AMY
âThis is all for show,â Serena, a fellow game contestant, says as we stand in the center of the quad in a group of eight other women. âHeâs still hung up on Harper.â
Of course he is. No matter how many times they break up, they always find themselves right back to where they started sophomore year. Or at least, thatâs what Iâve heard from people who gossip.
I donât know why I still care. Any pathetic hope of reconciling with Harper should have vanished the moment she humiliated me publicly. She knew exactly what she was doing when she read my story out loud in the quad that day.
Though I never posted any of my writing online until college, Harper knew I wrote fanfic. She even used to read it years ago. Told me how good it was.
She betrayed me.
My cheeks warm at the memory of the day she read the sex scene aloud in the quad. Tristan is right now standing not too far from where it happened. Except then, his bright-blue eyes were boring into mine, like he was enjoying my suffering.
He also knew how much my writing meant to me. Iâd told him just the day before, when I thought he might be trying to make amends for stealing my best friend from me. Heâd listened to me talk with such a kind, open expression.
I knew it was a risk to tell him, but a part of me wondered if maybe Harper had sent him to test the waters with me. Find out if I might be able to forgive her. She was always doing indirect things like that when we were kids, like sending her little brother, Nick, to my house to apologize to me when weâd gotten into a fight.
But that wasnât what happened that day in the library between me and Tristan.
Tristan did it just to lure me in so he could humiliate me later. Heâd planned it. Just like he planned my humiliation when he filled out the form to nominate me for this game.
Heâs cruel.
And for some reason, he decided long ago that Iâm on his shit list.
Iâve never understood why.
âTheyâre perfect for each other,â I whisper.
Serena chuckles. âHarper isnât that bad. Sheâs just protective of the people she loves. ~Overprotective~,â she says under her breath, obviously unaware of my previous friendship with Harper. âTristan ~is~ bad, though.â Serena shoots me a pointed look. âBe careful. Whatever you do, donât fall for him during the game. Heâll use it against you.â
Iâm the last person in the world she needs to warn about Tristan. What would she think if she knew our history?
My gaze drifts to the announcer at the center of the field as he explains the instructions for our five-minute date. Tristan stands with his hands in his pockets, looking utterly bored. Our eyes meet, and a slow, predatory smile spreads across his face. My stomach drops.
âNot a chance of that,â I say to Serena. âBut I might sleep with him.â
Serena laughs heartily, drawing the attention of a film student to our right. He walks closer to us, his phone high in the air.
I hate that this is all being filmed. By phone cameras too. How fucking amateur.
While the announcer drones on about the rules, Tristan cocks an eyebrow at me. I swallow hard, my mouth suddenly dry.
I need to get myself together. I can do this. After Cody left last night, I stayed awake planning my seduction. Iâm going to make Tristan want me so badly heâll pick me at the end.
I imagine how exhilarating it will be to reject him after that. Tristan will finally figure out that he canât break me, and Iâll be ten-thousand dollars richer.
I ought to be good at seduction, even as a nerdy girl. Every day, I write about the underdog Elizabeth seducing the prize of the marriage martâMr. Darcy.
Oh my God.
My fanfic. Here I am thinking my fanfic is going to help me seduce the mean boy. How did I delude myself into thinking I could really do this?
âContestants, take your positions!â the announcer shouts.
My palms sweat as the other women start lining up. Tristan stands near the Grecian arches of the Business Administration Building, looking like he was born to be there. The king ready to be fawned upon by his subjects. I move as quickly as I can, wanting to get this over with. Triumph skitters through my veins when I see that Iâm second in line.
Thereâs no backing down now.
âYour time starts now,â the announcer says.
I wait as Tristan disappears inside the building with the first contestant in line. The first five minutes pass surprisingly quickly, probably because my thoughts are racing.
When itâs finally my turn, Tristan opens the big metal door and gestures for me to follow him. I take a deep breath as I walk inside and into a nearby room. As soon as we get inside, Tristan plops down on a plush sofa and drapes one arm over the back.
âWell, weâre finally here.â A wicked glint flickers in his eyes. âMy shy little nerd.â
I grimace as I walk over and sit beside him, careful to keep my distance from him. âHow can you say things like that and not cringe at your obnoxiousness? Just talk like a normal fucking person.â
Tristan snorts out a laugh. âNever mind. I must have forgotten about your word vomit. Just a nerd, I guess.â His smile softens. â~My~ nerd.â
Heat floods my cheeks. I tug at the hem of my shirt, suddenly self-conscious. âJust wait until this nerd seduces you.â
Fuck, why did I say that? I must be nervous. What could be less sexy than stating your seduction plan outright? I said something similar last night, but I could forgive myself for that. I was practically in a fugue state after catching Tristan masturbating.
My gaze flickers to the student at the corner of the room. His gaze is fixed on his phone screen, his eyes wide as if heâs riveted.
I refuse to cower, even though I did just say something unbelievably stupid. Even though the whole school will be able to scrutinize that stupid thing whenever the YouTube video is posted.
âYouâre still planning on doing that?â Tristan asks.
His deep voice draws my gaze. Heâs wearing that affectionate smile thatâs fooled me once before.
Never again.
I lift my chin. âOf course I am.â
His smile grows. âI wasnât expecting you to say it on camera, but I guess I shouldnât be surprised. I can never predict what youâre going to say.â
I frown. âWe hardly ever talk.â
He averts his eyes from mine. âNo, but we used to.â
When he first got together with Harper, he means. We had a few conversations when I was trying to get to know him for her sake. I remember thinking maybe he wasnât as bad as I had assumed before. He was smarter. Kinder.
I was an idiot.
âAnd lately, Iâve overheard you talk in the classes weâve had together,â he says. âTo your friend.â
âMy friend?â
He scratches the back of his head. âThat guyâ¦â
âCody,â I say immediately. âWhen have you heard us talk?â
His jaw works, but he doesnât answer. Heâs quiet for a moment. When his eyes return to mine, something sinister flickers in them. âWhy do you never talk to me anymore, Ames? It hurts my feelings.â
Fuck, I hate it when he mocks me. ~Ames~. What a repugnant-sounding nickname. I glance at my iWatch, straining for nonchalance. âBecause I donât like you.â
His eyes flash. âYou liked me at one time.â
I lean forward, setting my elbows on my thighs. âI was trying to get to know you for myâ¦former friend. Iâm smarter now.â
His mouth tightens. âYouâre not doing a very good job of seducing me.â
âOh, I donât think it matters how good a job I do. Youâre the one who nominated me.â
He raises his brows. âSo you think youâve already seduced me? That I nominated you just to spend time with you.â
I snort. âAbsolutely not. I think you get off on being mean. I think you want to fuck with me.â
âIs that what you really think?â His gaze burns into mine. âYou think Iâm that much of an asshole?â
I glance away, my fingers curling into fists on my lap. âMaybe you donât know thatâs what youâre doing. Or maybe you justify it to yourself, saying youâre just having a little fun. For all I know, assholes have to delude themselves in order to sleep at night. So, yes. I do think youâre that much of an asshole. But the fact that you like tormenting me means I at least have a chance seducing you, even if I only appeal to your sadism.â
A strange emotion clouds his face as he stares at me, but then he glances at the cameraman, and that familiar smirk returns to his face. âI guess Iâll have to find a creative way to convince you Iâm not really an asshole.â He reaches out and cups my chin, tilting my face up to his. My heart pounds as his thumb brushes over my lower lip. âYou think you know me so well,â he murmurs. âBut you have no idea.â
My heart flutters like a butterfly in my chest. He lowers his face to mine. For one breathless moment, Iâm certain heâs going to kiss me. But then he chuckles and releases me, leaning back in his seat again.
I look away to gather myself. God, he ~is~ an asshole. Always trying to unsettle me. This time in a video the entire campus will see.
âTimeâs up,â the announcer calls from the hallway.
Tristan smiles and rises from his seat, offering me his hand. As I take it and let him pull me up, the warmth of his skin sends a tingle up my arm. Just as I start to let go, he turns to me and whispers in my ear. âMeet me at Zeta Nu tonight. Nine oâclock. I have a proposition for you.
With that, he saunters out of the room, leaving me with a tumult of emotions.
***
âWhat did you guys do during your five minutes?â Serena asks after taking a sip of her water.
I glance down at my lap to gather my fuzzy thoughts. Serena asked me out to lunch after the opening ceremony ended, and I wonder if itâs because she can sense my inner turmoil.
What on earth could Tristanâs proposition be? My stomach is churning over the uncertainty of our meeting tonight. It has to be related to the game somehow. He has some kind of a plan, probably related to the reason he nominated me in the first place.
Oh God, what if heâs planning to embarrass me tonight in front of all his frat brothers? No, he wouldnât show his hand that soon. He wants me to stay in the game. He could embarrass me in front of his frat brothers any day of the week.
Should I tell Serena my fears about Tristan? About my entire history with him and Harper? She seems cool, but she is more from Tristanâs world than mine. Sheâs hot, athletic, a member of the Greek scene. Iâve learned what it means to confide in people like that.
Itâs dangerous.
I turn to her, ready to tell her a lie, when her guileless smile freezes my tongue. When did I become so judgmental? Did losing Harper to the popular crowd really make me this cynical? When did I become such a whiny cliche?
I take a deep breath. âTo be honest, he mocked me the whole time. He actually nominated me for the game as a prank.â
Her eyes grow huge. âWhy would he do that?â
I shrug. âIâve known him for a long time. Since high school. He gets off on embarrassing me. This isnât⦠Heâs played pranks on me before.â
She nods slowly, her expression softening. The fact that sheâs not asking for more information endears her to me even more. She seems genuinely curious about my life.
âTristan is known for being that way,â she says, and thereâs an edge to her voice that tells me sheâs experienced Tristanâs cruelty before. âIt makes sense he was like that in high school too. Mean people never change.â
I nod slowly, debating on if I should bring up Harper. She mentioned something about Harper earlier, giving me the impression that she knows her fairly well.
What would I say? That Harper didnât used to be mean? It wouldnât do any good. Harperâs changed.
âI used to date his best friend, Nick,â Serena says.
My stomach plummets. Harperâs younger brother. Not that long ago, he felt like my younger brother too.
I guess it makes sense that heâs now buddies with Tristan. Harper would like that. She loves keeping all the people close to her in a tight-knit group. She encouraged me to get to know Tristan because of that.
That ended quickly though.
Serena looks down at her half-eaten taco. âNick is Harperâs younger brother, and heâs in Tristanâs frat. Heâs a really sweet guy.â
My face heats. I ought to say something, but fuck⦠Itâs so hard to talk about what these people used to mean to me. âWhy did you break up?â I ask instead.
She huffs, shaking her head. âI never got a straight answer from him. He said he had family stuff going on and couldnât concentrate on being in a relationship, but I can guess what was really going onâ¦â Her dark eyes meet mine. âHarper and Tristan told him to do it. They shit-talked me enough that he finally started to believe them.â
âThat makes sense,â I say in a small voice. It makes perfect sense.
Tristan must have done the same thing to me. He talked enough shit about me to Harper that she eventually believed him.
She smiles sadly. âI can forgive Harper. Sheâs insanely protective of Nick, but Tristanâ¦â She shakes her head. âHe never liked me. And I think he used his influence over Nick to kick me out of their friend group.â
âGod, heâs a dick. Why would anyone listen to him? Why is anyone friends with him for that matter?â
Serena laughs, a sound as melodic as an acoustic guitar. No wonder she was chosen for the game. Even her laugh is beautiful. âBecause heâs a hot guy.â
I snort. âThatâs all heâs got. People are so damn boring to be swayed that much by a pretty face.â
âItâs about what he can do for them. Or theyâre afraid of going against him. He has social status, you know?â
I shake my head. âItâs like weâre living in Regency England, and Tristan has ten thousand a year.â
Serena grins, baring all her teeth. âI think my Jane-dar is telling me Iâm hanging out with another fangirl.â
âAre you a Jane Austen fan too?â I nearly shout.
âGirl, I watch the 2005 ~Pride and Prejudice~ on loop when I do homework. Itâs my comfort movie. And I read the book once a year, at least.â
âOh my God, me too! Iâve been obsessed with that book since I was twelve and barely understood any of the language.â
She smiles radiantly. âI knew you were my type of girl. I just sensed it when we were waiting in line. I hopeâ¦â She shakes her head. âNever mind.â
âWhat?â I ask.
Sheâs quiet for a moment as she stares at the large redwood tree that towers above us. âI want you to win the competition.â
âWhy?â
She shrugs. âTo beat Tristan at his own game. If he really nominated you just to embarrass you, Iâd love it if you could embarrass him back. Make him fall for you right before you reject him.â
A chill skitters over my skin. Did she read my mind?
âI donât know how I could possibly do that,â I say, too embarrassed to tell her that is my plan.
Though I suppose sheâll see it if she watches the YouTube video of my date with Tristan. Fuck, I canât believe I actually talked about my seduction plan while being filmed.
Her gaze meets mine. âLet me help you.â
I swallow. âWhat could you possibly do?â
âI know Tristan. I learned a lot about him when I was dating Nick. I know how he works.â
âAnd how is that?â
âHe wants what he canât have. I think thatâs part of the reason he pushed Nick to break up with me. As soon as Nick had a girlfriend, Tristan wanted his best friend all to himself again.â
My nose wrinkles. âWhy is he such a petty loser?â
Serena bursts into laughter. âHeâs spoiled, thatâs why. Heâs gorgeous, athletic, and comes from a wealthy family. The whole world is an appetizer tray to Tristan Wolfe.â
My stomach churns at the thought. How can I seduce Tristan when he can get anyone he wants?
âDonât let it scare you,â Serena says, as if reading my mind. âHeâs still a predictable fuckboy. If he feels like you donât want him, heâll go crazy. Thatâs all you need to do, Amy. The rest will work out itself.â
I smirk, tugging at a strand of my hair. The purple is now an orangey lavender at my frayed ends. Damn, Iâm a mess. âYou donât think I need a makeover?â
She snorts. âYou know youâre very pretty, even if Tristan seems to preferâ¦â
âTall and skinny and gorgeous. Like you.â
She waves a hand. âHeâs never going to pick me. Not when Nick and I used to date. The whole bros before hoes thing. Trust me. When this is over, heâll be eating out of the palm of your hand.â
Heat unfurls through my insides, warming me everywhere. I shouldnât be turned on by the idea of Tristan wanting me, but I canât help it.
Is this just thirst for revenge, or is it something deeper? I hope Iâm not succumbing to Tristanâs charms when Iâm fully aware of how cruel he is.
I canât let him have the upper hand. Whatever heâs going to propose tonight, Iâll make sure Iâm ready.