of ice shot around the room, coating the furniture, the ceiling, the walls. Envyâs internal meter was turning away from betrayal and landing solidly in the section of wanting to destroy anyone who threatened Camilla.
âWhat do you think of that, Your Highness? Should I remind her what it was like? Should I stamp out any traces of your demon taint upon her skin?â
Wolf cocked his head, eyes narrowing.
âDo you think that now that sheâs unbound sheâll fuck more ferociously?â He whistled. âTwo Unseelies going at it⦠you cannot begin to imagine the intensity. Passion feeds in a mirroring loop. I cannot wait for her pretty mouth to be filled with my come again.â
Wolf was goading him. Envy knew it. And he didnât give a shit.
Envy took a step toward the Unseelie, allowing every dark thing that made him a Prince of Hell to roll off him.
âCamilla belongs with .â
Wolf smiled.
âThen I suggest you pull your head out of your ass and go after her. Lennox will send for her soon. If I were you, Iâd come up with a plan before then. The king is not kind to mortalsâand Camilla is far more human in behavior than Fae.â
All amusement vanished from Wolfâs face.
âAnd my original message stands, demon. Hurt her, and Iâll make you regret it.â He stepped back into the hallway. âNow come, Your Highness. Iâll take you to her.â
Indecision warred inside Envy.
He didnât want anything to happen to Camilla, but he wasnât ready to see her. Envy had never been someoneâs hero. Didnât know how to be.
Wolf looked him over, a sneer forming on his face.
âYou donât deserve her.â
âNever said I did.â
Wolf was silent a moment, then said, âI might have forgotten to mention⦠Lennox has summoned you. He expects you in court in exactly thirty minutes.â
Without looking back, the Unseelie walked away, shaking his head.