"Hi", I say softly
Xavier stands up from the bed with relief, he seemed a little stressed which only made me feel bad. "Baby I-
"Wait. You don't have to explain, it's not your fault"
He goes quiet as I hold his face, "I'm sorry.....I shouldn't have snapped at you"
His brows furrow slightly, "Do you really think I'd do that to you?"
I sigh, "I know you wouldn't but when Mila told me who she was I guess I just felt threatened"
"What? Why?"
"You lost your virginity to her, she's a bitch but she's still older and beautiful. I know I always say I don't care about your past but I just say that because I don't really know if I can handle hearing about it" I tell him honestly
Zay holds my waist with a soft look, "Listen to me. You don't need to feel any type of way about anyone I've done shit with in the past because you are who I want, and I've never been in love with any one of those girls. She may have been my first but you're my last. I love you, you're sexy and you're so beautiful, the most beautiful girl in the world at that matter. This is where I'm at and it's not changing"
I tried not to cry but my eyes watered a bit as he said this to me, I smile a little before whispering. "Thank you"
I know I'm confident but I'm also human, I'd be lying if I said there's never been times where I felt like shit and felt as if I didn't deserve him. Sometimes I just need that reassurance.
Zay hugs me, "Anytime"
Over his shoulder I see Kaian passing through the corridor , "Thank you" I mouth
He winks a your welcome before heading downstairs
"Ask me anything", My boyfriend says
I remember throwing away my fourteenth birthday card that he got me when I found out he had sex with someone, I'm assuming it was Jada.
"Did you have feelings for her", I murmur
"A little bit, but you were also on my mind a lot of the time"
"So when you kissed me for the first time was that you making a decision?"
"Yes"
"She said you guys were really close"
"We were close friends up until me and you started getting serious"
He's referring to last year around the times where I was fifteen and he was sixteen, we started getting closer during September. Things between us were definitely a slow burn because I still didn't fully trust him, he used to be such a flirt and never knew what he wanted. Then obviously the drug stuff was a plus.
"Did you guys have sex when me and you were on pause?"
"Once. About three weeks after you stopped talking to me I tried to distract myself but I wasn't feeling her like that, I guess she started to like me more since then but I blocked her"
"So when did you have sex with the other girl"
"In the same week, and no we don't speak. She actually understands what a one off means, we met at a party and that was that"
"Hmm.....did you go down on any of them?"
"Nah"
Ok I feel a little better
"Alright"
"Anything else?"
I shake my head and he gives me another kiss, "Don't be scared to ask me things ok? Even if it's random shit just ask me, I'm always straight up with you"
He is, I'll give him that
"Ok"
Zay tucks a hair behind my ear, "I don't like seeing you upset"
I just hug his torso, appreciating his comfort. I don't tend to like vulnerability but I'm slowly learning to open up more, mom says I get my stubbornness from her.
"You make me feel better", I murmur against his shoulder
We just stayed like that for a moment, it was nice
"I like this bikini", He says whilst slipping his fingers under the string that's holding the panties together
I smile a little, "You're just saying that cause you can see my ass cheeks"
"You're sexy ass cheeks"
I roll my eyes playfully
"Let me eat you out after this-
I gasp as I cover his mouth, "Xavier Campbell"
"What?", He defends
I literally felt myself throb as he said that, not gonna lie I'm aching for him. But it can wait. "You're so dirty", I say amused
We hear a knock on the door, "You ok?"
As I turn around Xavier stays attached to me, keeping his arms around my waist.
I nod at my best friend reassuringly, knowing already that Jamila explained to her what happened. "I swear, if the trick was still here I would've started a fight"
"I know you would've", I say amused
Indiah is the definition of a firecracker, she may be small but you shouldn't underestimate her because her tempter is short and she can fight. I'll never forget how in the ninth grade I got into an argument with a girl in the grade above, I barely remember what it was about but shit started to get heated. Next thing I know Indiah swung on her and the rest was history.
"Damn right I would've. But I'm glad you guys are good, now let's go and have some fun please"
Yes, please can we
After games at the beach, riding the jet skis and more we were finally back inside the house chilling in our swimwear. We were all eating Kaian's birthday cake, but of course we waited for everyone else to leave first before indulging.
"You so greedy, don't finish my slice" Tamara fusses
Jerome scoops some with his spoon, "Just a little bit"
"J-
"Shhh it's ok, there's more"
"Ugh"
They're sat in the kitchen
I ate my slice already, and now I was taking some of Xavier's. Sorry but red velvet cake just happens to be a weakness of mine, to be honest he didn't even mind that I was eating it. We were sat on the couch, me being in the corner resting my legs on his.
This entire time hes been staring at me lustfully, like he just wants to rip off my bikini and fuck me right here and now.
"Let's go upstairs"
I frown with a mouthful of cake, "Right now?"
"Yes"
"We gotta help clean up first-
"We can get to that later", His hand slides up and down my thigh
"Let me eat it", He murmurs against my ear
Sweet Jesus
I clench my legs slightly, trying to remain composed. It's really not working though because I'm aching to be touched.
"Zay. Behave"
He looks down at me as I lie there, "I don't want to"
I use my foot to pull him towards me by the torso, "Come"
He does as I tell him only I expected him to just sit with me, instead he starts kissing me softly with tongue (I don't disoblige), his lips were warm and full and we could taste the sweetness from the cake on each other's tongues. Zay's kisses soon progressed onto behind my ear, causing me to bite my bottom lip with pleasure. They then went lower, to my jawline and then onto my neck, I was finding it hard to resist.
"Fuck sake. You win"
He grins before getting up and keeping his hand attached to mine, as we pass Tamara she looks at me knowingly. I look away embarrassingly but Xavier pays no mind and just leads me up the stairs, we walked down to the end of the corridor before he opened the door to our room.
As soon as the door shut behind me we were on each other once more, but we were moving at a quicker pace this time. I moan whilst slipping my tongue into his mouth and he picks me up, gripping onto my ass as he carries me over to the queen sized bed
Our lips stay connected as I'm laid against the soft sheets and my legs hook around his torso. "Zay, please" I whisper against him
"Give me a second"
He knows how badly I want him right now, and I know how badly he wants to eat me out so it's a win win. I get an orgasm and he gets to have his way with me.
He starts to get frustrated with the knots on my bikini, "Why the fuck is it-
"You have no common sense when you're horny", I pull it off before tossing it on the floor
Now he's staring at my pussy eagerly, like hes been waiting a long time to indulge. "You're so wet for me", He rubs the folds and I shiver as I lie there patiently
"I-
Xavier wasted no time and immediately slid his tongue against me, I felt myself relax as a feeling of pleasure fired inside me. His tongue swirled around my hole soaking up all the wetness, he was eating me out so hungrily and I loved every minute of it.
I let out a swift moan whilst holding onto his hair and guiding him in all the places I wanted him to go, he held a firm grip on my thighs as his tongue delved deep into my hole. "That's-.... fuck that's it"
His chain continuously hits against my thigh as he sucks on my clit, it took me by surprise when he tugged on it lightly with his teeth but that shit was turning me on. I arch my back as I release a groan. I'm pretty sure I was suffocating him with the way that I was pressing my thighs against his head but he didn't seem to mind. I can't believe I even let myself feel threatened by Jada because it's not her that he loves, it's me. He's here begging for me to let him eat me out and he's here wearing my bracelets, my hair ties.
He's all mine
"You taste so good", He murmurs against me
That's the best thing I've heard today
Cranberries do wonders
"You feel so good", I moan in response
And then my legs started shaking....
"Ride it out"
I don't know what's gotten into him (I thought I was the freaky one) but I'm loving it. Without hesitation I switch positions so that I'm on top of Xavier. I could feel myself getting ready to cum even as his tongue was still going at it, he was obliterating me. It all felt so good, and pretty soon I started to do as instructed without caring about the mess I was leaving behind.
"Shit" I whisper with pleasure
I came undone right there and then, and he took all of it.
"Good girl"
Once I got off of his face my lips immediately found his and I could taste myself on him. I needed more.
"I'm not done with you. You're not off the hook for giving me allat attitude", He lets me know
Take your annoyance out on me please!
As soon as he said that I went on all fours and arched, looking back at him to let him know I was ready. Forget the rest of foreplay, I want to be fucked.
"Good luck trying to fuck it out of me"
I saw a glint in his eye
"Bet"
*
"What's taking so lo-....shit"
He unexpectedly slams into my hole and I almost wheeze, I wasn't prepared for that. Within seconds he starts thrusting in and out of me and I moan as I lie there with my face against the pillow. Zay was holding my waist and fucking me hard.
"Where was the warning", I finally managed to let out
"I don't like that tone"
"Fuck you", I groan
Zay picks up the pace and the headboard starts hitting against the wall, sometimes I forget how big he is because I can literally feel him in my stomach.
The sounds of my insides were filling up the air as he kept going at it, I was so fucking aroused. But as the pace started to pick up he started to go deeper which only made me regret challenging him. However I never back down.
"Oh my-.... jeez"
This was only boosting his ego
My boobs start to bounce around as we keep at it, one of them actually ended up slipping out of my bikini but of course I didn't bother to fix it.
He thrusts again, "I keep telling you about that attitude of yours"
Yes he does
A few strands of damp hair start to cover my face so I bend my head back a little to let it fall back
"You're so beautiful", My boyfriend murmurs whilst stroking my skin
I love that he's so gentle yet rough
Just as I was about to lift myself up Xavier humbled me and rammed into me again, causing me to fall back down. So embarrassing honestly.
"I'm gonna cum"
"One sec-.... shit stop doing that"
I can't help the fact that I'm clenching. But still we kept going at it, or should I say he since he's the one putting in all the work.
"Stop", I groan
He knows me well enough by now to know that I don't want him to stop, there were a couple times in the past where I would say stop and he thought I was being for real so he kept checking on me. So ultimately we decided that if we actually wanted to stop then either one of us would say tap out.
Xavier started to slow down so I expected that he was done destroying my pussy but then he flipped me over onto my back so that we were now doing missionary (my personal favourite). "You feel so good", I hold onto his back as he continuously fucks me
Not gonna lie I've met my match
He kisses me and I hold onto his neck whilst deepening it and sucking on his tongue softly. Perhaps I should actually start working out more because I'm out of breath, I went to the gym with him once but I haven't been back since.
"Fucking hell", I breathe out whilst wrapping my legs around his torso
He was showing me so much affection and I loved it, I love him. "I love you so much" He murmurs
I couldn't even talk anymore, but he knows I love him too. Pretty soon we both orgasmed and can I just say that this might have to be one of my greatest.
I tried to get up but my legs failed me, in fact I was dripping down my legs. Xavier chuckles, "Here let me help you"
He came back with some wipes before starting to clean me and I just laid there, watching him.
"You broke me"
"You did this to yourself"
"No mercy was shown"
"You loved it"
"I did", I agree
After throwing away the wipes in the bin, he leans over to give me a kiss. "Come on pretty, let's go shower"
I lift up my arms lazily and he picks me up bridal style whilst giving me another kiss. Hes been so reassuring today and I couldn't be any happier, "I'm sorry I doubted you" I say softly
"Don't sweat it. You know I'm yours"
"I do", I reply with a smile
**
"Well well well look who it is", Tamara says amused
"Hi", I reply innocently as I sit down in one of Xavier's shirts and my own pair of shorts. I feel very refreshed since I came out of the shower not too long ago, I'm surprised I even washed my hair with the amount of action that happened in that shower.
"Someone took their time", Indiah snorts
"She was definitely getting some" Zola laughs
"You guys I was humbled" I eventually spill
The girls laugh
"We can tell with the way that you were walking", Jamila says
No point in trying to hide it now
Xavier was currently in the kitchen with the boys, I just can't help but fall in love with him all over again. He was standing there looking so fine....as if he didn't just fuck the hell out of me twenty minutes ago.
"Now I want some", Tamara sulks
"Nothings stopping you", Zola says amused
"Me and J can't fuck right now, waiting on my period"
I frown, "Are you late?"
"Yeah", She replies casually
Indiah pauses, "So you might be pregnant"
"Think so"
Now we're all just looking at her, "And that doesn't scare you?"
"Used to. I get pregnancy scares all the time though so it's whatever"
I don't understand, if this was me I'd be freaking out... my mom would kill me. I'm assuming her and Jerome risk it all the time and use no protection.
"Girl" Jamila tilts her head whilst exhaling from her vape
She waves it off, "Don't worry it'll probably come in a couple days. Anyway you want an infill? I bought my shit"
I frown a little, "Sure"
She holds my hand as she looks at my nails excitedly, "Ooh look at the retention"
That's just Tamara for you
~*~
I was woken up by the warmth coming from the sun, we had the curtains closed but still there was some sunshine peeking through and hitting my face. I yawn as I continue to stay lying against Xavier's chest.
"You ok?", He murmurs
"Mhm", I lazily reply with my eyes closed
I'll probably end up dozing off again, I don't even know what time it is.
"You were all over the place last night"
I smile a little as I look up at him, "Was I?"
"Yeah you kept moving around until I nudged you"
Sleeping in a bed that's not mine will do that to me
Suddenly I don't feel tired anymore, even though we were all up late last night playing monopoly. I trace my thumb over Zay's bottom lip, "You ready to wake up and socialise?" I ask teasingly
"No", He stays asleep and I laugh a little, knowing full well he is not a morning person
"You-
I hear squeaking
"The fuck is that", I frown
Then I heard a moan which made me realise. Xavier kisses his teeth before taking a pillow and putting it against his ear. Indiah and Kaian are two doors down, we can hear faint moans as well as the sound of their bed.
"It's ten in the fucking morning" Xavier mutters with annoyance
Not to be weird or anything but I was listening out, just to make sure my best friend was receiving the pleasure she deserved. "Damn they've got stamina", I say impressed
Zay looks so disturbed, I don't blame him
"Why do you have to say that"
My phone buzzes so I reach over to the nightstand for it, mom's caller ID is on the screen.
I answer immediately, "Hi mommy"
I'm trying not to laugh at Xavier, he's still lying there with the pillow against his ear.
"Hey baby, you ok?"
I yawn whilst rubbing my eyes, "Yeah I just woke up. You?"
"Been up for awhile"
I hear a faint babble in the background
"What's that?", I ask
"That's what I was calling you about actually", She says amused
I pause
"Ready to meet your new siblings?"
Oh my God
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