AMY
The soft bristles of Serenaâs makeup brush tickle my cheek. I texted her this morning to see what she was planning to wear to the group date todayâan escape room. She said no-makeup makeup, and when I asked what that meant, she immediately invited herself over to do mine for me.
I didnât put up a fight. Itâs fun to have girl time with her. This is the type of thing Harper and I used to do.
âI got a text from Nick last night,â Serena says, her voice low and reflective.
âReally? What did he say?â
Serenaâs fingers still momentarily. âIt came in late last night. I think it was a booty call.â She smirks, but her eyes hold something deeper.
Vulnerability.
âTell me exactly what the text said,â I say, âand Iâll tell you if I think it was a booty call.â
She resumes her brush strokes. âIt just said, âHow are you,â with no question mark.â
I scoff. âWhat is it with men and no punctuation marks in texts? Itâs really not that hard to do one extra thumb tap at the end of your sentence.â
Serena giggles, and warmth flows through me.
I miss this. I almost forgot what it was like to have womanly companionship. Although, I suppose I only ever had teen companionship with Harper.
This is better.
âWhat did you tell him?â I ask.
She shrugs, her gaze fixed on my eyelids. âI said I was busy with the game.â
âAnd what did he say to that?â
She smirks. âHe said that he hopes I know Tristan is not going to pick me. Not with our history.â
My mouth drops open. âHeâs jealous.â
She shrugs. âMaybe. He also said that Tristanâs been acting weird.â
The back of my neck prickles. âDid he explain himself?â
âHe says heâs been moody.â
The air in the room grows heavier, and I wonder if sheâs thinking the same thing I am.
âDo you thinkâ¦â I swallow. âSerena, I want you to be straight with me. Do you think heâs planning my downfall?â
She smiles warmly as she takes my face in her hands and guides it side to side, examining my makeup. âI donât think heâs deep enough for that. If Iâm being totally honest, Amy, I think he might have a crush on you.â
Warmth unfurls within me, but I try to fight it. I canât give in to delusions if I want to keep my head in this competition. Thereâs no way Tristan has a crush on me, even if he might have seemed like it yesterday when he kissed me.
âIf you really like someone,â I say, âyou wouldnât humiliate them publicly. Thatâs what you do to someone you hate.â
Sheâs quiet for a moment. âDo you mind telling me what he did?â
I exhale a heavy breath. I can do this. Serena has been nothing but kind to me, and if I want to have a real friendship with her, I need to be vulnerable. The way she was vulnerable with me when she told me the story about Nick.
âSo Iâm sorry I never told you this,â I say in a rush, âbut I have a deeper history with Tristan than just knowing him in high school. Harper and I⦠She used to be my best friend.â
Serenaâs quiet for a moment. âNick mentioned that Harper used to have a best friend. That was you?â
I expel a heavy breath. âYes.â
Her eyes narrow on my face. âAnd this is connected to Tristan humiliating you publicly?â
I nod. âThey both did, but I think Tristan instigated it. I write a fanfic. Itâs more than a hobby. Itâs basically the only thing I do for fun. Itâs my passion.â
She smiles, and I see in her eyes that she wants to ask me about it, but she stays silent. Serena is so good at this. Sheâs a quiet, nonjudgmental presence. It makes me trust her, even when Iâm terrified of trusting people after everything that went down with Tristan and Harper.
âI barely talked to Tristan. Only a bit back when he first started dating Harper years ago. After Harper cut me out of her life, I avoided him like the plague. Then, one day I was hanging out in the library, and Tristan started up a conversation with me. It was reallyâintense. Like heâd been wanting to talk to me for a while. As delusional as it sounds, I thought maybe he was trying to reach out to me on Harperâs behalf. Like maybe she wanted to reconcile.â
âThatâs not delusional at all. What else were you supposed to think?â
I roll my eyes. âI think I got a little cocky, because I ended up telling him all about my fanfic. I even told him my pseudonym. It was almost like I was hoping he would tell Harper about it. She would have loved it when we were younger. It was stupid of me becauseâ¦â I shut my eyes, fighting the panic rising through my veins. Every time I think about that day in the quad, my pulse starts to pound.
âThe next day,â I continue, âI was sitting in the quad eating lunch with my friend Cody. I saw Tristan and Harper and a bunch of their asshole friends andââ
I take a deep breath, and understanding dawns in Serenaâs eyes.
âHe read it, didnât he?â Serena asks.
I shake my head. âHarper did. But he was smiling andâ¦Serena, this look he gave me⦠I canât explain it, but it was like⦠It was like he was enjoying my suffering. I really think he might be a sadist.â
Her expression grows somber. âIâve seen that side of him too.â
I nod. âAnyway, Iâm telling you, it might seem paranoid that I think heâs out to get me, but the thing is, I have proof. Heâs done it before. I honestly think he set out to get me that day in the library. To get information from me so that he could embarrass me.â
âBut Harper did it too. It wasnât just Tristan.â
âYeah, but itâs complicated between me and her. Sheâs⦠I know sheâs bitchy, but it always comes from a place of hurt. She resents me. I never liked her dad. I always told her I thought he neglected her and her whole family. I didnât know he was an addict, or I would have never said anything so insensitive. Anyway, she didnât like the things I said when he was alive, and afterâ¦â
She nods slowly. âShe resented you after he passed away.â
I expel a breath through tight lips. âYes.â
âBut what does Tristan have against you? What did you do to make him want to hurt you?â
âItâs so weird, because I have no idea.â
She narrows her eyes, looking lost in thought. âSomethingâs not adding up. Tristan is selfish. Iâve never known him to do something for no reason. What could he have to gain?â
âLike I said, I think heâs a sadist.â
Serena smiles faintly as she starts tidying up the makeup products spread out all over my desk. âIâm not so sure about that. Iâm going to watch him today for clues.â
I frown. âClues about what?â
âAbout what heâs up to.â She zips up her makeup bag, meeting my eyes. âYou can work on solving the escape room with the others. Iâll be trying to solve Tristan.â
I snort. âGood luck with that.â
***
âReady for this?â
Tristanâs voice comes from behind me, making me jump. I turn to face him, and the visceral memory of our kiss flashes in my mind.
His warm lips against my skin. His deep, husky voice.
~âIâve wanted this for so long.â~
I avert my gaze from those piercing blue eyes. The escape room is the only game event that actually sounds like fun. A puzzle is exactly what I need to distract myself from Tristan.
âHell yeah,â I say, trying to keep my voice bland. âI love escape rooms.â
âThat sounds like you.â Tristanâs soft tone of voice startles me. When I search his face, I see that kind, almost affectionate smile heâs been giving me lately. I quickly look away.
Thankfully, the director gestures for us to come inside the gym, so Iâm not forced to stand awkwardly making conversation without eye contact.
âLetâs do this,â Tristan says, holding out his hand.
My cheeks heat. Why does he always try to hold hands with me on our dates? Before today, I thought it was just his thing, something he did with every date, but now he has other options besides me.
Oh well, I donât want to look like it unsettles me. Itâs obviously just part of his plan to make Harper jealous. I reach forward and grab his hand. The warmth of his palm sends electricity up my arm.
The other two girls walk with us through the doorway and into the dimly lit gym. Tristan got to pick three women for this date. Me, Serena, and some girl named Natalie. When I glance at Serena, she smiles, looking pointedly at where my hand is joined with Tristanâs, and my stomach flutters.
What will she say about this later?
After weâre led to the door of the room, I glance around the area, and excitement fizzles through my veins. Even the outside the room looks fancy. Thereâs a real antique table and lamp instead of cheap party-store props.
âYou look like a kid at Disneyland,â Tristan murmurs, his face so close his warm breath brushes against my ear. âItâs adorable.â
Goddamn him. Heâs so damn charming he could probably seduce a cactus.
âAlright, listen up!â The director claps his hands twice. âThis is going to be a team-building exercise designed to test your cooperation and problem-solving skills.â
Anticipation flutters in my gut as I glance around at the other contestants. Serena isnât the only one looking at Tristan and me. Natalie is as well.
I canât imagine what she must be thinking, gorgeous as she is. Sheâs probably wondering why heâs holding my hand when Iâm the odd one out?
âHere are the rules,â the director says. âYou have a half hour to solve the puzzles and escape the room. Each puzzle you solve will give you a clue to help you find the exit. You must work together, or you wonât make it out. Tristan is going to see how well youâre able to work as a team. Remember, relationships are a team effortâ¦â
The director keeps talking, some nonsense about how we can use this opportunity to impress Tristan, and I tune it out to avoid cringing. The way this school dramatizes the game is silly and contrived.
Still, I canât believe Iâm standing hereâthe contestant whose hand Tristan chose to hold.
The door to the room opens, and my heart races as I take in the scene before usâa dimly lit space resembling an old library, complete with dusty shelves filled with old, worn books and cobwebs that must be fake but somehow look real. In the center of the room, a massive wooden table holds various antique-looking objects.
âRemember,â the director says, his voice echoing through the room, âteamwork is key. Good luck!â
The door slams shut behind us, plunging us into near darkness. A timer begins counting down from thirty minutes, its glowing red numbers are one of few lights in the room.
Natalie glances shyly at Tristan. âWhat do you want us to do, boss?â
Tristan shrugs. âLetâs split up. You go work with Serena. Amy will be my partner.â He squeezes my hand.
Her eyes widen minutely. She glances at me for a moment. Her expression looks more perplexed than jealous.
âOkay, letâs start with the bookshelf,â I say. Tristan nods and follows me.
We search in silence, the tension between us palpable. Is he constantly thinking about the kiss too? My heart pounds as I reach for a book and Tristanâs hand covers mine. The sudden contact sends shivers down my spine.
âSorry,â he mumbles, but thereâs a smirk on his face.
Damn him. He did that on purpose.
âNo worries,â I say, trying to ignore my racing pulse. I run my fingers over dusty book spines, feeling for anything unusual.
âHey, look at this,â Serena calls out, holding up an old map with strange symbols scrawled across its surface. âI think we need to find a key to decipher these.â
Excitement flits through my veins. âThis is my favorite. I love figuring out codes.â
I rush over to the table where Serena lays out the map. âOkay, we need to look for patterns,â I say.
When I glance up at Tristan, heâs smiling softly, his eyes creased at the corners.
I frown. âWhat?â
âYouâre so excited about these clues. Itâs really cute.â
âEw.â I wrinkle my nose. âDonât call me cute for using my brain.â
âNever again.â Tristan chuckles. âLetâs solve this thing.â
Together, we pore over the map, analyzing every symbol and marking, trying to find a pattern. Certain symbols repeat themselves, and I quickly realize that they must correspond to letters in the alphabet.
âTristan, look,â I exclaim. âThese repeating symbols could be vowels.â
âNice, Amelia,â he says, drawing out the syllables of my full name. I can see that heâs still amused by my excitement, and I donât care. âSheâs cracking the code, girls.â Tristan says as he sets a hand on my shoulder and gives it a squeeze. âThatâs my girl,â he says in a hushed voice.
I glance up at him, meeting his blue eyes, and surprisingly, they donât hold ridicule. He looks almostâ¦sweet, and I canât stop the surge of warmth rushing through my veins.
Men like Tristan are dangerous.
As I continue to figure out the clues, I run my observations by Tristan. He doesnât help, but he watches me closely. My cheeks grow warm, but I try to immerse myself in the task.
âHey,â Tristan says softly. âAbout yesterday⦠Iâm sorry if I made you uncomfortable.â
My heart thumps in my chest, and I try to gauge if heâs being sincere. Thereâs that vulnerability in his eyes that I rarely see.
Still, now is not the time for a conversation like this.
âHush. Iâm trying to solve this.â
He chuckles, and itâs a deep, warm sound. I never thought heâd be so gentle and sweet.
This must be his magic. This is why so many women fall for him when heâs such a dick.
I return to my task, grateful for the distraction. The warmth of Tristanâs body hovers near me, but it doesnât unsettle me nearly as much as it did yesterday.
âGot it,â I exclaim, pointing at the final decoded message. âIt says the key lies beneath the lionâs gaze.â
Itâs so cheesy, and I donât even care. My stomach is fluttering.
We quickly scan the room and spot an ornate lion statue on a shelf. Tristan reaches up and retrieves a small key from under its red eyes.
âNice work, Amelia.â
âThanks,â I mumble as warmth seeps into my cheeks. The way he says my full name sends shivers down my spine.
With the key in hand, I rush over to the door. Iâm almost there when my foot slams into something hard. I yelp as I fly into the air, bracing myself for impact, but it never comes.
Big arms wrap around my waist, pulling me against a hard chest. âSlow down there, my excited girl.â Tristanâs warm breath tickles my ear.
âTh-thank you,â I stammer, my whole body taut. Our faces are mere inches apart, and I canât help but get lost in the depths of his blue eyes. My heart pounds in my chest, and my breath hitches as I try to process the onslaught of emotions coursing through me.
âYour foot okay?â Tristanâs voice is soft and gentle.
âYeah,â I whisper.
âGood,â he murmurs, his gaze flicking to my lips for a brief moment before traveling back up to meet my eyes again.
The intensity in the room is palpable as we stand there, bodies pressed together, neither of us making a move to break away. My mind races.
This is only for the camera. Heâs only touching me to make Harper jealous.
I can do this.
Tristanâs grip around me tightens slightly, and I canât help but notice the way the muscles in his arms flex against my skin. His scent envelopes me, intoxicating and musky.
âAmelia.â His warm lips brush against my cheek ever so gently.
My thoughts scatter like startled birds. I push away from him, desperately trying to regain control over my racing pulse. âWe need to get out of here before the time runs out.â
With trembling hands, I grasp the key tightly and insert it into the lock. As I turn the key, the door opens with a loud click, signaling our victory in the escape room challenge.
âWe did it,â I shout.
â~You~ did it,â Tristan says. He hesitates for a moment. âTomorrowâs our next one-on-one date. Are you ready for it?â
The huskiness in his voice makes my skin heat. Our next one-on-one is going to be the âromanticâ date. Serenaâs was three days ago, and they had a candlelit picnic on the football field.
Iâm not ready, but I have tonight to prepare myself mentally. I canât soften toward him.
He needs to stop being so damn sweet.
Iâm going to get my revenge before this is over. Nothing Tristan says or does will stop me.