Chapter 63: chapter 63

It has been a month since Vaishali lost her baby, first few days were very painful for the whole family specially for Vaishali who was not able to forget the loss.She almost stopped talking with everyone not even going to the office. The whole time she would lock herself up in her room.Everyone in the house tried their best to talk to her but she did not allow anyone to do so because she did not even show her face to anyone for a few days.Her this behavior became a topic of worry for the whole family specially Shaurya because as the doctor has already advised him that she needed good environment so that it did not affect her mental health.One fine day when Shaurya went inside the room to check Vaishali, he found her holding a knife and playing with it. She was looking at the knife in a very weird way.Only one thought came inside Shaurya's mind as soon as he saw her that maybe she is trying to end her life. He rushed to her and took the knife away from her hand almost yelling at herShaurya: Vaishali...have you become mad? What the hell were you doing?Vaishali watched him with surpised because she did not expected this. She got up from the bed and showed him the apple which she was holding in her other hand Vaishali: I was going to eat this apple that's why...Shaurya: What? That means you were about to chop this apple?Vaishali: Yes what else...Shaurya: O god...Vaishali: what happned sir? Shaurya: N...nothing..Vaishali: You thought that I'll end my life with this knife isn't it?Shaurya: I..I meanShe smiled softly but still she looked paled and her eyes all black with dark circles.Vaishali: Don't worry sir....I'm not that weak that I'll do this kind of stupid things...I know nothing can be bought back but that doesn't mean I'll do something like that...Shaurya: O really? But i don't think so...come with me.He took her infront of the mirror and asked Shaurya: If that's what you mean then look at you...where is that Vaishali who used to smile all the time? Where is that Vaishali who used to stay calm even in wrost situations? Where is that Vaishali who used to always look beautiful in no matter whatever attire she was? Don't lie Vaishali if you really meant that your not weak then why did you make your condition like that? You think we are not able to see you...infact you are torturing yourself each day. Do you know that?Vaishali did not said anything in return and just kept staring at him with handful of tears inside her eyes.Shaurya cupped her cheeks and said in a painful tone Shaurya: I know Vaishali that we will never be able to bring back whatever happened and I also know that I'll not be able to feel a mother's pain which you are feeling but that child was also mine...I also build up that affection for that child like a real father does...even I'm feeling the pain of loosing that child but when it was already written in destiny that we are no one to change it...please understand this...please She broke down in tears after listening this and hugged him immediately.Vaishali: it's all because of me Shaurya it's all because of me that everything happened. If I would have been more careful that something like that won't have happened...it's all my fault.Shaurya: Shhh...nothing is your fault...nothing it's just destiny and nothing else...please don't blame yourself for this...now promise me Vaishali that you'll take care of yourself and follow all my instructions. Whatever I'll tell you to do you'll do that and will not think about this incident anymore.Vaishali: I...I'll try...Shaurya: good and your first task will be that you'll again join the company and work energetically like the way you used to work before. Vaishali: Hmmm..Shaurya: Secondly from now onwards you'll do regular yoga classes which I'll arrange for you and thirdly you'll take care of yourself again...Vaishali: Yes sir...Shaurya: Good...Saying this he left from there while she watched him going with a soft smile. From that day onwards till 1 month Vaishali followed each step which Shaurya asked her to do starting from joining the company till the yoga classes and her food habits.Slowly she started gaining her inner power which she had lost it all these days. She again began talking with everyone and her that mesmerizing smile again came back in her face which Shaurya was longing to see.Finally she was healing from all those traumas which were haunting her. She almost forgot about that incident and the baby. She finally felt relaxed and watching her like that everyone in the house became happy.But nothing was fine with Harshit. After the incident his guilt started eating him more. He wasn't able to forget the fact that he was the father of that child.Firstly he ditched Vaishali and now this baby, all his guilt started eating his mind again. Finally he decided that he will ask Vaishali everything and will also again apologize for his deeds.One fine day when Vaishali was resting in her room, suddenly she heard someone knock on the door. She got up from the bed and went towards the room. Upon opening it she saw Harshit standing there. He kind of looked nervous and due to that she lowered his gaze. Vaishali got confused seeing him here.Vaishali: Harshit sir you here?Harshit: Can I come in?Vaishali: Sure...Harshit: I hope I'm not disturbing you?Vaishali: No...it's fine...you need something?Harshit: Yes...Vaishali: What?Harshit: Your forgiveness... I knowVaishali: Listen sir...you don't have to... I have forgiven you long time back so please don't bring our past back.Harshit: No not that...i wanted to ask sorry for whatever i did with you. I have got to know everything...tell me honestly now was this child mine?After hearing this question, Vaishali became numb. She turned her face the other side and replied calmly Vaishali: So finally you understood everything...Harshit: yes I did...why didn't you tell me about this?Vaishali: How would have I after knowing that your Shaurya's brother how?Harshit: when did you got to know that you were pregnant? Vaishali: one month after our divorce. Harshit: Why didn't you tell me anything? You could have called me or atleast messaged me Vaishali: What would I have messaged you that I'm pregnant? Come to me back again? Do you think I'm so cheap that I'll go back to that person who left me who betrayed me?Harshit: I know whatever I did was wrong but if you would have told me about this i would have figured out something...nothing would have happened to you..Vaishali: I didn't need any of your favours...and moreover it's true that you were the biological father of the child but in reality you did not had any right. It was my child not yours got it Harshit: I know you haven't forgiven till now but trust me I never wanted to do anything like this...it all happened due to the heat of the moment.Vaishali: anyways I don't wanna talk about anything right now please leave me alone.Harshit: alright but I'll be waiting for your forgiveness.Saying this he went out of the room but someone was there who heard the entire conversation going between themWho do you think that person could be? What will happen now? Will Vaishali forgive Harshit?