"Shit"
"You asked for it"
I moan whilst arching my back, "I know"
He thrusts into me once more but this time with a little more roughness, I hold a fistful of the sheets as an overwhelming amount of pleasure stirs inside me. I most certainly did ask for it, in fact he could sense how badly I wanted it.
"Xavier"
He can do whatever he wants with me at this point
"Yes baby"
"I'm gonna cum"
"Not yet"
"Please", I beg
"No"
I hold onto his back as he continuously slams into me, my headboard is making the most noise right now it's crazy.
Xavier continued to thrust and thrust recklessly as I laid there, I was happily in a state of submission. "Shit", He croaks against my neck
I hook my legs around his torso whilst making out with him softly and when I tell you that I felt every single inch of him I was not playing, he went in so deep that I almost cried. It felt so fucking good but it hurt at the same time. "It hurts"
"Want me to go slower?"
I shake my head and he chuckles
"Ride me"
I wanted to respond and say 'whatever you want' but I could barely form a sentence, so instead I just switched positions so that I was on top. Zay rests his hands behind his head whereas I place mine on his chest and roll my hips.
"Fuck", I groan
Zay tucks a slither of hair behind my ear softly, "You know what to do"
He's right, I do. But he's doing a little too much talking for my liking so I start to pick up the pace, and boy did I love watching the effect that I had on him.
"I don't like how cocky you're getting", I murmur against his lips
"You love it", He replies whilst playing with my tits
perhaps I do
Mid make out, I feel myself relax against Xavier as he releases into the condom. I eventually climb off of him and just collapse against the bed, letting out a sigh as I do so. I'm worn out.
He turns his head to face mine with amusement, "You good?"
I wave him off with my eyes closed, "Just give me a minute. And don't for a second let this increase your ego"
"It did just a little bit"
I roll my eyes
"Alright come on you gotta pee"
"I can't get up", I reply as he wipes me down
I laid there for a good while before letting myself get up and go to the bathroom, when I did come back to my bed we cuddled and watched a movie. Actually I wouldn't exactly say that I watched it since I fell asleep in his arms.....
But when I did wake up Xavier was gone, earlier he mentioned to me that he had basketball so I didn't expect him to be here after my nap, he left a note on my nightstand besides a bag of snacks though.
I've got shit to do but I'm gonna call you later mama, enjoy your snacks.
I smile a little before sticking the post it back down onto my nightstand, I release a yawn as I sit up and reach for my phone. Wow it's hitting five thirty.
He left me a text too
The message contained a picture of me sleeping against him whilst wearing his hoodie. Underneath the photo was a message
Zayâ¤ï¸: my little heavy sleeper
I smiled as I replied to his text.
I can hear voices coming from downstairs so I'm assuming that my mom's back. I put my slides on before leaving my room, though I kid you not I was walking funny.
I feel so sore
Mama looks back from the stove, "Hey sleepyhead"
I wipe my eye, "Hey. When'd you get home?"
"About half an hour ago, Aidy look sissy's awake"
My brother comes into the kitchen, "Hi"
"Hey, you have a good day today?"
He nods whilst showing me his vanilla ice cream cone, but then when I bite a little bit of the cone he starts to throw a tantrum.
"See now why'd you love to do that", Mom tuts
I laugh, "Cause it's funny. And he's too selfish"
"He's not selfish, he just needs to learn"
Aidan tugs on her leggings whilst crying, "Mommy"
"Look at me"
He steps back as he sniffs
"Tell me what's wrong without the tantrum"
He points at me, "My ice cream"
"You're kind Aidy, kind people share remember?"
"Kind", He repeats as she gives him a kiss
"Exactly", She smiles
I snort, "Loserrr"
"Stop bullying my baby"
My little brother sticks his tongue at me and I do it back, ma eventually goes back to preparing food and he stays clinged to her.
I usually offer to make dinner especially when moms pregnant, but she disobliges since she loves to cook majority of the time. Even if she's nine months pregnant she'll make sure that dad eats when he's back from work, which he tells her she doesn't need to. She does it anyway.
It smells so good in here, I can't wait to eat.
Mom glances at me with a screwed face as I sit down. "Why you walking like that"
"Huh?"
"You're walking weird-..... oh you been doing the nasty" She realises with a knowing look
"Actually I've been sleeping", I correct as I sit at the island
"You can stop lying to me about this shit you know, we've accepted it"
I narrow my eyes suspiciously, "You have"
"Well actually dad just pretends the conversation never happened, give him a couple months. I've accepted it though, I mean realistically I didn't think you'd wait until eighteen but I'm satisfied because I know you at least lost your virginity to someone you love and are in a relationship with"
"Oh I certainly did. I was slandered up there-
She raises a hand with disgust, "Spare me the details"
I snicker, "What happened to you're supposed to tell me everything-
"Child to an extent. I'm still tryna process that whole car sex, give me a couple years" She shivers with repugnance
"Oh please, I'm sure you've done worse"
"I'm a grown woman"
I change the subject, "Well anyways. I'm making Xavier a gift basket"
"Aw really? That's cute"
"He doesn't know though so don't mention it"
Mom leans on the table excitedly, "Ok ok I won't. What you gonna put inside?"
"Well you know how much he loves his durags so I'll get him a designer one, perfumes and other shit in general, I'll put some things in there to make it personal. I'm gonna write him a letter, let's hope he doesn't grammarly my ass"
She laughs, "What's the occasion"
"Well the occasion is that I'm in love, and he likes personal gifts so that's what I'm gonna do"
"You so cute when you start getting all lovey dovey. When you gonna give it to him?"
"I'll have it ready for Friday. I'll go over to his after I leave the firm"
"Speaking of work, dad told me you were on fire today"
"I was amazing"
She smiles, "Yeah? I take it you and Risa had fun"
"I rarely saw her since it was quite busy, but yeah I had fun"
"I'm so proud of you"
"Thanks mom"
"You're welcome. Alright come set the table, it's about to be a full house"
We can hear dad and the twins outside
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Pretty soon Friday came around, by then I had felt like an actual worker. The way I'd started exchanging good mornings with the associates and had become so familiar with everyone's lunch order was crazy, but I'm very attentive. I was on the phones, scheduling appointments and what not. Not gonna lie I felt like a real boss.
"Latte"
Dad looks away from his laptop as I put it on his desk, "You're a star. Thank you"
"No problem", I slump down onto the chair opposite his desk
"What are you doing next?"
"Actually can I leave early today?"
He frowns whilst drinking, "Already? It's only one"
"Yeah but I've pretty much done everything aunt Larisa asked me to and I wanna go see Zay"
"Ah, I see"
He then leans back in his seat, "How are you two"
"Wonderful"
"Why's he not taken you out on a date yet", Dad questions
"Well we decided that we'd wait until the holiday since school will be out of the way and we'd have an endless amount of time"
"Fair enough. How come he's not in school"
I make inverted commas with my fingers, "He's sick and wants me to go see him"
Seriously, he told me he didn't go to school because he was sick but I know damn well that he isn't so I guess we gon see.
Dad chuckles, "Yeah he's definitely not sick"
"I know, I'm gonna find out the real reason he's acting like a baby" I say as I get up
He opens one of his draws before handing me an envelope.
"What's this?"
He nods at it, gesturing for me to check so I look inside. My brows immediately raise. "That's a lot of money"
"If a thousand is a lot then sure"
"What's it for?"
"You. You deserve it after this week"
My face softens, "Thanks daddy"
He winks a you're welcome before picking up his phone which has now started to ring and I give him a wave before leaving.
So now I'm gonna go and see what's up with my man, if he's even sick. I actually have his gift hamper in the back seat of my car so I'll give him that today.
The weather has gotten so much warmer, I don't know how people manage wearing smart wear all day. As soon as I got into my car I changed into my crocs for comfortability and then connected my phone to the car, if I'm being real I don't even like driving. It's always scary driving on the highway, I remember the first time I was on my own I was so scared that I called my dad to come and drive me home.
Anyway when I got to the house it was unsurprisingly empty, Zay texted me yet again to ask if that was me entering the house. Instead of texting back I head straight upstairs to his room, I could hear King as I opened the door.
He was sat on the bed beside Xavier who was lying underneath the comforter using his phone. I put the box down before resting a hand on my hip, "Why are you at home?" I immediately ask
My boyfriend's eyes scan me from head to toe, "Hello to you too"
I shut the door behind me, "Hi. Answer my question though"
"I'm sick"
I rest a hand on his forehead and he frowns at me
"Your temperatures fine"
He just folds his arms and I sit on the bed, "You're being a baby"
"No I'm not, it's the truth"
"Sick from what?"
"People"
I roll my eyes, "Seriously I ain't got time for your foolishness today"
He tugs on the belt strap of my trousers, requesting my attention. "You haven't kissed me yet"
"I don't want your sickness thanks"
My phone buzzes and a text from Indiah pops up
attachment 1 image:
*She sent a photo of her and Kaian in her car, she was sat on his lap*
Tell my brother to stay mad xxx
Me: Aww
I turn back to my boyfriend with amusement, "Now I get it"
"Huh?"
I wrap my arms around his neck, "You're experiencing best friend heart break"
"No I'm not"
"Don't lie to me"
Xavier furrows his eyebrows at me but I continue to look at him expectantly
"We was meant to skate", My boyfriend eventually mutters
"After school?"
"Instead of"
Xavier and Kaian are roller skaters, they have these group of friends that they skate with but generally those two are always skating. I just find this whole thing incredibly cute because even though Xavi doesn't always show his love for his best friend, best believe that him and Kaian are really tight. They're like me and Indiah except they've been friends since second grade, Kai joined our private school late. Alongside Xavier, he was also kicked out for smoking weed on school grounds. Once again they're both in the same school.
"Ah, and he went out with Indiah instead"
"Yes"
I pinch his cheek teasingly, "You're so cute when you're grumpy"
"Nobodies grumpy, I'm sick"
"Whatever you say baby", I give him a peck and he gestures for me to sit on top of him
"No"
"Because?"
"I'm on my period"
"So? Sit anyway"
"Don't sass me"
"Please", My boyfriend adds
"Better"
After doing as he requested I decide to call Kaian, he answers on the third ring and I put him on speaker, "What's up"
"What's up is you've made my boyfriend grumpy so now I'm mad at you", I say whilst running my hand through Xavier's hair
He snorts, "Not this shit again. Zay Zay I'm coming back in about an hour"
"Stop calling me that, and learn to say no to Indiah"
"Nah don't want to. But maybe I'll come back early if you tell me you miss me"
"Fuck off"
"Welll you can forget coming back early cause now he's with me" I reply
"He's pretending to be sick isn't he"
"Yes he is"
"Mhm I know, take care of him. Don't get it twisted though he was still mine first-
"Stop with the gay shit", Xavier replies
"You know you miss me"
I roll my eyes whilst ending the call, they're gonna end up going round in circles.
His first? pfft
"You need a new best friend"
"Why don't you apply"
I click my tongue, "Sorry but Dee got to me first"
"I know you better than she does"
I cup his chin in my hand, "Uhuh I'm sure you do my love. Don't let her hear you say that though cause it'll end in an argument"
Xavier looks past me curiously, "What's that"
"What's what?-.... oh shit, I forgot. This is for you", I pick up the hamper before giving it to him. I was about to shift off of his lap so that he could put the box there but he kept me in my place
I love it when he's clingy
He smiles as he opens the box and his dimple appears, "This is so cute"
I watch as he goes through each thing individually, I wasn't worried about him not liking anything because I know him pretty well enough by now and besides if Xavier doesn't like something it's always easy to tell.
I watched as he read the letter, I thought I'd be cringing but somehow I'm not. I've started to notice how much he likes cards and notes and shit like that. "This is so adorable, thank you Ree" He kisses me
"You're welcome you big baby"
"Oh that's how it is?"
"That's how it is"
"See I wasn't gon point out the little spelling mistakes but now that we're here-
"Say no more Zay, let's start cause I got time today"
"Damn you're tying up the hair and everything", Now he's just looking at me lustfully
I pretend to be deep in thought, "You know to think that I was gonna do your hair and maybe cook for you too-
"Woah woah woah did you say cook?"
"Damn right I did"
"Wait let's rethink this"
"I guess we can survive on your snacks"
He continuously taps me but I pretend to ignore him as I scroll through my phone.
"Ree", He complains
"Ooh this dress is really cute"
"Amariah", He frowns
Ok I can't ignore him for that long
"How can I help you?"
"Can you?"
"Yes I can"
"Thank you"
"Xavier"
"Yes"
"Did I ever tell you that you act like such a kid?"
He waves me off, "I don't wanna hear it cause when it's you the whole world ends"
"I'm not liking this attitude" I say amused
He holds my cheeks before pulling me forward for a kiss, "My bad. But you know I'm just giving you a taste of your own medicine"
I roll my eyes, "Oh please"
There's only room for one person with an attitude and that's me.
If it's one thing I do well, it's shrimp tacos. I made quite a lot because we both eat a lot (I can un shamefully admit that), I even made some sweet chilli sauce to go with it too.
"Definitely have to hit the gym after this one"
I snort in agreement, "Right"
"You'll come?", He says surprised
"It's not a definite"
"But there's still a chance?"
The way Xavier has been asking me to go to the gym with him every other week is crazy, the main reason isn't even to work out he just wants my company.
"Possibly"
"I'll take it"
We cheers our tacos before taking another bite, I had to roll my eyes with pleasure because it was just too good. The stringy cheese and the sweet chilli and the meat-.... argh it was too good.
This is like our fifth one now lol, and imma still eat another one. He gives me a kiss on the cheek, thanking me for the food and for doing his hair, and I raise my shoulders up with a smile.
"You're welcome"
"Oooh something smells good"
I look past him as aunt Latoya comes in, she's in her scrubs. "Hey"
"Hey sweetie", She puts her bag down as she looks around the kitchen
Everything's in the dishwasher, we cleaned as we went along so it's spotless. She notices the tacos, "Ya'll made these?"
"Ree did", Xavier replies shortly
Judging by his tone I can see that he still feels a bit iffy towards her, honestly I don't know when it's gonna end but I try not to get involved when it comes to their relationship. Yesterday they were fine.
"Don't mind if I do"
"Go for it", I say amused
She sits with us, "So. How are you guys"
"Not bad"
"Are ya'll still in the honeymoon phase?"
"Nah", He replies
"Ah, I see. What were you up to before I got here?"
She seems awfully cheery and this conversation feels very forced, but I can also tell that she's trying so I'm not gonna judge her for it.
"We were just chilling, then I did his hair and we made food"
"You know you guys don't have to sugarcoat-
"Mom why do you gotta make it weird", He fusses
"What I'm just saying, incase that's not what it was"She defends
Oh boy
My phone buzzes
Mamað: hey baby sorry to interrupt whatever you're doing but I'm feeling exhausted, can u pick up your brother from GG's? Shes gotta go out
Me: of course, u ok?
Mamað: yh don't worry, just need to relax a bit
Me: kl
I roll my tongue around my teeth as I get up, "Sorry guys I gotta go. My mom texted me"
"She ok?"
"Mhm", I give him a little hug before then hugging his mom
"I'll see you guys later"
"Bye sweetie"
King barks and I crouch down to stroke him, "I'll see you later my baby"
He pants excitedly and I smile a little as I rub his stomach. Then I put my crocs back on before heading out of the house.